Mack wants to know if the stars gaze back at us

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Strawberryboy wrote: "mary (i don't like a gold rush) wrote: "i absolutely love it <3
what's holding you back from doing these things?"

my parents for most of them:
have a snowball fight
- go sledding
- start testoster..."

fuck your parents
and the rest of them will come with time

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Dyanasawr wrote: "Mack you’re clarity is actually making me really scared, I know how it feels love I’ve attempted before too
but it’s not worth it it’s really really not
Look, I don’t have time to sit and write..."

i knowww it's scaring me too

i'm so sorry naji

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Strawberryboy wrote: "yeah my parents are a little over protective
idek if its protection or just controlling at this point though"

then wait until you graduate and can do the things you love
it takes time love
but you need to live

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Dyanasawr wrote: "mary (i don't like a gold rush) wrote: "Dyanasawr wrote: "Mack you’re clarity is actually making me really scared, I know how it feels love I’ve attempted before too
but it’s not worth it it’s rea..."

i'm not wasting my words on you
i could never waste my words on you bc talking to you is amazing

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Dyanasawr wrote: "mary (i don't like a gold rush) wrote: "Dyanasawr wrote: "mary (i don't like a gold rush) wrote: "Dyanasawr wrote: "Mack you’re clarity is actually making me really scared, I know how it feels love..."

ily too <33 bye darling

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Strawberryboy wrote: "naji please tell me you're okay
im sorry about your panic attack
are you doing any better now?
ily so much naji ily ily ily
ily mary too"

ily ily macky <33
please stay
am i helping? i'm trying to

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

Strawberryboy wrote: "thats the thing i made a list and im looking at it and i can find no reason no enjoyable thing enough to keep me bound to this plane of existence, there is nothing here left for me"

Costco cards!!!! there's still 4 more years until you can get a costco card!!!! come on, if that's not worth living for, what is? <3

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Strawberryboy wrote: "Dyanasawr wrote: "Strawberryboy wrote: "naji please tell me you're okay
im sorry about your panic attack
are you doing any better now?
ily so much naji ily ily ily
ily mary too"

I’m fine it didn’..."

awww
i'm so glad

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

<33
lmk if u ever want to talk though :)

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Strawberryboy wrote: "im making another list of things i want to do before i die its kinda helping i think"

that's good <33
if it would help i'll do it with you and we'll share
so you don't feel alone

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

alright <3

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

before i die i want to.....
- love myself
- be genuinely happy
- meet colleen hoover
- go to a taylor swift concert
- go on an all the bright places inspired road trip
- go to my junior prom!!! (may 21st eeeekkk)
- stop accepting the love i think i deserve
- publish a book
- actually screw that, become a full time author
- go to nyu
- scream-sing in the car with my best friends (when they can all drive)
- meet my online friends <3
- swim with dolphins
- stop caring what people think about me

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

this is so cuteeee
i haz literally nothing lol :D

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

✨wannabe inej ghafa✨ ~hiatus~ wrote: "this is so cuteeee
i haz literally nothing lol :D"

i'm sure you doooooo

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

im sorry what does "stop accepting the love i think i deserve" supposed to mean huh
you deserve all the love in the world miss thing <33

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

✨wannabe inej ghafa✨ ~hiatus~ wrote: "im sorry what does "stop accepting the love i think i deserve" supposed to mean huh
you deserve all the love in the world miss thing <33"

miss thing lol
it's a play on "we accept the love we think we deserve"
like if a hooman who loves me isn't treating me right, i need to learn how to not accept that

but thank you love, so do you <333

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

ohhhhhhhhh

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

yeahhhhh

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

mary (i don't like a gold rush) wrote: "✨wannabe inej ghafa✨ ~hiatus~ wrote: "this is so cuteeee
i haz literally nothing lol :D"

i'm sure you doooooo"

i wanna make a list now :o

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

✨wannabe inej ghafa✨ ~hiatus~ wrote: "mary (i don't like a gold rush) wrote: "✨wannabe inej ghafa✨ ~hiatus~ wrote: "this is so cuteeee
i haz literally nothing lol :D"

i'm sure you doooooo"

i wanna make a list now :o"

you should!!

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

in no order specifically...
- buy a costco card
- get a drivers license
- buy my own car
- go to a tswizzle and conan gray concert
- graduate valedictorian, i can settle for salutatorian tho :/
- get accepted into a US top 20
- lose the face weight (yall it's so weird (and naji knows this too) but i am a literal scarecrow except for my face which is like a 2-year-old's face... idk if i explained that right but essentially my face is just chubby and i dont wike it)
- complete my internship @ a law office (starting in 4 months ahh)
- get published in NYT, if not then another major newspaper :o
- have an actual best friend(s) instead of casually being a part of 3-4 friend groups like i always have been :/
- get serious abt viola again
- have a bewwy noice book collection (currently my collection is so small it fits on a line above my desk :/) :)
- buy a custom necklace

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Dyanasawr wrote: "#BEFOREIDIELIST
Inspired by the amazing ✨Mack✨"

but but
all the bright places!!!!
):

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

✨wannabe inej ghafa✨ ~hiatus~ wrote: "in no order specifically...
- buy a costco card
- get a drivers license
- buy my own car
- go to a tswizzle and conan gray concert
- graduate valedictorian, i can settle for salutatorian tho :/
- g..."

I love it <33

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Dyanasawr wrote: "? Wdym"

finchy pie and ultraviolet did it in atbp

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

also
idk if this is just me but this emoji makes me happy so maybe it’ll make you guys happy too
🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Dyanasawr wrote: "mary (i don't like a gold rush) wrote: "also
idk if this is just me but this emoji makes me happy so maybe it’ll make you guys happy too
🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻"

It won’t show it shows a blank space"

:0
tis a new emoji
I had to update my phone to get it
it’s two hands coming together to make a heart and I love it

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Dyanasawr wrote: "mary (i don't like a gold rush) wrote: "Dyanasawr wrote: "? Wdym"

finchy pie and ultraviolet did it in atbp"

No, they did wanders, that’s different

“Places to see before I die”"

one of the wanders was a giant chalkboard with a bunch of lines that said “before I die I want to____”
and they did it

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Dyanasawr wrote: "OOOHH do u have an iPhone or Samsung?"

iPhone
wbuuu

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

bye najethhh <33

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

Strawberryboy wrote: "mary (i don't like a gold rush) wrote: "before i die i want to.....
- love myself
- be genuinely happy
- meet colleen hoover
- go to a taylor swift concert
- go on an all the bright places inspired..."

REALLYYYYYYYYY
a fun day for both of us :D

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

I love it macketh <3

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

ahhh it's awesomeeeeeeeeee
i have a bujo rn :)

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

is alec benjamin the dude who sounded like a 5yo girl

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

*opens spotify* yup

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

✨wannabe inej ghafa✨ ~hiatus~ wrote: "is alec benjamin the dude who sounded like a 5yo girl"

WNDJAJSHSSHSUHE
that’s so accurate-

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

i did not know it was a dude until pari told me yesterday

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

✨wannabe inej ghafa✨ ~hiatus~ wrote: "i did not know it was a dude until pari told me yesterday"

😭😭😭😭

[daisy ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎]

Strawberryboy wrote: "okay so your guy's lists are amazing, and i added some of your ideas to mine!!!!

- sell my pottery
- own my own apartment
- write a love letter
- go to paris
- go to pride
- legally change my na..."

this is an EXCELLENT list

[daisy ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎]

lemme make mine

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

HOPETH
HI

[daisy ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎]

mary!!!!!!!!!!! hi!!!!!!!!!!!

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

HOW ARE YOUUUUUU DARLINGGGG

[daisy ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎]

i am
all right
at the moment

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

wait mary for your list is nyu ur reach school :o

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

✨wannabe inej ghafa✨ ~hiatus~ wrote: "wait mary for your list is nyu ur reach school :o"

yep
nyu’s lit program is the dream
but

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

hope carstairs-maximoff-solo-zenik-manriqe wrote: "i am
all right
at the moment"

I’m glad <3

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

mary (i don't like a gold rush) wrote: "✨wannabe inej ghafa✨ ~hiatus~ wrote: "wait mary for your list is nyu ur reach school :o"

yep
nyu’s lit program is the dream
but"

cannot wait for my shawty bae to be a bobcat <333

[daisy ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎]

- find someone i'm in love with and can actually be with
- kiss a girl!
- see hans zimmer in concert (IM DOING THIS ON MONDAY RJHGHGH)
- go to France (and the Louvre)
- learn ASL
- write something that people love
- have a garden
- come out to my parents
- beat up my anxiety in a dark alleyway
- go to pride!

[sephora ౨ৎ⸆⸉, an innocent child]

hope carstairs-maximoff-solo-zenik-manriqe wrote: "- find someone i'm in love with and can actually be with
- kiss a girl!
- see hans zimmer in concert (IM DOING THIS ON MONDAY RJHGHGH)
- go to France (and the Louvre)
- learn ASL
- write something ..."

I WOVE ITTTT

[mary (betty’s version), the next emily dickinson]

hope carstairs-maximoff-solo-zenik-manriqe wrote: "- find someone i'm in love with and can actually be with
- kiss a girl!
- see hans zimmer in concert (IM DOING THIS ON MONDAY RJHGHGH)
- go to France (and the Louvre)
- learn ASL
- write something ..."

MONDAYYYY
YAYYYYYYYYY