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[angela]

its hurts so much

[angela]

you try to help them and it just feels like they betray you

[angela]

km now

[angela]

i...

[angela]

this is me

[[deleted user]]

༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "mary wrote: "༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "mary wrote: "cloudy are you okay?"

no not really"

do you want to talk about it? i'm here and i've been where you are"

no, I don't

I'm sorry

its been en..."

don't apologize love <3
i know what you're going through, i can try and help
please just know that you are worth so much and you matter more than you know, okay?

[angela]

a girl with a book

damn

why does this have to describe me

[angela]

dunno if i can even do this

[angela]

mary wrote: "༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "mary wrote: "༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "mary wrote: "cloudy are you okay?"

no not really"

do you want to talk about it? i'm here and i've been where you are"

no, I d..."
ok thank you

[angela]

[[deleted user]]

༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "mary wrote: "༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "mary wrote: "༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "mary wrote: "cloudy are you okay?"

no not really"

do you want to talk about it? i'm here and i've been where you ..."

of course love
you can pm me if you need to always

[angela]

[angela]

i...i...really have to go

[angela]

i need to go

[[deleted user]]

༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: ""

yup...

[angela]

yeah i need to go

[angela]

damn i need to go

[[deleted user]]

༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "damn i need to go"

no you don't cloudy
cloudy
pm me right now okay?

[Queen V™]

༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "damn i need to go"

cloudy dont you even think about it >:(

[[deleted user]]

cloudy love check your pms

[[deleted user]]

you will be okay

[[deleted user]]

cloudy? cloudy?

[[deleted user]]

cloudy if you don't come back

[angela]

Queen V™ wrote: "༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "damn i need to go"

cloudy dont you even think about it >:("

V, V, but I am.

i really want to go, V, I really do

[[deleted user]]

you are so loved
you deserve so much
okay? okay

[angela]

mary wrote: "you are so loved
you deserve so much
okay? okay"

not by many
I don't think that's enough, mary

[Queen V™]

༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "Queen V™ wrote: "༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "damn i need to go"

cloudy dont you even think about it >:("

V, V, but I am.

i really want to go, V, I really do"

please dont clo
i love you so so much
please dont

[Queen V™]

i know how it is clo
i know
but please

[angela]

Queen V™ wrote: "༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "Queen V™ wrote: "༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "damn i need to go"

cloudy dont you even think about it >:("

V, V, but I am.

i really want to go, V, I really do"

please ..."

v...

goodnight v

[Abby]

idk you cloudy but i haven't been feeling well either...my brain is kicking my butt rn...it really sucks

[angela]

abby ♡︎ wrote: "idk you cloudy but i haven't been feeling well either...my brain is kicking my butt rn...it really sucks"

I'm sorry for you
take care

[angela]

good night
i need to be alone

i really need to

[Abby]

i'm sorry for you too i hope we both start feeling better soon

[[deleted user]]

༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "mary wrote: "you are so loved
you deserve so much
okay? okay"

not by many
I don't think that's enough, mary"

it is enough cloudy
you have to know that your life has so much worth to it
and that's more than enough

[Elena]

CLOUDY PLEASE DON'T
I LOVE YOU AND YOUR CALLIGRAPHY

[Elena]

I promise it will get better, it doesn't seem that way, I know
But no one stays in one place forever

[[deleted user]]

cloudy we all love you so much and we’re all here for you❤️

[angela]

hey
just here to say that im still alive
or at least not dead yet

[angela]

hm

[Aazra]

༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "hey
just here to say that im still alive
or at least not dead yet"

You are staying cause I love you and I will miss you and your pet rae if you leave

But on a serious note, it will get better, trust me. Have trust in the tomorrow clo. Please don't go.

[Aazra]

Cloudy, you'll stay with me, right?

[angela]

Aazra (offline) wrote: "Cloudy, you'll stay with me, right?"

maybe

[angela]

Poet wrote: "CLOUDY DON'T YOU DARE DIE

IF YOU DIE I'LL KILL YOU

VENT TO ME IN PMS OR SOMETHING BUT DO NOT HURT YOURSELF

YOU'LL REGRET IT LATER WHEN YOU'RE OLDER AND HAVE GRADUATED AND HAVE A HAPPY LIFE AND W..."

I've already physically and mentally hurt myself

[angela]

Poet wrote: "༓☾ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅʏ☽༓ {hiatus} wrote: "Poet wrote: "CLOUDY DON'T YOU DARE DIE

IF YOU DIE I'LL KILL YOU

VENT TO ME IN PMS OR SOMETHING BUT DO NOT HURT YOURSELF

YOU'LL REGRET IT LATER WHEN YOU'RE OLDER AND H..."

hmm

[[deleted user]]

Cloudy darling, stay with us
we need you to
we love you so much

[angela]

mary wrote: "Cloudy darling, stay with us
we need you to
we love you so much"

maybe.

[Aazra]

[Aazra]

You will stay, okay? We all need you here, Cloudy

[angela]

Aazra (offline) wrote: ""

if only...

[angela]

Poet wrote: "There are better things you can do to make yourself feel better. It's not that easy to stop, but you have to or you'll only feel worse. For me, how I release the pain is through writing poems. I do..."

You probably didn't know me but I've written poems for so long. I have a journal almost full of poems that I hide in the utility room of the basement

I tracked a few and then stopped

https://www.goodreads.com/story/show/...

and I know there's other ways
I just don't want to
and I don't think they'd help anymore

I tried yesterday

I wrote 7

it didn't help

I still cut
and almost died poet