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jammy ʕʘ̅͜ʘ̅ʔ
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Sep 21, 2021 06:33AM

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miss ya too

my reasoning is that they're dumb.
thank you.

u didn't have to say anything
you've lied to me every day of my life
since i was a child
and i wish you would stop
sometimes i wish i knew how to quit you

and like i want to delete my internet history for the last 10 years so no one can see what i was also like at 15

good watch - not just because it talks about relevant fashion trends, but because it's also an interesting introspective on mental health and how continual sad posting online can create a cyclical relationship with you and other people online:
"The only reason you're connected is because of your shared problems, and they want to maintain that community. if you all of a sudden are like 'oh i'm better, i had an excellent day,' you're no longer relatable."
basically, as she says, the people you interact with become used to you joking about your pain, so you feel like you have to keep doing it because giving them pleasure and making them laugh about your shared misfortune gives you satisfaction.
cyclical. unhealthy. even if it was originally for a good purpose, ie opening about mental health online.
good, good watch.

GOOD.
WATCH.


YOU LITERALLY DONT.
idk where tf this standard came from it's ridiculous