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message 201: by Kim (new)

Kim Crowley (kimcrow) | 553 comments Kim: gah! ive read 500 posts in the last hour and im only half way through.
Cass: would you like me to kill you
Kim: please
Cass: sorry. youre outa luck. killing you means no new chapters.
Kim: darn.
Cass: btw. thats now the second time that youve been offline for a day
Kim: sorry.. i was reading yesterday
Cass: excuses excuses
Kim: i did talk to you in my head
Cass: for all of a minute. your thaughts are so quiet that i couldnt hear you very well
Kim: i know. its annoying. one of the side affects of doing meditating.
Cass: yeah. whats with you and meditating?
Kim: i started it last year to start my dreams again.
Cass: huh?
Kim: i could never enter a deep enough state of sleep to dream so i meditated for a few monthes and now i dream almost every night
Cass: darn. i thaught you hated sleeping, let alone dreaming
Kim: yup. no one reminded me of that fact before i started. now i cant stop
Cass: i quote you 'darn'
Kim: yup. my thaughts are very orginised and quiet now :P
Cass: which so does not suit me
Kim: took the words outa my mouthe


message 202: by Indi, the Empress of Maturity. God knows, we need one of them! (last edited Nov 11, 2009 08:02PM) (new)

Indi (indie_indigo) | 788 comments Mod
Jess: Guys suck. Especially that boy. They were right. And I should have listened. At least I kinda did.
Libby: True. But still. I'm sorry, Jess.
Jess: Me too. But it's probably better this way.
Libby: Yeah. *sighs* But that doesn't stop it from hurting.
Jess: Why are you sad?
Libby: Cuz when you're sad, you have slightly morbid and depressing thoughts.
Jess: I'm not that sad. I feel like an idiot, yeah, but I'm okay.
Libby: I know, Jess. I'm sorry.
Jess: Me too.


message 203: by Esther (last edited Oct 09, 2009 06:27AM) (new)

Esther (essie7198) ♫Krista♫ wrote: "Krista: Because Jess, you sound like you're older. It makes me feel like a five year old.
Jas: Krista, you're a five year old at heart.
"


Esther: Hahahaha i am too! sorta...
Beck: You act to adult like on the computer... not as fun and energetic
Esther: you know i'm only like that at school, everywhere else im a wet blanket
Beck: You read the Chronicles of Narnia to much...
Esther: I do not!!!.... Ok i do... so!
Beck: Good, lets admit things, oh and another thing... i know how the sequals going to end...
Esther: You were reading my thoughts again?
Beck: Well... yea...
Esther: It's not even the official one though!
Beck: Well, you and i both know that it has to be that ending or 'The Last Battle' isn't going to turn out as well...
Esther: So you're ok with it?
Beck: Why wouldn't i?
Esther: Oh... ok then, you only read one of them... *backs up*
Beck: WHAT?!
Esther: ERrrrr... *whispers to Beck*
Beck: WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!
Esther: What? the last book would be awsome like that!
Beck: Oh yea right! I'm the main character! What about Cris?
Cris: *pops out from behind door* Huh?
Beck: *whispers to Cris*
Cris: WHAT?! You hate her that much?


message 204: by ♫Huneeya♥ (new)

♫Huneeya♥ | 687 comments Huneeya: I had a very weird dream last night
Sherri: what?
Huneeya: hey wait a sec! ur my NaNo charrie!!!
Sherri: u made Sunni 2 depresssed 2 talk 2 u
Huneeya: I'M SORRY SUNNI!!!! IT'LL GET BETTER!! I PROMISE!!
Sunni: *perks up* so moms gna b alright?!
Huneeya: ummmmmm
Sherri: what was ur dream?
Huneeya: oh ya that
Sherri: oh i think i kno
Huneeya: how?
Sherri: I have the same dreams as u
Huneeya: but i havent even written about u yet!
Sherri: still
Huneeya: whatever
Sherri: was it the dream about Kim?
Huneeya: ya
Sherri: where u dreamt that u were her?
Huneeya: ya
Sherri: and u were on a motorcycle?
Huneeya: ya
Sherri: with a girl whose name is rose?
Huneeya: ya
Sherri: and then ur like this is awesome!!...?
Huneeya: ya
Sherri: and then u ask rose where the breaks are?
Huneeya: ya
Sherri: and then she says she doesnt kno?
Huneeya: ya
Sherri: and then u woke up?
Huneeya : spot on. Kim, ur invading my dreams :P


message 205: by Esther (new)

Esther (essie7198) Esther: Dang...
Beck: You suck...
Esther: It's just an option! And if i do do that, again you're the main character, you're going to come back!
Beck: ... How?
Esther: *whisper*
Beck: Wow... that's really good!
Esther: I know, right?
Beck: Ok... so hurry up and write this book so i can-
Esther: Gosh i have to stop telling you what's going to happen..
Beck: Well i would find out eventually
Esther: Yea! When this books done, then the next and the next and it wouldn't matter if you spoiled it!
Beck: Whatever...
Cris: i can't believe you're going to do that Esther, its so heartless!
Beck: *whispers to Cris*
Cris: Oh... that's awsome!
Esther: I know right?


message 206: by Esther (new)

Esther (essie7198) Esther: Oh and another thing...
Beck: What?
Esther: You don't know?
Beck: What?!
Esther: You're chapters done!
Beck: Yeyeyeyeyey!!1 I finally get to find out why Cris was crying!
Esther: ER...... no, its actually right before that..
Beck: *stops* You suck...
Esther: Here we go again...


message 207: by Esther (new)

Esther (essie7198) Caren: Hey! You said that i would have met Joci by now!
Esther: Oh, forgot... ill put all of the chapter i've written so far on it...
Caren: Thank you
Esther: Happy?
Joci: Yes, yes i am.


message 208: by ♫Krista♫, the Great and Powerful Empress of Silliness :P (new)

♫Krista♫ (kristabobista) | 1754 comments Mod
Krista: You guys write er type long posts.
Jas: You should do that . . .
Krista: But I don't . . .


message 209: by Esther (new)

Esther (essie7198) Esther: hahahaha... yea....
Joci: *looks at herself* did it really take that long to copy and paste your story?
Esther: Yes, yes it did
Joci: Uh!
Beck: I know...
Joci: Gosh why is Esther like that?
Beck: I know right?
Joci and Beck: *deep conversation*
Esther: Gosh you haven't even met each other yet!
Joci: Good then we know we're going to be good friends when you finally conbine our series!
Esther: Truthfully, Joci, everyone loves you, it's part of your personality and... errrr i truelly dont want to spoil but... its part of your powers...
Joci and Beck and Cris*just walked in* and Caren: What??????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!(er and you know in italics for Caren)
Esther: OWWWWWWWW! Gosh Caren im fine with you doing that but not when they're saying the same thing! oh ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow owwwwwwwwwwwwww!


message 210: by ♫Krista♫, the Great and Powerful Empress of Silliness :P (new)

♫Krista♫ (kristabobista) | 1754 comments Mod
Jas: Gifted hasn't been updated in awhile . . .
Krista: *sigh* I know. I'm almost done with the next chappie.
Jas: I want to know what happens next!!!!!!!!!!!!
Zoe: I know what happens.
Drew: As do I.
Jas: GAH!!!!!!!!!


message 211: by oıɔoɹ/rocio♥ (new)

oıɔoɹ/rocio♥ (lalis26) Me: ohmygosh!!! too many posts!!
Min: ur so lazy...
Me: *glares*


message 212: by ♫Krista♫, the Great and Powerful Empress of Silliness :P (last edited Oct 09, 2009 07:23PM) (new)

♫Krista♫ (kristabobista) | 1754 comments Mod
Krista: Sorry . . .
Jas: Our authors our crazy. They just talktalktalktalktalktalktalktalk. And you know what? They talk to us, and we're just figments of their imgagination so pretty much they're just talking to themselves.
Krista: You make us sound like we belong in a loony bin.


message 213: by Indi, the Empress of Maturity. God knows, we need one of them! (last edited Nov 11, 2009 08:03PM) (new)

Indi (indie_indigo) | 788 comments Mod
Libby: Lol. I find it hilarious that you're not even the least bit hurt about the whole you-know-who thing.
Jess: Well why should I be? It's all Christian's fault. Now I'm just mad at both of them.
Libby: Mad? Try furious.
Jess: *shrugs* It's a fine line.
Libby: True, very true. So what are you going to do now?
Jess: Continue to be mad at Christian until he tells that boy the truth and continue being mad at that boy because he's a jerk and he tried to play his little game with me. No one toys with my emotions and then expects me to be nice to him.
Libby: Agreed. Omg, can you believe he asked you if he could put his stuff in your locker again?
Jess: I know, right? He is such an.... I'm sorry, but he is such an ass!
Libby: Yup yup yup!
Jess: And- ACK!!!!!!!! I HATE THESE MUSCLE SPASMS!!! THEY FEEL SO WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Libby: lol.
Jess: It's not funny!!!
Libby: *cracks up* I'm sorry, Jess, but it kinda is.
Jess: UGH!!!


message 214: by [deleted user] (new)

Kenny: Im so proud of u! U figured out the bones of like my whole story!
Catherine: Aw, thanks! Im proud of myself too! You likin it so far?
Kenny: Yes!! Im so excited my whole literal life is about to start in less than a month!!
Catherine: I know! I cant wait to start writing!
Kenny: I wish November would come already!
Catherine: That makes two of us, sister
Kenny: Oh, I'm not a Sister, that way of life never really appealed to me
Catherine: Oh boy you need to get out more
Kenny: Well Im about too, I agree, its about time
Catherine: Amen to that!
Kenny: What? You weren't praying
Catherine: Dear Lord,
Kenny: That's a much better start!


message 215: by ♫Huneeya♥ (new)

♫Huneeya♥ | 687 comments Huneeya: I have a feeling I'm gna love Kenny :D
Sherri: what about me? arent you going to love me too?
Huneeya: of course!!!
Sherri: and what about poor Sunni?
Huneeya: shes not even part of your story!
Sherri: so? I feel for her
Sunni: thanks


message 216: by [deleted user] (new)

Kenny: thank you, person ive never met before
Catherine: o dont worry, she'll love you anyway! as soon as i get to ur story!
Kenny: when will that be?
Catherine: November 1st, when nanowrimo starts
Kenny: oh, great! im a little nervous though, running away, and all. and im a little frightened of this boy right now
Catherine: trust me, ull love it. o god, kenny only u could be apprehensive about falling in love!
Kenny: it would make me feel better if u didnt use the lords name in vain please,
Catherine: i thought u didnt actually believe??
Kenny: force of habit, what do u expect u stuck me there my whole life! and besides i never said i didnt believe i just had my doubts sometimes, u knw. i havent had the best life...
Catherine: ya i get it, dont worry, im technically ur God anyway, i promise itll get better
Kenny: really? o thank u!
Catherine: ya, well, for the most part...


message 217: by Esther (new)

Esther (essie7198) Esther: hahahaha!
Beck: *glares* shut up
Esther: *glares back* and if i don-
Beck: *shoots esther with water*


message 218: by Esther (new)

Esther (essie7198) Eshter: *shakes head* Fine! Gosh, thats going to cost you...
Beck: Oh yea? What?
Esther: You'll see... you're not going to want this book finished now!!!
Beck: Uh-oh...


message 219: by Indi, the Empress of Maturity. God knows, we need one of them! (new)

Indi (indie_indigo) | 788 comments Mod
Libby: *glares*
Jess: What'd I do this time?
Libby: *whines* You haven't written my story!!! Mr. Taylor is waiting you know!
Jess: You know I can't write with a headache.
Libby: You always have a headache!
Jess: Yeah, so you know how I feel right now seeing as how you're in my head, right?
Libby: *snorts* Who do you think is giving you the headache?
Jess: ... wait a second... Are you saying....
Libby: God, you are so DENSE sometimes!
Jess: I hate you.
Libby: I know. =)
Jess: My head feels like crap! There's all this pressure and pain and there's like a haze I can't break through and it makes me so so sleepy like I'm on medication or something and-- hey! Have you been drugging me!?!?!?!?!?!
Libby: *whistles and avoids gaze* Noooooo.............
Jess: ELIZABETH ANABEL TAYLOR!!!!!!!!!!


message 220: by ♫Krista♫, the Great and Powerful Empress of Silliness :P (new)

♫Krista♫ (kristabobista) | 1754 comments Mod
Jas: Tehehe.
Krista: I really need to read Phases!



message 221: by [deleted user] (new)

Abbee: I'm with Krista.
Kassie: Write Jess, write!


message 222: by ♫Krista♫, the Great and Powerful Empress of Silliness :P (new)

♫Krista♫ (kristabobista) | 1754 comments Mod
Krista: I've read like a chapter of it. :( I feel bad.
Jas: you should.


message 223: by Indi, the Empress of Maturity. God knows, we need one of them! (new)

Indi (indie_indigo) | 788 comments Mod
Jess: *laughs* It's okay. =)
Libs: Yes, and I stopped... er... medicating you, so you don't have a headache right now, so WRITE!!!
Jess: Okay, technically I have eight written, I'm just not finished editing them.
Libs: *rolls eyes* Well, FINISH editing them!
Jess: I'm trying!!!


message 224: by ♫Krista♫, the Great and Powerful Empress of Silliness :P (new)

♫Krista♫ (kristabobista) | 1754 comments Mod
Krista: I really need to read them. Like really really really need to read it.
Jas: Then go.
Krista: I'm not that great of a multi tasker. I'll read Phases this weekend.


message 225: by oıɔoɹ/rocio♥ (new)

oıɔoɹ/rocio♥ (lalis26) Rocio: whats Phases?
Raven: *rolls eyes and glares*
Rocio: What?
Raven: Go rp with me?
Rocio: Why?
RAven: You said you would revive the group!
Me: ...
Raven: Besides, you cant just leave RAven there.
Me: Huh? Leave you alone?
RAven: NO i mean the other Raven. The one youre rping with.
Me: I am rping with you.
RAven: NO i mean the real person sitting at her computer.
Me: Huh? arent u real?
Raven: Ugh forget it.


message 226: by [deleted user] (new)

Abbee:I'm c-c-cold!
Lily:Then why dont you get warm?
Abbee:My mom's in the kitchen, I cant sneakily put the tempature up yet!
Lily: *looks out window* dang look at that rain! Its flying everwhere.
Abbee: I was just out there. You have no idea.


message 227: by Acacia (new)

Acacia (acaciaa) Acacia: Warm and toasty over here.
Caitlin: Don't talk to me.
Acacia: Why?
Caitlin: It's 50 degrees in Boston and you have me sitting around a picnic table eating cotton candy and concocting a plot that will probably kill me. It's 80 degrees where you are and you're sitting in your bed sipping lemonade.
Acacia: Not kill.
Caitlin: No?
Acacia: Injure, maybe, but not kill.
Caitlin: I feel so much better.


message 228: by Indi, the Empress of Maturity. God knows, we need one of them! (new)

Indi (indie_indigo) | 788 comments Mod
Jess: LOL. The temps gone up dome here, thank God. Not as cold anymore, and the rain stopped. =)
Libby: Aren't you going to tell Rocio what Phases is?
Jess: No. Why would I?
Libby: BECAUSE IT'S MY STORY!!!
Jess: *teases* Wow, someone's a little conceited, isn't she?
Libby: *glares* Shut up, Jess.
Jess: Ah, they all say that, but they never mean it do they? No. =)
Libby: You're such a smart-aleck.
Jess: *grins* I know. =)


message 229: by oıɔoɹ/rocio♥ (new)

oıɔoɹ/rocio♥ (lalis26) Rocio: lol
Raven: *still mad*
Me: so what?
RAven: ugh!


message 230: by [deleted user] (new)

Kassie: California is so wierd Abbee!
Abbee: Ik, rite? Yesterday it was rainy and stormy, now its sunny and nice.
Kassie: Thats what I call global warming.
Abbee: I hate her.
Kassie: Well, you did finally get the drama you wanted right?
Abbee: Not in the way I wanted.
Kassie: O c'mon. Now Harpreet thinks that guy, Tyler, the one you've been secretly calling cute in your head likes at u.
Abbee: He only stared at me like 5 times no biggy.
Kassie: And...that Summit dude just won't leave you alone.
Abbee: I don't less.
Kassie: Not even, if Summit, Jay, and Jelani are spreading rumors about you being perverted cuhz you read a book called "Walking Naked"
Abbee: That book was about a POP becoming a non-Pop
Lily: GO FIX THIS MESS!
Abbee: fine fine fine...


message 231: by ♫Krista♫, the Great and Powerful Empress of Silliness :P (new)

♫Krista♫ (kristabobista) | 1754 comments Mod
Krista: Nevada, we just had a down pour here. And more rain is on our way.
Jas: I love the rain.
Krista: Me too.
Jas: You write when it rains.



message 232: by ♫Huneeya♥ (new)

♫Huneeya♥ | 687 comments Huneeya: lucky ducks!!! i havnt seen rain in sooooo long :( im sad
Sherri: mhmm
Huneeya: Sunni isnt bak yet?
Sherri: na-uh
Huneeya: oh no, i shud get writing on her story
Sherri: ya-huh
Huneeya: r u planning 2 say anything?
Sherri: na-uh
Huneeya: oh welllll


message 233: by Indi, the Empress of Maturity. God knows, we need one of them! (new)

Indi (indie_indigo) | 788 comments Mod
Jess: *snorts*
Libby: Totally. I hate the rain too. So glad it stopped last week.
Jess: IKR!?!?!?! UGH, it sucked doing pumpkin patch in the pouring rain.
Libby: I know! It was so miserable!!!!!!!
Jess: Agreed.
*silence*
Libby: So.....
Jess: Yup.
Libby: You gonna write more on Phases 2night?
Jess: *thinks* Hm.... maybe. Probably. Sure, why not?
Libby: YAY!!!!!


message 234: by Esther (new)

Esther (essie7198) Esther: I came back from space camp!
Beck: *snickers* yey... *rolls eyes*
Esther: Whatever... im writing the next chapter...
Beck: Yey!
Esther: Do you remember what i said?
Beck: Yea, but then a remembered AGAIN that you don't have the guts...



message 235: by Esther (new)

Esther (essie7198) Esther: *sigh...*
Beck: Why are you sighing? No death threats? No book threats?
Esther: Thanks for your consurn
Beck: Ya welcome, now tell me whats going on!!!
Esther: I forgot my book that i need for my homework that's due tomorrow...
Beck: Surves you right... you could have done it yesterday! But noooooo... you were on the computer yesterday thinking, "i can ALWAYS do it tomorrow..."
Esther: Ya know if i was writing one of your chapters, and i stopped because i had to do homework that's exactly what you'd say...
Beck: Yup, but that's never going to happen because you're supposed to be doing your homework now...
Esther: ... so?
Beck: Exactly! E-X-A-C-T-L-Y!!! EXACTLY!
Esther: Oh wow, you can spell exactly... what does that prove?
Beck: ARGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!


message 236: by ♫Krista♫, the Great and Powerful Empress of Silliness :P (new)

♫Krista♫ (kristabobista) | 1754 comments Mod
Jas: I never thought I would back sass my dad.
Krista: I know.
Jas: And he's laughing.
Krista: Mmhm.
Jas: U need to write.
Krista: Nah.
Jas: I don't like HD, the building gives me the creeps.
Krista: As it should.
Jas: I want Evan.
Krista: What about Zoe?
Jas: Her too, I guess.


message 237: by Indi, the Empress of Maturity. God knows, we need one of them! (last edited Oct 20, 2009 03:55PM) (new)

Indi (indie_indigo) | 788 comments Mod
Jess: People suck.
Libs: I know, Jess, I know...
Jess: Especially "friends"!!!
Libs: Aw, come on, Jess. They're probably just moody. Unfortunately, all at the same time. That's life.
Jess: So? They aren't even teenagers! I'm going to be a teenager in four days and I never get moody! I'm the most level-headed and mature one between us all! And I never even get mad at them! Okay, I do, but I don't mention it...
Libs: Yeah, but you have to hold your tongue a lot and you've learned self-control more than most adults even.
Jess: That's not an excuse. What excuse is it gonna be when they're adults, huh? I'm tired of excuses! That's all I ever hear anymore and I'm sick of it! They're being insensitive and cruel and I don't want anything to do with them!
Libs: Oh, come on Jess, you know you don't mean that.
Jess: Yes, I do!
Libs: Whoa.... Okay, maybe you do...
Jess: Ya think?
Libs: *shakes head and backs away slowly* I don't think. I know....
Jess: People suck.
Libs: Yeah. They do. It'll get better soon...
Jess: *laughs bitterly* Ha. I've been telling myself that for a year and a half. It hasn't gotten better. just the opposite, actually. There's no point in hoping or wishing or lying. I don't care anymore. I give up. I done with this... I can't do it anymore.
Libs: I don't blame you. Just hang on.
Jess: I can't.
Libs: You have to, Jessica. For them.
Jess: Oh my God... Everything I do is for them. I protect them. All of them! And they don't even notice. Of course, that means I'm doing my job. But I can't. I can't even not protect anymore. I can't hang on anymore.
Libs: You have to.
Jess: *whimpers* I know... Jeez. I'm losing my mind....
Libs: I don't think so. I just think you have a very vivid and overactive imagination.
Jess: Let's hope....


message 238: by ♫Krista♫, the Great and Powerful Empress of Silliness :P (last edited Oct 20, 2009 04:01PM) (new)

♫Krista♫ (kristabobista) | 1754 comments Mod
Krista: Jessi, is everything okay? YOu sound upset.
Jas: People do suck. And those who you think are your friends are evil, suck ass butt, bitches witches.
Krista: JAS!!!!!!!!
Jas: You know it's true.


message 239: by Indi, the Empress of Maturity. God knows, we need one of them! (last edited Nov 11, 2009 08:06PM) (new)

Indi (indie_indigo) | 788 comments Mod
Jess: *sniffle* She's right. They are.
Libs: Aw, Jess, come on!
Jess: Go away. I don't want to talk to you. Get Callie. She helped you, maybe she can help me...
Libs: *grumbles* Fine....
Callie: Hey, Jessica, what's up?
Jess: Hey, Callie, what's up with you calling everyone by their full name?
Callie: *rolls eyes* It's just the way I am.
Jess: *smirks* I know. I made you.
Callie: No, really? *snorts* Anyway, so what's goin' on?
Jess: Shouldn't you know? You're in my head.
Callie: Nah, I leave the spying up to Libs and then go over the day's happenings when she's asleep.
Libs: HEY! Stay out of my head!
Callie: Why? You don't stay out of Jessica's.
Libs: Um, hello? We exist in her head!
Callie: We exist more than in her head. We exist on her laptop, on paper, on goodreads, AND her head.
Libs: *snorts. Yeah. HUGE difference.
Jess: Ah-hem!
Callie: Oh, right, sorry. What's wrong?
Jess: What do you think. People suck and three of my "friends" are being bitchy right now. Oh, and I've been hearing things, seeing things that aren't there, and I think I'm going loopy. And more. So yeah. My life is just perfect right now.
Callie: Yikes. Sorry kid, I only had sixteen years of life, and I never had any of those problems.
Jess: Of course you didn't. Why would you?
Callie: Sorry, Jessica. Wish I could help more.
Jess: It's not your fault my life sucks.
Callie: Good luck, kid. You need it.
Jess: No kidding...


message 240: by ♫Krista♫, the Great and Powerful Empress of Silliness :P (new)

♫Krista♫ (kristabobista) | 1754 comments Mod
Krista: *steps away* You're seeing things too?! :O
Jas: You aren't the only one now.
Krista: I thought it was my imagination.
Jas: Or how you nailed the whole death thing.
Krista: It was just a feeling.
Jas: Just like that feeling you had when Sabot was dying and Sierra and Grandma Louise.
Krista: Back to Jess. Jess, I know how you feel some friends just plain ol' suck.


message 241: by Indi, the Empress of Maturity. God knows, we need one of them! (last edited Nov 11, 2009 08:08PM) (new)

Indi (indie_indigo) | 788 comments Mod
Jess: Wait. What? Death thing? Omg...
Callie: What is it?
Jess: Okay... two years ago, I started getting this really bad feeling. Like... I dunno. Anyway, so one Sunday, I knew someone was going to die and I kept getting visions of the river in our town. Later, one of my friends told me that her cousin had drowned on Sunday. Then, on Wednesday night, I knew someone was going to die. My stomach and chest felt so awful, I almost felt like I was going to throw up. I was staring out the open window. It was so, so windy that night. And dark. It was March. My brother was walking by, and I turned to him and said, someone's going to die tonight. He didn't really anything, just looked at me and looked away. The next day, everyone at school was talking about a kid who died the night before. He had this rope hanging from a tree that he'd use to swing on, then let go and jump on his trampoline. Well, remember how it was really windy that night? The rope got wrapped around his neck. He was unconscious when they found him, and DOA at the hospital. I got so freaked after that. I didn't get any more.... visions. And I haven't. But now... I keep hearing things. Voices. Music. And I see strange things flicker at the edge of my vision but when I turn to see, they're gone. It's adding to my stress.
Callie: Oh....
Jess: My life is awful right now and I can't do anything about it. I tried telling my friend and she was just.... cruel. Heartless. And... I realized how selfish she is. She didn't even care. Not at all. She never thinks about anyone but herself. She didn't even listen. Told me to stop being a drama queen. Told me if there had really been something wrong I would have called her, like I'd been making it up or something. Yet, she expects us to care when she likes a guy and he asked her to homecoming and now she doesn't like him but he likes her. Like I actually care about dating and boys and *spits* homecoming! But I listen. Even through all my stress, I care about other things than myself. I protect them. I've been protecting them because they couldn't handle my pain. So I don't tell them. And then, I try letting her in on just a tiny little bit and she.... she doesn't even care. And I realized that... all my friends are selfish. All of them. They don't care about anyone but themselves. They only care about what's going on in their lives and boys and pep squad. *snorts* They complain about such stupid and petty things when if they had an inkling of an idea of real pain and disappointment and anger and frustration and unfairness, they'd freaking love their lives. But then..... they're probably too shallow for it to actually make a difference if they could see. And then it makes me wonder. I befriended such shallow and petty and immature and selfish people at school... What if I'm the same way?


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Krista: Jessica, I swear I thought I just read my life right there.
Jas: That's exactly what's going on with Krista. No joke.
Krista: Well the death thing, I just get a weird feeling. Like when my dof Sierra died, I was at school and all of a sudden I just started crying. People asked why I said my dog was going to die. That night, I watched my dog die. Then with my other dog Sabot, I was yet again at school and I didn't cry but I was quiet and silent, and I knew he was going to die. And then with my Grandma, my stomache turned while I was eating dinner, and I knew I wasn't going to see her again. The next morning my mom woke me up and said she died. And then last monday night while I was doing homework, I started crying. I had a feeling my grandpa was going to die. After school the next day my dad told me he passed on. And then Sunday night I found out a seceret of my family. Everyone in my family has known when somebody was going to die . . .


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Jess: Omg. That's freaky. And I thought mine was bad. But yeah, I get that exact feeling! My chest just tightens all of a sudden, my stomach flips, and I feel sick, like I'm gonna throw up. It's awful.
Callie: *steps out of barf zone*
Jess: *rolls eyes* *sighs* Depression sucks. It feels like you're drowning. The air is heavy and every breath hurts more than the one before. And you just want to let go. But you have to hold on. Hold on for the "friends" who supposedly love you. Because you don't want to hurt them. But then... if they don't even care that you're continuing ti hurt to keep them from feeling pain instead of going off the deep end... well. You start to think that there's no point in hanging on anymore if they don't even care when you let them know the understatement of the year. Life sucks. What's the point in breathing if you can't feel alive?
Callie: That's not going to help you feel better, you know.
Jess: I don't care anymore. I just don't care. So can you please just let me be so I can wallow in my misery? For once?
Callie: Okay, Jessica.
Jess: Anyway, Krista, I am so sorry. That is way freaky. Mine only happened twice, but my stomach keeps flipping and doing somersaults again, and not in a nervous way. It's awful. I feel sick.


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Krista: Jessica, I'm getting really freaked out. It's like you're re-telling me everything about my life. The whole depression, suck-ish friends, seeing stuff, ect. It's really creepy.
Jas: OMG, Jess!!!
Krista: Life does sucks, I've been having some very bad images and ideas. But hang on Jess, hang on to any one thought that makes you happy. That's what I'm doing, and it's keeping me a float.


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Jess: .....
Callie: Jessica...
Jess: WHAT!?!?!
Callie: Don't think that!
Jess: *sniffs snootily* I don't know what you're talking about.
Callie: *smirks* Riiiiigggggghhhhhhhtttt.
Jess: Yeah, yeah. But omg, Krista, that is seriously scary. I'm getting freaked too....


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Krista: What is she thinking?
Jas: Just listening to you guys is getting me freaked out.
Krista: I really am creeped out. That is exactly how I've felt for the last year!!!


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Callie: She was thinking, "Floating or sinking?"
Jess: *looks appalled* CALLIE!!! TRAITOR!!!
Callie: *snickers*
Jess: I'm going to start cutting you off from my mind...
Callie: Haha, I'll just steal it from Elizabeth.
Libs: Hey!
Callie: *snickers*
Jess: It's okay, Libs. We both hate her right now.
Libs: Yep.
Jess: It's a mtual agreement. I can't really make her "life" hell, though. She's dead!
Callie: Well, technically yes, but eternal life, right?
Jess: *sigh* You know what I mean.
Callie: Yeah, yeah....


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Krista: Keep your head above water at all costs. If you go under water for even a second it takes a lot to get back to the surface.
Jas: How do you know?
Krista: I almost went under, and even from that I'm having trouble to keep my head above.


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Jess: It's okay. I've been under before. I resurfaced eventually.
Callie: The more you do it the harder it's gonna be...
Jess: Just living is hard. Resurfacing is nothing.
Callie: Okay, now that's bull and you know it.
Jess: So what? You and Libby try to get me to lie to myself on a daily basis. Why can't I pretend too?
Callie: Because we are just characters. You are our creator. Everything you feel we feel too. You go under; we do too. You may be able to lie to yourself but the one thing you can never do is lie to us.
Jess: Watch me.
Callie: Try.


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Jas: This is all so depressing. You guys are downing my mood.
Krista: Oh brother Jasmine. And life does suck, but you just got to live and hope for a better future.


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