Relationship Problems

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look, ik it sounds... but like... yh

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*sighs* This is the bad part about sexual abuse. There is so much innuendo
Lol I hate that I was about to say something similar to my mom

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your mom is nice

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id love to sound like her
she hasnt replied to me tho lmao

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hrllooo btw

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Dysphoria ~ hiatus until September 6th {read bio} wrote: "your mom is nice"

My mom said she never says anything about what happened between my brother and me because I don't give her details.

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Dysphoria ~ hiatus until September 6th {read bio} wrote: "id love to sound like her
she hasnt replied to me tho lmao"

She's at work.

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Shion and Sunny ~ she, they wrote: "Dysphoria ~ hiatus until September 6th {read bio} wrote: "your mom is nice"

My mom said she never says anything about what happened between my brother and me because I don't give her details."

i understand

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i have a relationship problem
hes UPSET with me
UPSEETTTT!!!

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Dysphoria ~ hiatus until September 6th {read bio} wrote: "hrllooo btw"

Hey

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Shion and Sunny ~ she, they wrote: "Dysphoria ~ hiatus until September 6th {read bio} wrote: "id love to sound like her
she hasnt replied to me tho lmao"

She's at work."

i meant she didnt reply to my msg... yesterday or the day before
oh well, it was nothing of concern
i just was telling her i overslept

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Dysphoria ~ hiatus until September 6th {read bio} wrote: "Shion and Sunny ~ she, they wrote: "Dysphoria ~ hiatus until September 6th {read bio} wrote: "your mom is nice"

My mom said she never says anything about what happened between my brother and me be..."

😕 Details are triggering

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Dysphoria ~ hiatus until September 6th {read bio} wrote: "i have a relationship problem
hes UPSET with me
UPSEETTTT!!!"

What happened?

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Dysphoria ~ hiatus until September 6th {read bio} wrote: "Shion and Sunny ~ she, they wrote: "Dysphoria ~ hiatus until September 6th {read bio} wrote: "id love to sound like her
she hasnt replied to me tho lmao"

She's at work."

i meant she didnt reply t..."

Huh. She was trying to reach out to you about talking
She gets a lot of emails, mi reina

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Yeah…. Yeah. They are triggering. Sometimes I wanna trigger myself and so I explain lol
This other guy. Like, the one im… casually talking to. He sent me a message saying ‘I’m upset with you’ randomly, even tho he cleared his whole friend list except me, and his bio says ‘none of your business’. Suna, he is a… yk, friendly guy. You know those really smiley friendly guys who seem to have a comeback for everything – that’s him. This isn’t him. I haven’t had the time to talk to him much, so ig he is a little upset. But he was online and I messaged him and he left me on read and went offline.

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oh and a guy whos actually fucked me over messaged me just now saying he misses me like fuck you

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ohhh and connor hates me more

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AND I WANT IXXY.
so yeah, relationship problems galore

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fuck off jacob
oh he isnt in this group
all is well or he'll rattle on about my ex-fiance

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oh my GOSH i am SOOOOO done with life!!!

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??

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stop triggering me from all possible damn sides wtf

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its all ok sunny *smiles wide* im doing great. now. why are we having my breakdown-to-be in a group where ixxy can see. all breakdowns go elsewhere. bc i can package up all my emotions just like HE did with ME

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Eloquent Echo wrote: "Your local biology genius recommends that you please talk to him
Aka the amazing me
Me."

i thought you didnt like biology as much as the other sciences

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sorry for my later reply i was backreading stuff *coughs* alors..

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where r u both? probably fucking each other. *chews my bottom lip* oh well i gtg anyway. have fuuuuuuuuuuuunn *hyperventilates* bye.

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oh! suna will be right back! lolllllllll. no. shhhh. shush. shushhhhhhhhh miniiiiiiiiiiiiii.
OMG HE LOOKS SO PRETTTYYY

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i wanna squeeze his throat and kill him

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um why am i suddenyly mental
lol
this is what youve miised ixxxyyy
this is why you should leave me fulllyy

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...

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I was having an itching fit and had to go to the bathroom

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heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hruuuuu

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Dry and dehydrated
😕.....🙁
Mini?

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Shion and Sunny ~ she, they wrote: "I was having an itching fit and had to go to the bathroom"

oh nooooooo sweetie you need to get prescribed creams
when u come here or i go to you, i'll bring mine. or my mums's which are stronger

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All I need rn is moisturizer and water

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Can we talk in fewer places please? My hands are in worse shape and I'm talking to other people besides you

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Shion and Sunny ~ she, they wrote: "Dry and dehydrated
😕.....🙁
Mini?"

its ok! go get some water while i sort out my makeup and go back to filing shit

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Shion and Sunny ~ she, they wrote: "All I need rn is moisturizer and water"

go get that sweetie
bye :D

bye, ixxy! ily!

the ily for u both
share it

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🙁

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*frowns*

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Shion and Sunny ~ she, they wrote: "Can we talk in fewer places please? My hands are in worse shape and I'm talking to other people besides you"

alls good im yeeting out bro
go shoo to other people and sort urself out oki?

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I'm not sure he's even on

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I think they all left

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Shion and Sunny ~ she, they wrote: "I'm not sure he's even on"

he sent me a msg saying he just did hifz
must hv a headache after that shit ig

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Shion and Sunny ~ she, they wrote: "I think they all left"

*deadpan* who.
acc idccccc im gooood

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*shrugs*

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anyway
i have stuff
i'll be on in my evening ig
once i fgiure out why hes mad at me
im gonna go see him
i thnink hes dad is here

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Alr

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now what happened to you? other than the itchy stuff that must suck

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im sure ixxy can help you *wheezes* yeah im out still gonna take me a while to get used to this all over again. its been 8 months. im struggling