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Feb 02, 2015 03:45AM
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*light giggles*
*closes eyes*
*closes eyes*
*giggles*
*sleepily wipes up your drool*
*sleepily wipes up your drool*
Alone in a room full of people.
Do you ever feel so insecure that you may throw up?
What are you feeling insecure about?
Everything.
My appearence
my grades
my personality
just effing everything and I keep crying and no one wants to talk to someone who's crying and...ksnflkdsnfdkfd
My appearence
my grades
my personality
just effing everything and I keep crying and no one wants to talk to someone who's crying and...ksnflkdsnfdkfd
I literally got a 10% on a test.
whatever I knew I was stupid.
It's just a grade, that doesn't define who you are.
All people are insecure about their appearance and some people try to change themselves to make other people happy, but before you can do that you make yourself happy. You have to learn to accept things before you can move on.
All people are insecure about their appearance and some people try to change themselves to make other people happy, but before you can do that you make yourself happy. You have to learn to accept things before you can move on.
And crying is okay as thats a way to let our emotions out. I... uhh.. when I cry I think it's a way that I'm releasing all the bad stuff through my tears..? I don't know thats just me >.>
It's the test I fell asleep on. Oh well.
Yeah..but I just feel so effing ugly with tears streaming down my face and at this age no one wants to comfort one another they just think you should leave them alone. And all these people just stare at me and when I'm not crying I'm nervous so I ramble and be really awkward and don't make sense so they just look at me and look at me like I'm insane and i just feel so stupid so I just like look away and tears start falling again so you know then they think I'm weird for crying but I can't help it.
(gah that was long and not even a real sentence. I'm sorry)
Yeah..but I just feel so effing ugly with tears streaming down my face and at this age no one wants to comfort one another they just think you should leave them alone. And all these people just stare at me and when I'm not crying I'm nervous so I ramble and be really awkward and don't make sense so they just look at me and look at me like I'm insane and i just feel so stupid so I just like look away and tears start falling again so you know then they think I'm weird for crying but I can't help it.
(gah that was long and not even a real sentence. I'm sorry)
I flunked my test too ._. on purpose because I wrote a letter on my test paper instead of solving maths equations and then my paper was sent to the head and my parents... >.>
I get really nervous too and I'm awkward as well. People like us we don't have very good people skills but that makes us US. Sure we may not be as confident as others but one day maybe we can be? You never know. Maybe you should tell someone how you feel (someone on the outernet) so they can give you a real hug.
I get really nervous too and I'm awkward as well. People like us we don't have very good people skills but that makes us US. Sure we may not be as confident as others but one day maybe we can be? You never know. Maybe you should tell someone how you feel (someone on the outernet) so they can give you a real hug.
What kind of letter...if you don't mind me asking.
And Yeah...I don't know. Hopefully I'll get over it.
Anytime I try to talk to someone (the only person I have right now would be my dad) they say I'm being dumb and that things like that aren't real so I should stop being upset about things like insecurity because who cares but I care.
And Yeah...I don't know. Hopefully I'll get over it.
Anytime I try to talk to someone (the only person I have right now would be my dad) they say I'm being dumb and that things like that aren't real so I should stop being upset about things like insecurity because who cares but I care.
It was a spur of the moment thing. I kind of had a mental breakdown in the middle of the test and maths isn't exactly my strongest subject so I wrote on my test paper how... I know that school and education is important for us but could the teachers go a little easier on us? I mean it's not like we drag ourselves out of bed everyday with suicidal thoughts in our heads to face bullies and school and stress when we could have ended our life the night before...
^ yah... I think that bit got me the big fat F.
Time is supposed to be there for us to "get over things" but life is too short. Before you know it you'll be all grown up with other problems to worry about. And the problem in the world is that there are not enough people in the world who actually listen. Which is unfortunate. But when you find one you have to hold onto them. Is GR helping you in any way?
^ yah... I think that bit got me the big fat F.
Time is supposed to be there for us to "get over things" but life is too short. Before you know it you'll be all grown up with other problems to worry about. And the problem in the world is that there are not enough people in the world who actually listen. Which is unfortunate. But when you find one you have to hold onto them. Is GR helping you in any way?
Oh...well that's kind of cool actually, I wish I would have done something like that. Throw it back at them and let them know how it feels these days.
Yeah..I know. Everyone is so obsessed with themselves like seriously everyone. Goodreads is sort of helping sometimes it's stupidly distracting though.
Yeah..I know. Everyone is so obsessed with themselves like seriously everyone. Goodreads is sort of helping sometimes it's stupidly distracting though.
Nah it was stupid lol I got put on report... again ._.
Well we are all humans, can't expect much...
Yah I know right, I should be doing my essay but instead I'm talking to you >:)
Well we are all humans, can't expect much...
Yah I know right, I should be doing my essay but instead I'm talking to you >:)
Darn. That's stupid. :/
Yeah...>.<
Awww thank you ;)
I love talking to you.
Yeah...>.<
Awww thank you ;)
I love talking to you.
Aww <3
You're sweet.
Thank you.
You're sweet.
Thank you.
I feel like I'm only ever sort of good at relationship advice.
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