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Whats up with the Emo topic?
i love that song! and im almost always depressed...

Can there be anything more painful?
I have a condition that has something to do with brainwaves and thinking and blah blah blah. The bottem line is, I'm always depressed. Slightly, but it's there.
When my dearest pet died, I went so far down into it that there was almost a point of no return. Since I found that spot, I've used it when I need to withdraw.
'S more of a sanctuary than a hell for me, but...



Now The dark begins to rise, save your breath it's far from over
Leave the lost and dead behind, nows your chance to run for cover
I don't want to change the world, I just want to leave it colder
Light the fuse and burn it up, take the path that leads to nowhere
All is lost again, but I'm not giving in
I Will Not Bow, I Will Not Break
I Will shove the world away
I will not fall, I will not fade
I will take your breath away
This makes you wonder what the hell people are doing. Honestly. Imagine you have a life like this song.
The meaning behind the song is very deep. It's bascially about war and poverty in my mind. Except you have no hope. None at all. I was real depressed a year or so ago. Nothing too serious, wasn't taking drugs or anything, and I was smiling whenever anyone asked me anything, but it felt horrible. Like you are being eaten away at, slowly but surely.
I have lost the will to change, and shut the world away for me that was. That's over and done, and now I think back and realize it was good in a twisted way because after that I'm more confident and self-assured. But it was horrible and I don't reccomend it. Don't ask why I was depressed, I'm touchy on that.