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message 5651:
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Jan 01, 2015 06:09AM
Stop......it. Was. My. Choice.
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But....I should have been able it stop you.
I'm sorry I'm an idiot. I'm so effing stupid. I'm surprised you're still talking to me. I'm sooo sorry.
I'm sorry I'm an idiot. I'm so effing stupid. I'm surprised you're still talking to me. I'm sooo sorry.
No, it's not your job to stop me. It's my choice and it's my fault that you're sad and feeling like this
No. Stop blaming yourself for my feelings. They're my fault not yours.
I can't believe you did though..I'm stupid.
I can't believe you did though..I'm stupid.
No I'm stupid, not you. You told me to stop
You put the decision on me and I effing failed.
I'm. Sorry.
I'm. Sorry.
I didn't mean to do that..... I apologize
I'm an idiot. If I hadn't done anything we'd be fine now.
Okay
It's not either of your faults. Clara cut so what? That's all in the past now. It's a new year and let's start it with smiles instead of tears. Allie you didn't do anything wrong. This is no one's fault. It's all in the past. Now all of you shut up and look forward to the new year.
It's not either of your faults. Clara cut so what? That's all in the past now. It's a new year and let's start it with smiles instead of tears. Allie you didn't do anything wrong. This is no one's fault. It's all in the past. Now all of you shut up and look forward to the new year.
I'm sorry Clara. I'm sooo sorry.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm sorryyyyyy
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm sorryyyyyy
Wαη∂єяєя wrote: "Okay
It's not either of your faults. Clara cut so what? That's all in the past now. It's a new year and let's start it with smiles instead of tears. Allie you didn't do anything wrong. This is no ..."
:( please don't tell me to shut up.
It's not either of your faults. Clara cut so what? That's all in the past now. It's a new year and let's start it with smiles instead of tears. Allie you didn't do anything wrong. This is no ..."
:( please don't tell me to shut up.
It's fine. And I can't let it go. I'll stop talking about it but.....that's it.
I apologize too. Can we stop arguing please?
I hate this house
I hate it. I hate it.
I hate it. I hate it.
Allie its not ur fault.
It's mine right?
It's mine right?
I want to go back to sleep and froglet everything everyone and just wake up to world that's pitch black and meaningless and where I can't do anything wrong.
FallenAngel wrote: "Allie its not ur fault.
It's mine right?"
No you're not even part of it.
She asked me if it was okay and I didn't stop her.
It's my fault it will always be my fault. And now she hates me but she'll never admit it.
It's mine right?"
No you're not even part of it.
She asked me if it was okay and I didn't stop her.
It's my fault it will always be my fault. And now she hates me but she'll never admit it.
This all happened last year -.-
I don't care when it happened this is never going to leave me.
You didn't do anything wrong....I love you and you wound never hurt me
ἀℓℓἱℯ (Zeus) (Ariel) (Scar) (Astrid) wrote: "FallenAngel wrote: "Allie its not ur fault.
It's mine right?"
No you're not even part of it.
She asked me if it was okay and I didn't stop her.
It's my fault it will always be my fault. And no..."
Allie no one hates you. Youre the sweetest girl I've ever met. And Clara loves u more than anyone. No one hates you.
It's mine right?"
No you're not even part of it.
She asked me if it was okay and I didn't stop her.
It's my fault it will always be my fault. And no..."
Allie no one hates you. Youre the sweetest girl I've ever met. And Clara loves u more than anyone. No one hates you.
But I did. It's my fault it's my fault it's my fault
I di everything wrong I'm sorry. I messed up everything.
I di everything wrong I'm sorry. I messed up everything.
FallenAngel wrote: "ἀℓℓἱℯ (Zeus) (Ariel) (Scar) (Astrid) wrote: "FallenAngel wrote: "Allie its not ur fault.
It's mine right?"
No you're not even part of it.
She asked me if it was okay and I didn't stop her.
It'..."
No I'm not. I. Failed. Her.
It's mine right?"
No you're not even part of it.
She asked me if it was okay and I didn't stop her.
It'..."
No I'm not. I. Failed. Her.
Nonononono it was me, remember?
Why Weren't You There? wrote: "I can't ever hate you!"
It's okay if you do I'd understand.
It's okay if you do I'd understand.
If you focus on all of this, you'll never get anywhere in life. I'm sorry if this sounds mean but you have to let go in order to move forward.
ἀℓℓἱℯ (Zeus) (Ariel) (Scar) (Astrid) wrote: "But I did. It's my fault it's my fault it's my fault
I di everything wrong I'm sorry. I messed up everything."
I blame myself for stuff all the time. But if u sit there and just keep thinking its my fault. Its not going to change anything. Even if it was your fault. Which it isn't. Clara forgives you. So move on. Forgive yourself. Forget about it. Its Ok.
I di everything wrong I'm sorry. I messed up everything."
I blame myself for stuff all the time. But if u sit there and just keep thinking its my fault. Its not going to change anything. Even if it was your fault. Which it isn't. Clara forgives you. So move on. Forgive yourself. Forget about it. Its Ok.
Allie please, I love you!!!! I wouldn't ever hate you and if I did I would tell you
Wαη∂єяєя wrote: "If you focus on all of this, you'll never get anywhere in life. I'm sorry if this sounds mean but you have to let go in order to move forward."
What if i don't want to.
What if i don't want to.
Wαη∂єяєя wrote: "If you focus on all of this, you'll never get anywhere in life. I'm sorry if this sounds mean but you have to let go in order to move forward."
Agreed.
Agreed.
Why Weren't You There? wrote: "Allie please, I love you!!!! I wouldn't ever hate you and if I did I would tell you"
This is true. But she doesn't.
This is true. But she doesn't.
I'm sorry. Clara.
I'm sooo incredibly sorry.
What kind of mark did you make maybe I Should do the same.
I'm sooo incredibly sorry.
What kind of mark did you make maybe I Should do the same.
You could make an effort. It's annoyed the hell outta me when Rumpel said she wouldn't.
ἀℓℓἱℯ (Zeus) (Ariel) (Scar) (Astrid) wrote: "I'm sorry. Clara.
I'm sooo incredibly sorry.
What kind of mark did you make maybe I Should do the same."
That will not help anything.
I'm sooo incredibly sorry.
What kind of mark did you make maybe I Should do the same."
That will not help anything.
Don't do that it'd just make me feel worse!0
Wαη∂єяєя wrote: "You could make an effort. It's annoyed the hell outta me when Rumpel said she wouldn't."
I'll try. But as I said this will never leave me.
I feel like I hurt her and it's killing me.
I'll try. But as I said this will never leave me.
I feel like I hurt her and it's killing me.
You didn't hurt me, I promise..... It just hurts me that I hurt you and that you feel like this
We will hurt a lot of people in our lifetime. But you have to learn to deal with it, forgive, forget and move on.
Why Weren't You There? wrote: "Don't do that it'd just make me feel worse!0"
I don't think I could. I'd have to ask someone to do it for me.
I'm sorry.
I don't think I could. I'd have to ask someone to do it for me.
I'm sorry.
