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Methlab and Nixon.
Junior nodded, his eyes moving to her lips. "Eh, I-" he didn't know how to say it, "C-can I kiss you?"Oliver pulled up outside the house and jumped out, heading up to unlock the door.
Junior swallowed before moving forward and taking her lips softly. After a few seconds his hand moved to the back of her neck, keeping her close.Inside Oliver kicked the door shut as his lips came down on Lillian's, "Bedroom."
((Pm or skip?))His hands travelled down her back and rested on her waist before he pulled back. "I've n-never been in a relationship." Junior blurted out then flushed.
Junior smiled lightly, "Should we," he pointed to the restaurant, get something to eat?"
"Are we allowed back here?" Junior asked as he looked around. It was a nice place, maybe too nice for his bland tastes. He should have said something before now about not eating fancy foods.
Junior smiled widely, "No thats fine. I can't eat food with too much taste." he chuckled. I'm probably to creepy for her. Crazy. Stop it. ((He doesn't talk out loud anymore, instead he has little wars with his mind. Only when he gets too stressed or worried does he speak out loud like when he was younger.))
Junior smiled at that. "I'm glad you did, because I probably wouldn't have." he says then froze, "Not that I don't like you I just... don't talk to people much."
((Hey sorry I was really tired last night and have been out all day today :( ))Junior started picking at his fries. "I don't really know." he says as he smiles at their joined hands, "Something with writing. I work at the dog kennels just now though."
"I love dogs, my husky, Wolfe, he passed away not too long ago, but he saved me." Junior remembered two years ago throwing a huge tantrum when Wolfe passed. He was throwing chairs and punching walls. It took his dad, Oliver and Magnus to pin him down to calm him. "Oh, that sound good... but difficult."
Junior could see and understood her facial expression, "Old age. He collapsed and passed when he was with my dad." He bit his lip, looking at her. "You know how it feels, don't you?"
Junior smiled at the idea. "I think after a while we could." He didn't want to rush things, mainly he didn't want to learn to love Amber then her no being able to cope with his off days. "I like the idea."
Junior took the number with a small smile. "I'd like that." he says softly looking into her eyes. "I should get back home."
Junior went pale as thoughts of them to doing things entered his head, "Er... I er don't know." he said honestly. Did she want something from him? What would his parents think? I'm twenty-one! Still a child mentally. He shook his head trying to shake the voice away.
Junior was shocked that he was so easy to read, but nodded. "I can go to my parents house." he flushed at that, "I mean, like. I just." Jay looked up at her. "I always need someone with me, in case I. Eh go off in one of my, er." he didn't know how to tell her.
"You don't mind." he says with a shocked look, "I can be a handful sometimes."
"You don't mind." he says with a shocked look, "I can be a handful sometimes."
Junior looked down at what she said. "My uncle abused me." he said without thinking and flushed. Physically, mentally and ...sexually." he whispered the last part. "Soon after I was diagnosed with a mild case of schizophrenia." Looking up Junior noticed the scar. "Did the person who abused you do that?" he asked.
Junior put his other hand on top of both of theirs. "I haven't spoke to anyone about it. People know, but I haven't properly spoke about it." His blue-green eyes never left her's.
Junior bit his lip and nodded. "y-yeah." hee whispered and squeezed her hand softly.
"I'd love a pillow fight." He said not getting the idea that it was a joke until he once again remembered how old he was. "You were joking weren't you?" Junior asked slightly flushed at having to ask.
Junior smiled and his mouth opened, "You haven't been to disney world?" he asked completely shocked. "I'm going to take you one day."((He could take her there on Valentines day, in like five months or something, but she doesn't know :3))
Junior smiled and pulled her into a hug thinking she needed one. As he pulled back a little he moved and took her lips gently with his own. "S-sorry" he said pulling back again. He hated not knowing what to do.
Junior's eyes widened at her words. How could she love him that quick? Jay shook a little, Should I say it back? Or wait? But what if she hates me? Deep down another voice contradicted his thinking, trying to drag him down.((Its okay, I'll be out tonight, will need to start getting ready soon.))
Junior rested his head on her shoulder, sighing softly. "Can we just go back and have the pillow fight?" he chuckles trying to push everything away.
((Back. Never got home until 6am ahaha))He slid into the passenger side and pulled the seatbelt on. Junior had taken driving lessons, but after the second he got too stressed and was through tantrums everyday. "You found driving easy?" he asked.
Junior nodded and looked out the window. He hated driving. There were too many things to remember and to do all at once.
Junior froze looking between the truck and Amber. "What's going on?" he asked worriedly.
Junior ran after her to see a taller guy choke her and through her down. Something snapped inside him. Voices in his head were screaming in anger as he clenched his jaw. His eyes glanced at Amber before moving to the guy again.
Junior growled they way he did as a young child and jumped onto his back, biting his shoulder before shouting. "Get off her!"
Junior saw red as he rugby tackled the taller guy but grunted as he ended up under him.
Junior couldn't hear her as he focused on his breathing. It was sharp and fast, but slowing. He had learned to calm himself, but he was still shocked at the anger inside himself.
Junior sat up slowly wincing at the pain in his back and the sting on his side and neck. "A-are you okay?" he asked, his voice rough.
He rubs the side of his neck where it stung, "It's not your fault." Junior pulls his hand away a turned pale when he saw the blood. His eyes lowered to his side, where it also stung, and widened when he seen the blood and the shard of glass in his side.
His breathing was controlled but he didn't know how long for. "A-Amber." he panted out. "P-phone my dad. I n-need my dad." Junior reached for the phone in his pocket. "pl-please."
Kellin answered his phone, smiling when he saw Juniors name. "Hey budd-" He stopped listening to the girl on the other end. "I'm on my way there." He turned to Sam, "It's Junior."Junior tried to keep his breathing under control as he seen Amber struggle. "Its okay." he said with his voice rough, "I'll be fine. I've had worse."
Kellin was in the car as he headed in that direction. It wasn't too far. Why isn't Lillian there? Finally he pulled up outside the house and ran in the, already open, door. "Junio-" he stopped seeing them both in blood. "Oh, god Jay?" he sat next to him and looked to Amber, "What about you?"
"It's okay." he pulled her close to him. "It's going to be okay. Have you phoned an ambulance?" Kellin needed her to be calm but he needed to know if help was coming.
Kellin moved to get the purse before coming back and giving her the inhaler. Junior held his side as his eyes stared drowsily at them both. You're going to die. She's going to be better without you. They all will be He gave in to the voices, closing his eyes.
The ambulance pulled up at the point and Kellin pulled him into his arms, "Come on Jay. We both know you'll make it." he had to stay calm for both of them.((Skip to when he wakes up? He has been sleeping for a few days. Who will all be there?))
((Okay, but she has Kellin number and calls him at some point.))Junior could hear a voice, not the one in his head. It was calming and pure making him open his eyes. They opened and closed a few times as he took in Amber holding his hand.
Junior watched her and lifted a shaky hand to her cheek. "D-don't go." he said, his voice husky with sleep. "I r-really like you."
Junior, despite sleeping for a few days, was still tired. "W-what time is it?" he asked with his eyes resting closed. He wanted to say it back, but he never would, not until she had seen all sides of him.
Junior's eyes opened "What happened to the eleventh and twelfth?" he sounded like a child and shook his head, "Was I dead or something?"
"O-okay" he smiles at her as his eyes roll closed. "Were you here the whole time?"
((Sorry have had a stressful day... Yes that sounds good.))Junior sat next to Amber in her small house, now fully back to normal after her dad's attack. His arm was around her as he felt a wave of calm nestle inside him.
((I won't be on much over the xmas break. I will be at the caravan where my reception is utterly rubbish, but I will try. When I can I will reply, but I might not get around everyone. Just know that I'm not ignoring you.))
Hearing some one come in, probably Amber's brother, he looked up. Amber had told him he was coming. Juniors eyes widened at the man in front of him. It wasn't possible.
Junior had images of what Derrick had done to him in the past flashed in his mind and that word made him scream as he clutched his head and ran to the bathroom up stairs. "I'm not a freak. I'm not." You are! You always have been and always will be the freak show. He locked the door as he fell to the floor and started rocking back and forth, slipping into his own little world.
He pulled at his hair as the voices attacked his mind. Words slowly left his lips, scattered and not making any sense. "Freak. Blood and pain. Nick. Like Nick. Mumm-Avril. Crazy." It was gibberish from his mind as it fired those memories at him.
Junior heard his voice. It was mumbled at first, but cleared as the voices dimmed out. His body shook against Amber's as he clung to her. Jay listened to her sing, his groggy tear filled eyes looked up to her before burying his head in the crook of her neck. "I-I love y-you too." he whispered between breaths.
Junior's lips formed into a smile. "Thank you." he said quietly, "I think you beautiful and the work you do is great."