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My Life Unplugged: Notes and Observations
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Mariama
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Apr 30, 2020 01:32AM
Oh sweet Clare hi love I miss you! And I miss Lori, tell her I said hello. And yes, it's very weird that almost all of us are like adults now...can't believe I'm a hag man :(
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It's almost 7 am here and I've yet to sleep but idk I feel..disattached? floaty? disengaged?
Usually during ramadan I feel generally at peace but I think it being finals right now and the stress of organic/cell and molecular may be taking a greater toll than I thought. It's funny though because I'm procrastinating on studying but I can't seem to not procrastinate. I have an English test due tomorrow (today?) that I've put off all week.
It's like I'm on a derailed train and I could just jump but I don't want to? Or maybe not a derailed train, a normal fully functional train but I can't be bothered to hit the switch to stop it.
Yeah anyways I don't think I'm back for good or that I'll be on more frequently? I've just been feeling a lot lately and logged in and tbh I don't think we can ever go back to four years ago even though that was beautiful and lovely and fantastic and I miss SO MANY PEOPLE but that's the bittersweet truth of growing up. Also, I never want to see another XD or awesome sauce again in my life WHYYYYYY did I do that?
same here seester
at least you didn't scream "OMIGODS" in every other post
I was pretty up there though. Did every sentence REALLY need an XD? No, none did
MARIE!!! HI!!(btw, this is kavy, but i go by alex now)
such a mood man
Alex ~They/them~ ~Annabeth Chase and Alex Fierro are the best~ wrote: "MARIE!!! HI!!(btw, this is kavy, but i go by alex now)"
HI ALEX MISSED YOU
I think the biggest flex I've done is taking my organic two final with an hour of 'studying' and getting a 90. I've reached my peak in life.
ayyyyy that's my big sis!congrats marie!!
thank you I have no idea how that happened lol
Autumn Rising [Non, je ne regrette rien] wrote: " Alex ~They/them~ ~Annabeth Chase and Alex Fierro are the best~ wrote: "MARIE!!! HI!!(btw, this is kavy, but i go by alex now)"
HI ALEX MISSED YOU"
I MISSED YOU TOO
update lol:I graduated! And got a job! I'm like fully an adult now wow. Reading back through it all at 22 is insane bc why was I the way that I was. Realizing I was a pretty superficial friend to a lot of y'all when you needed it most and that I was young as hell to be on the internet then. Also realizing how much I've changed as a person? Yet I still feel the same.
And I'm sorry. I'm sorry I disappeared without meaning to. And I'm sorry I came back when it was all different. But thank you and I love you and I miss you. If you're wanting to keep in touch outside of GR, PM ME.
