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Oct 11, 2014 06:21PM
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"Nothing". Oh my god. Such a comforting answer. Don't lie, there is clearly something going on.
Leave it Fal. Some shits happened, don't get involved.
Yeah, okay then. And don't call me fucking Fal, I've already told you all. I also left a message for Tut and George on my journal on my new group, and you can join them on my dislike list for all I care if you're never going to talk to me.
You don't think I care? You don't think I give a shit about you? Fine.
Be like that. I just fucking cut myself now cos I lost it. I'm depressed Fal, I'm stressed, I'm having suicidal thoughts. I'm trying yo get my shit together so just bear with me for a while.
Be like that. I just fucking cut myself now cos I lost it. I'm depressed Fal, I'm stressed, I'm having suicidal thoughts. I'm trying yo get my shit together so just bear with me for a while.
Well, I'll have you know you aren't the only person who suffers from things like that. Just saying. You're 1 out of millions. I'm not trying to make you feel worse, but seriously. Just think about that.
* facepalm * I don't hate you, Micah. I apologize. I don't care if you don't apologize to me, but I'm sorry. I'm just being a total jackass tonight to everyone >.>.
O_O
*Bangs head*
Gonna burn my sketchbook now... >.<
Is anybody out there?
It feels like I'm talkin to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I come from
Can anybody hear me?
I guess I keep talkin to myself
It feels like I'm going insane
Am I the one who's crazy?
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
If there is, let me hear just so I know I'm not the only one
It feels like I'm talkin to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I come from
Can anybody hear me?
I guess I keep talkin to myself
It feels like I'm going insane
Am I the one who's crazy?
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
If there is, let me hear just so I know I'm not the only one
Yesterday was horrible. And I'm not talking about what happened here...
There was a robbery, some assholes were drunk, shit happened... a baby was hurt O_O
There was a robbery, some assholes were drunk, shit happened... a baby was hurt O_O
You idiot. Why did you have to get involved?
At least I did something unlike other people who just stood there and watched. A frickin baby got hurt, so I thumped one of the thugs...
And got yourself knifed in the process -_-
You could have got caught by the police.
You could have got caught by the police.
I barely felt anything, besides I can outrun the police any day.
Why the hell do you care Matthew? Yesterday you were wishing on my death and now you play the big brother act? Bullshit.
Why the hell do you care Matthew? Yesterday you were wishing on my death and now you play the big brother act? Bullshit.
Why the fuck didn't you do it?
After all those goddamn threats and at the last minute you chicken out?
You made a mistake leaving your gun with me.
After all those goddamn threats and at the last minute you chicken out?
You made a mistake leaving your gun with me.
And go to juvie for committing murder?
No thanks.
I actually want to live my life.
No thanks.
I actually want to live my life.
You're not going to commit suicide. You're too scared to do it.
You better shut your mouth Matthew or I might do something drastic just to make a fucking point.
Thought so...
Are you stupid? You gon' start dissin people for no reason?
Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even
You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying
Are you stupid? You gon' start dissin people for no reason?
Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even
You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying
Micah ☯ wrote: "This is so fucked >.<"
Everything or a specific thing?
Everything or a specific thing?
Yeah......…… I hope it gets better.…
Didn't do much -_-
The baby went hospital. Damn assholes could've killed her... and other people got hurt too...
The baby went hospital. Damn assholes could've killed her... and other people got hurt too...
Micah ☯ wrote: "Didn't do much -_-
The baby went hospital. Damn assholes could've killed her... and other people got hurt too..."
But you actually helped though?
The baby went hospital. Damn assholes could've killed her... and other people got hurt too..."
But you actually helped though?
Haha all I did was thump one of them and get knifed then ran away coz the police were coming...
Micah ☯ wrote: "Haha all I did was thump one of them and get knifed then ran away coz the police were coming..."
Ok lol but thumping him/her was good, so many people would never have the guts to do that... And damn are you okay??
Ok lol but thumping him/her was good, so many people would never have the guts to do that... And damn are you okay??
It's not that deep.
This is no surprise, where I live this shit happens all the time -_- One of the reasons I wanna move.
This is no surprise, where I live this shit happens all the time -_- One of the reasons I wanna move.
They took it too far this time. o-o
A frickin baby could've died, that's so low
A frickin baby could've died, that's so low
Well yeah that's fucking crazy...... That has never happened to me or anywhere around where I live so wow
Dammit, you're such a skinny, stubborn brat.
-_-
-_-
Clara wrote: "....me??"
No right?
No right?
Clara wrote: "Clara wrote: "....me??"
No right?"
Yes right?
Idk
No right?"
Yes right?
Idk
Matthew wrote: "Dammit, you're such a skinny, stubborn brat.
-_-"
Do you have to refer to what I look like?
That is totally uncalled for >.<
-_-"
Do you have to refer to what I look like?
That is totally uncalled for >.<
I said some stuff yesterday... that pissed him off, to the point where he was wishing that I would die.
So yeah It's my fault...
So yeah It's my fault...
Oh...
Thats the insult they all use. Nobody sees me as a threat but they think differently after they get their ass kicked xD
Thats the insult they all use. Nobody sees me as a threat but they think differently after they get their ass kicked xD
Right I'm going to sort this out once and for all.
Matthew I know you're still there so meet me at the usual spot. See ya later Lex and Clara if you're still there.
Matthew I know you're still there so meet me at the usual spot. See ya later Lex and Clara if you're still there.
Micah ☯ wrote: "Right I'm going to sort this out once and for all.
Matthew I know you're still there so meet me at the usual spot. See ya later Lex and Clara if you're still there."
Okay goodbye
Matthew I know you're still there so meet me at the usual spot. See ya later Lex and Clara if you're still there."
Okay goodbye
Todo lo que voy a hacer es dar su pistola ...
Adios
Adios
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
He's back!!!!!!!
He's back!!!!!!!
jvjfbwbwjwhjw yes!
He just crept up behind and put his arms around me, vwjvwjguj I started crying because I was so happy to see him :')
He just crept up behind and put his arms around me, vwjvwjguj I started crying because I was so happy to see him :')
