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Aug 01, 2020 08:03AM

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I sauntered vaguely leftwards for most of my life. I started out as a socdem, got interested in feminism and LGBT rights, shifted to demsoc, got interested in racial justice and (especially after moving to Canada for uni) indigenous rights, briefly shifted to a vaguely Trotskyist place... and then disability ruined my spouse and I's lives, in ways that left us outside most of the safety nets in society, too poor to qualify for most aid, unable to work, his school "wasn't able to accommodate his condition." (Miraculously, they could do everything he requested once everyone needed it due to Covid-19.)
And that pushed me right into anarchism. Reading the theory helped me sort out more precise ideology, but I was already an anarchist before I picked up any Kropotkin or Malatesta.
And that pushed me right into anarchism. Reading the theory helped me sort out more precise ideology, but I was already an anarchist before I picked up any Kropotkin or Malatesta.

I can probably thank Reagan for radicalizing me in part - I understood at a very young age that threatening nuclear war was madness. My home town was conservative, Christian - somehow I was instinctively rebelling against all of this. In the part of the US where I grew up, environmentalism is very important, and anti-war activity against the 1990 Gulf War also resonated with me. Again, I instinctively knew that nothing could be more awful and pointless than a war fought for rich men.
I was a misfit, enjoyed punk music and science fiction. I encountered Marxism in college. After gravitating to critical Marxism like the Frankfurt School, I discovered Castoriadis thanks to Habermas' essay on him. I considered myself a "libertarian socialist" for a long time. When I really started to dive into activism and direct action, almost everyone around me was an anarchist or a "left communist." Of course I was hyped by the Seattle WTO protest of 1999 but I didn't totally identify with the black bloc at that moment. But I found if you really wanted to do any direct action or militant protest, everyone around was an anarchist. So I decided I was too! Eventually I read some classic stuff like Malatesta and read accounts of Russian and American anarchists. It's a Beautiful Idea. I found that a lot of anarchists have a hard time living up to it - I'm still an anarchist though.
my honest to god political chronology:
open - dinosaur - pirate - ninja - environmentalist - identify with Native Americans - anti-racist - progressive Luthern - athiest - anti-christian - disgruntled teenager - skateboarder - Chomskyist - Bakunist - Anarcho-syndicalist - obsessed with crimethInc. - animal liberation and earth liberation - vegan - straight edge - anti-fascist - primitivist/anti-civ - post-left - anarchy over anarchism - situationist - insurrectionary anarchist - nihilist - nihilist communist - chaos freak - post-nihilist - insurrectionary anarchist - reading a lot of Marxist stuff - Left Communist - into the idea of animism and magic - Deleuzian - Tiqqunist - Walter Benjaminist - Agambenist - insurrectionary communist - primitive communist - lifestyle communist - commune-ist - likes autonomy - pretty posi - inhabitant - new dad affirming life - fuck 12
open - dinosaur - pirate - ninja - environmentalist - identify with Native Americans - anti-racist - progressive Luthern - athiest - anti-christian - disgruntled teenager - skateboarder - Chomskyist - Bakunist - Anarcho-syndicalist - obsessed with crimethInc. - animal liberation and earth liberation - vegan - straight edge - anti-fascist - primitivist/anti-civ - post-left - anarchy over anarchism - situationist - insurrectionary anarchist - nihilist - nihilist communist - chaos freak - post-nihilist - insurrectionary anarchist - reading a lot of Marxist stuff - Left Communist - into the idea of animism and magic - Deleuzian - Tiqqunist - Walter Benjaminist - Agambenist - insurrectionary communist - primitive communist - lifestyle communist - commune-ist - likes autonomy - pretty posi - inhabitant - new dad affirming life - fuck 12



I was introduced to the practice of anarchy through SF Bay Area hackerspaces: mainly Noisebridge. I dissent from some of the core practices of anarchist groups though, believing that specialization, and intentionally following specialists, is necessary for functional anarchism.

