As Many Nows as I Can Get by Shana Youngdahl --> Starting October 1st, 2020

[Aly]

In one impulsive moment the summer before they leave for college, overachievers Scarlett and David plunge into an irresistible swirl of romance, particle physics, and questionable decisions. Told in non-linear, vivid first-person chapters, As Many Nows As I Can Get is the story of a grounded girl who's pulled into a lightning-strike romance with an electric-charged boy, and the enormity of the aftermath. Cerebral, accessible, bold, and unconventionally romantic, this is a powerful debut about grief, guilt, and reconciling who you think you need to be with the person you've been all along.

[Isabel]

Sooooo, I'm at 15% and I can't truly figure out what bugges me so freaking much right now: (view spoiler)[is it the fact that those teenagers, especially Darren and Scarlett talk as if they were constantly on science mode, or maybe these fucking confusing timelines? And what even is the actual plot of this book? Will it be just Scarlet telling us about her last high school year? I'm a major confused cookie! (hide spoiler)]

[Isabel]

48%: (view spoiler)[ David is batshit crazy. How the fuck did that boy get into those drug circles? No wonder he kicked the bucked, he was so deep in it.
But i also feel really fucking sorry for Scarlett, an unwanted teen pregnancy is like my biggest fear. (hide spoiler)]

[Isabel]

75% (view spoiler)[ i keep wondering if Scarlett is pregnant why on the trip with Mina, or if she did have an abortion overall... I don't think she will be having the child since she didn't actually touch on her plans (hide spoiler)]

[Isabel]

finished (view spoiler)[The book was lovely and the character and their emotions so raw, which made this such an incredible experience. I liked that Scarlett decided to be apart of her daughter's life after all, giving her the best possible experience. (hide spoiler)]