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Nov 07, 2022 03:24PM
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Jade wrote: "Okay I'm gonna go do dishes, jade will be out in like 10 min. I'll tell her to come on here"Okay.
do you ever want to post something, but like, dont wanna post it cuz its so out of the blue, and everyone's happy rn, and this topic might make some people uncomfortable or unhappy if brought up? While at the same time thinking your overreacting on it?
I texted my father if I could theoretically buy a PC and he played the ‘we’ll have to talk about it’ card. I feel like crying.
Bran wrote: "Then askk."Ya but i moight be just making an overreaction about it, it happened a long time ago so Like :T
Eilonwy ✨Ruler Of Thicc Gremlins✨ wrote: "I texted my father if I could theoretically buy a PC and he played the ‘we’ll have to talk about it’ card. I feel like crying."
ugh i feel sorry for ya
♦︎Quince_Goddess_Of_Space♦︎ wrote: "Bran wrote: "Then askk."Ya but i moight be just making an overreaction about it, it happened a long time ago so Like :T
Eilonwy ✨Ruler Of Thicc Gremlins✨ wrote: "I texted my father if I could the..."
Ask anywayy
Who am I kidding? They’re my parents. They made sure my freaking MP3 player couldn’t do anything but play stuff before they even let me touch it. They’re never gonna let me buy a PC. They’re way too controlling for that.
Well.. The topic is about SA (I think?), so like might be sensitive to others..Now the backstory on this is kinda weird (idk) But like i use to have a horrible lice problem (which i found to be super lice, not normal ones) and when my dad threaten, and went through with it too, to cut my hair (into a pixie) after he did (via At home since barber shops would take me becuase of the lice)
here's where the problem starts.
So in order to get rid of them, my dad made me shower with him. now that, it was weird and slightly uncomfy, Until every time i tried to go to the back (for front) of the shower, he would always press on me, Which made me insanely uncomfortable and just scattadle out there. This happened for a nearly a year, until i complained to my sister about it
(Note, My dad demanded he did it, and my sister was lazy anyways, where was my mother? i didn't live with her. and i hardly doubt pearl, a cat, could do it)
which she got my dad to stop. but this happened when i was 10?
I was scrolling through tiktok, saw a vid about parents watching their kids dress, (which my dad does) and in one of the comments talked about themselves being Touched by their parents, which made me remember this event, and now im questioning whether that was Sa or just me being sensitive
♦︎Quince_Goddess_Of_Space♦︎ wrote: "Well.. The topic is about SA (I think?), so like might be sensitive to others..Now the backstory on this is kinda weird (idk) But like i use to have a horrible lice problem (which i found to be su..."
No, that definitely wasn't right.. Can I punch your father directly in the face??
I'm sorry about that, Quince. I know what it's like to have a father that isn't worth the time of day.
Bran wrote: "I'm sorry about that, Quince. I know what it's like to have a father that isn't worth the time of day."thanks
My biological father was abusive and spent most of my life in jail until he walked out when I was 8.
Elayna wrote: "the last time i saw my biological father i was 2 years old and he attempted killing both me and my mother"I'm really sorry to hear that. My father also almost shot me and my mother when I was about 2 which is why he was incarcerated most of my life.


