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Jul 17, 2016 08:29PM
He stood there in shock and stared at her. "Wait what?! Why? How are you not what I'm looking for?"
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"Because you want children and I can't give them to you." She started to cry.
"Just because you don't want kids doesn't mean I do t want to be with you." He told her.
"No, Brandon." She sniffled. "I want kids. So badly. But I can't have them." She shook her head.
"…Oh…" He grabbed her and hugged her tightly. "I'm sorry."
She hugged him tightly. "I'm sorry for lying but it was easier to just say no." She cried. "I can't give you what you want. I can't even give myself what I want."
"I know. It's okay. How long have you known?" He asked her. He rubbed her back.
"About a year before I met you." She sniffled, calming down a little. "I was with someone at the time and I noticed my period was late so I thought I was pregnant. I went to the doctor to get checked out officially and she said I wasn't. I was relieved since I was was only a college freshmen, but a few days later she called me back in after looking deeper into my tests and found out I couldn't conceive,"
"Oh wow. Is there a reason you can't? Like dos anything happen to make you infertile?" He asked.
She nodded. "I have PCOS. Which stands for Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. It's a hormone disorder the reduces the ovaries' ability to release eggs." She said.
He nodded. "So you can never have kids? Is there even a chance that you can have any?"
"I'm on medication for it." She said, then shrugged. "It's a very slim chance. Now you know why I don't get mad when you don't have a condom on you or when you run out."
"I thought you were just kind of kinky." He smiled slightly. "When we are both ready I would like to try. If you want to."
"If I could get pregnant I probably already would be by now." She shook her head.
"Okay." He kissed her head. "I love you. I want you to know that."
"You still want to be with me?" She wiped her eyes.
"Why wouldn't I? I'm not going to leave you because we can't have kids. We could always adopt." He smiled.
"We don't need to talk about kids anymore for now okay?" She sniffled.
"Okay." He walked over and sat on the bed with her. "Let's sleep."
"It's early," she said. "Take a bath with me." She held out her hand.
He took her hand. "I'd never refuse that." He went with her.
She smiled shyly and led him into the bathroom, towards the large tub.
He turned the water on and started to undress.
Jess turned to the mirror and opened up her toiletry bag. She took out a bottle of pills, opened it up and popped it into her mouth.
He plugged the drain and waited for the water to fill.
She then undressed, letting her clothes fall to the floor. She tied her hair up into a messy bun.
He looked over at her and kissed her shoulder. "I get an amazing feeling every time I see you."
"That's called sexual attraction babe." She laughed.
"Maybe, but it's more than that. Like I just want to with stare at you or hold you." He stopped the water and slowly got in.
"That's love." She blushed. She got in also.
She laughed and sat down in the water. "I'm sorry for mentioning a break up. I don't want to leave you. I just thought it would be easier."
"You don't have to apologise." He told her. "I know what you mean."
"I love you." She climbed onto his lap.
He put his arms around her. "I love you too."
She cupped his face in her hands and kissed him.
He kissed her deeply and rubbed her back gently.
He gripped his shoulders and kisses her back.
"I love you so much Jess." He muttered against her lips.
He smiled and pulled her against him. He kissed her again and pushed his tongue against her lips.
She opened her mouth to him and wrapped her arms around his neck.((Skip or))
((If you want to))He moved his hands down to her hips did moaned against her lips.
He stretched she put his arm around her. "Hey. Guess what?"
"I love you." He kissed her head. He turned the TV on and opened the movies.
((Yay you're back!))"I love you to." She smiled. She cuddled up to him and looked at the tv.
