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Mack is listening to Welcome to Nightvale while doing schoolwork
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Sep 12, 2022 04:47PM
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wdym you aren't on the run?
because I'm an assholeI don't know why I did it
sometimes I just feel really disconnected from everyone else and I'll want to ruin everything both for myself and for everyone else
sometimes I want to destroy things that are good for me just to know that in the reason I can't have it anymore
I want to punch me
ooooh i haz not read the sequel yet but mewants to
wat the question
"desire"??doez u mean smeggsy time? i hope not ew
oh okiei haz never read gae sm*t
macky give me recs
why am i assuming you have recs
sorry
naji give me recs
i loveeeee timothee (did u see his backless shirt?) and i loveeeee the movie i've only watched edits on le yt but stilleths
i've heard it's astronomically boring (the book)
RowenVy wrote: "OMG ARE YOU SAYING SAO HAS GAE SMUT OMG my vision of sao is tainted"LMAO AIEJGOIERHGEORUUOREOUE
yall i wanna tell u about a fanfic i read when i was 12 but i cant put it on a public chatwait should i make the other mg rn
Lady Lemonade wrote: "Literally this is chapter one “And then there was this: Love didn’t just have something to do with my heart—it had something to do with my body. And my body had never felt so alive. And then I kne..."
yum
you guys are really distracting me from the whole death thing-oh wait im thinking about it again
i reread the email like 10 times before coming on here
RowenVy wrote: "b͓̽e͓̽l͓̽l͓̽a͓̽d͓̽o͓̽n͓̽n͓̽a͓̽ wrote: "you guys are really distracting me from the whole death thing-oh wait im thinking about it again
i reread the email like 10 times before coming on here"
wha..."
LIZARDS
GUYS JOIN THE GROUP I NEED TO TELL YOU ABOUT MOI FANFICTION
both books are literally no plot with Ari beins depression and shiz and Dante being peot and shiz and they're the two halves of my soul I love them
I haven't finished the second book yet
sorry ive been geting ready for homecomg spirit weekdon't be sorry for asking
yeah it seems to be like that a lot, but there's a lot of good bits too.
just read the box socialwhat the fuck did I lay eyes upon
Bug Juice (I was a birdcage you were meant to fly) wrote: "both books are literally no plot with Ari beins depression and shiz and Dante being peot and shiz and they're the two halves of my soul I love them"i love them sm
okay goldie definitely doesn't like the engaged girl anymore
he likes this other girlhe got her phone number
I wont ruin it for him this time
I will be happy for him this time
I will be a good best friend this time
I will listen to him as he talks about her and I will be happy for him this time
I will not interfere this time
I will not try to win him back this time
i will be a good friend this time I promise
he deserves ithe proved to me that I wasn't unlovable. and I'm happy he did that. but he doesn't love me anymore and that's okay. I will be okay with that.
he deserved me. but he also deserved more to me, because I couldn't give him what he needed.
the book isn't about me naji. the book is about better, kinder people, and I will make sure that it is a good book. I will not be an antagonist any longer.
becoming a better kinder person means making it so its not all about me
i dont want to be an asshole ever again naji
Lady Lemonade wrote: "Bug Juice (I was a birdcage you were meant to fly) wrote: "becoming a better kinder person means making it so its not all about me"Trying to be a little more selfless doesn’t mean neglecting your..."
exactlyeth
naji and her sage wise ass wisdom that comes with being such an old ass grandma
Bug Juice (I was a birdcage you were meant to fly) wrote: "i dont want to be an asshole ever again naji"if youre an asshole that makes me the biggest asshole in existence
i wonder who's asshole that would be
shrek?
ew why am i thinking about shrek's ass pls stop
RowenVy wrote: "i tell my sister she looks like prince farquaad."lord farquaad
Tyler told me to fuck off and then saidBtw that wasn't in a I'm mad at you way, more like a I'm mildly annoyed but not enough to care kinda waybut I don't think he understands that as soon as you say something like that, I'm gone. I will fuck off, and I will not come back.
so in leaving him on read and not meeting him in the hallway anymore or asking him to hang out. he told me to fuck off. that is the last request of his I will grant
and you will not hear anything more about him because from now on his name will not come out of my mouth
don't be sorry. I have blank eyes and a heart that's not quite cold. Luke warm blood not quite rushing through my veins; a steady thump thump of a tell-tale heart I have surgically, precisely, unfeelingly cut out of my chest. I have snapped all the heartstrings that tied me to him. He said he wasn't angry, that we would still be friends, but I don't do anything half-assed. He of all people should know I will be the best or nothing at all. He of all people should've known when he told me to fuck off it would be the last thing I did for him. I do nothing halfway. Not even the burning of bridges. Not even isolation. He knew telling me to fuck off, he knew it would mean forever. Maybe he didn't mean it, but the strings are cut. I will be the best. He will be nothing at all.
That's it. end of story. His name will not come out of my mouth again.tms
why? for either one.tms: i have to go to the doctor because something is wrong with me
tms?
1. it's not my leg. I have these hive like stuff in my legs that won't go away. Im getting light headed and I can't stay awake in class. my breath smells fruity/overly sugary. all of my muscles hurt all the time. I can't breathe. I feel dehydrated. the list goes on.2. don't be
3. https://photos.app.goo.gl/ZCwPcgTjBvs...
tms: I'm doing standardized testing today so there will be long periods of time when I cannot respond
1. I have no idea what that means2. what I mean is, I'm okay. for the first time in a long time. I don't think he was good for me. so don't be worried about that. and if you're woried about my health, I'm going to the doctor soon. and if you're worried about anything else, I'm doing fine. for the first time in a long time.
3. did you read it?
thank you and okay I will miss you
1. I am an oddity so2. I'm glad too
3. yay
yeah I'll send you a picture when I go homw
I'll make sure of itwe shoulddddd
I don't have time to type any out rn but I will after this next test
hmmm
do you like country music?
I'm on my way to the doctor so I will have time to type some outmy parents made me quit band. I'm doing cross country and it makes me want to die but whatever
yeah I really did
oooh u doez violin i doez viola
i went to the gi and i don't have problems with that anymore so very well :) I got discharged todayI have another appointment next week or a week after that for the other stuff
I'm not sure. they said it was sucking up too much of my time.
