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Unknown Reader’s nook of ✨positivity✨
Ishika wrote: "~ I S H I K A I S H E R E B U T S H E H A S T O G O. S H E ' L L B E B A C K I N 1 0 M I N U T E S~"Bye ishika ✨
Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "what is your biggest fear?"I can’t choose the biggest one because I have so many…
Like a lot…"
name 3 fears that are on your mind rn then
Kyra wrote: "Sarah, how would you describe yourself in 3rd person?"This is Mary. She used to be bright in class but as you can see, that resulted in absolutely nothing except some gifted child burnt out I guess.
Don’t be fooled by how quiet she is, and don’t talk to her out of pity. She’ll become too talkative if she’s too comfortable (as noted by her family).
There is nothing more to say because she’s actually a boring person but beware of her being overly paranoid and irritating.
impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "what is your biggest fear?"I can’t choose the biggest one because I have so many…
Like a lot…"
name 3 fears that are on your mind rn then"
Ok then
I’m very very scared of the future. That’s why I use escapism as a mean to avoid thinking about even the near future. Because then I’ll fall into some sort of spiral.
People ( especially men) do scare me. More than they should at least. Of them and of what they think of me.
Also, I’m very scared of unfamiliarity. It’s weird but even going out or going to a new place bother me
my curiosity and individuality are hard to ignore considering how I'm always questioning things and bashing codependency, and it's also pretty hard to ignore how easygoing and underwhelmed I am by situations when trouble/conflict arrises and I'm the only one not having a bitch fit
impulsvbtch wrote: "I don't think anyone has ever described me as quiet"Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually people don’t describe me as quiet, the word they use is uh… ‘attitude problem’.
Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "what is your biggest fear?"I can’t choose the biggest one because I have so many…
Like a lot…"
name 3 fears that are on your mind rn then"..."
oh :/
Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "I don't think anyone has ever described me as quiet"Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually people don’t describe me as quiet, the word they use is..."
but you're so nice?
impulsvbtch wrote: "my curiosity and individuality are hard to ignore considering how I'm always questioning things and bashing codependency, and it's also pretty hard to ignore how easygoing and underwhelmed I am by ..."It feels like you’re quite detached to things. And see everything from a third perspective
Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "my curiosity and individuality are hard to ignore considering how I'm always questioning things and bashing codependency, and it's also pretty hard to ignore how easygoing and u..."I think so too
it drives my mother up the wall because she's the exact opposite
impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "I don't think anyone has ever described me as quiet"Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually people don’t describe me as quiet, the ..."
I know.
Actually, I won’t use the word ‘nice’ but I try to be understanding.
It’s just I become very cold, distant and blunt (a bit rude) when I interact with someone I’m not familiar or I don’t like.
I do it all out of panic and nervousness.
impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "I don't think anyone has ever described me as quiet"Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually people don’t describe me as quiet, the ..."
like I've met people with attitude problems and you're the farthest thing from that tbh
Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "I don't think anyone has ever described me as quiet"Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually people don’t descri..."
ah I see, makes sense
impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "my curiosity and individuality are hard to ignore considering how I'm always questioning things and bashing codependency, and it's also pretty hard to ignore how..."Yeah, I can see that.
She probably thinks you’re uncaring ?
impulsvbtch wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "I don't think anyone has ever described me as quiet"Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually people don’t descri..."
Hehe…
Ok, on a serious note…how are you sure I’m like this in real life too ?
Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "my curiosity and individuality are hard to ignore considering how I'm always questioning things and bashing codependency, and it's also prett..."she does
impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "my curiosity and individuality are hard to ignore considering how I'm always questioning things and bashing codependency, and..."It’s funny..
You know why ?
Because I feel like my mother is distant from me.
She probably doesn’t see me as someone she can seriously talk to or interact with.
Like if I’m still kid barging into adult business.
Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "I don't think anyone has ever described me as quiet"Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it before too.
Actually..."
I'm not. people tend to have different attitudes in real life compared to how they are on the internet and I'm aware of that but speaking to other people, even if it's through a screen, is still a form of socialising and as far as what I've seen, you're doing just fine
Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "my curiosity and individuality are hard to ignore considering how I'm always questioning things and bashi..."oh that must be tough
my mother's the exact opposite, she tries to sever any distance between us all the time
impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "I don't think anyone has ever described me as quiet"Yeah, I can see that.
And you’ve mentioned it befor..."
You’re right.
But one thing I can say for sure, that I’m not free or this outspoken in real life.
Irl, I’m closed off and distant from everybody.
impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "my curiosity and individuality are hard to ignore considering how I'm always questioning ..."Ohhh…that’s also a problem.
I’m take my current situation over my mother barging into my business.
Ishika wrote: "hmm Mary I can't say because we act differently with different people"Yes, I’m a really divided person.
Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "my curiosity and individuality are hard to ignore considering how I'm..."LMFAO yeah I don't blame you
impulsvbtch wrote: "him and I never had a relationship"Like literally…?
He was absent or …you were just not close ?
impulsvbtch wrote: "divorced parents, he was a dick, I told him to fuck off, he did, then he died a few years ago"Oh…that’s unexpected.
Umm..can I ask how did he die ?
impulsvbtch wrote: "natural causes is all I knowprolly a heart attach or something"
Oh…
I don’t know what to say.
also remember how you told me "how much influence could a 5yo possibly have?" well, a lot considering that was the last time I talked to him
Unknown wrote: "impulsvbtch wrote: "natural causes is all I knowprolly a heart attach or something"
Oh…
I don’t know what to say."
you don't have to say anything really
impulsvbtch wrote: "also remember how you told me "how much influence could a 5yo possibly have?" well, a lot considering that was the last time I talked to him"Well,
I don’t even consider 5yo as people who talk. They are just crying babies to me.
Hmm…
I guess you didn’t have any relationship with him then.
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