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Dakota nodded, but his eyes were sad. He felt like he was in pieces. He should be happy. He knew that. It was just there was a bunch of thoughts crashing against the back of his head. He felt dizzy with the feeling. It left him hollow, yet wanting to throw up. He felt sick, his skin hot. He was breathing a bit heavily, a new wave of panic settling in. He had no idea why - it just tended to happen whenever.

His mind was flooded with hate towards himself. He hated that he couldn't help Eli. Or Leo. Or Zor. He hated how pathetic he was. He hated his anxiety, and his depression. He hated that he hated himself. Was he just that desperate for attention? He knew deep down that he didn't do it for attention, but wouldn't allow himself that luxury. He was a horrible person, and he knew it. Why else would it have been drilled into his brain since he was a child?

[Z ||Frypans, Am I Right?!||]

((right when I leave you come on!! X D))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((Sorry had no cell service and we ran out of data for this month as well 🤦))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

Zorion looked at Dakota worriedly, able to tell that something was clearly quite wrong. He brushed a hand down Dakota's cheek and began softly whispering soothing things again. "It's okay, Kota. You're okay. I got you," he whispered, his caring-for-others-mode completely on again, pushing away his own feelings to take care of others as he almost always did.

"D'you wanna talk about it?" Zorion asked gently, knowing that it was clear he actually was giving Dakota a choice. His tone and expression were worried but calm and kind as well. He hated that Dakota hated himself so much. He just wished he could do something to help but he was completely helpless, which he hated about himself. "I'm here for you if you need anythin' or wanna talk. I'm right here."

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

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[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((Sorry had friend over))

Zorion looked over at Leo, and his expression was full of loving and gratitude. He leaned in and pecked Leo on his soft, full, and absolutely perfect lips before giving him a shy smile and then returning his gaze to Dakota. The boy was so hurt, so traumatized. He knew it was going to take a long time for Dakota to heal. He just wanted to help out as best he could.

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((I don't know where Zero is... I've been trying to text them for a week and PM them as well but they still haven't responded... I'm rlly worried...))

[Rory Gilmore]

((Im Sure they are fine. ))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((But...they always respond...))

[Z ||Frypans, Am I Right?!||]

((I'm also getting really worried!))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((I've Hangouts messaged them 3 separate times over the last week and PM'ed them once and they haven't responded))

[Rory Gilmore]

((Well let’s not panic yet *as I am starting to panic* I’m sure they have a great reason for not being on))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((*continues to panic* i cried earlier I’m scared))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((I'm just gonna keep messaging them...maybe they'll respond? Idk what name to check for obituaries under, god forbid. I've tried different names they've given me that they go by irl but haven't found anything yet))

[Rory Gilmore]

((Well if you can find them then that is probably a good thing))

[Rory Gilmore]

((*can’t find them ))

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((Hey ya'll, I'm alive! Sorry!!!))

[[deleted user]]

((But I have to go for right now. Love you guys, stay safe))

[Rory Gilmore]

((Yay! ))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((Alr, ily Zero. Hope to talk to u some more soon x))

[[deleted user]]

((Imma take a small break guys. I know I've been doing that, but things are stressing me out rn. But That's alright. It happens, right? So, I won't be on much at all soon))

[Z ||Frypans, Am I Right?!||]

(ly)

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Michael: *walks in with his hood up and coughs up blood violently*

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((I get it. That's okay. Just be safe, okay? Ly))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((Same Fiona))

[[deleted user]]

((does anyone wanna roleplay?))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((This is an ongoing rp with several characters already))

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ѕнєяℓσ¢к ѕαℓναтσяє мαℓfσу wrote: "((This is an ongoing rp with several characters already))"

((oh can i join?))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((It's currently building up a polyamorous romance...))

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((oh ok))

[Rory Gilmore]

((Remember guys. I am (almost) always able to talk. The only times I can’t is from Sunday- Thursday 9:30 pm-8:10 am Friday/Saturday 10:30pm- 8:10am other wise I’m always here!))

[Rory Gilmore]

((Also sorry if I take a while to respond. My mom has been taking my phone way more lately. Love ya guys))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((Yup, and np))

[Rory Gilmore]

((How y’all doin’?))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((Have y'all heard from Zero lately?))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((Oh wait it's only been 11 days? It feels SO MUCH LONGER OMFG))

[Rory Gilmore]

(( I haven’t but wanted to check to see how y’all are doin’))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((fine hbu))

[Rory Gilmore]

“Meh not the worse but not the best XD))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((Whats up))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((why?!))

[Rory Gilmore]

((Wow. And your fine. My issues are I told someone I like them knowing what the answer would be and it still kinda surprised me))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((Has anyone heard from Zero lately?))

[Z ||Frypans, Am I Right?!||]

No))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((;-;))

[Rory Gilmore]

((I haven’t either but they did say they were gonna take a break for a while))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((True))

[Z ||Frypans, Am I Right?!||]

(yeah)

[Rory Gilmore]

((So I wouldn’t worry. I’m sure they are fine but we all need a break once and a while))

[ѕнєяℓσ¢к ♡, it’s-a-me]

((yee i'm just impatient and a worrywart lol uwu))