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[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

there is no possible way to comprehend how proud i was of making the CLOUD acronym

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can someone explain to me why i have a very very hard time describing boy's physical appearance but girls comes really easy-

[ellie]

dagger [et in arcadia ego] wrote: "there is no possible way to comprehend how proud i was of making the CLOUD acronym"

I forget what it stands for sometimes, had to go back and check again, but yeah I like it!

[ellie]

Hope wrote: "can someone explain to me why i have a very very hard time describing boy's physical appearance but girls comes really easy-"

lol I feel like I just struggle overall with describing appearance like people so so in-depth and I'm like "well heres the height and muscular build and hair and eye color and if they have freckles or distinctive features here ok done"

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Elizabeth wrote: "Hope wrote: "can someone explain to me why i have a very very hard time describing boy's physical appearance but girls comes really easy-"

lol I feel like I just struggle overall with describing ..."

SAMEEEEEE

femme is just easier for me i feel like bc thats me lol

literally sienna is the most in depth character appearance i ever wrote

but you're lucky elizabeth cuz you write everything else in detail...i can't, its a lot of work for me, i just zone out lol

[ellie]

Idk for me I just like creating female characters more? Plus the air is easier to describe haha

Oh really?!


Aww thank you! Though I mean, for personality I sometimes try and think of all different aspects and stuff and for history, like…if I like the character and they’re my favorite I know it’s gonna be a long painful history lol that I get invested in, and even the others I just have ideas occasionally and stuff, like…idk. I’ve been doing character histories and also writing or taking creative writing classes for years or a year now so maybe that’s part of why I go into detail? Also role playing on here has helped
And I reuse most of my characters haha so I know them more than I would ones I make new each time? At least one of them

[[deleted user]]

haha

yea i suck at the character building. i know how i want them to act, i just can't put it on paper (or the computer lol)

no problem! and creative writing classes sound cool, i could never do it tho lol.

[leah-megan]

good evening *sips coffee* (literally had four cups today) (plus a chai tea latte)

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

ERA OH MY GOD HI

[Era ➴]

HELLOOOOOOO

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

HOW ARE YOU I FEEL LIKE WE HAVENT TALKED IN FOREVER

[Era ➴]

I KNOW IT'S BEEN SO LONG
I'M LIKE
FUNCTIONING??? WHICH IS LIKE MY DEFAULT ANSWER AT THIS POINT BC "FINE" IS A LIE
BUT I'M ALSO IN ONE OF MY LEAST FAVORITE CLASSES RN SO

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

Era ➴ wrote: "I KNOW IT'S BEEN SO LONG
I'M LIKE
FUNCTIONING??? WHICH IS LIKE MY DEFAULT ANSWER AT THIS POINT BC "FINE" IS A LIE
BUT I'M ALSO IN ONE OF MY LEAST FAVORITE CLASSES RN SO"

AH
I TOO AM SIMPLY FUNCTIONING

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

at this point all that's keeping me going is my wild fallout hyperfixation so that's fun

[cosette.]

I PROMISE ILL TRY TO PLAY IT SOON GHRHFGSGCH

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

lmaoooooooooooo dw it's fine

[xavier]

OH MY GOD HI ERA

I’VE MISSED YOU

[Era ➴]

HIIIIIII

[xavier]

HOW’S LIFE GOING IN GENERAL?

[Era ➴]

I'M A BIT STRESSED BECAUSE CHURCH STUFF AS A QUEER PERSON AND ALSO SCHOOLWORK IS LEADING UP TO FINALS AND I HAVE A CONCERT IN TWO WEEKS BUT I CAN'T GO TO REHEARSAL BECAUSE CHURCH STUFF
ALSO I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO MY FRIENDS IN FOREVER BC I NEVER SEE THEM AT SCHOOL FOR SOME REASON
BUT STUFF IS OKAY IT'S JUST A LOT TO DEAL WITH

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ]

i hate when i use a word in the right context and everyone tells me i'm wrong so i have to google it and read the definition out to them.

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ]

I'll probably be working on characters tomorrow? I'm a bit tired from testing all day

[ellie]

@dagger
I just realized crest is the head of wisteria as well
cal is even more sad now

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

lmfao sorry cal
someday they’ll be friends and then it’ll be maybe okay

[ellie]

lol
ooh wait can they be friends eventually?

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ]

i'm like extremely exhausted constantly lately
so i'm sorry for not really being on

this group requires me to actually be literate to exist so i just haven't gotten around to it

[ellie]

I'm sorry :( I hope you feel better soon

talk to you you when you're feeling better, and no worries

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ]

thanks < / 3

I'm getting an ekg thursday after we finish testing since I have a elevated heart rate

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ]

yknow.. just... always something wrong with me :)

[ellie]

well I'm still sorry to hear that and I really hope that everything will be okay.

you're welcome :)

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

depressive episode and lack of motivation go brrrrrrrr
haven't done shit in days lol

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

plus my school is virtual this week because a printer caught fire or smth

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

everything feels like way too much even though i haven't actually done anything. it's too loud and bright and overwhelming and i've barely left my room at all in two days.

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

yeahhhhhh
sensory overload is a bitch

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

lmfao

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

sup, i'm alive

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

you ever just wake up in a Certain Mood and it affects how you do everything.

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ]

no, i totally understand that. when i wake up angy, my characters end up being angrier. when i wake up tired, they are like, no energy

[xavier]

Yeah I definitely get it; can be a pain in the butt when I'm trying to create characters

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

exactly!!!

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

Aurora wrote: "
i love how dagger kinda just capitalized 'Certain Mood' in that lmaoooo XD
"

yeah lol i do that a lot since i mainly write with no caps, so something being capitalized means it's like a Very Important Thing or i'm trying to put emphasis on it

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ]

i'll be working on my aggressive fern for the rich troublemakers and then I'll work on my wisterias.

for the undecided ones, i might just make them jasmine?

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ]

rn, i'm just going down the list

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ]

if i make one more fern, jasmine, and oleander after that, I'll have three of each

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

oooooh

[leah-megan]

okay! I'm here I'm present and now I shall work on characters

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

anybody want to do a trade? i'll write like. a personality or something for you and you write a description for nico's face? physical description is always hard but right now it is kicking my ass

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ]

ugh, personally, i hate physical descriptions. i have so much trouble that i spend more time staring at the fc than anything else

[Amethyst]

I am working so hard on dyani 😂

[dagger [ain't that a kick in the head]]

hellooooooo
anyone alive?