ABANDONED. Book where woman gets raped and man commits suicide

[Thalia A]

Okay so the woman and man are in a sort-of relationship and struggling to come to terms with their feelings, and then the woman gets raped and shot by someone so then she feels "unclean" and doesn't allow herself to get close to the man she loves/loved before, and he can't take it because she was the only thing that made his life happy so he kills himself

[Lobstergirl, au gratin]

Thalia has left the group. Moving to Abandoned.