Hello/Chat

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

I don't do zoom, only discord voice calls. ;u;

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

After talking with a friend outside GR to calm me down and helped me realize that I've been burnt out. I've put so, so, so much time and energy on my characters, so much excitement into these role-plays I've been doing, so much effort overall. I have been giving so much into the collabs but I never got back any of that excitement, and now I feel like cutting off every single collab I have... For the past few weeks I've been feeling like everyone's leading me on, and that it's all lies when everyone says my characters are really good. I've felt like deleting every single social media account I have in existence. I feel like hurting myself because of how much emotional and mental pain this is putting me thought.

I've decided that I'm going to take a strict break from not only role-playing, but also character creation, ideas of new characters, and overall Goodreads. I don't want to delete all my characters and give up on these collabs and just... I don't know, I just feel like all of my effort is being wasted, especially on collabs. I get so excited, but then I have to wait. I've been waiting on some of these collabs for longer than three weeks. I'm pretty sure everyone understand that feeling of hurt after waiting almost a month.

I'll be come for a week, and no earlier than that. Goodreads has become unhealthy for me. It's been hurting me. Look at my sleep scheduled. I've been going to bed at 6 in the morning. This site is damaging me. So...yeah... This is literally for my own well-being. I didn't mean to sound so rude about it, but I really don't know any other way to put it.

In all honesty, this happened once before, and it took four years for me to come back from a break. I don't want to leave that long again. You all mean way too much to me, and I hope you all know that. I've been crying a lot because of the thought of not talking to any of you for so long. This is going to be a hard hit for me mentally. This site is an addiction. The only way to heal myself in some sort of way is going cold turkey. Please, do not try to contact me in any form, that includes any of my account links that I've shared, which has mostly been Pinterest. Contacting me is not going to help me whatsoever, it'll only make things worse.

But yeh, I'll be back soon! (Even though it'll feel like over a year. ;u; )

With love,
Birdsong231/Bluestar580

[xavier, pixie stik child who wants a baseball bat]

OKIE!!! BE SAFE ANGIE!!!

ILY AND YOU CAN DO THIS!!!

[[deleted user]]

AGREED!

[iris :)]

Sooo, now that Jaiden's gone, I have no one for Lachlan. Is anyone interested in a collab? Ryuu has Atticus, but Lachlan is lonely.

[[deleted user]]

ME

[iris :)]

YAYYYYYYY

[[deleted user]]

AUSJQODOOQKDKAOZAPSKKQOSPAP

[ash , can I get a waffle? excuse me? can I please get a waffle?]

》pixie dust《 wrote: "OKIE!!! BE SAFE ANGIE!!!

ILY AND YOU CAN DO THIS!!!"

I SECOND THIS ILYYY GL

[iris :)]

OMG YOU'RE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[iris :)]

SORRY ANSEL JJ HAS LACHLAN

[[deleted user]]

it’s fine

[[deleted user]]

okay

[iris :)]

Ansel, Kai is very angry that you haven't answered him

[[deleted user]]

it’s bunni, please.

i don’t know what im supposed to answer. and kai isn’t even on.

[iris :)]

yes, sir, bunni, sir

[[deleted user]]

thanks <3

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

IT'S BE A HELL OF A LONG WEEK WITHOUT YOU GUYSSSS
HOW'S EVERYONE DOING
HOW'S GLITCHREADS
DID THEY FIX THE DAMN NOTIF BUG YET (ISTFG IF THEY HAVEN'T-)

I MISS CAPS LOCK BC NO ONE IN MY DISCORD FRIENDS GROUP DOES THIS AND I'M JUST
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I MISSED YOU GUYSSSSSSS

I WAS LITERALLY COUNTING THE HOURS LAST NIGHT

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

JAIDEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
MY GAL
I'VE MISSED YOU TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

WAIT WHAT? WHY? WH- *CONFUSED SCREAMS*

I'LL STILL BE POOFY, BC MY CRETIVITY IS STILL REBOOTING, BUT I FINISHED MY NEWEST ONE, KANE KAZEKA, AND I'M GONNA GO SLOW WITH ANY OTHER WIPS I HAVE NOW.
HALF OF MY ATTENTION WILL BE GOING TO LOTRO BC MUMMY AND AUNTIE WILL FINALLY JOINING ME AGAIN
NO MORE SOLO-NESS
FOR THAT ONE NIGHT, AT LEAST
BUT THEY'RE BOTH LVL 27 AND MY RK IS LVL 18 ATM SO I NEED TO POWER LVL HIM
SO
YEH
MY BRAIN HAS BEEN SLOWLY COMING UP WITH STUFF THO FOR YOMARU
BUT I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT BC SUDDENLY IT WAS FOCUSED ON KANE.

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

Ohhh...that's not good at all... I really do hope things get better soon.

AHH, ITALIANDER
I FORGOT THEM
LEMME REVIEW THE POST AND SEE IF ANYTHING COMES TO MIND

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

*sigh* glitchreads is still glitchreads, it seems. Still getting notifs from 18 hours ago. Smh.

[[deleted user]]

smh 😔

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

Why are they not doing anything about it? This has been going on for over a month now. This is just ridiculous!

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

Hhh, I should check twitter and facebook. See whats going over there on their pages.

[[deleted user]]

birdddoooo, we should rp dakota and isidore!

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

I need help with what caused Dakota's vision. ;-; This group is before any technology or anything of the such. Motorized things don't exist yet. I don't know what kind of near-death experience he'd have.

[[deleted user]]

drowning?

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

OHHHH, I NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT
GRACIAS, MI AMIGO

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

mmmhmmm

[noodle!, Skittles, Taste The Rainbow]

Truly a pain

[ash , can I get a waffle? excuse me? can I please get a waffle?]

noodle what is the cause for your title

it’s causing me pain trying to figure out how bricks would get soggy like is it cereal or soup or does it turn to rice awkwkkdndmdmd

not me overthinking

[noodle!, Skittles, Taste The Rainbow]

haha i have no idea

i literally write whatever I'm thinking about
i was thinking about weird things to put in cereal.

[iris :)]

I hope you don't put bricks in your cereal

[noodle!, Skittles, Taste The Rainbow]

I don't but now I want to

[ash , can I get a waffle? excuse me? can I please get a waffle?]

soggy bricks wrote: "haha i have no idea

i literally write whatever I'm thinking about
i was thinking about weird things to put in cereal."

yummy

[iris :)]

thols tep a ekil dluow I

[iris :)]

?srekcarc lamina tae llits snairategev naC

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

for a second there I thought that was gibberish-

[[deleted user]]

cry baby wrote: "?srekcarc lamina tae llits snairategev naC"

Can vegetarians still eat animal crackers?

[[deleted user]]

cry baby wrote: "thols tep a ekil dluow I"

I would like a pet sloth

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

cry baby wrote: "thols tep a ekil dluow I"

etuc era shtols

[iris :)]

.klim etalocohc yna eb t’ndluow ereht esiwrehto swoc nworb rof snevaeh knahT

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

cry baby wrote: ".klim etalocohc yna eb t’ndluow ereht esiwrehto swoc nworb rof snevaeh knahT"

.deergA

[iris :)]

Birdsong231, the Fabulous Pigeon Queen wrote: "cry baby wrote: "thols tep a ekil dluow I"

etuc era shtols"

atiR eman I ohw lamina deffuts htols a em thguorb fsb yM

[iris :)]

Ginger_Spice wrote: "bunni. wrote: "cry baby wrote: "?srekcarc lamina tae llits snairategev naC"

Can vegetarians still eat animal crackers?"

*me a vegetarian* yes, ofc."

mmmmmH

[iris :)]

gnitalsnart rof ,innub ,uoy knahT

[ash , can I get a waffle? excuse me? can I please get a waffle?]

noitasrevnoc csiht eldnah t'nac I

[iris :)]

?ton yhW

[ash , can I get a waffle? excuse me? can I please get a waffle?]

gnilzzufnoc os stI

[Birdsong231☾ (pm before invs), damiandamiandamiandamian-]

I'm just giggling and getting a headache for trying to think so hard.