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~ǀ Hєαя Ƭнє Rєνєявєяαтιηg Ƒσσтѕтєρѕ Sуηcнιηg Uρ Ƭσ Ƭнє Ɓєαтιηg Of Mу Hєαят....~{Lori's Journal}
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Your teacher sighs and facepalms?! I would automatically label her as bad if she cant get her students to understand the topic without making them..."
Even worse then! It really doesnt sound like shes an insanely good teacher. Youre on graphs right?
Even worse then! It really doesnt sound like shes an insanely good teacher. Youre on graphs right?
☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Your teacher sighs and facepalms?! I would automatically label her..."
Si.
Si.
☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Your teacher sighs and facepalms?! I would automatically label her..."you're doing graphs? we're dividing fractions.
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Your teacher si..."
I miss doing that :)
I miss doing that :)
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Your teacher si..."
Ok. Soon it will be easy for you, it takes practice but its easy to understand after a bit.
Ok. Soon it will be easy for you, it takes practice but its easy to understand after a bit.
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Your teacher si..."
I mean, she's still great with everyone else. Her teaching style just doesn't fit me, as an individual, anymore.
I mean, she's still great with everyone else. Her teaching style just doesn't fit me, as an individual, anymore.
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє B..."oh. i'm not like you in some ways, i guess.
Yeah that makes sense. Is she like going too fast?
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғ..."
Everyone's different :)
Everyone's different :)
☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Yeah that makes sense. Is she like going too fast?"
Si. & also not explaining it enough. I need extra explanations & examples & details & one-on-one time.
Si. & also not explaining it enough. I need extra explanations & examples & details & one-on-one time.
Saaaaame! Is she ever available for extra help?
is that why sometimes you say you have to leave & then i see you in her classroom??
☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Saaaaame! Is she ever available for extra help?"
Si, a few times a week after school & during 5th period, but as I said before, still not helpful.
Si, a few times a week after school & during 5th period, but as I said before, still not helpful.
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Saaaaame! Is she ever available for extra help?"
Si, a few times a week after school & during 5th period, but as I said before, still not helpful."
She needs to modify her teaching technique a bit....
Si, a few times a week after school & during 5th period, but as I said before, still not helpful."
She needs to modify her teaching technique a bit....
☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "☯Lυcια~Gıяʟ Fяσм Tнε Sυп~Iƨ Cαυɢнт Aғʟαмε☯ wrote: "Saaaaame! Is she ever available for extra help?"Si, a few times ..."
oh.
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "is that why sometimes you say you have to leave & then i see you in her classroom??"
Si, but I won't do that anymore unless I have to finish a quiz or test.
Si, but I won't do that anymore unless I have to finish a quiz or test.
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "is that why sometimes you say you have to leave & then i see you in her classroom??"Si, but I won't do that anymore unless I have to finish a quiz or test."
oh.
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "is that why sometimes you say you have to leave & then i see you in her cla..."
So I'll stay with you & A.R. now!
So I'll stay with you & A.R. now!
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "is that why sometimes you say you..."Yay
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wro..."
You gonna hold Mikey or no?
You gonna hold Mikey or no?
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓ..."...
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wro..."
The snake...
The snake...
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓ..."(i know. i've know him longer)) ........
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wro..."
Should I shut up now?
Should I shut up now?
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓ..."no
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wro..."
Then what do I do? 'Cause I don't feel helpful...
Then what do I do? 'Cause I don't feel helpful...
Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓαcк? & Wнєη Wιℓℓ Tнє Lιgнт Cσмє Bαcк?~ wrote: "€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "Lσŗεŧŧą ~Wнєη Dι∂ Tнє Sку Tυяη Bℓ..."idk...
I've given up, I'm giving up slowly
I'm blending in so you won't even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last call that you mentioned
Is my one last shot at redemption
'Cause I know to live, you must give your life away
And I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way in knowing
Where to go
Promise I'm going, because
I Gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I Gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape
I'm giving up
I'm doing this alone now
'Cause I've failed and I'm ready to show now
Show me the way and I'm trying to get there
And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
And I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way in knowing
Where to go
Promise I'm going, because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for you to do what you can with me
But I can't ask you to give what you already gave
'Cause I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way in knowing
Where to go
Promise I'm going, because
I gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape
I fought you for so long
I should have let you in
Oh, how we regret those things we do?
And all I was trying
to do was save my own skin
But so were you
So were you
I'm blending in so you won't even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last call that you mentioned
Is my one last shot at redemption
'Cause I know to live, you must give your life away
And I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way in knowing
Where to go
Promise I'm going, because
I Gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I Gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape
I'm giving up
I'm doing this alone now
'Cause I've failed and I'm ready to show now
Show me the way and I'm trying to get there
And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
And I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way in knowing
Where to go
Promise I'm going, because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for you to do what you can with me
But I can't ask you to give what you already gave
'Cause I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way in knowing
Where to go
Promise I'm going, because
I gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape
I fought you for so long
I should have let you in
Oh, how we regret those things we do?
And all I was trying
to do was save my own skin
But so were you
So were you
((my feels-like dyslexia says that too much to read))
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "((my feels-like dyslexia says that too much to read))"
I put song lyrics that reflect my current mood in this journal.
I put song lyrics that reflect my current mood in this journal.
'Cause that's my thing! & music is expression! :D
oh. my tummy hurts.
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "oh. my tummy hurts."
Awwwwww....did you eat something bad or cramps or what?
Awwwwww....did you eat something bad or cramps or what?
no. i'm hungry but i dont feel like eating.
plus it stopped
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "no. i'm hungry but i dont feel like eating."
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "plus it stopped"
OK. Good. You should eat something light though, like a fruit.
€lāRi€£™~₦ō ō₦£ r£å‖¥ ü₦ð£$tå₦ð$~ wrote: "plus it stopped"
OK. Good. You should eat something light though, like a fruit.
there are only bananas...
*does thing where eyelids drop half-way above your eyes*
...idk. let grumpy cat stare...
I only told this to my parents.