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May 02, 2019 09:44PM
Me: *whispering Spongebobs “Gary come home” but replacing Gary with Mykie*
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I’m staying over at my brother currently, and his dog is in the nursery sleeping next to my air mattress to protect me while I fall asleep to soft tunes and I’m sleep happy ~
I have a really fucking cute dream about Killian and I keep thinking about it and it makes me smile
I’m sitting at my kitchen table with some tea, music, and writing. It feels good ~
So I heard you found somebody elseAnd at first I thought it was a lie
I took all my things that make sounds
The rest I can do without
I don't want your body
But I hate to think about you with somebody else
Our love has gone cold
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone
And then leaving with somebody else
No, I don't want your body
But I'm picturing your body with somebody else
Come on baby
This ain't the last time that I'll see your face
Come on baby
You said you'd find someone to take my place
I just don't believe that you have got it in you 'cause
We are just gonna keep 'doin' it' and everytime
I start to believe in anything you're saying
I'm reminded that I should be getting over it
I don't want your body
But I hate to think about you with somebody else
Our love has gone cold
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone
And then leaving with somebody else
No, I don't want your body
But I'm picturing your body with somebody else
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
Get someone you love?
Get someone you need?
Fuck that, get money
I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone
Get someone you love?
Get someone you need?
Fuck that, get money
I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone
Get someone you love?
Get someone you need?
Fuck that, get money
I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone
Get someone you love?
Get someone you need?
Fuck that, get money
I can't give you my soul 'cause we're never alone
I don't want your body
But I hate to think about you with somebody else
Our love has gone cold
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone
And then leaving with somebody else
No, I don't want your body
But I'm picturing your body with somebody else
Sorry it’s a song. I completely forgot to put that part lmao
Alabama passed an abortion bill to NO abortions unless the Mother’s life is endangered.
My head spins, I've been sippingI've been sipping, I've been sipping lately
All my sins, I've been tripping, I've been tripping, my God
Brand new life, I've been looking
I've been looking, I've been looking lately
All these nights, they've been cooking
They've been cooking me raw
I am just a man, I am just a man
Who lusts, gives, tries
Sometimes I lose my way
Tears at a funeral, tears at a funeral, I might break
Angry at all the things, angry at all the things I can't change
When you're lost in the universe, lost in the universe
Don't lose faith
My mother says, "Your whole life's in the hand of God"
Break it down
Your whole life's in the hand of
Your whole life's in the hand of God
My ex girl, I've been seeing, I've been seeing
I've been seeing lately
She's got hope that we're getting back together, my God
I just know that I'm horny and I'm lonely, just admit it's crazy
She just holds on to something that she knows is long gone
Damn
I am just a man, I am just a man
Who lusts, gives, tries
Sometimes I lose my way
Tears at a funeral, tears at a funeral, I might break
Angry at all the things, angry at all the things I can't change
When you're lost in the universe, lost in the universe
Don't lose faith
My mother says, "Your whole life's in the hand of God"
Break it down
Your whole life's in the hand of
Your whole life's in the hand of God
Tears at a funeral, tears at a funeral, I might break
Angry at all the things, angry at all the things I can't change
When you're lost in the universe, lost in the universe
Don't lose faith
My mother says, "Your whole life's in the hand of God"
Nothing has changed, he is the same
"Your whole life's in the hand of God"
Nothing has changed, he is the same
"Your whole life's in the hand of God"
Nothing has changed, he is the same
Jon Bellini - Hand of God
Can’t wait for my wedding night so my husband and I can *sighs dreamily* Netflix and chill and then sleep
It's not the long flowing dress that you're inOr the light coming off of your skin
The fragile heart you protected for so long
Well the mercy in your sense of right and wrong
It's not your hand searching slow in the dark
Or your nails bleeding love's watermark
It's not the way you talked me off the roof
Your questions like directions to the truth
It's knowing that this can't go on forever
Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone
Maybe we'll get forty years together
But one day I'll be gone
One day you'll be gone
If we were vampires and death was a joke
We'd go out on the sidewalk and smoke
And laugh at all the lovers and their plans
I wouldn't feel the need to hold your hand
Maybe time running out is a gift
I'll work hard till the end of my shift
And give you every second I can find
And hope it isn't me who's left behind
It's knowing that this can't go on forever
Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone
Maybe we'll get forty years together
But one day I'll be gone
One day you'll be gone
It's knowing that this can't go on forever
Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone
Maybe we'll get forty years together
But one day I'll be gone
One day you'll be gone
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If We Were Vampires - Chase See
She messaged me on the tenth (I think) and the bitch said her computer crashed so she’s getting it fixed by a dude.
I really need to talk to somebody but I can’t.
Directly on the path of a tornado. Please PLEASE pray for us.
I went up to my room to get anything irreplaceable and realized I don’t care about any of my shit because it’s all replaceable. I’m honestly just glad my family and friends are here with me
We are in our basement. There’s like 20 people down here. Neighbors, family, a baby I’m watching that isn’t related at all. We’re all just praying and hoping it passes.
They’re going outside to smoke their fucking cigarettes
We’re safe. They touched down but went right back up I think. Thank you for the prayers ❤️
“the house is quiet as a mouse until ~rumble~
the thunder shouts.
this is what it’s like
the screaming inside my head
fighting, clawing, wishing i was dead.”
Rumble
1.. 2... 3...
the lightning strikes
3 miles away a boy cries.
he’s staring out the window,
where Lucifer shows face.
he picks up his pen and paper
“a disgrace, a mistake, a hollowed out face”
a note.
to the ones who never bothered to care.
the ones who didn’t seem to noticed he was never truly there.
“i’m at an all time low.”
tears stain the page.
“No.” he whispers, with a hint of rage.
the thunder crashes.
he carefully folds the note, and lights a match.
burning the page that holds the thoughts that made him feel stuck inside a cage.
“why me?”
he looks above.
he prays to God, afraid of what He might say.
he knows He will answer this time.
“I have made you into my own image. You are beautiful. The sin scarred into your skin will be forgiven.
The window is telling you lies.
Do not fall for their false cries.
I did not pick you because I think you are weak.
I picked you because I know you are strong.”
Have Faith in God for with him you are complete
And any other who tell you different?
They can’t even compete.
“But if you cause one of these little ones who trusts in me to fall into sin, it would be better for you to have a large millstone tied around your neck and be drowned in the depths of the sea.”(Matthew 18:6 NLT)
I just remembered that time when I wanted to make my best friend at the time feel good so I drew her (I was like 12 and just started my hand at art) and I was really excited for her to see it. when I pulled it out she looked at it and laughed to the point of tears while I just watched her trying not to cry So if I ever make anybody feel what I felt then I’m so sorry and please let me make it up to you.
Also just realized a month before I ended things with Mackenzie I drew a picture of us together and she didn’t ever mention it so apparently I suck really bad a drawing
Sigh apparently I have to show you. Prepare yourself, I’ll add a photo
Just because a Christian won’t support something doesn’t mean that they hate the people involved
Super quick question: was my poem thing bad enough that nobody said anything about it to spare my feelings?
Idk what it’s really for. I wrote it in like 20 minutes and decided to post it. I was gonna delete it but not until I save it to my computer.
Yeah. Like Friday night I was up around midnight and it just came to me. It was storming out lol
SO I was thinking about the last abortion clinic closing this weekend in Missouri (!!!) and it got me thinking of all the people who say “my body my choice” when literally those are the same people that look down on us anti-vaccine people. But guess what? My body my choice. I want to be able to go to a college without having my vaccinations.
me: if mom asks - sister: im not lying
me: not but listen it’s just—
sister: im not going to lie to my mom
me: seriously you have so much to learn go away
The screen protector for my phone. I dropped it on the gravel while riding a golf cart and it broke XD Not my phone though
I have a good case. The phone is completely safe :)
so i didn’t get to see Captain Marvel in theaters which means i have yet to see Endgame, but i’m gonna see detective pikachu so go me
it’s super sad so far. and the theater is like 80 degrees. my sister had to leave because she couldn’t breath. and also Quinton was yelling
