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[Eden]

"Don't you?!" He signed. "I was beaten up. Kidnapped. Raped and thrown into the drug world." He turned to her. "You keep saying that I'm selfish for wanting to kill myself. But you're just as much. You keep telling me that you're trying to stop me from being weak but you're only breaking me down." He told her. "Suicide isn't selfish, whats selfish is keeping someone in a world that only causes them pain." Tears were streaming down his face now. He stormed to his room and slammed the door, accidentally jamming the lock.

[onceuponatimeareview]

She looked at him and then she walked away slowly. She was the cause for everything just like her aunt said. This was her fault like everything else was. Tears ran down her face. She walked over to the counter asking if she could check out. She had to find a way to make the pain stop in her heart. She didn't realize that making him only see her was selfish after every single person she had left her but she didn't take in count that he had it hard too. She wanted everything to go away and she wanted someone to be there for her but no one would ever be with her.

[Eden]

He stayed in his room contemplating. Then he picked up the pills he gathered, which were a lot for just a week or so. Then he swallowed them all, feeling like a selfish dick because he was. He hated himself and he would kill himself, even if this wouldn't work, as he swallowed pill after pill a nurse peaked from the window and struggled to get the door open when she saw the pile of pills on his bed but the door was jammed and wouldn't budge. She called out for help.

[onceuponatimeareview]

She wiped the tears off her face. Loud noises came as people rushed to the side of her. She ran that way as they were heading toward his bedroom. She wanted to know what the commotion was. "Whats wrong?" She asked the nurse.

[Eden]

"The door jammed when he slammed it and now he's trying to kill himself again in there," the nurse told her. Luke was taking the last pill but he passed out before he could just as someone kicked the door open.

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"Why would he do it" She asked

[Eden]

"Who knows? All I know is that he's been through a lot," she said with a sad smile.

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She couldn't help but feel it sad.

[Eden]

The immediately got him an ambulance and pumped the pills out of him. They managed to save him.

[onceuponatimeareview]

She felt like this was his fault. She felt like she did this. Maybe be would walk into her room and hold her.

[Eden]

When he woke up he was crying again because he didn't want to be here. Annabelle didn't care. He had no reason to live anymore. He pulled the IV off him and left the hospital entirely without anyone noticing.

[onceuponatimeareview]

Annabelle waited and waited for him to come back but nothing. It seemed like days. She walked to a nurse. "Excuse me where is my friend he went to the hospital but he never came back."

[Eden]

"He's gone missing," the nurse said as she jotted something down on a clip board.

[onceuponatimeareview]

"Oh so are they looking for him?" She asked.

[Eden]

"They're trying their best."

[onceuponatimeareview]

"Okay" She whispered

[Eden]

She smiled a bit.

[onceuponatimeareview]

"Will you guys find him." She said

[Eden]

"Let's hope so."

[onceuponatimeareview]

She looked at her and nodded feeling it's her fault. "It's my fault."

[Eden]

"Oh hun, no it isn't. People just have hard times," she said softly.

[onceuponatimeareview]

"It's all my fault he said I was the one who was breaking him"

[Eden]

She sighed softly and sat down, "please, talk to me." She said kindly.

[onceuponatimeareview]

"I told him not to talk to friends because they would still him like all the times before."

[Eden]

She nodded, she wasn't going to object or say anything, she just wanted her to talk for a bit.

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"I didn't want to lose the only person I have." She whispered

[Eden]

"Its alright to be scared," she said.

[onceuponatimeareview]

She nodded her head some. "But I thought he understood."

[onceuponatimeareview]

She nodded her head some. "But I thought he understood."

[Eden]

"Understood what?" She asked softly, gently taking her hand and rubbing it warmly.

[onceuponatimeareview]

"That I wanted him to myself." She said.

[Eden]

"Maybe he does, hun," she smiled at her warmly, "it's alright."

[onceuponatimeareview]

"No he doesn't he flipped out on me then said I was the one breaking him down then he went to in his room and overdosed." She whispered.

[Eden]

She looked at her worriedly, "just give it time, sweetie."

[onceuponatimeareview]

"Hes gone conviced that I hate him and don't want him any more." She said.

[Eden]

"Well, that means you'll have to try convincing him," she said softly, not wanting her to get mad or anything. She squeezed her hand gently, "you can talk to me anytime you need to. I'm here."

[onceuponatimeareview]

"But everything was going well until he his friends showed up." She whispered. "They were trying to steal him from me."

[Eden]

"And what makes you think that?" She asked softly.

[onceuponatimeareview]

"Thats what they always do."

[Eden]

"Did that happen before? Are you talking from personal experience?" She asked softly.

[onceuponatimeareview]

"Yes that's what always happen and he blamed me for everything like everyone else." She said.

[Eden]

"I thought he has bipolar disorder? Maybe that's to blame,"

[onceuponatimeareview]

"He told me he had border line multiple personality disorder"

[Eden]

"Maybe he meant bipolar," she said, flipping through her clipboard. "It says bipolar and depression." She said.

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"Thats not what he told me" She whispered. "So he lied to me."

[Eden]

"A lot of people think BPD stands for Bipolar disorder," she said.

[onceuponatimeareview]

"Or maybe he just flat out lied to me not wanting to say the truth to me." She said.

[Eden]

"I don't know, honey, i've honestly never talked to him other than a few words," she said kindly.

[onceuponatimeareview]

She nodded her head. "I'm going to go to my room"

[Eden]

"Okay," she offered a warm, welcoming smile