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Jul 20, 2019 09:48AM
His mom hid his electronics because he didn’t want to go hiking so he went 8 hours without anything 😂😂
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I’m gonna learn how to play a game go me
Hi yes I’ve come here to say I love Adam so much it makes me want to cry if that makes sense
Hi yes I love all of you unconditionally
I’m so thankful for my friends. I’m not me when I’m not with them and it shows more and more every day. (You’re my human form of snickers) I’ve noticed my mood changes if I’m on a call with Adam or Morris when somebody comes up to me and says something. I get quiet and boring. On call I’m completely different. I’ll get quiet, but it’s a happy quiet. A quiet that I like because I enjoy listening to what they’re doing. I like hearing them lose at games and even better winning them. And it’s so fun when a family member walks in and they switch to their language. I never know what they say but I love it.
When I talk to Mykie or Val, they make me feel welcome. Like I belong here with them and they’re never made me feel unwanted in the year I’ve known them. Lately I’ve only talked about one thing and you guys haven’t told me to shut the fuck up about him yet and for that you guys are even more amazing. I’ve seen you two at your worst (at least I pray that was the worst) and you came through stronger than before. I firmly believe we’re doing that. That all of us together make one another better. Imagine only having one friend who loves and supports you and is always there for you no matter what.
I have four of those. 1, 2, 3, 4. Without you guys, I would be lost. So thank you. (I just wanted to show off my counting skills by the way)
I’ve been trying to find my home. Is it where I grew up, or with Isaac at his house? And it’s neither. You guys are my home.
But because this is my journal I can do whatever the fuck I want
I kinda just want to write everybody their own little thing even if half of them won’t see. Val- I met you first. You were my first online friend. I never had any true online friends before you. When we met you were in a mental state that called for all of your attention and had a hold on you. It’s hard to remember that Val because of who you are now. You find the good in everything. You make a meaning out of everything you can. I think that’s beautiful. “You are my Sunshine; my only Sunshine” You’re my first best friend here and I’m not lucky but blessed you’re here.
Mykie- I met you shortly after Val, and for a while I completely ignored you because I was talking to her. I was a bitch. I thought you were some irritating 12 year old because you were so hyper. Little did I know what was hiding behind the screen. You with your heart out on the line. Your little Sprocket and Chase Goehring and Jay. I didn’t know you would become so important to me so quickly. Best bitches forever. *awkward high five* don’t hurt me XD
Morris- for some reason I keep finding myself in seriously deep conversation with you and I think it’s perfect. I really love having you in my life. It’s been a good last few months and I hope we can stay friends. You deserve the world and all the cute girls you can imagine. I don’t know why they aren’t falling all over you already.
Adam- where and how do I start this... you’re my boy. Nobody could replace you being my first and I’m so so amazed I have you. We’ve been together for nearly two weeks and both of us have had equal break downs but always stick around. You make me smile every single day without fail. I love when we call and you try to have me say words and I mess them up so bad you just giggle. You’re adorable. I never want to lose you.
I have full intentions to meet every single one of you in person. Even though you make it nearly impossible by living in Virginia, Montana, Netherlands, and Lebanon. ;p
I love you all.
Good night Goodreads world. I love Mykayla. I love Val. I love Adam. I love Morris. I love Jay. I love Jesus. Jay and Jesus fall into the same category. (Kidding obviously Jay is superior) but mostly I love sleep at the moment and I’m think I’m sleep happy
Can’t, baby is awake and his parents need to sleep for work tomorrow. He took an hour long nap so it’s very possible I could be up until 3am
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Well he’s sleeping right now so I can’t ask him for direct translation :(
I already know hayate we’ve talked about it a lot lol and... To’obornu? To’oborni?
I already know hayate we’ve talked about it a lot lol and... To’obornu? To’oborni?
I already know hayate we’ve talked about it a lot lol and... To’obornu? To’oborni?
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this one technically translates to ‘bury me’ which essentially is like “please bury me bc that means i’ll die first and i’ll never have to live without you”
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hayate - my world
to’oborni -bury me
3youni -kind of like apple of my eye
albi -my heart
Right. I knew some of those from what’s he’s said to me or told me. I really like To’oborni. But I think I found that one, so I haven’t told him that
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Yeah Adam would be like “where are you learning all of this” and I could say “oh the older boy from my journal offered to translate cute things”
He would get jealous lol I don’t want that
He finally fell asleep omg yes and it’s only 12:30am
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that’s my mom’s last name 😂
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No lmao I wanted to talk to you about it but also respect Adams privacy
Big mood to love and respect your boyfriend
Guess who’s not allowed to dye their hair pink anymore so they’re in their room about to bleach itMe
Bad news: the dye didn’t do shit (second time I’ve dyed my hair in a row where it didn’t do anything) so I’m going to cut my hair tomorrow
