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Oct 14, 2014 12:43PM
He's trying to persuade me to take art ._.
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Mehh I'll think about it... but all the stuff I draw is either suicidal thoughts or something depressing...
Anywayz how's Emilio?
Anywayz how's Emilio?
That you were talking to him... you and him were online..
He's a distraction >.<
and now...
and now...
Lol Lex don't worry about it xD
xD...
I didn't mean it like that it's just... mehh no point in explaining...
I didn't mean it like that it's just... mehh no point in explaining...
Why the fuck did he take away my sharpies??????? I fucking hate him -_-
No I don't >.<
I got an A on my history test ._.
I was one mark away from getting an A on my science test ._.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck
I hate her, I fucking hate her. Why did he say yes?
He could have said no
He could have said no
He could have said no
He could have said no
But he said yes ugh
Now I'm revising for my Spanish test which I have next urrgg, fuck you puta puta mierda de puta
No I don't >.<
I got an A on my history test ._.
I was one mark away from getting an A on my science test ._.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck
I hate her, I fucking hate her. Why did he say yes?
He could have said no
He could have said no
He could have said no
He could have said no
But he said yes ugh
Now I'm revising for my Spanish test which I have next urrgg, fuck you puta puta mierda de puta
I aced my test hoorah! A few grammer mistakes but mehh..
I have to do the speaking test on Friday... @_@
Anywayz...
Jesus I swear what the fuck is wrong with people?
I was at lunch outside reading when all of a sudden I'm lifted into the air @_@ wtf? I sort of made a strangled scream *embarassing* >_<
I realized it was A so I told him to put me down you dick -_- He just laughed and said he wanted to see if I was as light as I looked ._.
Seriously wtf?? I'm not that fragile, jeez I thought I was being attacked or something...
I have to do the speaking test on Friday... @_@
Anywayz...
Jesus I swear what the fuck is wrong with people?
I was at lunch outside reading when all of a sudden I'm lifted into the air @_@ wtf? I sort of made a strangled scream *embarassing* >_<
I realized it was A so I told him to put me down you dick -_- He just laughed and said he wanted to see if I was as light as I looked ._.
Seriously wtf?? I'm not that fragile, jeez I thought I was being attacked or something...
Micah ☯ wrote: "I aced my test hoorah! A few grammer mistakes but mehh..
I have to do the speaking test on Friday... @_@
Anywayz...
Jesus I swear what the fuck is wrong with people?
I was at lunch outside read..."
.....I wish guys did stuff like that at my school though...
And yay on your test
I have to do the speaking test on Friday... @_@
Anywayz...
Jesus I swear what the fuck is wrong with people?
I was at lunch outside read..."
.....I wish guys did stuff like that at my school though...
And yay on your test
Lol thanks but I thought I was being raped or something ._. Holy shit I was scared
Micah ☯ wrote: "Lol thanks but I thought I was being raped or something ._. Holy shit I was scared"
XD I would be too jeez but lol it's so cute though
XD I would be too jeez but lol it's so cute though
Uhh that was something else... >.<
Jay said yes...
Jay said yes...
I know it may not look like it but I have social anxiety >.<
Always have, I've always been shy and socially awkward around people. Lol I like being online more than real life because even if you do judge me I know that you don't really know me so I'm not offended. I'm fine around family and really close friends that I've known for years but people outside that *runs away*...
I don't really speak out loud unless I'm really pissed but thats always just a string of swear words and the anyone listening would be just like 'Whoah! I didn't know she could swear!'
-_-
That was before but I'm slowly gaining confidence. So now I'd just show them the middle finger and walk off, but I'll still be a little embarrassed after it >.<
Music helps too, with both my earphones plugged in even if I do something embarrassing I won't be able to hear the comments they make after I do it...
Always have, I've always been shy and socially awkward around people. Lol I like being online more than real life because even if you do judge me I know that you don't really know me so I'm not offended. I'm fine around family and really close friends that I've known for years but people outside that *runs away*...
I don't really speak out loud unless I'm really pissed but thats always just a string of swear words and the anyone listening would be just like 'Whoah! I didn't know she could swear!'
-_-
That was before but I'm slowly gaining confidence. So now I'd just show them the middle finger and walk off, but I'll still be a little embarrassed after it >.<
Music helps too, with both my earphones plugged in even if I do something embarrassing I won't be able to hear the comments they make after I do it...
>.<
Well my friend Elsa and I had a little 'talk'
Elsa: Are you and Jay going out?
Me: * shakes head * No...
Elsa: Okay thanks * Big smile *
.-.
Well my friend Elsa and I had a little 'talk'
Elsa: Are you and Jay going out?
Me: * shakes head * No...
Elsa: Okay thanks * Big smile *
.-.
Well we were just friends... >.<
I don't blame him, Elsa's really pretty and Jay's too much of a sweetie to say no...
This is her:
(view spoiler)
And then afterwards I talked to him and had a big argument over Edward? ._.
Why would he bring him up?
I don't blame him, Elsa's really pretty and Jay's too much of a sweetie to say no...
This is her:
(view spoiler)
And then afterwards I talked to him and had a big argument over Edward? ._.
Why would he bring him up?
Lol ice - cream @_@
Nahh I don't hate her, I was just mad at the time because the printer wasn't working ._.
And he won't even talk to me now, after what happened at lunch with A... >.<
Nahh I don't hate her, I was just mad at the time because the printer wasn't working ._.
And he won't even talk to me now, after what happened at lunch with A... >.<
He sort of lifted me up enexpectedly.. look at the above ^^
... yes... No big deal ._.
But really I'm tired of people commenting on my 'small bones' and 'frail structure'
Jeez they make me sound like an old lady >_<
But really I'm tired of people commenting on my 'small bones' and 'frail structure'
Jeez they make me sound like an old lady >_<
FallenAngel wrote: "A seems cool. But I think jays jealous. Maybe he just said yes to Elsa to make u jealous.
Its not even ur fault. And it seems like a said it almost in a flirtatious way."
Yeah, and the person sounds really sweet/romantic but idk sorry to but in
Its not even ur fault. And it seems like a said it almost in a flirtatious way."
Yeah, and the person sounds really sweet/romantic but idk sorry to but in
I do like A but I told you my friend likes him too so I wasn't going to do anything...
Jays not the jealous type..
Jays not the jealous type..
FallenAngel wrote: "I'm still on team jay. A is second."
I don't know Jay, but from wht I've read I like A better
I don't know Jay, but from wht I've read I like A better
Clara wrote: "FallenAngel wrote: "A seems cool. But I think jays jealous. Maybe he just said yes to Elsa to make u jealous.
Its not even ur fault. And it seems like a said it almost in a flirtatious way."
Yea..."
Adam..?
Its not even ur fault. And it seems like a said it almost in a flirtatious way."
Yea..."
Adam..?
Micah ☯ wrote: "Clara wrote: "FallenAngel wrote: "A seems cool. But I think jays jealous. Maybe he just said yes to Elsa to make u jealous.
Its not even ur fault. And it seems like a said it almost in a flirtati..."
Idk I don't know who it is, but the guy who picked you up
Its not even ur fault. And it seems like a said it almost in a flirtati..."
Idk I don't know who it is, but the guy who picked you up
Lol boys converting into girls xD...
Yup...
I'm trying really had not to use the really sharp pencil in my hand to do something other than draw on the paper...
I'm trying really had not to use the really sharp pencil in my hand to do something other than draw on the paper...
FallenAngel wrote: "Micah ☯ wrote: "Lol boys converting into girls xD..."
??? What"
I was talking to Elsa the other day how life would be much easier if we were boys...
??? What"
I was talking to Elsa the other day how life would be much easier if we were boys...
He didn't take away my pencils or my sharpner...
I am drawing... a girl hanging herself ._.
See all this stuff is depressing >.<
See all this stuff is depressing >.<
Won't be long before I start drawing on my hand @_@ and make it stay there for permanent...
Sorry Lex :/
But I just don't know why he's so mad >.<
First Edward and now Adam...
But I just don't know why he's so mad >.<
First Edward and now Adam...
Did I ever tell you that when Jay asked me out I ran for the hills? Even though I've known him since we were kids I still panicked :/ Lame.
Mehh... I'll just go lose myself in the music...
Pfft he took away my pills >.<
You know why, I see you've been talking about me.
I'm done. Let her keep her damn pencils.
Lol if that scares you, then you should see the rest of the stuff she draws....
Lol if that scares you, then you should see the rest of the stuff she draws....
Look I've tried my best but I'm getting tired. Ever since she started doing all that stuff she hasn't stopped.
