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Feb 24, 2015 07:48AM
Confessions of a not-so-typical-teenager❁_❁
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Okaaaaaaaaaay so I guess I have to introduce myself. This should be interesting.
To start with, my name is Lucia, pronounced lu-cee-uh, NOT Luchia or Lusha. I'm 14 years old, that kind of year where you have to adopt to lots of changes in your life, namely high school. I was homeschooled for 8 years prior to that.
I'm half Ｃｈｉｌｅａｎ, half Ａｍｅｒｉｃａｎ, and I speak fluent Spanish. I'm 5'6 and have thick brown hair with blonde highlights though, so you'd probably never guess I was (half) Latina.
I'm ｑｕｉｒｋｙ, many might say ｗｅｉｒｄ. I have the tendency to embarrass myself for months (who knows, probably years) to come by opening my mouth and saying something only really ｗｅｉｒｄ people would say.
I'm not a ｆａｋｅｒ, it's impossible for me to act like something I'm not.
I might seem ｃａｒｅｆｒｅｅ to some who know me, the type of girl who doesn't care what others think of her, who marches to her own beat. Who's funny. Doesn't have a care in the world. Lemme just say right now that you're ｗｒｏｎｇ. I'm pretty self-conscious, and I care ｗａｙ too much of how people think of me.
Lastly, I don't like ｂｏｕｎｄａｒｉｅｓ, whether it be academic-wise, social-wise, or etiquette-wise. I'm always plowing past a boundary. Sometimes I just go way too far. Lately though, I've learned that with moderation (like only the good kind of breaking boundaries), it's ok. Because that's just who I am, and it's impossible for me to change that.
I'm half Ｃｈｉｌｅａｎ, half Ａｍｅｒｉｃａｎ, and I speak fluent Spanish. I'm 5'6 and have thick brown hair with blonde highlights though, so you'd probably never guess I was (half) Latina.
I'm ｑｕｉｒｋｙ, many might say ｗｅｉｒｄ. I have the tendency to embarrass myself for months (who knows, probably years) to come by opening my mouth and saying something only really ｗｅｉｒｄ people would say.
I'm not a ｆａｋｅｒ, it's impossible for me to act like something I'm not.
I might seem ｃａｒｅｆｒｅｅ to some who know me, the type of girl who doesn't care what others think of her, who marches to her own beat. Who's funny. Doesn't have a care in the world. Lemme just say right now that you're ｗｒｏｎｇ. I'm pretty self-conscious, and I care ｗａｙ too much of how people think of me.
Lastly, I don't like ｂｏｕｎｄａｒｉｅｓ, whether it be academic-wise, social-wise, or etiquette-wise. I'm always plowing past a boundary. Sometimes I just go way too far. Lately though, I've learned that with moderation (like only the good kind of breaking boundaries), it's ok. Because that's just who I am, and it's impossible for me to change that.
The thing is though, you aren't even nice to my face
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "
The thing is though, you aren't even nice to my face"
Grrrr :(
The thing is though, you aren't even nice to my face"
Grrrr :(
When you're feeling sad, what do you go do?
Do you go and cry a bit, or weakly play the flute?
When you're feeling mad, what do you go do?
Do you scream and punch the wall, or simply cry out "shoot!"?
When you're feeling happy, what do you go do?
Do you sing a happy song, or go watch Toy Story 2?
Do you go and cry a bit, or weakly play the flute?
When you're feeling mad, what do you go do?
Do you scream and punch the wall, or simply cry out "shoot!"?
When you're feeling happy, what do you go do?
Do you sing a happy song, or go watch Toy Story 2?
School is almost over YAY I can't wait, Spring Break can't come fast enough!
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
They strung up a man
They say who murdered three.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
Where dead man called out
For his love to flee.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
Where I told you to run,
So we'd both be free.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
[Movie line:] Wear a necklace of rope,
[Soundtrack line:] Wear a necklace of hope,
Side by side with me.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
Where I told you to run,
So we'd both be free.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
They strung up a man
They say who murdered three.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
Where dead man called out
For his love to flee.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Coming to the tree?
They strung up a man
They say who murdered three.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
Where dead man called out
For his love to flee.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
Where I told you to run,
So we'd both be free.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
[Movie line:] Wear a necklace of rope,
[Soundtrack line:] Wear a necklace of hope,
Side by side with me.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
Where I told you to run,
So we'd both be free.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
They strung up a man
They say who murdered three.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
Where dead man called out
For his love to flee.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Are you, are you
Coming to the tree?
They strung up a man
They say who murdered three.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, ar..."
MY SONG!
Coming to the tree?
They strung up a man
They say who murdered three.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.
Are you, ar..."
MY SONG!
I feel lighter now, not so heavy. I'm not taking the people who care about me for granted anymore
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: ""
*claps**starts dancing*
*claps**starts dancing*
Wonder where I'll be....15 years from now
There are a million things I'd rather be doing rather than worrying about balancing Chemistry chemical equations and practicing an Oedipus significant passage analysis
1 EXAM DOWN....2 MORE TO GO!!
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "1 EXAM DOWN....2 MORE TO GO!!"
Whoo! *high-fives*
Whoo! *high-fives*
Lօɾἶ ~Aηgєℓѕ Fℓу Aяσυη∂ Yσυ ~ wrote: "☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "1 EXAM DOWN....2 MORE TO GO!!"
Whoo! *high-fives*"
*high fives back*
Whoo! *high-fives*"
*high fives back*
And now, ladies and gentlemen, what makes a water molecule polar?
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "And now, ladies and gentlemen, what makes a water molecule polar?"
I registered that as Portuguese.
I registered that as Portuguese.
Lol Lori^o^ just you wait, high school chemistry is soooo much fun
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lol Lori^o^ just you wait, high school chemistry is soooo much fun"
Haha, I've heard the horror stories.
Is it really that bad?
Haha, I've heard the horror stories.
Is it really that bad?
If you like chemistry, it's not. If you don't but you're good at it, that's fine too. But if you don't like it AND aren't good at it...good luck
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "If you like chemistry, it's not. If you don't but you're good at it, that's fine too. But if you don't like it AND aren't good at it...good luck"
Is running an option....?
Is running an option....?
☯Lυcıα~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Unfortunately, no"
Let's see what unfolds...
Let's see what unfolds...
NO MORE EXAMS, IT IS FINISHED. SPRING BREAK IS HEEEEEERE! *starts doing happy dance*
It's snowing today. Snow is great and awesome and wonderful and everything, it's just everything gets canceled as a result. I really really really hope I'm not stuck at home all day *fingers crossed*
My dad, aunt, and uncle are going to do some clothes shopping at several stores. My sisters and I chose to stay at home because my uncle is notorious for taking a million hours to shop (going to the grocery store yesterday was interesting...). Though I probably can't blame him. Being from Punta Arenas where everything is small and then visiting a grocery store up in the U.S. that has enough food (and mostly junk food at that)to feed the entire state is probably a bit jarring^.^
Sometimes I find myself randomly thinking of the past cringe-worthy things I said or did. I get all worked up about it and then beat myself up, like "Why why WHY did I say that? Why did I have to do that/act like that? Why didn't I just shut my stupid mouth? And then I wonder why everybody thinks I'm a weirdass!"
But what's done is done. I can't go back, as much as I'd desperately want to. We all dwell on things from the past and forget to look forward. We're obsessed with it. We pick it apart, judge it, scrutinizing its every detail. Frankly, it gets tiring. I'm tired of thinking about the past and all the avoidable mistakes I made.
What's done is done.
But what's done is done. I can't go back, as much as I'd desperately want to. We all dwell on things from the past and forget to look forward. We're obsessed with it. We pick it apart, judge it, scrutinizing its every detail. Frankly, it gets tiring. I'm tired of thinking about the past and all the avoidable mistakes I made.
What's done is done.
Ladies and gentlemen
Good afternoon from the flight deck
We're cruising at 37,000 ft and we just passed over the coast
We will be beginning our descent in about a 30 minutes
Like to take this opportunity to welcome you to America
Ta na na na muchawa
Ta na na na muchawa
Ta na na na muchawa ta na na na na
[Verse 1:]
Uh, I was made in America land of the free, home of the brave
And right up under your nose you might see a sex slave being traded
And will do anything for the money
Boy, a mamma might sell her babies
Sell porn, sell pills, anything to pay the bills
Anything to bring that pay
Gotta scratch that itch
Gotta scratch them ticks
Ain’t rich but I might be
And I'mma shoot these flicks
I'mma turn these tricks
Anything for a slight fee
Yeah, made in America
Mamma told me that I belong here
Had to earn our stripes
Had to learn our rights
Had to fight for a home here
But I wouldn't know a thing about that
All I know is drugs and rap
I probably could have been some kind of doctor
Instead of holding guns and crack
I was born in the mainland
Great-grandpa from a strange land
He was stripped away and given bricks to lay
I guess you could say he a slave here
But I was made in America
So I don’t know a thing about that
All I know is Uncle Sam looking for me, working on his corner so I know I gotta pay tax
Getting paid in America
I was raised in America
And this is all I ever known
If I’m wrong then you better come save me America
[Hook:]
Ta na na na muchawa muchawa [4x]
Welcome to America [5x]
[Verse 2:]
Man, I’d die for America
I served my time for America
Got shot, shot back, went to war, got back and ain’t nobody give a jack in America
I could've lost my life, boy, I lost my wife
I can’t even get right in my home land
Cold sweats, hold tecs, paranoid looking out for a threat in my own land
I was trained in America
How'd they get up in them planes in America?
Flew them right into the buildings
Taking out civilians
People getting killed in America?
And I’m still in America
Though America ain’t feeling me
I went to war for this Country
Turned around came home and you drillin' me?
When y’all free here saying you don’t wanna be here
Well, you probably could breathe here
If I didn’t load a couple magazines here
Y’all just complain in America
I’m jumping out of military planes from America
Aye I was made in America
That's why I’m out here saving America
I got a brother in the cemetery now
Cause he wanted y’all safe
And everybody want the freedom but nobody want to hear about face!
We bled for America
To keep y’all fed in America
But whats the point of talking a lot of y’all don’t really even care America
[Hook:]
Ta na na na muchawa muchawa ta na na na
Ta na na na muchawa muchawa ta na na na
Welcome to America [5x]
Ta na na na muchawa
Ta na na na muchawa
Ta na na na muchawa ta na na na na
[Verse 3:]
Uh, I wish I lived in America
Wanna raise my kids in America
Heard everybody rich all I gotta do is run, jump, kick
I'm a hit in your area
So please pick me, America
I know you'll probably never love me
You never hear about me on the news
And you’ve probably never been to my Country
I hear you selling education and got clothes that you throw away
Got plenty food in your nation
I can tell cause a lot of y’all are overweight
I already work for y’all
I’m in the sweatshops making these shirts for y’all
Now I ain’t getting money, go to bed hungry
But I make some exports for y’all
And y’all don’t know a thing about that
You was made in America
I’m trying to find me a ticket
Where the sky is the limit catch a plane to America
It should be plain to America
Y’all blessed and you got it made
Heard y’all don’t pray no more
Y’all ain’t saved no more
Y’all looking for another way
Well, I hope it ain’t true
But I’m packing my suit
Farewell to my motherland
Said bye to my loved ones
Fate here I come, I’m going to another land
I done made it to America
I’m amazed at America
But I couldn’t get approval to stay so they sent me away from America
No matter who you are and/or what you look like, we all deserve to live in a racist and sexist-free world. These dangerous stereotypes need to stop, they've taken too many lives already.
Mod
I love his songs<333333333333333333333
Mod
Suggest one?
One I like is called "Good, Bad, Ugly." He raps about his mistakes and childhood. I think you'd find the lyrics to be interesting. It's not a generic "Jesus loves you!" kind of song.
Mod
That's the thing with Lecrae. I definitely like his lyrics. I think they're super smart. I just don't like his style always.
Yeah, some of it's pretty hard-core hip-hop, but I don't mind it. That one I recommended is one of his softer, slower ones. Another less loud hard-core song of his is "Lucky Ones."
Never heard of that one. What album is it from?
Oh that's why. That album is from 2008 I think
Mod
You guys know Rapture Ruckus?
Cαiтℓуn ~ Beautiful Times ~ wrote: "O.O That was sad
You guys know Rapture Ruckus?"
Sounds familiar...is that a band?
You guys know Rapture Ruckus?"
Sounds familiar...is that a band?
Cαiтℓуn ~ Beautiful Times ~ wrote: "O.O That was sad
You guys know Rapture Ruckus?"
Never heard of it
You guys know Rapture Ruckus?"
Never heard of it
