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Christian dragged himself out of bed as the alarm clock went off, for god sake he just wanted to kill the god damn thing! It wasn't long before he was at school, watching people laugh and walk with their friends. As a very cynical person he couldn't understand how any of them could be smiling. He sat on the trunk of his car, just scrolling through his phone.
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Galya was sitting at a bench outside of school, she could see Christian but she didn't go up to him. She'd much rather be alone than make ideal, small talk with a boy she just met yesterday.
Instead of scrolling through her phone she just got out her book that she was supposed to read for English lit and put in her headphones, reading away and engulfing herself in a world that was non existent. She hoped she could apologise to Luca today.
Elenabeth's morning went all too fast. First she was brushing her teeth then the next she was pulling into the parking lot of her school. Elena took out her keys and looked down, fiddling with them. She hoped today Galya would be somewhat better then she was before. She felt sadness for her friend but also confusion to why it matters so much to her. Galya was always the tough one. Why did Luca make her seem..not so tough. Elena just sit there, lost in thought.····
Luca had made his way in school, his black hood over his head and his head hung low. His music blasted in his ears and he quickly made his way to the library. He didn't know what exactly he was going to do today. It definitely wasn't gonna be a good day. Luca slid his hands in his pocket and hunched over, showing he had no interest in talking. Hannah and some other girl tried to talk to him but he easily brushed them off. He just wasn't in the mood today.
Christian looked up from his phone to look around, slightly bored of the social media he had been looking at to occupy his time. As he scanned the area he suddenly looked upon Elenabeth, which immediately made him smirk. He hopped off of his car trunk, grabbed his back pack and pushed his hands in his jean pockets. He wanted to speak to Elena, so he walked towards her and stopped in front of her. "Hey stranger", he grinned wickedly, looking down at her with a look of satisfaction and friendliness.
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Galya was reading, but her music suddenly came across her line and caught her attention,
"What a wicked thing to do, to make me think of you".
Galya groaned out and slammed her book shut, frustrated and slightly annoyed. She took a deep breath, pulling out her headphones and hearing chatter. She suddenly shook her head out and let out a pitiful yet amused laugh, she was pathetic. She grabbed her bag and got up, she had a free period this morning so she decided to go to the library, wanting silence and to be surrounded by books.
Elena had been suprised when she saw Christian. She rolled down her window and half smiled. "Hi." She said softly. Her thought were all too occupied with the thought of Galya that her voice almost sounded sad. She hated not being able to do anything. All she was doing was sitting around and just waiting. What kind of friend was she?
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Luca had gotten to the library and knocked out on one of the chairs. His head hanging and his arms folded. His hood coverd his face, blocking out any sun. His mom and dad had woken him up last night, telling him that he was an idiot and that he needed to learn a lesson. That he need help. They recommended therapy.
How stupid. What good would telling some stranger about his problems do? How would that help him? He only knew one person who went to it and she blew up when he found out. He made a side note to ask her if she was still in it. Elenabeth Merrywheather in therapy. Who wouldna thunk.
Christian could see that Elena was elsewhere, she was speaking to him but she wasn't paying attention to him. "Are you okay?", he asked, more softly and more approachable. When he was his cocky self he knew he could be difficult to get along with, but right now he really wanted to know about Elena.
"You seem kind of...distracted?", he stated in a hesitant tone, he leaned against her car and looked directly at her.
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Galya had finally made it to the library, only a couple people in there since the school bell hadn't even rung yet. She quickly made her way to a large table in the middle of the library, putting her bag down and flopping herself into the chair. She got out any homework she needed to do and started doing exactly that, making sure that when she got home she didn't need to stay up and do any homework.
Elena bit her lip and shrugged, looking back at him. "I dunno." She confessed. She sighed and put a curled piece of hair behind her ear. "It's just-" She was a bit hesitant on telling him but she felt like she could tell him anything. Weird. "Galyas very upset about the whole Luca thing. And I honestly feel very useless because I can't do anything." She mumbled.
She looked back at him, her Crystal blue eyes focused on his. "Sorry." She shook her head, "It doesn't matter." She mutterd. "I don't want to bore you."
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Luca had felt another presence and looked up slightly, it was her. Galya. And honestly, he felt his heart ach. He hated himself for yelling at her yesterday. She was nothing but..wait, What was she? She listened. She didn't ask questions, all she did was listed. And that's exactly what he needed. With a sigh he got up and moved over into the seat across from her.
He took off his hood and offers her a lazy smile. His eyes half open and a little bed hair. "Hello, princess." He said softly.
"You're not boring me", Christina replied quickly, shaking his head slightly and shrugging his shoulder. He asked the question because he genuinely wanted to know, not to make small talk. He let out a slight smile and said," Don't worry - that's kind of useless information but if she needs you she'll come to you. Galya looks like a tough girl". He looked down at Elena warmly and gave her a reassuringly smile, letting a moment of silence pass as he set his eyes upon her captivating ones. But he sighed," I'm worried about Luca too, but I know he needs space right now".
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Galya hadn't expected to see Luca at all, so when she raised her head to see him her face was filled with shock and a kind of relief.
"Luca!", she exclaimed, but the librarian quickly shushed her and gave her a disapproving look. Galya quickly gave an apologetic look but turned back towards Luca. "Hey", she finally sighed, giving him a small smile. She looked him over, realising he looked extremely tired and unkempt, but she had to admit, he still looked so darn cute.
"Nice bed head", she joked, smirking in a small way and trying to lighten the mood.
Elena thought about it for a while but reluctantly nodded, "Yeah, I suppose you're right." Elenabeth looked him over and couldn't help but notice how cute he was. His smile had a perfect curl to it that made butterflies begin to swarm in her stomach. And his eyes..God his eyesThey were so dark and piercing. Elena blushed and looked down.
Idiot.
Elena looked back at him and sighed, "What am I suppose to down then?"
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Luca smiled shyly, running a hand through his hair. "Yeah, just a tad bit knackered today." He chuckled softlu. Luca pursed his lips and sighed.
"Look, I wanted to apologize for my behavior yesterday. It wasn't my best." He admitted.
"I shouldn't have yelled you."
Luca felt slightly cringy at his words. Luca never apologized. And maybe that was bad but he felt like he had to. Well, he was an ass but still. He looked at her with sad blue eyes. Desperate for her forgiveness.
Christian focused his eyes on her, seeing that as she blushed she looked down in embarrassment. He smiled to himself because of how adorable she looked when she did blush, she looked beautiful when she did. He soon realised that he was looking too intently and too much, so he let out a low cough and looked around briefly before looking back at her. "Just give her time. I guarantee that she will be okay when you see her next", he nodded, confident in what he thought.
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She hadn't expected an apology either.
Galya leaned forward, her hair swaying over her shoulders and her bright blue eyes looking directly at his," It's okay, I forgive you". She took in a deep breath and smiled softly," But can you forgive me too? I pushed you too much and judged when I had no right. I was a really big bitch yesterday". That she was, and she hadn't wanted to be that way at all.
Elena nodded.With a sigh she grabbed her bag and got out of the car, closing it softly behind her. She looked up at Christian and couldn't help but realize how really tall he was. Her eyes widened.
Well then.
Elena looked into his eyes, and half smiled. "Thank you." She whispered warmly.
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Luca was tooken back by her apologize but quickly recovered. He smirked and leaned back in his chair, his eyes filled with amusement.
"Just something you gotta learn to control." He teased. He decided that he would like to spend the day with her. Her company oddly reassured him, he felt safe.
He felt like..he could be himself.
Christian moved back as she got out, placing his hands in his jeans pockets again. He looked to her with an amused smile, when her eyes widened he felt himself look at her with amusement because of how shocked she looked. "What?" he asked, looking down at himself and then back down towards her," Do I have something wrong with me?".
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Galya tilted her head and gave a smug smirk,"Only around you". She did need to learn to stop pushing, but that's kind of who she was, she pushed people because she wanted them to know that whatever they said she would always be there for them. That she wanted to support or help them.
She placed her chin in her hand and looked to him," So? Do you want to get out of here and skip school for the day?". Yeah, she liked being a bad girl.
Elena shook her head, smiling. "No. It's just.." She shook her head. "You're freakishly tall." She giggled. Elena wasn't short, honestly, she was average.Christian had to be a good 3 or 4 inches taller then her. At least she didn't have to look up high.
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Lucas was surprised by her question but he smirked. "I like you." He stated.
Luca stood up and made his way around the table then held out his arm, "Shall we?" He asked, his eyebrow arched'
Christian looked down at himself and then back to Elena, grinning slightly and nodding his head. "Well, it's in my family", he shrugged. He looked to her and commented in a joking manner," You're freakishly small...no I'm kidding you're average height".
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Galya gave a smirk and packed her things up, putting them in her bag and taking his arm.
"Everyone likes me", she replied, mocking the truth. Not everyone liked her, in fact many people thought she was a at u up bitch, which she could be.
She started to walk beside him and looked aside, "Where shall we go?".
Elena chuckled softly,"Gee, thanks." She replied sarcastically.She started to walk but then turned around, smirking wickedly, "But always remember, you will always be the boy who made me late to class." She reminded him, walking backwards.
Her eyes glisend with amusement and she twirled back around, her curls flying making a circular motion then gracefully landing on her back.
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"Far away from here." Luca thought about it then looked down at Galya. He decided then led her to his car, making a final choice on there destination. "Are you up for an adventure?" He asked, quirking up and eyebrow.
Christian watched as she walked away, smiling to himself and slightly in a daze. He must have been going insane, because right there and then he realised how perfect she truly was. How beautiful she was, inside and out. He immediately shook his head out and face palmed himself, dragging his hand over his face and shaking his head. "Get your shit together, Christian", he uttered to himself. ___
Galya looked at him for a moment, smiling wisely and looking at him as if he had answered and hushed all doubt in her mind. She continued to follow him and finally looked up at him, a smile tugging at her lips," An adventure? I could never refuse one".
Elena looked over her shoulder, quirking an eyebrow, "You say something?" She asked. Elena watched as his perfect eyebrows pinched together in frustration and his cute lips pressed together in embarrassment. He was truly adorable.Luca smiled down at her. "Wonderful." Luca pressed her closely to the car, a wicked smile dancing across his lips. He stared into those beautiful blue eyes for a moment before he placed his hands on her waist. "Then we better get going." He whispered huskely. Then, in a quick notation he opened the truck door and lifted her up, placing her in the car seat. Lucas truck was quite big, she would of had to jump. With a smile He softly closed the door and made his way around to his side.
((Sorry, love. I was busy the past couple of days. But I'm back now c: ))
((That's okay, and yay! You're back!))Christian let out a slightly bewildered laugh and ran his fingers through the back of his hair," Um, no, not really". He didn't want her knowing what he said or how he felt exactly, even though he had no idea how he felt. Christian strode towards her, hands in his pockets and a crooked smile on his face. "What class do you have first?", he asked, he would probably walk her there.
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Galya was completely shocked at his sudden movement, pressing her against the car and putting his hand on her waist. He touched her skin. A bit of her waist was showing because her t shirt hadn't covered that.
But suddenly she got over how intensely they looked at each other and how he touched her. She let out a slight gasp as he suddenly picked her up and placed in the car with care. Galya have him a look from under her lashes and gave an amused smirk," Thanks".
Elena thought about it. "English." She sighed, dreading the thought of having to face that perverted teacher. He always picked on her and only her.Elena didn't think that much of herself so why her? She looked up, "How about we just go to the library? I'm sure my teacher wouldn't mind." He would. " And I'm sure you don't care much either." She said.
The teacher would mind because he lost a day of not looking at her ass but she could just bride the attendance lady.
It was bad but she did it before.
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Luca nodded and started the car.
He was very much pleased with himself. When they were on the road Luca looked over at her with an excited smile, a small dimple showing who rarely anyone saw for he was careful for them not to. "How do you feel about hiking?" He beamed.
Christian looked at her with his eyebrows raised," I never expected such a pristine girl to ditch her lesson, even if the teacher doesn't mind". She seemed like the girl who really and deeply cared for her education, Christian was the exact opposite of her. His lessons bored him, school bored him, and thinking of the future only made things worse. Christian was a present guy, enjoying every second a it came by. ___
"Hiking", Galya nodded, looking over to see him smiling at her with excitement, which made him even more adorable.
She looked at him for a moment, just taking in everything and said numbly," You're beautiful when you smile like that". Most girls referred to Luca as sexy or hot, but Galya saw him as much more than that. Beautiful explored more than just his appearance.
She suddenly looked away from his sparkling eyes and shook her head out, looking down at her shoes. Thank god she wore army boots today.
Elenabeth blinked, "I am not pristine!" She exclaimed, narrowing her eyes at him. Okay, that was partly true, but he didn't have to point it out!Elena rolled her eyes, putting her hands on her hips and eyeing him with a death stare. Okay, she looked like an idiot scolding someone 2x bigger then her. She cross over arms, closing her eyes. "I do care about my grades but..I just don't want to." She didn't want to tell him why, he'd think she was lying. So, Elena simply shook her head and raised an eyebrow, "So, are we going or not?"
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Luca blinked, surprised by her comment. Without thinking Luca blushed. Disgusted he wiped at his cheeks, as if that would help.
Luca stared straight ahead, wondering why she made him..blush. Weird.
Christian let out a chuckle, holding his stomach and closing his eyes briefly because of her reaction to his comment. Of course she was pristine! That was easily sensed when someone came across Elena, but being pristine wasn't necessarily a bad thing. "Yeah", he nodded," let's go to the library". However, as they walked side by side he wondered why she didn't want to care for her education and grades so much. She didn't tell him why, so he wouldn't press her further.
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Galya immediately saw that she made him blush, and maybe even made him uncomfortable. She felt somewhat wicked and somewhat guilty for it, because she didn't know that he didn't like it. She looked out her window and casually stated," Would it be even more weird of me to say that you make me kind of nervous?".
Elenabeth kept up with him by his side and looked up at him with a raised eyebrow."Why don't you care for school?" She blurted out, curiosity consuming her.
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Luca blinked and looked down at her. He raised an eyebrow, "In a good way or..?" He hoped it was good. Then a flash of the sun hit her eyes, making her blue eyes sparkle and Luca couldn't help but notice how truly beautiful her features were.
Luca stared down at her lips for a good couple of seconds, wondering how soft they would feel. He fought every urge not to kiss her right there.
Gritting teeth Luca stared back at the road.
Christian didn't really have to think about it, so as he shrugged his shoulders carelessly with his hands in his pockets he knew exactly what to reply with. He looked aside to her and stated simply," I don't like to think that grades will give me anything, if it's anything that will give me a future it's me. Not a bunch of letters on a paper". ____
Galya felt the sun hit her face, but it didn't hurt and she loved the feeling of warmth on her face. Her lips were slightly parted and she stared straight at Luca, a moment of silence passing before them.
"I- um- I believe so. I never really get nervous around anyone, so it's good that I feel that way around you", she commented, nodding her head and gulping down slyly.
Elena nodded, "I suppose that makes sense." She said, truly thinking about it. She couldn't help but wonder what made her care so much. When Elenabeth got to the library she went to the way back where no one really went for the shelves always hid her away.
That was her reading spot where all her books were. She slid down against the wall and grabbed the closest book. Looking up she smirked at Christian.
"Do you believe in the Supernatural?" She liked to believe there was, but you never know.
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Luca smiled softly, "Well, I tend to have that affect." He chuckled, pulling up to the side of the woods. "We're here."
Sliping out, Luca grabbed his keys, closing the door lightly begin him.
Christian followed her and made sure she led the way, because he hadn't been in the library much and didn't quite know his way around. So when they made it to the back, wriggling their way through shelves and tables, he sat down beside her, leaning against one of the heavy and solid book cases.
"Supernatural?", he wondered, then answered," I believe in life after death, if that's what you mean. Also, I believe supernatural beings used to exist, before us humans got greedy and thought we owned everything".
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Galya gave a sigh, because she knew he was probably using his joking manner as a defence mechanism. She looked away from him as he announced their arrival and looked outside the window, smiling and nodding.
"Sweet", she grinned, looking to Luca and jumping out the car in excitement.
Elenabeth felt a tingle go down her arm as their arms brushed against each other. Gulping down Elena chuckled. "You make us sound like such horrible creatures."She said switching through her book, looking for pictures. She found one and it showed a demon like creature with red eyes and sharp teeth, "You believe that once existed?" She asked, handing her book to him.
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Luca smiled at her excitement then made his way, breaking through the entrance of the woods.
"If we go now we might just make it in time." He mutterd, his childhood flashing before his eyes.
"Because we are". Christian believed humans were the death of everything, greed and vanity had taken over the world.
He looked down at the picture and let out a breath of a chuckle, shaking his head and replying," Okay, some things I believe people made up when they had no rational or educated explanation". He looked at the picture once more then back at her," What do you believe?".
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Galya saw a sense of serenity wash over Luca as he glanced at the forest ahead. She smiled and then nodded, eager to get to hiking and seeing beautiful views.
"We should go then, and be on time for whatever it is we need to be on time for", she stated, walking ahead with a smile on her face.
Elena bit her lip, blinking her crystal blue eyes at the picture. "I believe that there are many things in this world we have yet to discover. Some possibly made up to fill our imagination and others simply giving us hope to look forward to something." She said simply. Elena looked up at him, half smiling. "It's a crazy world, Christian." She said softly. Her voice was warm when she said his name, and she couldn't help but feel butterflies swirl in her stomach when she realized how close they were. Elena blushed but smiled softly, looking at him from under her lashes.
She wanted know him. To see what was underneath all that bad boy scene. She knew there was more.
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Luca smiled and grabbed hold of her hand ever so often to help he up but really it was just another reason to be able to touch her. "Did you do things like this when you were a kid?" He asked, wanting to know as much about her as he could.
Christian watched her explain her theories and beliefs, and paid her his full attention; looking her in the eyes and focusing on the words she spoke. He believed and agreed with her completely. He understood her. When she spoke his name in a soft tone he felt his heart move faster and felt butterflies in his stomach! What was going on?!
"It truly is", he said, warmly.
Christians world just got crazier.
He decided to stop thinking about it and looked down, flipping through the book that was on her lap. "Do you enjoy supernatural things?", he asked.
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Galya noticed that as they hiked and trailed their way up rocks and such he would help her, taking her hand and leading her up with him. Every time he did that she smiled, giving away her stupid emotions and such!
Galya laughed, shaking her head and saying," No, we went abroad a lot, traveled and such. But never really did outdoor things. You?".
Elena pursed her lips, disappointed when he looked away. Feeling g her cheeks heat up she looked away, not wanting him to see. "Honestly, yes." She confessed. "It's different then us ourselves so I guess that makes it all the more intriguing." She said, placing a loose curl behind her ear.
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Luca shrugged, "If you call running away into the woods in the summer with your only friend, a tent, and a flashlight an outdoorsy thing, then yes."
Luca chuckled, "I would always make Christian come with me and he hated me for that." He laughed, "He's such a nut but you gotta love him." He said, smiling softly at the memories. "He's the closest thing I ever had to a brother."
Honestly, Christian was the only true person Luca cared for. Buddies sense the 1st grade. Luca would do anything for that little shit. "I'd die for him." He confessed quietly.
"I know what you mean", Christian agreed. He looked towards her again, just as she was placing a loose curl behind her ear. "I think the supernatural and undiscovered create some sort of mystery and appeal, I'd love to be something different. I'd love the world to still have some sort of mystery to it", he said, going off on a tangent and then realising his mistake. He gulped down, let out a nervous laugh and ran his fingers through the back of his hair.
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Galya chuckled, picturing him and Christian as kids and running into the woods looking for adventure.
She listened to how he felt for Christian and she understood him perfectly, because that's how she felt for her amazing best friend. Elena meant so much to her that she couldn't quite explain it.
"It's good to have that type of friendship, it's obvious that he'd do anything for you too", Galya stated softly, nodding her head slowly.
Elena chuckled softly. Without thinking Elena gently placed two fingers on the tip of his chin and faced him towards her. "You don't have to be nervous." She said warmly. Elena couldn't help but notice how close their faces were. They were breathing the same air. Elena looked deep into his eyes, her blue ones captured by his dark ones. Then slowly her eyes drifted down towards his lips.
His soft pink lips that she fought every urge not to kiss. It took Elena a good couple of seconds to realize what she was doing and her cheeks flushed. Elena let her hand drop and she looked down, her hair falling, shielding her face. He probably didn't feel the same, idiot.
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Luca blinked a few times, surprised by what he just said. Shaking is head he looked back and grabbed her hand, helping her up as they reached a steep part of the hill. "If he did I'd probably tease him for the rest of his miserable life." Luca smiled.
"It's what I do best. You know, besides getting girls to fall helplessly in love with me." He smirked.
God, how many times Ti had fell on this hill was all too many to count. Luca smiled at Galya and pulled her up gently.
((I'm at school now, I'll reply as soon as I can :D))
((Seriously? It's 12:29 AM here! ^.^ Wicked ))
((Wow! It's 8:35 in the UK! But anyway, role play later ;P))
((You live in the UK?! That's sick! I live in Cali. Oh er, that stands for California. Do you have an accent?! Oh right, Mmkay c: ))
((Yeah I am! Urgh! I'm so jealous of you being California! It looks so amazing! Yeah I do have a British accent :D)) Christian looked deep into her eyes, watching as she grabbed his face in a confident manner and as they shared a moment of silence between one another. He was quite surprised by her behaviour, but he liked that she had gained some confidence in herself. His nervous manner disappeared as quickly as it had come; he watched as she leaned forward to make sure her hair covered her blush, however, he could see her pink cheeks through a few cracks in her hair. He leaned closer to her, delicately moved a piece of hair that was near her ear and moved his lips millimetres away from her ear to whisper with mischievousness," There's no need to be nervous around me either". Christian repeated her words to her, every letter breathing down her neck and an itch of thrill in them. He skimmed his lips over her ear and continued in a secretive whisper," I'm only a boy".
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Galya grabbed on to his hand as they reached a part of the hill she couldn't quite achieve herself. She laughed as she listened to him, smiling as she looked up at him.
"Of course", she replied to his comment about women, she replied both sarcastically and amusingly. He was pretty confident in herself, but it was only yesterday that she had seen him making out with someone on her locker.
"You've always been popular", Galya suddenly stated, looking at him with a slight matter of fact manner about her. He had been popular with both the popular crowd and the ladies.
Elena eyes widens and her cheeks burned red. Every word he whispered sent chills all through her body. Elena pressed her legs together, having goosebumps crawl along her skin. She tried to cover her legs with what little Arabic her skirt had, thank God she wore black nilongs. Elena turn her head ever so slightly and looked back into his eyes, searching for some form of an okay. Elena was so crammed between the bookshelf and Christian that this made it much easier. When he said he was only a boy that made Elenas heart go wild. Elena down at his lips then deep into his eyes, sending him a clear message. Kiss me.····
Luca thought about, "Well, that's not fully true." He admitted. "Sure, I mean, i was popular but there was a time when I didn't waste my time with any of those fake bitches at school."
He said simply, mastering a very steep hill ahead of them. Yeah, no shit. He was spending all his time with Allison. But she didn't know that. Luca looked back at Galya with a small smile, "You would of liked me then." He said softly. "I was a pretty sweet guy."
((Do you know any American slang? And it's not all that great here. It's too hot °~°))
((No I don't know any American slang xD. Ah! So lucky, it's freezing over here!)) Christian wanted then and there to kiss her. But he was struggling between whether he should or not, he was having a mental battle with himself. Though on the outside he was calm and collected.
He stared into Elena's eyes, so close and so in reach. Her eyes captivated him, made him move closer, so before he knew it he looked into her eyes once more, giving her a clear message of emotion. "Screw it", he breathed out. He moved his hand behind her head and pulled her in closer, their lips touched and for a moment Christian felt his heart stop. But as he gained control he realised that he wanted to make this kiss good! He moved his lips with hers, softly pressing them and gliding them with hers. He half one hand on the back of her head, just between her neck and head, and the other on the side of her face, just below the jaw line.
He kissed her with delicacy and softness, yet with a want and need that he couldn't quite explain.
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"You still are a pretty sweet guy".
Galya had replied softly, in fact too softly. She had been looking at him explain things and talk, and she had kind of got lost in the atmosphere of him. But she regained herself and walked on, walking slightly behind him. She let out a slight cough and scrunched her face to dismiss the fact that she had complimented or reassured him in a way.
"I believe you're an asshole because you want to push people away", Galya stated, shrugging her shoulders and breathing heavily.
Elena was slightly nervous when he kissed her then stopped. What was wrong? Did he regret it as soon as he started? Then he kissed her. Truly kissed her and made her insides melt. All her nervousness, fear. It was all gone. Elena was locked by how he held her and she loved it. His lips were so..god. Elena placed two hands on his chest, and kissed him back.
Without knowing it she let out a soft moan. Elena kissed him with such softness and need that it felt perfect. It all did.
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Luca chuckled, "Yeah, then you'll be the first." He said, referring to his sweet self. Luca was just about to jump up to another part of the hill when she said he last comment. Luca stopped in his tracks, his back to her, the familiar words playing in his head.
You push people away.
Of course he heard the asswhole part but that stuck. For he heard it once before.
Luca cleared his throat and began walking again, "Yeah well, they all leave anyway so it's just easier, Princess." He mutterd, his voice dull.
Christian smiled between kissing her and taking a breath, because all of it was so perfect. God, what had gotten into him? He was so different with Elena, in a good way. He was himself. Not the bad boy everyone believed him to be, though he could be when he wanted to be. He suddenly moved his hands to be around her waist, wrapping them around and pulling her closer as he kissed her with affection and adoration. Christian pulled back slowly, leaning his head on hers and looking into her eyes. "Was it okay that I did that?", he asked, genuinely wanting to know.
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When Luca stopped, she stopped.
She sensed that she had hit something in him, and she hoped that she did, because she wanted to know more of Luca. Once she heard his bitter comment she ran in front of him, and when she saw that she was in front of him she faced him head on and gulped down a breath.
"Then they weren't supposed to be in your life, Luca", she reassured," People come and go, but only the ones who want to stay will be in your life".
Elena closed her eyes, taking a breath and smiling softly. When she opened them again she chuckled, "Yes." She whispered. "Although, it took you long enough." She admitted. Elena leaned her forehead against his and smiled. Tracing her fingers lightly across his jaw line she looked back up and gave him one small last kiss. Pulling away, She snuggled into his side.
He was so..different around her. He was a bad boy but he was good for her and..She loved it.
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Luca looked down at her, his eyes distant. He looked up above her head and his face was expressionless when he said, "Maybe you're right. Yet, they don't really have a choice when they're about to die. Right?" Luca looked down at Galya, not really expecting an answer.
With that he looked back ahead of her and walked past her, continuing the hike.
He didn't expect her to understand what he ment. She didn't know.
Christian chuckled, grinning down at her and then pulling her in as she leaned into his side. He'd only known her for a few days, but Christian already felt something for this girl. So he knew exactly what he had wanted, and he had just gotten her. "Took me long enough?", Christian questioned, amusement apparent in his voice. "Did you want me to kiss you the moment we met?", he asked, having a joking smugness to him.
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At the mention of death Galya was immediately silenced, because she knew nothing. She looked into his eyes for a moment, a sort of sorrow and sympathy coming across her face as she saw the bittersweetness in his eyes.
Galya watched him walk away from her, she just stayed a moment and watched his back. "Death?", she asked softly, quietly. "Death is certain. We can never really predict death, no one leaves willingly, death takes away a persons choice". She knew she was pushing him again, but she just wanted to help.
Elena thought about. "Precisely." She smiled. Elena chuckled and shook he head, "Well maybe after the whole, me yelling at you for making me late to class scene." She said matter of factly. "I liked you a little more then." She said with a giggle.·······
Luca turned towards Galya, trying his hardest to keep his voice steady.
"Exactly, therefore we can't judge those who left us. For, they had no choice. Even if they didn't die, we can't control who we love. Even if it's wrong and they're a full on dick. It's just a matter how big your heart is, and how you can simply care for another so easily. No matter who they are, and how they might leave. Because in the end, it's no one's fault. You can't blame the other because you were stupid enough to fall in love and care, and you can't blame yourself because your heart is simply pure, and is loving to anyone." Luca looked straight into Galyas eyes when he said this, showing her. Showing her..What he could.
"And death..death is just an escape from it all. Still, they didn't get that choice. And all you could do is watch, as there body, and their feelings everything about them slowly fades away." Lucas voice was bitter. Luca stood right in front of Gayla, his face inches from hers.
His eyes were hard, filled with nothing. "And in an instant." Luca brought his fingers between their eyes, and snapped them loudly. "In that one moment. Everything you dedicated your life to. Everything you cared about. It's gone." Luca stood up straighter and looked down at her, his voice was dull but you heard the softness he had in his voice when he said her name. "Her name was Allison. She was my everything and I loved her. I loved her more then anything and everything in this world but that didn't matter. Because in the end death took her away from me. Cancer, to be more precise." Luca clenched his jaw, "So yeah, I push people away. But only because it's easier. For me, anyway." Luca spread out his arms, shrugging. "So now you know, Gayla. Please, if you wanna get to know me better simply ask. I'm just dying to let you know all my dark secrets." Luca pressed is lips together and dropped his eyes. He wanted to cry but couldn't, not anymore.
Turning around he whispered behind his shoulder, "We better get moving. Nightfall should be rolling around, soon. We can still make it." He said. Luca kept walking and everything about his body was tense. He didn't know what to do.
Christian had been joking. But to hear that she wanted a kiss from him from the beginning comforted him immediately after. He turned to look at her with a distant smile, as if he was thinking of nothing other than this moment. He didn't know what it was about her, but it mesmerised him. "I thought you hated me", he chuckled," You were so angry but I couldn't help but laugh because you still looked so adorable".
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Oh god, what suffering and pain she could just from his voice, just from how he conducted himself when he spoke about her.
When he spoke about his love, Alison.
She gulped down but kept her eyes on him as he spoke about her and how he truly felt, and all of it made sense to her now. He was a wounded boy, who never wanted to show anyone what he truly felt. Galya watched him as he walked away, turning herself to him and looking at his back again. She walked on, still behind him and suddenly grabbed him.
Her arms wrapped around his chest and her head laying on his back.
"I'm sorry", she said," I'm sorry you had to go through all of that, and I'm sorry Alison had to go through all of that too". She knew it meant nothing by her saying sorry, but she felt like she needed to say something.
Elenas cheeks burned red and she pressed her lips together, scrunching up her nose. "Well I'm glad my anger amuses you." She said bitterly. "Though I might say, it wouldn't have been so adorable if I slapped you, would to?" She asked in a teasing manner. "Because I was sure on my edge that day." She said, matter-of-factly.······
Lucas eyes widened and he sucked in a breath, surprised by the sudden comfort. Luca stand there, frozen in time, confused on what to do. So, he just stood there, welcoming her warmth, her arms around him.
He knew he shouldn't, but a small part of him didn't want her to let go. He didn't want to be left alone anymore, to feel alone. He needed someone.
Wanted someone. Maybe that was Gayla. Just maybe. Luca raised his arms to hug her back but, something stopped him. A reminder. He was afraid to let her in. Anyone for at matter. And if he did..That would involve him caring for her.
And what then? What if she left? What if she like everyone else? Luca was afraid. So, he did what he did best, he pushed her away. Luca grabbed her arms and slowly slid them off, "Thank you, Gayla. But I do not need your pity. I saw it in your eyes, and I don't need that. And please, don't apologize. It won't do me any good, and it won't bring her back. I've grieved. I'm okay." Luca tried to make his voice as calm as possible, as believing as possible.
Luca clenched his jaw and walked forward, "Come on, Princess. We're almost there." Lucas voice was more distant but it was soft.
With a sigh Elenabeth closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep. Oh,and also having a dream about Christian. Wonderful.
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Luca pursed his lips at his friends text. Hopefully. With a groan Luca switched off his light and quickly fell into a dreamless sleep.
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