Lily’s Random Thoughts

[[deleted user]]

(By the way thats not how i feel about people and dogs)

[mary (betty’s version)]

also, i couldn't help but notice that YOU ARE READING MY FAVORITE BOOK RN!!!!
jhgftgyhujijuhygfghjhg
literally saved my life
it's my comfort
and my safe place
would die for that book
the FREAKING QUOTES
oh my god
FINCH
FINCH
F
I
N
C
H
i. fucking. love. finch. so. much. it. hurts. my. soul.

and i'm not being over dramatic lol
it's true

[mary (betty’s version)]

i am so so so sorry

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "Ok, here it is:

Dogs Are Taking Over the World

As I look out of the house,
I expected to see a mouse,
With its scratchy claws,
And tiny little paws.
But strangely instead,
When I got up out of ..."

I LOVE IT
IT'S GORGEOUS

[[deleted user]]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "also, i couldn't help but notice that YOU ARE READING MY FAVORITE BOOK RN!!!!
jhgftgyhujijuhygfghjhg
literally saved my life
it's my comfort
and my safe place
would die for that book
the FREAKING Q..."

Yeah… the sad thing is i have to wait for aaaaaaaaaaaaages to finish it- actually i just remembered when i go back to school i can borrow it from my friend!

[[deleted user]]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "Lily :) wrote: "Ok, here it is:

Dogs Are Taking Over the World

As I look out of the house,
I expected to see a mouse,
With its scratchy claws,
And tiny little paws.
But strangely instead,
When ..."


Thanks it’s kinda funny- is it strange to laugh at your own stuff? I do it all the time and my sister looks at me like….. WHAAAAAAAAAAT?

[mary (betty’s version)]

the fact that the dog and i share a name
i feel honored

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "also, i couldn't help but notice that YOU ARE READING MY FAVORITE BOOK RN!!!!
jhgftgyhujijuhygfghjhg
literally saved my life
it's my comfort
and my s..."

YES
YES
DO THAT
PLEASE
i'm so sorry
i get very excited

[[deleted user]]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "the fact that the dog and i share a name
i feel honored"

Haha true

[mary (betty’s version)]

i have..... let's see
-an all the bright places pfp
-nook title
-shirt
-phone case
-andddd have two copies of the book

i'm only..... slightly obsessed
right?

[mary (betty’s version)]

WAIT i have two atbp titled nooks
in two different groups
i have a problem

[[deleted user]]

HELPPPPPPPPP

I need to come up with names for …. Let me count…. 28 BOYS!! FIRST AND LAST NAMES!

I have put this upon myself but still!!!!

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "HELPPPPPPPPP

I need to come up with names for …. Let me count…. 28 BOYS!! FIRST AND LAST NAMES!

I have put this upon myself but still!!!!"

:000000
why?

[[deleted user]]

For a story I’m writing- well… planning. I’m so much better at girls names :(((((((((((((((

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "For a story I’m writing- well… planning. I’m so much better at girls names :((((((((((((((("

28 NAMES????
DUDEEEE
that's a lot of people :0

[[deleted user]]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bright places pfp
-nook title
-shirt
-phone case
-andddd have two copies of the book

i'm only..... slightly obsessed
right?"

Maybe……………..

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bright places pfp
-nook title
-shirt
-phone case
-andddd have two copies of the book

i'm only..... slightly obsess..."

my excuse is that it saved my life and is literally my therapy
soooooo
lol

[[deleted user]]

Time for… random name generator!!

[[deleted user]]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "Lily :) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bright places pfp
-nook title
-shirt
-phone case
-andddd have two copies of the book

i'm only........"

It’s a very good excuse :p

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "Lily :) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bright places pfp
-nook title
-shirt
-phone case
-a..."

:DDD

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "Time for… random name generator!!"

I LOVE USING THAT

[[deleted user]]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "Lily :) wrote: "Time for… random name generator!!"

I LOVE USING THAT"

Ikr its a lifesaver!

[[deleted user]]

I have a sleepover with my friend today. I havent seen her in 9 months. We go to different schools. Last time we had a sleepover (9 months ago) it wasn;t awkward… but what if it is now!!??
But last time it was like that whole 1 and a half years hadn;t even happened and we were like bffs again… idk how this is gonna work out but i hopeeeeee that it will be good.

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "Lily :) wrote: "Time for… random name generator!!"

I LOVE USING THAT"

Ikr its a lifesaver!"

yesssss
and random plot generator lol

[keerthi]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bright places pfp
-nook title
-shirt
-phone case
-andddd have two copies of the book

i'm only..... slightly obsessed
right?"

dude i think ill do that for heartstopper, i just changed my laptop's wallpaper

[[deleted user]]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "Lily :) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "Lily :) wrote: "Time for… random name generator!!"

I LOVE USING THAT"

Ikr its a lifesaver!"

I have never heard of that… sounds cool though

yesssss
and random plot generator lol"

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "I have a sleepover with my friend today. I havent seen her in 9 months. We go to different schools. Last time we had a sleepover (9 months ago) it wasn;t awkward… but what if it is now!!??
But las..."

i'm sure it'll be okayyyyy
my bsf and i live like 2 hours away and last weekend was our first sleepover since november
and it wasn't awkward bc we mostly communicate via snap chat videos and we love each other and we missed each other lol

[[deleted user]]

Oops i put my comment inside the italics

[mary (betty’s version)]

keerthi wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bright places pfp
-nook title
-shirt
-phone case
-andddd have two copies of the book

i'm only..... slightly obsess..."

i really need to read that
after seven hubby's puts my heart through a blender i will :D

but you should also do that for atbp
bc i know you love it
maybe not as much as i do BUTTTTT

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "Lily :) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "Lily :) wrote: "Time for… random name generator!!"

I LOVE USING THAT"

Ikr its a lif..."

'tis very cool :D

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "Oops i put my comment inside the italics"

nw :) i saw it

[keerthi]

and omg there are a lot of poems in here, so i can read them whenever I'm free, yayyyy
beware, i judge stuff very strictly (no i don't lol, dw) i'll love all your poems
but y'all are so creative tho <33

[mary (betty’s version)]

keerthi wrote: "and omg there are a lot of poems in here, so i can read them whenever I'm free, yayyyy
beware, i judge stuff very strictly (no i don't lol, dw) i'll love all your poems
but y'all are so creative t..."

THANK YOU KEERTHIII <333

[mary (betty’s version)]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "keerthi wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bright places pfp
-nook title
-shirt
-phone case
-andddd have two copies of the book

i'm only........"

i'm pretty convinced that no one loves a book as much as i love all the bright places
when i was watching the movie on friday (yes, after i finished heartstopper so great combination) i literally pulled an evelyn hugo and KISSED THE SCREEN like 4 times

[mary (betty’s version)]

i have also seen that movie over 15 times and i sob like a baby every time

[[deleted user]]

keerthi wrote: "and omg there are a lot of poems in here, so i can read them whenever I'm free, yayyyy
beware, i judge stuff very strictly (no i don't lol, dw) i'll love all your poems
but y'all are so creative t..."

Haha yeah

[keerthi]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "keerthi wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bright places pfp
-nook title
-shirt
-phone case
-andddd have two copies of the book

i'm only........"

dude I'm def gonna re-read atbp, i'll do it for you my love, and even for finch <3 ..
but i mean, i've had 'you're all the colours in one at full brightness' quote for like agesss, so i absolutely do love atbp but maybe not as much as you haha
its cute how you love it so much

[keerthi]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "keerthi wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bright places pfp
-nook title
-shirt
-phone case
-a..."

i haven't watched the movie of atbp, i mean idk my friends told me it was okayish and i didn't want my love for the book to reduce so

[keerthi]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "keerthi wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bright places pfp
-nook title
-shirt
-phone case
-a..."

bro the evelyn hugo reference <3333

[mary (betty’s version)]

keerthi wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "keerthi wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bright places pfp
-nook title
-shirt
-phone case
-a..."

ahhh <33
really? it's cute?
i think i'm annoying lol

[[deleted user]]

Actually i need to find a poem that i wrote when i found out that my friend had been sneaking around behind my back looking at all my PRIVATE messages because she ‘wanted to know what was going on’. bruh, just ask. But anyway that happened and i wrote a poem which didnt rhyme it was more like just random thoughts because i basically spend all my time thinking random thoughts. Anyway im gonna go find that poem and show u guys

[mary (betty’s version)]

keerthi wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "keerthi wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bri..."

it's very very different from the book
but i still love it

[mary (betty’s version)]

keerthi wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "keerthi wrote: "mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "i have..... let's see
-an all the bri..."

hehehehehe
i didn't chip my tooth :)

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "Actually i need to find a poem that i wrote when i found out that my friend had been sneaking around behind my back looking at all my PRIVATE messages because she ‘wanted to know what was going on’..."

wtfffff no that's not okay
ughh i'm sorry that happened to you

[[deleted user]]

I did it for you,
I did it for me,
I did it for us.

For who we were,
For who we are,
and for who we will be.

For the memories we made,
And the times we shared,
Whole, among broken glass.

For our relationship,
Which is not gone,
But different, edited

I did it because I was hurting,
You couldn’t see it,
No one could.
I hid it,
But I can’t anymore.

I did it because I felt,
Still feel
Hurt,
Betrayed,
Angry.

I did it for freedom
For myself,
My wellbeing.

Trust is fragile,
When it is broken,
It can never be fully fixed.

When you tried to say sorry
We fractured even more
Because sorry is only a word.

I had to say:
Go away,
Give me space,
I need time.

Because i didnt want us
To become
Nothing.

I did it because I…
I still feel something
Like care
Inside me
For you.

Even though I should,
I can’t forget you.
I never will.
I promise

[[deleted user]]

Oof that nearly made me cry.

[mary (betty’s version)]

Lily :) wrote: "I did it for you,
I did it for me,
I did it for us.

For who we were,
For who we are,
and for who we will be.

For the memories we made,
And the times we shared,
Whole, among broken glass.

For ..."

aww :( i love it

[mary (betty’s version)]

LILY have you-eth read-eth the seven husbands of evelyn hugo?
because oh my god
please do
it's so good

(it's adult fiction tho :0)

[[deleted user]]

Thanks <3

[[deleted user]]

mary (smash the patriarchy, sweetheart) wrote: "LILY have you-eth read-eth the seven husbands of evelyn hugo?
because oh my god
please do
it's so good

(it's adult fiction tho :0)"

No… it seems really popular though.