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Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowadays right ?"

Yezzz 😤😤😤

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How are you ?

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Ananya ♡ wrote: "Dude Edennnn I watched Banana Fish till 4th ep it's already so depressing"

Nauurrrr it got a lot of trigger warnings 😭😭

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Unknown wrote: "How are you ?"

I'm doing great now that you're here!!

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Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowadays right ?"

Yezzz 😤😤😤"

Yeah, I used to come here everyday as long as there’s some new messages.

Good times 😌

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Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "How are you ?"

I'm doing great now that you're here!!"

Aww..🥺

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Ok so yesterday we got an academic break (just for a day tho) then I don't have a schedule for classes on tues-thurs so basically I got a 5day break, I got a presentation to do and poem to make but I'm setting that aside for now and read 😇

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Ghost wrote: "Ok so yesterday we got an academic break (just for a day tho) then I don't have a schedule for classes on tues-thurs so basically I got a 5day break, I got a presentation to do and poem to make but..."

Yesss….FREEDOM 😆

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Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowadays right ?"

Yezzz 😤😤😤"

Yeah, I used to come here everyday as long as there’s some new messages.

Good times 😌"

I'm kinda inactive here sldbskfbks I'm trying to spend my time off social media

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I missed u sm mary :((

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Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowadays right ?"

Yezzz 😤😤😤"

Yeah, I used to come here everyday as long as there’s some new messages.

Good times 😌"

I'm kin..."

That’s exactly what I should be doing….
Well, at least you’re more productive than me 🥲

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Ghost wrote: "I missed u sm mary :(("

Me too 😭😭

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Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Ok so yesterday we got an academic break (just for a day tho) then I don't have a schedule for classes on tues-thurs so basically I got a 5day break, I got a presentation to do and po..."

Notme throwing my duties down the drain

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Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowadays right ?"

Yezzz 😤😤😤"

Yeah, I used to come here everyday as long as there’s some new messages.

Good tim..."

Tbh I'm really lazy and mentally drained

[Aazra]

Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowadays right ?"

Yezzz 😤😤😤"

Yeah, I used to come here everyday as long as there’s some new mes..."

Why, Eden? Is it school?

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Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowadays right ?"

Yezzz 😤😤😤"

Yeah, I used to come here everyday as long as there’..."

Yeah and also because of me and my bestfriend slowly drifting away I dunno I just feel so empty that I no longer consider making her stay or sumn

[Aazra]

Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowadays right ?"

Yezzz 😤😤😤"

Yeah, I used to come here ev..."

I think you should be reminded that it's okay to drift apart from people. I don't what your situation is, but do what's best for you. And if she isn't putting in the effort, she doesn't deserve you.

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Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowadays right ?"

Yezzz 😤😤😤"

Yeah, I used t..."

I'm just feeling down cuz it sucks you know? We've been together since we were kids, both of us have similar interests and we basically treat each other as sisters but after we got into college and we weren't classmates anymore, both of us changed ig?

[Aazra]

Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowadays right ?"

Ye..."

Oh yeahh. I understand where you're coming from. I had a friend like this and now we're basically strangers. We changed classes in middle school and then she got new friends, a boyfriend and kinda forgot about me. I was hurt but now looking back, I don't think it matters. she's one of the popular ones now. I know it's hard but I you'll have to move on.

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Both of us got really dark humor and we joke about death all the time and it's triggering to hear tbh, our humor was fucked up but ever since she got close to this one person who got (view spoiler)[self harm tendencies, my bff started doing it too? and earlier I talked to her about what way she wants to die and she became so sensitive abt it idk anymore. It made think whether I'm the one who's insensitive and petty or that she's just too affected idk anymore man (hide spoiler)]

[Aazra]

Ghost wrote: "Both of us got really dark humor and we joke about death all the time and it's triggering to hear tbh, our humor was fucked up but ever since she got close to this one person who got [spoilers remo..."

Damn that's really messed up. I'm not gonna judge the dark humour cause that's between you two but the (view spoiler)[self harming part? That's so dangerous and concerning. (hide spoiler)] what I'll be thinking is this situation is "I'm her friend so I'm supposed to be concerned for her but then she's not really coming to me." Idk if that's what you'll think. And I guess you can't tell her to cut out the other person cause I guess it's too late?

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Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowaday..."

That sucks aazra :(( I'm glad u got over with it

[iamaunicornwithyellowfeet]

WAIT GHOST IS EDEN THIS WHOLE TIME I WAS SO CONFUSED

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Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Both of us got really dark humor and we joke about death all the time and it's triggering to hear tbh, our humor was fucked up but ever since she got close to this one person who got ..."

Yeah and I was really mad when she did it, I asked her what she felt and she said the pain feels good. Out of anger I told her to flick her wound if she loves pain that much. I am concerned but I know being gentle with her won't work since that's her life, if she wants to do it then I have no right to stop her

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iamaunicornwithyellowfeet wrote: "WAIT GHOST IS EDEN THIS WHOLE TIME I WAS SO CONFUSED"

Oh lordd YES THAT'S EDENN!!!

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iamaunicornwithyellowfeet wrote: "WAIT GHOST IS EDEN THIS WHOLE TIME I WAS SO CONFUSED"

YES SKSKDJSKSJSKS

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iamaunicornwithyellowfeet wrote: "WAIT GHOST IS EDEN THIS WHOLE TIME I WAS SO CONFUSED"

Other ppl always mistaken me as elena and the other way around so I changed my display name so yall could atleast differentiate us

[Aazra]

Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Both of us got really dark humor and we joke about death all the time and it's triggering to hear tbh, our humor was fucked up but ever since she got close to ..."

I'm not gonna justify what you did cause imo that's kinda wrong but I know that you were concerned and frustrated about her hurting herself. There's not much for you to do, Eden. Does she try to make conversation with you? Or is it more like both of you understand and stay from eachother?

[iamaunicornwithyellowfeet]

OHHH OKAY
I was literally so confused this whole time-
Is that you in your pfp

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Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Both of us got really dark humor and we joke about death all the time and it's triggering to hear tbh, our humor was fucked up but ever since she..."

I know her reasons for doing those things but it's not like her to cross the line where (view spoiler)[she would literally harm herself? Like we're both depressed as hell and she's also the type of person who would told me to jump if she sees me on the bridge, abt to d-word. She started becoming more sensitive and make me feel like i'm asshole after she got close with her suicidal friend who idk if she's actually suicidal since she post her slitted wrist on the internet for the likes (hide spoiler)]

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iamaunicornwithyellowfeet wrote: "OHHH OKAY
I was literally so confused this whole time-
Is that you in your pfp"

Nooo it my wife wang yueyi. I've been told we look similar so I use her as my pfp lmao

[ananya ྀི]

Ghost wrote: "Ok so yesterday we got an academic break (just for a day tho) then I don't have a schedule for classes on tues-thurs so basically I got a 5day break, I got a presentation to do and poem to make but..."

FREEDOM YAYYYY

[ananya ྀི]

Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowadays right ?"

Yezzz 😤😤😤"

Yeah, I used to come here everyday as long as there’s some new messages.

Good times 😌"

I'm kin..."

Social media is A LOT. Take care Edennn <333

[Aazra]

Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Both of us got really dark humor and we joke about death all the time and it's triggering to hear tbh, our humor was fuck..."

That's horrible! Is it like her to do things for likes? I feel bad for you Eden. Seeing a person change before your eyes because of the influence of other people hurts a lot.

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Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Both of us got really dark humor and we joke about death all the time and it's triggering to hear tbh, our ..."

No I meant the girl she got close with, let's call the girl Cinna. (view spoiler)[Cinna harms herself a lot then post it on social media for the likes, my bff started harming herself after she got close with Cinna (hide spoiler)] but yeah, I guess it's my fault too for being not a good friend I guess? or that we just really fell out of love in our friendship, grew far from each other which made us drift away. I'm sad cuz she's like a sister to me, I was scared of losing her and I cannot imagine a world without her but there's nothing I could do?? I'm just tired about everything

[ananya ྀི]

Friendship breakups suck.
I hope you feel better soon Eden <3

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Ananya ♡ wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Unknown wrote: "I don’t come here often nowadays right ?"

Yezzz 😤😤😤"

Yeah, I used to come here everyday as long as there’s some new messages.

Good tim..."

Thank you ananyaaaaa

[Aazra]

Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Both of us got really dark humor and we joke about death all the time and it's trig..."

Oh so the Cinna harms herself and posts it on social media? I don't you should blame yourself. If you've tried being for her and she refused, that's a choice she made and you can do nothing about it. I know it sucks. But you'll get through it. You shouldn't feel obliged to be there for her if she isn't doing the same for you.

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Ananya ♡ wrote: "Friendship breakups suck.
I hope you feel better soon Eden <3"

I know and u know what's worse? She's the only friend I have ksjdkskdjd all the ppl around me I just treat them as my neighbors, classmates irl moots but never friends

[ananya ྀི]

Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Both of us got really dark humor and we joke about death all the time and it's trig..."

So Cinna essentially romanticizes self-harm that's quite harmful to your friend.

[Aazra]

((I'm sorry I have to leave you rn, Eden. I have a consultation with the psychologist. I'll be back for you))

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Aazra (offline) wrote: "((I'm sorry I have to leave you rn, Eden. I have a consultation with the psychologist. I'll be back for you))"

Take your time bub! I am sorry if I vented, this might be triggering for some of u :(( it's just that I got no one to talk to

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Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Both of us got really dark humor and we joke about death all the time..."

Aazra you're making me cry :(( thank you for the kind words. And yes, I will get over with it and accept what's about to happen

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Ananya ♡ wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Both of us got really dark humor and we joke about death all the time..."

Yeah 😬

[Aazra]

Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "((I'm sorry I have to leave you rn, Eden. I have a consultation with the psychologist. I'll be back for you))"

Take your time bub! I am sorry if I vented, this might be tri..."

No no noo
Don't take it taht way
You were there for me that one time and now I'm here for you
I'm glad that you were ready to share stuff with me

[Aazra]

Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Both of us got really dark humor and we joke ..."

No problem dear <3
I'm jsut glad that I could be here for you♥️

[ananya ྀི]

Ghost wrote: "Ananya ♡ wrote: "Friendship breakups suck.
I hope you feel better soon Eden

I know and u know what's worse? She's the only friend I have ksjdkskdjd all the ppl around me I just treat them as my n..."

I get how you feel but try not to stress over it sm and take care it'll get better
We'll always be there for u <33

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Aazra (offline) wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Aazra (offline) wrote: "((I'm sorry I have to leave you rn, Eden. I have a consultation with the psychologist. I'll be back for you))"

Take your time bub! I am sorry if I vented, thi..."

We are each other's safe spaces :((<33

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Ananya ♡ wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Ananya ♡ wrote: "Friendship breakups suck.
I hope you feel better soon Eden

I know and u know what's worse? She's the only friend I have ksjdkskdjd all the ppl around me I just trea..."

Thank you ananya aaaa I actually felt better when I opened up. I was literally down earlier. Thank you so much ily all 😭😭

[ananya ྀི]

Ghost wrote: "Ananya ♡ wrote: "Ghost wrote: "Ananya ♡ wrote: "Friendship breakups suck.
I hope you feel better soon Eden

I know and u know what's worse? She's the only friend I have ksjdkskdjd all the ppl arou..."

Glad you feel a bit better
Ily too🥺❤❤