At the end of the day we are all alone

[RykerTyler]

It's extremely hard to put your feelings into words but I have nothing to lose by trying. Loneliness is always going to be part of our lives because the circumstances won't change much even though we rely on human contact to help us heal. But... doesn't matter if you have kids or friends or family or pets because that strange feeling is always gonna be there that gives us negative thoughts no matter where we are. We could be surrounded by people and still worry about stuff like - why nobody understands me or takes me more seriously? Why am I not prettier or smarter? Is it just me who feels left out? What am I even doing here? I just wanna go home and curl up into a ball... these discouraging voices never shut up. So what can we do about it? Absolutely nothing. We have to accept them because we created them with the help of those who made us feel that way. At the end of the day we all just lonely creatures who go to bed alone thinking of all the possible scenarios that could make us stop feeling so alone without ever achieving it fully. Then we wake up to force ourselves doing what normal people are doing while fighting those evil voices in our heads but we just have to hide the struggle, put on a fake smile and keep going to please the others around us because we are desperate to feel part of the human world that makes us so unhappy yet for some strange reason we need it to make us escape our true feelings. I am terrible at expressing myself because I was always interrupted by others whenever I wanted to say something meaningful or important but I hope I made you guys understand that loneliness is something we just have to put up with no matter how painful it can be because that's life. At the end of the day we can only trust and rely on ourselves and nobody else. Thank you for reading! Good night

[mutt]

good night