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Jan 05, 2015 05:20PM
"Should I leave you alone?"
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She caught his hand and smiled. "Okay."
"Tell me what the doctor said. About your body's state." She said.
"I can tell him to go to the play room." She whispered so their son wouldn't hear.
"Hey sweetheart," she looked at Brandon, touching his face. "Why don't you go play in the playroom? I bet some other kids are there. The nurses will look after you." She smiled.
"Spill." She said once he was gone.
She started to cry but smiled sadly. "It's okay baby. I still love you. We can get you a wheelchair."
She sniffed and wiped her nose. "I have something to tell you to. But I don't know if I should right now."
She squeezed his hand and took a deep breath. "I'm pregnant."
"My period is late." She shrugged. "I don't know officially but I just have a feeling."
"Babe, there was that one time after that holiday party....we were both drunk. Remember?"
"It was a fun night." She laughed lightly.
She laughed, throwing her head back. "Then you fucked me on the table." She giggled.
She shook her head, laughing. "I can't believe us."
"But we should have done that same thing sober." She smirked.
She then frowned. "You don't want me to be pregnant." She said not in a questionable tone.
"But we can have sex Jason. You don't need your legs." She said. "There are ways. Unless you penis is completely useless. Please tell me it isn't." She frowned.
"So you can't feel it at all?" She murmured.
"That's okay." She sighed. "We don't need sex to be happy."
"I love you." She kissed his lips.
((Yeah, but he shouldn't find out. Do you want to skip a bit?))
((Okay. How many years? And are you okay with being melody when she finds out?))
((Yes))Two years later, Kaya just arrived home from dropping Jason off at therapy. He was permanently in a wheel chair. Kaya also found out she wasn't pregnant those years ago, which made her sad but she got over it. She walked in her house, knowing Jeff was watching the children. They have become good friends. The twins were now 8 and Brandon was 5. Kaya was 28.
"Really? You didn't have to do that. Thanks." She smiled and stepped in her house, picking up Brandon and kissing his head, then put him back down.
"Really? Show me!" She smiled and hung up her coat.
"Wow! That's great hon." She smiled. "Now that's all I'm going to hear." She said to Jeff with a smirk.
"Don't even think about it." She poked him playfully and walked into the kitchen, putting her purse on the table. She sighed and rolled her stiff shoulders.
She nodded slowly. "Yeah. Just stressed I guess." She forced a smile and rubbed the back of her neck.
"Yeah right." She smirked and sat on the kitchen chair.
"Alright then." She shrugged and relaxed in her seat.
She closed her eyes and sighed with relief.
"That feels marvellous." She moaned softly.
She leaned forward to give him access to her back.
She sat up straight, biting her lip. "Sit." She touched the chair at the head of the table.
"I need some advice." She said, holding her arms on the table.
"Well, you know Jason and I are having problems with our relationship." She sighed.
"How to make him happy, I guess. You know...sexually." She shrugged.
"But that's the problem. He can't get hard." She frowned. They were close enough to have conversations like this.
"I know....I just can't help but feel like it's me. Is there something wrong with me? I mean yeah I had three kids but I still have the body from our wedding day. I'm also not even thirty yet. I've tried everything. But he never seems interested. It's hard on me to." She looked away.
She listened and nodded. "I just wish things were different, you know?"
"Don't. We've had this conversation before Jeff. It's not your fault. It was an accident." She took his hand and squeezed.
"I know....but it happened and all we can do is deal with it. At least you can go off and have sex. And some fun." She teased, poking his chest.
"A waste?" She raised an eyebrow.((He should make the first move.))
