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[mel, Cantaloupe]

I did some collabs a few years ago but it never worked out. I then mostly just created characters and made a basic plot for each. That's were most of my character I use in RP come from. I'm not really good at the actual writing part for books or anything long. I'm better at writing songs that are short and stuff like that. I can't access Wattpad on my school laptop either so I mostly just send everything I make to my personal email as well.

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My problem is that I will start writing, but then I end up being super overworked and I never finish. I have 1 story and 2 fan fics that I never finished but I am working on them when I can!

[Maia, Blueberry]

My problem is I forget about the stories I’m working on, I give up, or I’m just busy lol. For the collab I’m doing rn, I’m just busy. I’ll be trying to do more soon!

[mel, Cantaloupe]

That's fine Maia, we all have a lot going on. Even if you just work on it a few minutes a day or anything like that it's okay.

[Maia, Blueberry]

Thanks Bianca!

[mel, Cantaloupe]

Hmhmm no problem.

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Maia wrote: "That’s cool! I’d love to read some of yours as well!"

I only have two stories out right now, and they only have a few chapters so far. I'm probably going to revise them a bunch as well and unpublish them so i can work on them because I've hit a wall.

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Maia wrote: "My problem is I forget about the stories I’m working on, I give up, or I’m just busy lol. For the collab I’m doing rn, I’m just busy. I’ll be trying to do more soon!"

Same

[✝✝ Christina ✝✝✝]

I wrote three poems for school, can you guys read it and tell me if it's good or not?

[mel, Cantaloupe]

Yes I can in the morning, it's kind of late right now.

[✝✝ Christina ✝✝✝]

thx

[mel, Cantaloupe]

Okay I'm back! I can look at it now

[✝✝ Christina ✝✝✝]

alright, they're slightly despressing tho..

Number 1:
(view spoiler)[ I let out a scream as I see the bullets, rip holes in my mother’s body.
Her last smile etched upon her face as she does the best she can, To shield us with her dying body.
The wounds are everywhere as multiple as the stars in the sky.
But in these stars, I see no beauty, no awe, for there is only death awaiting my mother

Blood comes out of her wounds as she embraces us one final time.
Her mouth filled with blood to talk, but in her touch I understand all the words she wants to say.
Face filled with blood, and I can hear every breath ragged and painful.
But slowly, her breath goes away, slows down, stops.

And I can feel the life leave her when her grip slackens
My sister is silent her face stained with tears but I must scream
My mother is gone and gone for good. Her face harbors no anger but my anger grows.
It is then I realize I will never see my mother again.

I will never be able to see her gentle smile, Never be able to hear her laugh
Never be able to tell her so many things I wish could do with her again.
And the tears finally come as I realize she is gone forever
My mother is gone, her body will turn to stone,I will treasure the memories between us forever

But still in my heart, I feel as if I’ve been robbed, of a future, a happy one, that was taken from my hands
The three of us never had much, Just us, little food, and a lot of poverty
Yet still we were happy, still we could find reason to celebrate
But this feeling in me. The feeling I will never be happy again

The hollow feeling when I realize I will never tell her I love you again. (hide spoiler)]

Number 2:
(view spoiler)[My mother falls to the ground, the life already seeping from her bloody body
She crawls over to us and we run to her, wanting to be with her one last time
I already know she’s gone too far into the realm of death, a sacrifice to save her children
And I know I’ll never have another day with her, that tomorrow all that’ll be let are memories.

And I know all of this yet it doesn’t stop me from reaching out for my mother
Holding onto her bloody hand, clutching it as if my hold could somehow keep her here on earth
I know in my heart though, her time on earth is up and any minute now, she’ll be leaving for good
Knowing all of these things, I still wrap my arms around her,

Not caring of the blood that steadily seeps into my clothes or strong smell of blood that’s in my nose
My face is stained with more tears than my mother has blood on her body and yet.
And yet when I look at her eyes, I can see she harbors no anger, no wish for revenge
Looking in her eyes, I know that she’s ready to move on, ready to let go, ready to leave this world behind

But I’m not. I know I’m being selfish, I know my mother’s time is up yet I still don’t want to let her go
But the world doesn’t work on my whims.
When my mother does leave us and my sister screams to the sky I do nothing.
I think about the look in her eyes, and I think about everything I know

I know that now, she’ll have no suffering, now she can’t feel the wounds on her body and now, she’s happy.

So I raise my tearstained face to the sky, see the stars, and know that somewhere, up there, my mother is looking down at me in a better place. (hide spoiler)]


Number 3:
(view spoiler)[You never know how much they mean to you until they’ve been taken away
Snatched from your grasp and held by someone elsel; looking away from you
You never know how much you valued their friendship until it’s gone and you can see
You’ve been replaced by someone else by their side

And it hurts, the emptiness in my heart, it hurts more than I’d like to admit
And I never knew just how much I vaued the relationship we have between us
Until I realized we never had one at all and that it was all in my head
Then, I realized how foolish I had been. How foolish to think that I could have mattered to you

How dumb I was to think myself as a special friend of yours and a person you enjoyed being around
But I was ignorant, arrogant, and cocky. I turned a blind eye to everything that I knew.
I always complained that no one listened to me and when they didn’t, I was always right
But I never listened to myself either. I never followed the rule I had about friends

If they’re kind enough to be your friend, they have other friends, you don’t mean anything to them

But I didn’t follow my own rule thinking I had a friend. I was a fool and now I must reap the rewards
I must endure the pain in my heart. The betrayal I feel though I should not feel it all
And the sadness I have overwhelming any of my feelings inside
Until everything inseide of my is sadness, pain, and tears
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[mel, Cantaloupe]

Okay...well I must say, there good. I like how there written. But I have to ask, will your school accept these? My school wouldn't because of some of the language/imagery used.

I think my favorite out of the three is either the first one or the third one. You're right, they are a bit depressing but I feel it adds character and backstory to each poem. It kind of shows the emotion and pain some people go through everyday.

I don't know if you intended it to be about this but it reminds me of war and lost. In war, you lose people. You can see them leave the land of the living with the snap of your fingers. Or the click of the trigger. This brought back a lot of memories, not memories I have but memories I see. I have this weird ability where everywhere I go, I can see history. I see the wars, the fights, the love, and the lost.

Thank you for sharing these with me. I really enjoyed them.

[✝✝ Christina ✝✝✝]

yeah, my teacher says they're fine though so that's a releif.

yeah, i did mean it to be about losing a family. I'm not sure if you ntocied but the first two poem were to sisters losing their mom just different points of view

[mel, Cantaloupe]

Okay that's good.

I did happen to notice. I could feel the emotion in it. I could almost see it happening.

[✝✝ Christina ✝✝✝]

oh good, that was my goal.

thanks for the feedback!

[✝✝ Christina ✝✝✝]

i sould like a website....

[mel, Cantaloupe]

XD You're good. Thanks for letting me read them, you did a good job.

[✝✝ Christina ✝✝✝]

LOL tjx!

[maggie - ✿]

QSDIUFHJS FINALLY A GROUP FOR SGE IM SO HAPPY

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OOh?

[Lizzy]

Hi, guys. Working on creating a character. Just gotta get things squared away.

[Maia, Blueberry]

Great!! I’m excited!!

[Lizzy]

Thanks!

[[deleted user]]

I just put a character up for adoption!!!

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Psst, Mai

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Maia**

[mel, Cantaloupe]

Hi sorry nobody has responded to you..Do you just need Maia, I don't think she's on right now. Is it something I can help with?

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ, Clutter Remover]

Their character is the child of King Arthur, right? I wanted to ask if I could make a child of King Arthur

[mel, Cantaloupe]

Sorry, gave you the wrong answer there. If you were looking in the Questions/Suggestions topic, Maia was only mentioning King Arthur. I didn't see anywhere, where she actually said she was making a child of Arthur. So, if I happen to be wrong, I'm sorry to both you and Maia. But I think you're free to make a child of King Arthur..

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Alright! Thank you. I don't exactly remember King Arthur's wife's name, but it's fine if i make a child of him and his wife?

[mel, Cantaloupe]

Mhm yep. It's fine with me.

[mel, Cantaloupe]

Alright y'all, I'm going to sleep, I'll be on at around 5am EST for a few minutes (10ish minutes) and then I'll be on at 3pm EST. If you need me, feel free to PM me or just ask a question in Questions/Suggestions. I hope everybody has a nice day/evening/night.

[✝✝ Christina ✝✝✝]

cya!

[mel, Cantaloupe]

Ha! I've gotten the first book of School for Good and Evil. Apparently my school has the books.

[Maia, Blueberry]

Well I was thinking... no?

Bc you know, they would have mentioned if Tedros had siblings already. Because he was a child of King Arthur, and there was all of the drama about him having siblings.

Aaand I’m pretty sure we are doing the gen where it’s like Tedros’ kids?


So another child would be like 30 yrs old...

So I’m kind of unsure. Because it seems like you were already making a child of King Arthur.

[✝✝ Christina ✝✝✝]

i was to

[Maia, Blueberry]

Yeah well then I’m talking to both of you

[mel, Cantaloupe]

Sorry! I'm in school today.

That makes sense Maia.

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Maia wrote: "Well I was thinking... no?

Bc you know, they would have mentioned if Tedros had siblings already. Because he was a child of King Arthur, and there was all of the drama about him having siblings.

..."
I didn't know it was second gen until I was told. That's why i wanted to change it to a grandchild of Tedro. I has no idea at the time, as I have never read the books and all I knew was that King Arthur was in the books, so I thought he was the king in this.

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Tedros!**

[✝✝ Christina ✝✝✝]

how long is a year?

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ, Clutter Remover]

365 days

[✝✝ Christina ✝✝✝]

no like for this rp LOL

[✝✝ Christina ✝✝✝]

i know it's 365 days XD

[Maia, Blueberry]

Haven’t decided yet lol

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At least I answered to the best of my ability :)

[Maia, Blueberry]

XD yep

[ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ʰᵒ ᵍʳⁱⁿᶜʰᵐᵃˢ, Clutter Remover]

So, do I have a go on making that grandchild? The child was originally supposed to be a child of the current king, but the like, grandchild of the king is still a prince so wushisjd