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Mya and Scout
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ᎻꮖꮐꮋᏞꭺꭰꭹ
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Sep 24, 2014 08:07PM
She propped herself up onto her elbows, looking down at her stomach. "Does it look bigger to you?"
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"Just a little,why?" he asked and stopped midsentence as his eyes widened "You cant be"
She didn't catch on. "What are you talking about? Can't be what?"
"Pregnant" he whispered
She blinked at him then looked at her stomach, speechless. "No...I can't be..."
"I don't know" he said "It could be a possibility"
"But we used protection." She said, not wanting to believe it.
"You know that always doesn't work"
She frowned as tears began to brim her eyes.
He frowned as he pulled her into a embrace
She pushed out of his arms and stood up, wiping her eyes.
He sighed "Where are you going?"
She stalked info the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror, lifting up her shirt.
He followed after her watching her as she raised her shirt looking at her stomach
She turned to the side and arched her back a little, running a hand across her slightly swelled belly.
He smiled slightly he was going to be a father
She frowned and put her shirt down, leaning against the counter on her elbows, face in her hands. "This is very bad."
"What do you mean"
"I'm a monster, Alex. This baby will be one to. Just like me." She said, voice shaking.
"Look at how you turned out Amy" he said coming closer to her
She stood up straighter and starred at her reflection in the mirror. "It's not whats on the outside. It's what on the inside. I live to kill." She said.
"But do you?" He asked her
"Do you kill everything in your sight?" He asked her "I'm still standing right here"
She looked at his reflection with sad eyes. "That doesn't matter. What matters is that there can't be another me. He'll hurt this baby like he did to me." She said, holding her stomach.
"There's nothing we can do"
"I'm not fitted to be a mother." She said, crying.
"Hey, I'm not ready to be a father either, but we'll get through it" he said hugging her
"This child deserves a better life Alex." She whispered, hugging him tightly
"Were going to do our best okay" he told her, seeing her cry really broke his heart
She buried her face into his shoulder and sniffed, letting out a shaky breath. "I'm scared."
"Me too" he admitted
She sighed deeply. "I'm so sorry."
"For what? You haven't done anything"
"You've done white the opposite" he said smiling "If I hadn't met you I would of probably been doing something worse"
"Drunk, or on drugs"
He smiled "I love you and our baby"
She looked down at her stomach and rubbed it gently, still not comfortable with the feeling of being pregnant.
He looked down at her stomach, wondering if he was going to be ready
She sighed and looked up at him with wet eyes.
"I'll be with you here the whole time" he told her reassuring her
"Good. Because if you weren't involved in this then I would be jumping off a roof right now."
He smiled softly at her
"Are you going to tell your sister?" She asked softly
