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[[deleted user]]

was that friend boris

[[deleted user]]

can i french kiss boris? also i'm not french kissing you

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs)]

Artemis wrote: "I wouldn't recommend it"

Truuuuth
It's so weeeird
Like
Just
No
Forehead kisses only pls
The only things that belong in my mouth is food, water (and orange juice oml so goooood), and my meds.

[[deleted user]]

hello everyoneeeee

i'm bored :(

today has been pretty inactive

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs)]

I'm wasting my life on Genshin while procrastinating on Damian, Maria and Ita
Those three are the closest to being finished
All I need to do is find the correct Maria and edit Ita to have Birdsong as his stunted sister...and give her a normal name. But not Birdy. Birdy... *shivers* My first human oc was cliché movie shy. Not a good, not a good. Rosella turned out m u c h better. Beloved weirdo.

Mildly unbelievable fact: in the beginning, I couldn't make a decent male/masculine character to save my life. And I could only do hetero collabs
How that used to be the case is beyond my comprehension
Because now my only good heterosexual character is an angry Australian man who has a history with watermelons.

[[deleted user]]

I haven't started most of the OCs I need to create *tears*
I can't even post like just a normal update of my life
Honestly I'm just super stressed and all my friends have disappeared so I'm just uh yeah

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs)]

I get the stressed part way too much. I got a few (3? 4?) stress nosebleed a week or so ago, so I've been trying my best to not to overthink what's bothering me. However it could be because of how much I've been avoiding stress crying. I always, always, a l w a y s feel better after crying... Maybe I should watch something that makes me cry? *flashbacks of multiple Naruto arcs and drowning in feels* On second thought-

[[deleted user]]

i used to cry a lot (to the point where i couldn't move to kindergarten because of crying so much) and it was like an everyday thing up until i was 12
now i just
idk
i am sometimes scared i can't cry anymore
i can be brought to tears but no real crying
but i'm not sure
i'm kinda scared to try and see

though i would say you shouldn't suppress emotions, but also not bask in them. it's healthy to recognize whether or not you're feeling down :) but just make sure you don't get into the toxic mindset of "i will always feel this way"

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs)]

True true
Bottling up your emotions can be physically harmful
Luckily I only get into that mindset when I try to figure out what genuine happiness feels like. I've experienced little sparks, but that's about it. It's the reason why I'm staying single. I thought happiness came from being with being with someone, but that backfired on my three times. Fantasy way don't work, so apparently I gotta go the actual way. ;u; But, if it can eventually make my true opinion of life a little more positive, I'm willing to do it!
Plslordletmehaveahealthytiredforonce

[[deleted user]]

hi everyone~

so i think adrien has two ongoing roleplays but they have a bit going on so they won't be responding. they said we can use their characters to start and end scenes.

[[deleted user]]

Morning, Alice! :)
and okie dokie!

[[deleted user]]

((P.S I'm PYROMANIA, but new look >:D ))

[[deleted user]]

morning m'sir

[[deleted user]]

m'sir? Lol what's that?

[[deleted user]]

idk

[[deleted user]]

same :( i think everyone's busy from christmas being quite near

[artemis]

m'theydy

[[deleted user]]

Why not ask to RP in the RP request thingy?

[[deleted user]]

d a n g
well, if only I had more characters open :(
Humminbird is at the ballroom, and Rodney just got into a RP.
Sorry! But I totally would RP

[[deleted user]]

well, you can always skip your time if that helps

right now i'm overwhelmed so i can't roleplay which sucks

[[deleted user]]

So I can use Humminbird?

[[deleted user]]

mhm sure, as long as you specify that it is before the ballroom rp or after the ballroom rp :)

[[deleted user]]

Okie dokie! Thanks!

[mel]

I might leave this group, actually I might leave Goodreads in general. I have a lot of stress on my right now. With school, sports, acapella, being perfect for my family, working, etc. Plus, I probably easily annoy people because I forget to continue rps. Because of my mental disorders, I'm really absent minded and I'm really good at forgetting things that are important. And sometimes, I'll think I responded or I'll read the other person's response and forget I ever read it. I'm sorry for being a disappointment to you guys, I know Artemis is already mad at me for forgetting about the rp they and I had together.
In most groups, I'm just trying to at least either chat or edit characters but I know some people get mad at me because of my lack of responses. It's not that I don't care, because I really do care, it's just that I'm really busy.
Anyways, I'm not going to leave now, but I might not be as active as I once was. And for anyone I was rping with, I'm really really sorry.
I will try and finish WIP characters.

[[deleted user]]

~ Bιʂԋ Bσι ~ wrote: "I might leave this group, actually I might leave Goodreads in general. I have a lot of stress on my right now. With school, sports, acapella, being perfect for my family, working, etc. Plus, I prob..."

You don't annoy anyone! You don't even have to be active on here at all, so please don't feel pressured to do anything you don't want to. I'm pretty sure if you mean what Artemis said, they honestly don't care and usually say things without a second thought. I haven't seen them ever get truly mad at someone for not responding to a roleplay.
If you ever leave Goodreads, I will support your decision but I don't want you to do it because you think anyone in here dislikes you in any way! It would be really sad if you left because you thought that and not due to some other reason. Your characters are amazing and I don't care if it takes years to ever see them get finished <3 . You're amazing.

[[deleted user]]

greta uwu you should message me backkkkkkkkkkkk

[C✪PIᚣ ⛧]

alice仙境 wrote: "greta uwu you should message me backkkkkkkkkkkk"

huh

[C✪PIᚣ ⛧]

alice仙境 wrote: "greta uwu you should message me backkkkkkkkkkkk"

i should work on my ocs instead of messaging you back teehee~
unless it's important.
if it's important then i will.

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs)]

Panda ~HO! HO!~ wrote: "~ Bιʂԋ Bσι ~ wrote: "I might leave this group, actually I might leave Goodreads in general. I have a lot of stress on my right now. With school, sports, acapella, being perfect for my family, worki..."

I agree. I, for a fact, am awful at responding due to my burnout. In March it'll be about a year since the last time I made a good response, and I still feel awful about it... But I hope that people can bear with me until I manage to come up with more than two words or just even get any motivation to write. There is one rp on discord where I have my response all perfectly planned out, but I just can't find the motivation required to actually get to words out.
So trust me, you're not alone on the response part. I don't believe that anyone with common sense could get genuinely angry over something like forgetting to respond. Irritation, maybe, but anger? I can't comprehend it. Besides, real life is far more important. I'm probably being a hypocrite because I'm actually trying to run away from my real life, but just know you're not alone in the rp department.

[[deleted user]]

Sure hope tomorrow is more active :/

[[deleted user]]

me too :)

[[deleted user]]

Oh! Evening, Alice! How are you?

[[deleted user]]

good! i'm currently working on a few ocs and a collab with my friend. also, since you were bored i'll probably (stress on probably) be available to roleplay tomorrow.

[[deleted user]]

Oh, you don't have to RP with me. Don't worry about me! Just get your OC's and collab done quick! I bet they're gonna really rock!

[[deleted user]]

:)

[[deleted user]]

I'm just..uh..waiting for someone to respond to the RP's I'm in
._.v

[artemis]

~ Bιʂԋ Bσι ~ wrote: "I might leave this group, actually I might leave Goodreads in general. I have a lot of stress on my right now. With school, sports, acapella, being perfect for my family, working, etc. Plus, I prob..."

NO NO NO IM NOT MAD I UNDERSTAND I WAS JOKING IT'S OKAY I DO THE SAME THING

[artemis]

You're really cool and it would make all of us sad if you left

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs)]

I am here
But I shouldn't
Because it's 5:34 AM
And I have yet to sleep

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs)]

Ehehehehe, I'm awful at going to bed before 4-5 AM.
But yeh, I'mma try and see if I can sleep instead of toss and turn. I seem to sleep better during the day. ;-; I don't wanna be nocturnal, but brain tells me it's a stoopid idea no matter how much I'm yawning. Stoopid brain.

[C✪PIᚣ ⛧]

i just woke up and I'm on winter break sooooooo

[mel]

alice仙境 wrote: "~ Bιʂԋ Bσι ~ wrote: "I might leave this group, actually I might leave Goodreads in general. I have a lot of stress on my right now. With school, sports, acapella, being perfect for my family, worki..."

Sometimes it feels like it, sorry that sounded rude but like, I can hear it in the way some people text or message in this case. Like if they use a lot of periods or swear words and stuff. A bit of topic, but I'm realizing that when people swear towards me, if their talking to be or about me, it tends to give me triggers for like flashbacks and stuff.
I might not leave yet? I mean Goodreads has really helped me during some really dark times, not that people know it because I don't really talk about it, but Goodreads is like my normal. People treat me normally because they don't know what I'll actually like or who I am now or who I was or anything else other than what I let slip.
Of course, I'm not actually supposed to have Goodreads, because of controlling parents, but the community just helps me. And plus, making characters and groups and different plots help me cope with my problems.
This message is really to everyone who replied to my last post to be honest, because I don't have a lot of time on my hands right now and I feel like it'd be weird to repeat things? I don't know.
Anyways, thank you guys, I appreciate it more then you guys think when you guys say positive stuff.
I'mma just write certain things towards what people said ith @s. Also! If you really really want a response quickly to something, could you possibly PM me or post a few times in the threads? Sorry, it would help with my memory and stuff.

@Bird - Maybe people don't get angry, probably just really frustrated with me or at the time they figured out I didn't respond yet. And it can be pretty boring while waiting for a response.
Plus, it's hard enough forcing myself to get out of bed and face the day in the morning, much less reply to people with a lot of sentences on here. I seriously lack motivation a lot of the time.

@Artemis - Are you sure you're not mad? I saw your comment in the roleplay request thread and you sounded upset. I'm still really sorry for forgetting to respond.

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs)]

From my @:

Trust me, brother, I 10000000% understand. Sometimes just sitting up is a challenge.

Also I understand the swearing part, too. From Grade 9-12 I had to listen to swearing every one to three words every single day. One time a student swore to me so much I thought he was going to physically attack me, so yeah... That's the main reason why unnecessary excessive swearing is a no-no around me.




Also a heavy stress nosebleed just started so Imma deal with that rn-

[[deleted user]]

Finally. Humminbird can finally be educated at a university and not be stupid. To college, my good boy! To Slytherin University Campus!

[[deleted user]]

bahaa

ill make more topics later, though im not sure what classes people will want

[[deleted user]]

Hmm.. I'm not sure either lol...sorry

[[deleted user]]

Anya: What’s your biggest pet peeve?
Beowulf: You.

Anya: *gun to Beowulf’s head* I could kill you.
Beowulf: Then do it.
Anya: *lowers gun and storms off*

Beowulf: I’m so in love with-
Anya: me.
Beowulf: What the hell.

Beowulf: Even though I hate you, hate you more than I’ve ever hated a single thing before, I still feel this inexplicable feeling and-
Anya: *filing nails and looking up* Hm? What were you saying?
Beowulf: Nothing, just plotting your murder.

Anya: You know, in the story of Romeo and Juliet, even though they were supposed to be enemies they were madly in love and they ran from it all. Ignoring the tragic end, do you think it’d be possible to do that?
Beowulf and Anya in unison: Nah, that’d be cringey as hell.

Anya: It’s alright to tell me how you feel about me. I won’t hold it against you.
Beowulf: *tells every conflicting emotion towards Anya he’s ever felt*
- silence for a few moments -
Anya: BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA OH MY GODDD YOU’VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! THAT IS HILARIOUS! *wiping tears from eyes* I’ll never let you live this day down.

Anya: Give me your gun.
Beowulf: Fuck no.

Beowulf: Why didn’t you leave me to bleed out?
Anya: Well, I couldn’t just let you die. You are my kill, after all, so I’m not going to let some low level assassin take it from me.
Beowulf: But you could kill me right now.
Anya: Truce. I don’t want to fight a weakling.
Beowulf: We can go back to hating each other tomorrow, though, right?

Anya: Do you give your heart to me?
Beowulf: No, but I got someone else’s.

Beowulf: Are you tired? I’m not tired.
Anya: Of course not. Why would I be tired?
- both of them have horrendous eye bags -
Beowulf: Just asking. You look tired.
Anya: NO I AM NOT TIRED. YOU’RE THE ONE WHO LOOKS TIRED.
*argument ensues*
In the end, both of them passed out on top of each other (teehee). Beowulf woke up and quickly moved away, pretending he was awake the entire time.

[[deleted user]]

Beowulf: I hate you
Anya: I know another three word sentence . . .
Beowulf: Say it already.
Anya: . . .
Beowulf: Is it that you lo-
Anya: I’ll kill you.

[xavier]

I LOVE THOSE SO MUCH!!!!!

[[deleted user]]

fydffdkjdfdf thank you
since the generator is blocked on my chromebook i had to use my own stupid brain and inspiration off of tumblr