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Kasey is singing in the car, getting lost upstate
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Intoxicate yourself with my love,
You can try but you won’t find no one
That can break as fast as I can;
My heart is like a stallion,
They love it more when it’s bro..."
omg this is so good
did you write this?

I’m gonna get my heartbroken"

you're not stupid
and how do they dress?

Imma fail this lab report"
Kase coincidence because I have a lab report to that im doing rnnnn

Like if I don’t ask for a hug he wont give me one
If I only put out one arm he only gives me a one arm hug
If I go fo..."
AWWWWW

Like if I don’t ask for a hug he wont give me one
If I only put out one arm he only gives me a one arm hug
If I go fo..."
AHAH THAT'S SO POG
YEAH KASEY THATS A STEP CLOSER
ooh, maybe you could write a poem on events IRL and in a book you just read/are reading?

I LOVE YOU TOO
ITS BEEN TOO LONG
HOW ARE YOU"
I KNOW RIGHTTTTT
I AM GOOD
HOW ABOUT YOU???

I did not need that to be an experience I had today"
Whats wrong with that? lmao

Never happened right"
MY PARENTS AFTER THEY HAVE A HUGE FIGHT LMFAO OMFG

Never happened right"
MY PARENTS AFTER THEY HAVE A HUGE FIGHT LMFAO OMFG"
^^^^^^^

periods ruin everything :D"
period.

I’m pacing through the halls
Just cause I know that you’re around.
Can’t stop looking at you when I pass,
You’re the one thing I can’t put down.
Cause you’re in my head so much
It’s like I ..."
oh god
Jay again?
I really wish I could do more to help but all I can say is that we're here for you. If you need to talk, we're here to listen.

Hence the 73 as the title
It’s his Jersey number
I saw him today
And by saw him I mean had to act like I was a normal human being unaffected by his existence in my life a..."
me and my neighbor in a nutshell
With just his mom's car being parked in the driveway scares the living crap out of me
we have history associated a lot with my trauma and parents
so is Jose like an ex or something?

Kasey wrote: "It’s kind of an “I’m angry at myself for still caring but angry at you for not being affected” poem"
that makes sense
and wow
so basically he ignored you even after he heard you

GOD WHAT THE FUCK
HE USED YOU?
AS A JOKE?
THE BASTARD-

I just kept looking towards my friend
I think my friend noticed my shift but just didn’t say anything
I honestly felt like I was gonna have a m..."
I understand
When Im stressed, I like to move around
if Im in a room where I cant do anything I panic
and I do the 'too scared to look' thing a whole lot
ill tell myself 'ok next time you'll look at him'
I just freeze though
Kasey wrote: "“73”
I’m pacing through the halls
Just cause I know that you’re around.
Can’t stop looking at you when I pass,
You’re the one thing I can’t put down.
Cause you’re in my head so much
It’s like I ..."
hi kasey! i just came across your nookie and saw this, and i don't know the situation, so is everything okay? do i need to punch whoever he is off the face of the earth? bc i will, men are awful. i'm so sorry you're going through all of these emotions, but you're doing so well <3 i'm so proud of you for taking care of yourself as best as you can, and i'm always here if you need to talk <3
also, that poem was absolutely amazing :) i hope that writing it all down helped <33
I’m pacing through the halls
Just cause I know that you’re around.
Can’t stop looking at you when I pass,
You’re the one thing I can’t put down.
Cause you’re in my head so much
It’s like I ..."
hi kasey! i just came across your nookie and saw this, and i don't know the situation, so is everything okay? do i need to punch whoever he is off the face of the earth? bc i will, men are awful. i'm so sorry you're going through all of these emotions, but you're doing so well <3 i'm so proud of you for taking care of yourself as best as you can, and i'm always here if you need to talk <3
also, that poem was absolutely amazing :) i hope that writing it all down helped <33

I don’t understand why he talked to me
I don’t understand his lifestyle
I don’t understand why he thought I needed friends
I don’t un..."
oh no
listen I know it wont be easy but we have to find a way to either get him to care, or to get you to not
and I have to go I'm sorry Kasey
Kasey wrote: "Thank you Mary :)
I’m a bit mentally unstable at the moment but I will reground myself and I’ll be okay
I think I just need to rant a lil
And I’ll be okay"
of course <3
you will be okay
please rant all you need, rage if you need to, just get it out
it helps
I’m a bit mentally unstable at the moment but I will reground myself and I’ll be okay
I think I just need to rant a lil
And I’ll be okay"
of course <3
you will be okay
please rant all you need, rage if you need to, just get it out
it helps
Kasey wrote: "Maybe I’m still so caught up because I don’t understand him
I don’t understand why he talked to me
I don’t understand his lifestyle
I don’t understand why he thought I needed friends
I don’t un..."
because men are assholes and think they're better than everyone
they'll do anything to protect their egos
i'm so incredibly sorry that he hurt you the way he did, please just know that you deserve a lot better than him
i know it's hard and you're hurting, but try not to stay hung up on him
get him out of your head, he doesn't deserve to be thought about by you, after he treated you like shit
I don’t understand why he talked to me
I don’t understand his lifestyle
I don’t understand why he thought I needed friends
I don’t un..."
because men are assholes and think they're better than everyone
they'll do anything to protect their egos
i'm so incredibly sorry that he hurt you the way he did, please just know that you deserve a lot better than him
i know it's hard and you're hurting, but try not to stay hung up on him
get him out of your head, he doesn't deserve to be thought about by you, after he treated you like shit
Kasey wrote: "He fucking sucks at football tho
At least there’s that
He looks like an overgrown toddler when he’s playing
And when he’s not on the field he looks like a caveman
Stupid
Did you know my school..."
LMAOOOOOO
yeah football sucking jose
suck my dick you dumbass <3
At least there’s that
He looks like an overgrown toddler when he’s playing
And when he’s not on the field he looks like a caveman
Stupid
Did you know my school..."
LMAOOOOOO
yeah football sucking jose
suck my dick you dumbass <3
Kasey wrote: "Tbh I don’t think he’s ever gonna care
Why would he
It’s not in his personality
And it’s just not something he should care about
Everything happened almost a month ago
And he’s a senior
He ha..."
he's not going to care, i'm so sorry but he's not
he never did
he's a dick
Why would he
It’s not in his personality
And it’s just not something he should care about
Everything happened almost a month ago
And he’s a senior
He ha..."
he's not going to care, i'm so sorry but he's not
he never did
he's a dick
Kasey wrote: "I just can’t stop thinking about him tho
It only happens this bad after I’ve seen him for a while
Like today
It was torture
I don’t even know if he looked at me
I wonder if he likes my hair"
stopstopstop
get out of your head
get him out of your head
breathe
your hair is a million times better than his will ever be
It only happens this bad after I’ve seen him for a while
Like today
It was torture
I don’t even know if he looked at me
I wonder if he likes my hair"
stopstopstop
get out of your head
get him out of your head
breathe
your hair is a million times better than his will ever be
Kasey wrote: "I know and I feel like that’s the one thing I need
Like
I don’t even want or need him to say sorry
I don’t even fully know what I want
I just want him to acknowledge me
I want him to realize th..."
babes
he's an ass
he intentionally messed with your head
he wants you to like him, even if he doesn't like you back
he's not acknowledging you because he doesn't care, and that's seriously fucked up
i'm so sorry
please remember that you deserve better, and you will find better
you will
i promise
Like
I don’t even want or need him to say sorry
I don’t even fully know what I want
I just want him to acknowledge me
I want him to realize th..."
babes
he's an ass
he intentionally messed with your head
he wants you to like him, even if he doesn't like you back
he's not acknowledging you because he doesn't care, and that's seriously fucked up
i'm so sorry
please remember that you deserve better, and you will find better
you will
i promise

Kasey wrote: "I want to get up off the couch but I cant
I want to go to bed
I need to lay down
My stepmom is on the phone with her friends being too loud as always"
breathe <3 it's gonna be okay
I want to go to bed
I need to lay down
My stepmom is on the phone with her friends being too loud as always"
breathe <3 it's gonna be okay
Kasey wrote: "yeah it sucks how right you are about that"
it does suck, but it's the truth
he's not worth your time
it does suck, but it's the truth
he's not worth your time
Kasey wrote: "And yeah Lezzie ur so right also
I’m a ginger baddie
And I can walk down the motherfucking hall with my head held high
And I can do it just once, I can go straight to class and daydream about Ja..."
fuck yes you can!!
I’m a ginger baddie
And I can walk down the motherfucking hall with my head held high
And I can do it just once, I can go straight to class and daydream about Ja..."
fuck yes you can!!
Kasey wrote: "I think one thing that definitely made the situation worse was that I had no one to talk to about it"
we're here for you always <3
we're here for you always <3
Kasey wrote: "This helped a lot"
i'm so glad!!
i'm so glad!!
of course love <3
focus on jay
focus on jay
Kasey wrote: "anyways I’m kinda tempted to wear a tank top to school tmr bc it’s the only solid black top I have but it’s also cropped and I don’t rlly wanna get dress coded"
DO IT DO IT
fuck the dress code
i hate it so much
DO IT DO IT
fuck the dress code
i hate it so much
that's good!! i'm so sorry he affects your mood like that, though
Kasey wrote: "I just dropped my phone on my face my mouth hurts I’m crying"
breathe, you're gonna be okay :) it's okay
breathe, you're gonna be okay :) it's okay
Kasey wrote: "Nah its alright
I think I was bound to be upset anyways
Its more so that upset feelings make me think more about him
Or maybe I’m just reading the correlation wrong
But I was bound to be stress..."
why were you at school for so long omg
I think I was bound to be upset anyways
Its more so that upset feelings make me think more about him
Or maybe I’m just reading the correlation wrong
But I was bound to be stress..."
why were you at school for so long omg