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Bye ishika ✨

I can’t choose the biggest one because I have so many…
Like a lot…"
name 3 fears that are on your mind rn then

This is Mary. She used to be bright in class but as you can see, that resulted in absolutely nothing except some gifted child burnt out I guess.
Don’t be fooled by how quiet she is, and don’t talk to her out of pity. She’ll become too talkative if she’s too comfortable (as noted by her family).
There is nothing more to say because she’s actually a boring person but beware of her being overly paranoid and irritating.

I can’t choose the biggest one because I have so many…
Like a lot…"
name 3 fears that are on your mind rn then"
Ok then
I’m very very scared of the future. That’s why I use escapism as a mean to avoid thinking about even the near future. Because then I’ll fall into some sort of spiral.
People ( especially men) do scare me. More than they should at least. Of them and of what they think of me.
Also, I’m very scared of unfamiliarity. It’s weird but even going out or going to a new place bother me


Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually people don’t describe me as quiet, the word they use is uh… ‘attitude problem’.

I can’t choose the biggest one because I have so many…
Like a lot…"
name 3 fears that are on your mind rn then"..."
oh :/

Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually people don’t describe me as quiet, the word they use is..."
but you're so nice?

It feels like you’re quite detached to things. And see everything from a third perspective

I think so too
it drives my mother up the wall because she's the exact opposite

Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually people don’t describe me as quiet, the ..."
I know.
Actually, I won’t use the word ‘nice’ but I try to be understanding.
It’s just I become very cold, distant and blunt (a bit rude) when I interact with someone I’m not familiar or I don’t like.
I do it all out of panic and nervousness.

Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually people don’t describe me as quiet, the ..."
like I've met people with attitude problems and you're the farthest thing from that tbh

Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually people don’t descri..."
ah I see, makes sense

Yeah, I can see that.
She probably thinks you’re uncaring ?

Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually people don’t descri..."
Hehe…
Ok, on a serious note…how are you sure I’m like this in real life too ?

she does

It’s funny..
You know why ?
Because I feel like my mother is distant from me.
She probably doesn’t see me as someone she can seriously talk to or interact with.
Like if I’m still kid barging into adult business.

Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually..."
I'm not. people tend to have different attitudes in real life compared to how they are on the internet and I'm aware of that but speaking to other people, even if it's through a screen, is still a form of socialising and as far as what I've seen, you're doing just fine

oh that must be tough
my mother's the exact opposite, she tries to sever any distance between us all the time

Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it befor..."
You’re right.
But one thing I can say for sure, that I’m not free or this outspoken in real life.
Irl, I’m closed off and distant from everybody.

Ohhh…that’s also a problem.
I’m take my current situation over my mother barging into my business.

Yes, I’m a really divided person.

LMFAO yeah I don't blame you

Like literally…?
He was absent or …you were just not close ?

Oh…that’s unexpected.
Umm..can I ask how did he die ?

prolly a heart attach or something"
Oh…
I don’t know what to say.


prolly a heart attach or something"
Oh…
I don’t know what to say."
you don't have to say anything really

Well,
I don’t even consider 5yo as people who talk. They are just crying babies to me.
Hmm…
I guess you didn’t have any relationship with him then.
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I can’t choose the biggest one because I have so many…
Like a lot…