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Mar 08, 2015 12:53PM
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Cαiтℓуn ~ Beautiful Times ~ wrote: "Ok, you all must go hear Volcano cause I have that on repeat today. Lyrics are on my thread."
KK! :)
KK! :)
When it's all said and done......you and I are the lucky ones. We fought many, and we'll fight the night until we see the sun, we are the lucky ones, we are here
Wιѕнƒυℓ Tнιηкιηg.....gєtѕ уσυ αbѕσℓυтєℓу ησwнєяє
My aunt and uncle just left for NYC....my dad, sisters and I will be joining them there tomorrow. I made the mistake of getting up at 1:11pm today, so I missed saying goodbye to them....AND breakfast. At least I can cook some pasta...
Nvm, not going to NYC. TOO DANGED EXPENSIVE
♪ We live in a cold, cold world [x4] ♬
These folks is killing for less money than they can borrow
Create and you will sorrow for families left feeling hollow
Then the son of a gun victim fleshing out his anger
Coloring cartoons of strangers who getting strangled
And the daughter let a stranger, the school call him a counselor
Do some dirty things, but he promise that he would counsel her
Baby momma can't identify the man that killed him
It's the same low down dealer that she always get her pills from
And the son is getting older, streets is making him colder
But his momma's out cold, cause she ain't never quite sober
His sister's 15, but you probably think that she grown up
'Cause she was with some men, acting way too grown up
And don't nobody care though, the schools ain't teaching
McDonalds selling poison, got people working for cheap an
The military, drug's, or prison only way to eat, man
It's cold in the streets, let the track bring the heat in
We live in a cold, cold world [x4]
This world's cold like no clothes and snow blown
Like when the devil take the breath out of a baby's nose
And the people won't hear more metaphors and word-play
My sister's sick of stripping, she need hope up in my words, man
She pull up to the mall where she valet her little Mercedes
Wishing she had some romance, healthy family, couple babies
And the gentleman she love, he already got a wife
So she's accepting her plight, she's a lady of the night.
And she saw 'em in the park with his daughter, they holding hands
Arm around his woman's shoulder, he ain't give her not a glance
She accepts her sad reality, she doesn't stand a chance,
One woman gets the man, the other woman gets the dance.
It's a cold world, real cold world
Jermaine called that thing, man where is we going turn
A lot of people thinking I'm on an hopeless endeavor, nah
I know someone who can change the weather forever, ever
We live in a cold, cold world [x4]
These folks is killing for less money than they can borrow
Create and you will sorrow for families left feeling hollow
Then the son of a gun victim fleshing out his anger
Coloring cartoons of strangers who getting strangled
And the daughter let a stranger, the school call him a counselor
Do some dirty things, but he promise that he would counsel her
Baby momma can't identify the man that killed him
It's the same low down dealer that she always get her pills from
And the son is getting older, streets is making him colder
But his momma's out cold, cause she ain't never quite sober
His sister's 15, but you probably think that she grown up
'Cause she was with some men, acting way too grown up
And don't nobody care though, the schools ain't teaching
McDonalds selling poison, got people working for cheap an
The military, drug's, or prison only way to eat, man
It's cold in the streets, let the track bring the heat in
We live in a cold, cold world [x4]
This world's cold like no clothes and snow blown
Like when the devil take the breath out of a baby's nose
And the people won't hear more metaphors and word-play
My sister's sick of stripping, she need hope up in my words, man
She pull up to the mall where she valet her little Mercedes
Wishing she had some romance, healthy family, couple babies
And the gentleman she love, he already got a wife
So she's accepting her plight, she's a lady of the night.
And she saw 'em in the park with his daughter, they holding hands
Arm around his woman's shoulder, he ain't give her not a glance
She accepts her sad reality, she doesn't stand a chance,
One woman gets the man, the other woman gets the dance.
It's a cold world, real cold world
Jermaine called that thing, man where is we going turn
A lot of people thinking I'm on an hopeless endeavor, nah
I know someone who can change the weather forever, ever
We live in a cold, cold world [x4]
There's something that I'm always telling my sister when she supposed to be doing a chore and she says she "knows." I tell her, "You know but do you do?" This is a question that everyone should ask each other. It's one thing to know, but it's entirely different story to do.
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "There's something that I'm always telling my sister when she supposed to be doing a chore and she says she "knows." I tell her, "You know but do you do?" This is a question that everyone should ask..."
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These folks is killing for less money than they can borrow
Create and you will sorrow for families left feeling hollow
Then the son of a gun victim fleshing ..."
Should I try it?
You mean listen to it? Yeah sure. It's not insanely crazy
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This is me and my mom XD
I can't see it, sadly. :(
How did you post a. Pic from your cam roll? (I'm assuming)
How did you post a. Pic from your cam roll? (I'm assuming)
Which pic are you talking about?
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "
This is me and my mom XD"
All the time!
This is me and my mom XD"
All the time!
Eмρrєѕѕ Aηgєℓ σƒ Gαℓαχιєѕ Bєуση∂ Gαℓαχιєѕ wrote: "NVM"
*shrugs* ok
*shrugs* ok
I'm a little more than halfway through Spring Break....it's so unfair how time goes by when there's no school. In little more than a week I'll be going back. Back to hw. Back to 2.5 hour rowing practice 6 days a week. Back to seeing several good friends. Back to seeing some of the biggest morons who ever walked on this planet.
Do I really want to go back? Back to always checking to make sure I don't made a fool of myself (which I still do anyway)? Yeah, kinda I guess. After all, going to this freaking school was my choice. I promised a lot of people a would stick to it and succeed. And so I will. I won't back out like a scared little kid who thinks the world is all lollipops and rainbows. It's not. I came to work hard, grow a thicker skin, and shed the thin semi-sheltered homeschooler one. I also came to increase my chances of getting into a good university and succeeding in a career (preferably zoology). That's my ultimate goal, a goal that no moron will get in the way of.
Do I really want to go back? Back to always checking to make sure I don't made a fool of myself (which I still do anyway)? Yeah, kinda I guess. After all, going to this freaking school was my choice. I promised a lot of people a would stick to it and succeed. And so I will. I won't back out like a scared little kid who thinks the world is all lollipops and rainbows. It's not. I came to work hard, grow a thicker skin, and shed the thin semi-sheltered homeschooler one. I also came to increase my chances of getting into a good university and succeeding in a career (preferably zoology). That's my ultimate goal, a goal that no moron will get in the way of.
Am in Washington D.C. right now. Whoo! It's great up here. My sister has been griping about buying herself a pair of jeans and my aunt wants to get a D.C. souvenir. Bottom line is we're (not including my dad) all more interested in buying stuff than going to museums. I wouldn't mind seeing the national gallery of art though...
Hehe, sounds like MY family. "SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP DO SOME TOURISTY STUFF SHOP SHOP SHOP".
LOL. You and my sister would get along sooooo well^.^
Yeah....as long as it's not my money! XD
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I want you to know that I’m all yours
You and me run the same course
I’m slippin down a chain reaction
And here I go here I go here I go go
And once again I’m yours in fractions
It takes me down pulls me down pulls me down low
Honey it’s raining tonight
But storms always have an eye have an eye
Tell me you’re covered tonight
Or tell me lies tell me lies lies
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I want you to know that I’m all yours
You and me we’re the same force
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I want you to know that I’m all yours
You and me run the same course
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I’m better under your reflection
But did you know did you know did you know know?
That’s anybody else that’s met ya
It’s all the same all the same all the same glow
Honey it’s raining tonight
But storms always have an eye have an eye
Tell me you’re covered tonight
Or tell me lies tell me lies lies
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I want you to know that I’m all yours
You and me we’re the same force
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I want you to know that I’m all yours
You and me run the same course
You and me run the same course
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I want you to know that I’m all yours
You and me run the same course
You and me bleed the same light
I want you to know that I’m all yours
You and me run the same course
I’m slippin down a chain reaction
And here I go here I go here I go go
And once again I’m yours in fractions
It takes me down pulls me down pulls me down low
Honey it’s raining tonight
But storms always have an eye have an eye
Tell me you’re covered tonight
Or tell me lies tell me lies lies
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I want you to know that I’m all yours
You and me we’re the same force
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I want you to know that I’m all yours
You and me run the same course
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I’m better under your reflection
But did you know did you know did you know know?
That’s anybody else that’s met ya
It’s all the same all the same all the same glow
Honey it’s raining tonight
But storms always have an eye have an eye
Tell me you’re covered tonight
Or tell me lies tell me lies lies
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I want you to know that I’m all yours
You and me we’re the same force
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I want you to know that I’m all yours
You and me run the same course
You and me run the same course
I want you to know that it’s our time
You and me bleed the same light
I want you to know that I’m all yours
You and me run the same course
Balance
It's such a big word, a word that can be translated into many different things. You don't realize you need balance until the scales have been tipped too much in one direction. I try to keep my life balanced. Don't eat too much crap, exercise a lot, focus on your studies while also finding a passion that makes you, you.
A good, fulfilling life is almost all about that one thing: balance. Focus too much on your job and you're like an empty shell without it. Focus too much on food and you're either left overweight or underweight. Focus too much on your outward appearance, and, well, you can guess the rest.
Sometimes I feel a little overwhelmed by the expectations placed on me. Ace your classes! Be a good athlete! Dress up more! Put on some makeup, all the boys will drool over you! Grind at dances, you need the experience! But with balance, I can shoulder those expectations and, on my terms, fulfill them without becoming something I'm not.
It's such a big word, a word that can be translated into many different things. You don't realize you need balance until the scales have been tipped too much in one direction. I try to keep my life balanced. Don't eat too much crap, exercise a lot, focus on your studies while also finding a passion that makes you, you.
A good, fulfilling life is almost all about that one thing: balance. Focus too much on your job and you're like an empty shell without it. Focus too much on food and you're either left overweight or underweight. Focus too much on your outward appearance, and, well, you can guess the rest.
Sometimes I feel a little overwhelmed by the expectations placed on me. Ace your classes! Be a good athlete! Dress up more! Put on some makeup, all the boys will drool over you! Grind at dances, you need the experience! But with balance, I can shoulder those expectations and, on my terms, fulfill them without becoming something I'm not.
Tutoring, tutoring, math math tutoring
Is kinda bo-oring, bo-oring, bo-o-o-oring
But I can put up with it, up with it, u-u-up with it.
Is kinda bo-oring, bo-oring, bo-o-o-oring
But I can put up with it, up with it, u-u-up with it.
I have this warm feeling in my chest
It'll wear out soon, when reality sets in:
My aunt and uncle leave tomorrow
I return to school on Monday
I only see him once a week,
So I can't expect anything to happen
It'll wear out soon, when reality sets in:
My aunt and uncle leave tomorrow
I return to school on Monday
I only see him once a week,
So I can't expect anything to happen
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "I have this warm feeling in my chest
It'll wear out soon, when reality sets in:
My aunt and uncle leave tomorrow
I return to school on Monday
I only see him once a week,
So I can't expect anything..."
Life...*sighs*
It'll wear out soon, when reality sets in:
My aunt and uncle leave tomorrow
I return to school on Monday
I only see him once a week,
So I can't expect anything..."
Life...*sighs*
ITS SO ANNOYING ANNOYING ANNOYING. ARGGGGGGHHHHH
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "ITS SO ANNOYING ANNOYING ANNOYING. ARGGGGGGHHHHH"
You can say that again.
You can say that again.
Everything goes fast when you want it to go slow, and slow when you want it to go fast
MAKE A MOVE ALREADY. PLEASE. MY PATIENCE IS RUNNING THIN. IM CLOSE TO DOING SOMETHING DRASTIC AND MAKING A FOOL OUT OF MYSELF IN THE PROCESS.
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "MAKE A MOVE ALREADY. PLEASE. MY PATIENCE IS RUNNING THIN. IM CLOSE TO DOING SOMETHING DRASTIC AND MAKING A FOOL OUT OF MYSELF IN THE PROCESS."
The boy is utterly clueless. Shall I help move him along?
The boy is utterly clueless. Shall I help move him along?
*laughs* I certainly wouldn't mind, you're like, an expert ^.^
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "*laughs* I certainly wouldn't mind, you're like, an expert ^.^"
*smiles mischievously*
*smiles mischievously*
Oh gosh, what am I getting myself into.....XD
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Oh gosh, what am I getting myself into.....XD"
I can certainly help.
I can certainly help.
I know you can, you always can:)
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "I know you can, you always can:)"
:)
:)
Pain
Since becoming more active on GR, I've met tons of wonderful people. People I wish I could meet in real life. But lots of these people are in pain. Deep pain. Pain they escape from by going on GR. I feel helpless and terrible, because there is almost nothing I can do to console them. A couple of "you'll feel better"s will do absolutely nothing. Those words are empty, practically meaningless, when read on a computer screen. The person in pain reading those words will probably think, "You have no effing clue what I'm going through. You don't even care. To you, I'm just another username on another social site."
To all the friends I've made on here who are in pain: I DO care. I may not understand what you're going through, but I DO care. I've seen pictures of you, I've snapchatted with some of you, I've read the heartbreaking words you've typed and posted on GR. You guys are people to me. Real, flesh-and-blood PEOPLE.
I hate seeing you guys in pain. I hate it. I wish I could do something to make your lives better. But I can't. I can, however, say this:
ǀ ƜιƖƖ AƖωαуѕ Lσνє Aηɗ Rємємвєя Ƴσυ, Ɲσ Mαттєя Ɯнαт. Rємємвєя Ƭнαт.
Since becoming more active on GR, I've met tons of wonderful people. People I wish I could meet in real life. But lots of these people are in pain. Deep pain. Pain they escape from by going on GR. I feel helpless and terrible, because there is almost nothing I can do to console them. A couple of "you'll feel better"s will do absolutely nothing. Those words are empty, practically meaningless, when read on a computer screen. The person in pain reading those words will probably think, "You have no effing clue what I'm going through. You don't even care. To you, I'm just another username on another social site."
To all the friends I've made on here who are in pain: I DO care. I may not understand what you're going through, but I DO care. I've seen pictures of you, I've snapchatted with some of you, I've read the heartbreaking words you've typed and posted on GR. You guys are people to me. Real, flesh-and-blood PEOPLE.
I hate seeing you guys in pain. I hate it. I wish I could do something to make your lives better. But I can't. I can, however, say this:
ǀ ƜιƖƖ AƖωαуѕ Lσνє Aηɗ Rємємвєя Ƴσυ, Ɲσ Mαттєя Ɯнαт. Rємємвєя Ƭнαт.
They're leaving......I'm feeling sad and nostalgic right now.......why couldn't they stay longer?
I ALWAYS RUIN EVERYTHING
I
ALWAYS
DO
*cries*
I
ALWAYS
DO
*cries*
You know you've gone absolutely bonkers when Markus Zuzack looks like Sam Smath from far away
XD
XD
