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Maddy was surprised, she looked up at him, "What was that Eli?"
Eli shook his head. "Nevermind that. Are you in any major pain?" he asked quickly, scanning her. "Fucking standing up when you were just screaming in agony.." he muttered. "Stupid." He kissed her forehead, still not looking into her eyes and went back to leaning against the wall.
"Eli, I mean it", Maddy says
Eli shrugged, really not wanting to answer her. "It's whatever." Though he knew damn well it wasn't 'whatever'. He put everything he had into that kiss, yet he was scared what she thought of him. He hadn't wanted to do that. Wouldn't that just give her false hope for him? He wasn't automatically going to be all sweet and good.
((Right? I need my fluffffffff- despite my intence love for trauma and torture, I also need a soft healing scene. I'm hoping to get that with Dakota later. I want something fluffyyyyyy!!! ^ - ^))
Z wrote: "((why?))"
((If you're asking me why, I have no idea. I apologize a lot. I thought I had offended Fiona, I guess XD Sorry))
((If you're asking me why, I have no idea. I apologize a lot. I thought I had offended Fiona, I guess XD Sorry))
"The poison isn't going to stop, you know that", she said to him, "You're afraid of being a father because you're afraid of becoming like your father"
Eli sucked in a sharp breath, biting his lip. It was true, of course. But he'd never admit it. He didn't want to admit it. "...Please don't die..." he whispered, walking over to Maddy and sitting on the bed. For once, he looked vulnerable and gentle. And it wasn't just for a moment. He trusted Maddy, despite him desperately trying to deny it.
((Only if you want to! I don't wanna pressure you. That would be wonderful, but don't feel like you have to))
Maddy started coughing as she softly smiled at him and wiped a tear away
Eli trembled, eyes wide. "Maddy, I mean it...Please. I'm begging you, please!" He looked ready to have another panic attack.
Maddy looked at him sincerely, she looked around, "I just had to get stabbed, huh?"
Eli's eyes gleamed dangerously. "Imma murder that bastard," he snarled, before he actually held Maddy's hand. He looked at her lips for a bit too long before turning away. "I'm starting to really like the idea of new christmas ornaments.."
₣łØ₦₳ wrote: "GroundZer0 wrote: "((Only if you want to! I don't wanna pressure you. That would be wonderful, but don't feel like you have to))"
((No it's fine! I want to!))
(( I am post 69, fear me ))"
((XD - And are you sure?))
((No it's fine! I want to!))
(( I am post 69, fear me ))"
((XD - And are you sure?))
GroundZer0 wrote: "Eli's eyes gleamed dangerously. "Imma murder that bastard," he snarled, before he actually held Maddy's hand. He looked at her lips for a bit too long before turning away. "I'm starting to really l..."Maddy grabbed his hand, "Eli, I don't want you dead" she kissed his hand lovingly. She put a note in his hand before her eyes went any heavier. "I'm cold, really cold",
I never stopped loving you
Eli shook his head quickly, eyes filling with tears. "Please-" His voice broke. "Please don't leave me Maddy..." he begged. Then he couldn't stop himself from saying the next thing. "I love you..."
((Oh shit yes? No? I can’t decide!!!!!!!!!))
She was shivering, "What?"
Eli looked her in her eyes, and then wrapped her up in his arms in an attempt to warm her up. "I love you, Maddy..." he said softly, kissing the top of her head gently. "I regret not saying it....Because I do." Then he kissed her again, lifting her chin very lightly so it was easier for him to kiss her.
Maddy kissed him back as she was still shivering
((I actually have to go. Stay safe, love you, and have an amazing night's rest!))
TJ ran in and to the front desk, they told him where and he ran there
TJ saw Maddy and Eli kissing, he walked out, "No fucking way"
"We uh...should go", TJ says
"Back to base?", TJ asked
Z wrote: "TJ saw Maddy and Eli kissing, he walked out, "No fucking way""
((ME TOOOOO))
((ME TOOOOO))
Eli stopped, pulling back slowly, caressing her cheek and looking like he was going to break down again. "You really can't leave me..." he whispered. He threaded his fingers through her hair, gently placing her on his lap so he could keep her warm more easily.
((She really can’t leave ME!! XD))
ベッァ ~{bella}~ wrote: "((Ima..yell at you a lot it he breaks up with Dakota))"
((He uh...he might... XD))
((He uh...he might... XD))
GroundZer0 wrote: "Eli stopped, pulling back slowly, caressing her cheek and looking like he was going to break down again. "You really can't leave me..." he whispered. He threaded his fingers through her hair, gentl..."Maddy looked at the heart monitor, "It's not my choice"
Eli nodded, not looking at her. "I know..." he murmured, just holding her. He rubbed light circles on her back mindlessly. "I was just..." He shook his head. He was just what? Hoping that in some miraculous miracle she'd be okay and he could continue being mushy with her?
That wasn't his way, and he knew it. He also knew it would never work. He'd hit her. He knew he would. She may think she was fine, but he knew she wasn't. So even if she did live, what then? They'd go their separate ways.
That wasn't his way, and he knew it. He also knew it would never work. He'd hit her. He knew he would. She may think she was fine, but he knew she wasn't. So even if she did live, what then? They'd go their separate ways.
The doctor came in with a long needle, "We found an antidote to the poisoning, So you can leave tonight", Maddy looked up as the doctor kneeled and gave her the shot, she put a band-aid on, "It'll be sore, but someone will have to watch you"
((XD, like i'll let my baby die))
Eli still wasn't looking at Maddy. He'd quieted his thoughts enough now. He couldn't let Maddy come back to him. So it never happened. Everything that he'd just done...It never happened. He gently moved Maddy off his lap. "I can watch her," he muttered.
Z wrote: "((XD, like i'll let my baby die))"
(( -o- So rude, deceiving me like that-))
(( -o- So rude, deceiving me like that-))
Then he paused. He pulled away, glanced her up and down, and then stared into her eyes.
"Get back in fucking bad! Goddammit, Maddy, you're going to hurt yourself!" he snapped, before gently guiding her back to the hospital bed, and making her lay down. He regretted looking into her eyes, embarrassed, so he averted his gaze. He was desperately trying to convince himself that he didn't just do that.