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Pari [semi-hiatus]
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Mar 09, 2022 11:42PM
Hi!! I'm pretty sure I'm mentally ill, I'm straight but I procrastinate all the freaking time which causes me to get anxiety attacks because I'm a perfectionist ✌
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ananya ♡ wrote: "Hii ashthe nook's title hits different"
hiiii
and yeah, we all somehow found our way here ig-
Pragati (Pari) wrote: "Hi!! I'm pretty sure I'm mentally ill, I'm straight but I procrastinate all the freaking time which causes me to get anxiety attacks because I'm a perfectionist ✌"ahh nice to meet you!
and eyy, anxiety/perfectionist buddies :DD
sO I HAVE AN ORCHESTRA CONCERT IN LIKE 30 MIN-but i have like a big sci test, math formative and a lot of hw due tmrw and NO teacher was willing to change the dates ://
ash ♥ wrote: "sO I HAVE AN ORCHESTRA CONCERT IN LIKE 30 MIN-
but i have like a big sci test, math formative and a lot of hw due tmrw and NO teacher was willing to change the dates ://"
boo to them
but i have like a big sci test, math formative and a lot of hw due tmrw and NO teacher was willing to change the dates ://"
boo to them
ash ♥ wrote: "sO I HAVE AN ORCHESTRA CONCERT IN LIKE 30 MIN-but i have like a big sci test, math formative and a lot of hw due tmrw and NO teacher was willing to change the dates ://"
GOOD LUCK
I HOPE IT GOES GREAT
good luck with all the tests, that sounds very stressful
ash ♥ wrote: "well at least i get to eat ice cream w my friend afterwards lol"ice cream solves all problems
ash ♥ wrote: "yes coffee keeps me from going insane … or not IDKK"fr
its the reason I can function semi-normally but the energy it gives me makes me think im insane
yea my adhd and coffee don’t mix but makes me chaotic af when i need to be loland let’s not forget the og chai 😌
ash ♥ wrote: "yea my adhd and coffee don’t mix but makes me chaotic af when i need to be loland let’s not forget the og chai 😌"
how could we
chai is supreme
ash ♥ wrote: "my mom will still say “u didn’t boil it enough” tho 🤧"my mom says I dont add enough sugar
your blood pressure says otherwise mother
i miss drinking coffee as a coping mechanism if only it didn't make my anxiety so much worse •́ ‿ ,•̀
ananya ♡ wrote: "i miss drinking coffee as a coping mechanism if only it didn't make my anxiety so much worse •́ ‿ ,•̀"yeah, i'm trying to stop but sadly bc of tests i have to rely on it for this week ://
but anyways hii !
ananya ♡ wrote: "i miss drinking coffee as a coping mechanism if only it didn't make my anxiety so much worse •́ ‿ ,•̀"LITERALLY
coffee does 1 of 2 things
it either
a) gives me energy, distracts me from anxiety
b) used as energy for my anxiety
rein [[...we not alike]] wrote: "ananya ♡ wrote: "i miss drinking coffee as a coping mechanism if only it didn't make my anxiety so much worse •́ ‿ ,•̀"LITERALLY
coffee does 1 of 2 things
it either
a) gives me energy, distracts..."
IKR-
it makes my anxiety/depression/adhd rise or numbs it which makes it a risky gamble all the time.
ash ♥ wrote: "rein [[...we not alike]] wrote: "ananya ♡ wrote: "i miss drinking coffee as a coping mechanism if only it didn't make my anxiety so much worse •́ ‿ ,•̀"LITERALLY
coffee does 1 of 2 things
it eit..."
frrr
I had this HUGE presentation in january and I needed ~energy~ so I drank coffee in hopes that it numbed my anxiety but nope
coffee failed me
yeah, i did this on thurs cause i had 2 tests on fri but i didn't study at all cause coffee made me jittery and stay on facetime w friends until 1.thankfully i missed school that day and i can actually study tmrw
ash ♥ wrote: "yeah, i did this on thurs cause i had 2 tests on fri but i didn't study at all cause coffee made me jittery and stay on facetime w friends until 1.thankfully i missed school that day and i can ac..."
LUCKY
y u p i gaslighted my mom into thinking i had a fever and she was worried abt covid until she found out i was faking when it was too late
also bc of daylight savings, i have officially stayed up tlll 3am reading again.my coffee better save me tmrw and yeah, i do realize i just wrote that coffee ruined me a few replies ago lmao
ash ♥ wrote: "y u p i gaslighted my mom into thinking i had a fever and she was worried abt covid until she found out i was faking when it was too late"
damn
imagine having the balls to fake being sick to your desi parents
could never be me
ash ♥ wrote: "also bc of daylight savings, i have officially stayed up tlll 3am reading again.my coffee better save me tmrw and yeah, i do realize i just wrote that coffee ruined me a few replies ago lmao"
we love contradicting ourselves woo!!!
ur lucky whenever I try to gaslight my mom into thinking I'm ill she's like attend classes you'll feel betterLogic????
ananya ♡ wrote: "ur lucky whenever I try to gaslight my mom into thinking I'm ill she's like attend classes you'll feel betterLogic????"
LITERALLY
"drink some chai, youll be fine"
"aiya, drink this ginger turmeric concoction i found on youtube, you feel instantly better"
"HOT WATER MAKES IT BETTER"
i'm only brave enough cause my sister was also sick and my mom thought i caught it from her plus covid made my mom so much more worried ig lol
rein [[...we not alike]] wrote: "ananya ♡ wrote: "ur lucky whenever I try to gaslight my mom into thinking I'm ill she's like attend classes you'll feel betterLogic????"
LITERALLY
"drink some chai, youll be fine"
"aiya, drink th..."
dON'T FORGET THE FACEBOOK RECIPES
ananya ♡ wrote: "CHAI MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER- Desi moms whenever u hv a cold"
THEY ALWAYS SAY THAT ... but i mean it does #chaisupremacy
Chai and earl grey tea were saving graces when i decided to
its chai, or cava which is a concoction of different herbs and stuff, and HOT WATER or your desi medicines
and NOT to forget haldi/tumeric milk
ash ♥ wrote: "ahh the haldi milk gives me flashbacks lol":)
it was the solution to everything when I was younger
ash ♥ wrote: "rein [[...we not alike]] wrote: "ananya ♡ wrote: "ur lucky whenever I try to gaslight my mom into thinking I'm ill she's like attend classes you'll feel betterLogic????"
LITERALLY
"drink some cha..."
HOW COULD I
my teacher gave me a 'mental health advocacy' project and made it due today without telling us and so that negatively impacts my mental health which is ironic ig ://
ash ♥ wrote: "my teacher gave me a 'mental health advocacy' project and made it due today without telling us and so that negatively impacts my mental health which is ironic ig ://"
FR
my health teacher is teaching abt mental health and anxiety
AND THEN PROCEEDS TO BE LIKE "THERE ARE 5 ASSIGNMENTS DUE BY THE END OF CLASS AND AN ASSESSMENT WORTH 120 POINTS ON THURSDAY"
(true story actually)


