Looking For Alaska : Ipsa, Kavya, Mia, Sreehitha

[Ipsa]

i know... She just needed someone and she needed to trust someone

[Kavya]

Mia wrote: "Ugh.. I am just annoyed with the friends ig. Because I would never ever let someone drive like that even if it came to start screaming for the principal to stop her and lock her in a room (where th..."

I feel u. I mean.... For once she could've let somone know. She could've talked to somone. Anyone. Someone could have asked her.. even if that meant for 100th time ... Even if she didn't tell them. Someone could've let her know that they fucking care. That they'd be miserable without her. She could've let smone cross that fucking wall she'd build and was living inside alone. If it was suicide... Then I wish that someone...had given her the hope to live. That somone could have made her realise that she matters...in this whole fucking huge world. She mattered. She still matters.

[Kavya]

God. I said a lot. Really felt it. :/ I miss her... I know it sounds so stupid but i do .... I mean... Fuck miles fuck the Colonel...fuck everyone... I miss her. I want to let her know how much she matters to me. What i believe about her. Everythin. I wish i could let her know that. (Yeah i know if fictional but idk she's so real to me)