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Jan 10, 2015 08:19AM
Junior could see movement but he couldn't tell what it was. He felt arms on his and they tugged him up, guiding him forward to Amber. Jay knew they were his dad's hands guiding him so he let him and hugged Amber when he got to her.
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"I can. Just not well." He says against her cheek. Jay didn't know if it would get better, he hoped so.
"it's bit your fault." He said softly. "It could of happened to anyone at anytime."
Junior held her close, needing to feel her so he knew it was really her. "i love you."Kellin smiled although inside he was breaking. The small cracks widening.
Junior ran his hand through her hair trying to keep her calm. "I'm here. I won't leave."
((yeah. His eye sight gets better slowly or do you think it should stay the same.))
"I'm here." He answered her. His eye sight was a bit better, just a little blurry. Occasionally he had a day where is was worse than others. "It's okay, I'm here."
Junior stayed with Amber, keeping himself calm as she gave birth. He could tell something was wrong as the doctor spoke to each other. "what's wrong?" It hurt not being able to see his own daughter properly.
Junior gulped at the words. His daughter couldn't see him either. He reached out to stroke their daughters head before doing the same to Amber.
Junior moved slowly and stopped when his cheek brushed Ambers. "Is her hair red, like yours?" he couldn't tell if it was or if it was the light.
He turned and kissed Ambers cheek. "But she is beautiful like you." Junior knew she had to be.
"huh?" Junior couldn't think as he ran his thumb over his baby girls face, feeling the soft curves. "Roxanne, Rosy for short." He smiled, "I can see her being a cheeky little madam growing up." He chuckled lightly.
"Are you okay with that?" He asked kissing her cheek.
Junior smiled and wrapped his arm around both his girls. "i love you both."
Junior listened to the doctor and gave them a smile before kissing ambers cheek. He heard footsteps of people coming in and heard his grampa say who was here making him smile.
Junior turned and hugged his grandma, and kissed her cheek. "Of course she would, she has Amber as a mother."
Junior nodded and kissed her cheek once more, "thanks grandma."
Matt stared wide eyed. He knew it was coming but it didn't make it any easier. Following her out he saw Kellin watching and he shook his head, telling him not to follow.Junior looked terrified as he held the baby, but when it made no sounds apart from little snores he smiled.
Matt moved close to hold her in his arms. He didn't know how he would survive without her, but what he did know was that he would be there with her as she left.Junior smiled proudly as he stroked her cheek. "Roxanne."
Matt didn't say anything as he nodded and helped her to the car. Luckily he could still drive, his eyes doing fine.Junior was oblivious to what was happening to his grandma and Kellin wanted to keep it that way for now. It would only upset him to where he would storm off. Kellin was unsure on how bad he would get finding out someone had died. It hadn't happened yet.
Matt pulled up outside their house and helped her in. "I'll be here with you."Junior rocked her up and down lightly to calm her down, a smile on his face the whole time.
Matt nodded and followed her. He kept close in case she need help.Junior lay his head on Amber's as he brought Roxy closer to them both.
Kellin said bye to them both before shifting everyone out. "Come on, let them have some space."
Kellin chuckled as he shooed the kids out of the room, "Behave guys."Junior kept his smile, for Roxy's sake, but really he would give his own eyes for his daughter, so she could see the world. Maybe not the best eye-sight, but something. Colour.
"Stop saying sorry." he said and kissed her forehead, it felt like her forehead, and smiled at Amber. "It's nobodies fault. It just means Roxy will need some extra help, the way i did, maybe a little more and differently."
Junior bit his teeth together, slowly so he knew he would catch her fingers, to make a noise for her. ((Yeah. His eyes are blurry just now, but within the next month or two he can see clearly again.))
((Skip a few months? Or do you have something planned for now?))
Junior held Roxy tightly, not too much knowing she was still small and delicate, but enough to let her know he was there. Hearing movement he opened his eyes. Colour and outlines came into his vision and he smiled, His eyes sight had been back for around a month now, but it hurt knowing his was back and Roxy would never be able to see.
"What are you up to little Miss's." He chuckled and tickles her sides before looking to Amber, "what time do you finish?"
Junior smiled, "okay. I'll start dinner when you come in." He rested his head against Roxy's and kissed her nose.
Junior smiled as she left and lifted Roxy up above him. "Time for breakfast, cheeky." he chuckled and got up to change her first.Matt opened his eyes and knew instantly Haylee was know longer with him. He sat there watching her lifeless body as a tear slipped down his cheek.
Junior continued to make her giggle as he carried her to her changing matt. He changed and cleaned her before going down stairs and heating some milk for her.After spending a few peaceful minutes with her by himself, Matt phoned the hospital then Kellin. Although their kids were the same age, Kellin was like the oldest. "Your mother's past. I need to phone your brothers and sisters." he didn't wait before hanging up and calling Rose.
Junior chuckled and tickles her sides, "little foxy Roxy."
"yes" he whispers down the phone, the tears starting heavily
Junior smiled at the thought of Roxy and Haylee being so alike.Matt nodded although rose couldn't see. "okay."
Junior was happy and laughing. "your mum is going to kill me for that being your first word."Magnus sat up on the sofa from ssleeping and reached for his phone, "hello?" something didn't feel right.
Junior chuckled again and helped her with the warm milk to drink it.Magnus became tense. " She what?" he knew it was coming, but it was still impossible to believe "Mum, no she couldn't have." He felt tears burn his eyes as they came down.
Junior moved to the living room with Roxy as she drank the milk. He turned the tv on and switched it to the baby channel.Magnus choked as the tears spilled down his face. He wanted to scream and hit something. He wanted his mother back.
Kellin looked to Sam, " come with me whilst I tell Junior." He said worriedly. "i want to to take care of Roxy whilst I tell him I think he'll kick off."Magnus ended the phone call and held onto Brett. "my mum." He choked. "she's gone."
Kellin drove them to Juniors house and simply walked in, Jay didn't mind. He seen him holding Roxy and smiled slightly."Dad." Junior said when he saw him walk in. "what are you doing here."
Junior flushed a little, "im not that smart." He whispered then looked to his dad. He could see it I'm the man's face that something had happened.Kellin sighed softly, "can I speak to you in the kitchen, Sam will take care of Roxy." He moved away seeing Jay give the baby to Sam.
Kellin took Junior to the kitchen and closed the door. " Junior I need to to be calm okay." He said watching closely. "your grandmother passed in her sleep."Junior stood in silence as he watched his dad. "she what?"
"She isn't." He said angrily oblivious to Roxy being there. "She couldn't leave me. Why did she?" his fist hit the wall to his right as hit bit his lip.Kellin placed his hands on his shoulders, "My mother was old, it was her time. She wouldn't want you getting angr-" he stopped when he saw Roxy in the corner of his eye.
Junior froze when he felt something on his leg. Looking down he saw Roxy, "What are you doing in here?" he said lifting her up into his arms.
He ran his hand through her hair and he kissed her head. "That's right. Daddy."
Junior didn't care about the spit as he laughed and kissed her head again. He looked up to Sam, "Thanks you."
Junior cradled her in his arms and gently rubbed her head. " Eh, Sam. What do I do?" he asked unsure.
