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Aug 05, 2019 07:51PM
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((Oh! Okay, I was getting a bit upset there I just love this role-play so much and it felt too abrupt to end just right there XDbut yes times skip is perfectly fine, Thank God *Collapses*))
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((That is a relief! ^_^ reposting my last post due to typos, and if you would do the time skip?))Kim surprised herself at the sort of chuckle/giggle, that came from her. Walking with him hand-in-hand and stepping out into a world that had been terrifying before and now seems so still and quiet. Beautiful. How had everything changed over such a short period of time.
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Finally, the day of the trial arrived, not that Shade could sleep the previous night, like at all, so for him it felt more like time slowly crept along until the trial was close. They awakened and met the day and started to get ready for their journey to the courthouse. Shade seemed to dote on Hush a little more than usual, though maybe it was in an effort to settle his own extreme nerves. He felt nauseous like he might be sick at any moment. He failed at eating breakfast. Adam was called to babysit Hush while Kim and Shade were gone, for Hush seemed quite squeamish and disturbed as well. Soon enough it was time to leave. Shade stood in front of the bathroom mirror one last time, making sure he looked the way he was supposed to. He was pretty sure the skin of his face had gone a shade paler than its usual hue though. He tried to take slow, deep breaths but the tingle of anxiety wasn't leaving him.
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((no problem worth the wait is always :-) ))Kim thanks to help from shade was able to handle a lot of the things that came a lot easier and though she still hadn’t plucked up her courage to go for a walk alone perhaps she’d have been willing to accompany her on a walk unfortunately she wanted to be the person who is strong in there for him as this trial started but she felt equally sick to her stomach and did her best to appear upbeat and cheerful but in truth for suffering mild panic attacks with regular frequency.
It was funny because before she had never even thought about hesitating to speak in front of people and now she didn’t want to speak at all, but knew she probably would need to because now she was just as much a victim, well maybe not just a touch but she was a victim as well as the others. She managed to force yourself to eat that way she had something to throw up if she did get sick like she was feeling she would.
Repeatedly stating that mantra to herself. I’m not gonna cry, I’m not going to cry. I’m not gonna cry. she needed to be strong for both of the guys that were so important in her life. When Adam arrived the air lightened if only slightly and he had brought donuts. Insisting that she ate one though she knew she would regret this later she did.
Adam lumbered over towards the table, and set the donuts down letting Hush no that he could have the pic of them. He also included some pigs in blankets and donut holes. For those that didn’t like things too sweet he really had one of each sort of variety old-fashioned cake donuts eclairs with cream filling normal plain glazed chocolate icing with sprinkles. And then he had some that seem to be just filled donuts with strawberry and raspberry and boysenberry.
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Shade was quite surprised by Adam’s gift of the donuts and he thanked the man for it and of course for coming to look after Hush in the first place. He managed to eat one of the chocolate donuts too, he didn’t get as bad with not being able to eat from his anxiety like Hush did though he still didn’t exactly have an appetite, but at least the donut was pleasant to eat anyway.
Hush only managed to nibble at a plain glazed donut, no more. Finally it was time to go.
Shade quickly made his way over to Hush, resting his hands on the boy’s shoulders and bending down to look up at him in the eye. “Alright, bye buddy. We’ll be back later okay?” He said softly.
Hush seemed to eye him worriedly and then signed. ‘Are you going to be okay?’
Shade smiled. “Yeah, I’ll be fine. Don’t worry.” He then nodded firmly. “We’re going to finally take them down for good yeah?”
Hush looked hesitant but at the words he gave a nod.
Shade ran a hand through Hush’s had affectionately before finally he stood back up. “Okay... shall we?” He said as he slowly turned to Kim. His face likely couldn’t hide his anguish.
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((Right? I found it amusing to for some reason. But the logic that my mom instilled in me from a child everything is better with donuts! LOL))Adam didn’t really expect them to go hogwild on the donuts but he was happy to see that they actually had all engaged in them. And if there’s one thing he learned that a reheated donut done properly was still pretty darn good. And he would be sure and instruct them in the proper way to reheat a donut so that was almost as good as when it was fresh. His Express became all the more grim when he saw poor Shade’s face.
Kim nodded to Shade, and perhaps she should’ve waited until they left, but she felt it important to do something to hopefully comfort him. She walked over and if he let her she would take his hand look him in the eyes and give a firm nod. “Let’s finish what we started.” She said with a lot more conviction and strength then she realize she even had in this moment
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Kim was proud of Shade. He could call her brave all he wanted, but she would see him as the brave one. It was them that made her feel like she even had the courage to do half of the things she did. She still was freaking out a little bit over singing in public. It was only the praise of Shade, It made her smile about that event and remembering the look in his eyes the sound of his voice. S would’ve been expected, Spade was out front in an armored vehicle blacked out windows and two officers waiting to load them into the vehicle to get him to the trial. Kim shouldn’t of expected any less she had seen movies, but it was different living it. Wasn’t quite as fun or exciting in fact it was just terrifying.((we can skip over the drive if you like. Also I went back and looked she sings somewhere over the rainbow where her she was able to hear her while in the shower. I saw that one going through and copy and pasting))
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Kim was intimidated to but not to the level that shade was. She gave his hand a squeeze but stepped back with him not holding him to be close looking at his face. “It’s just a little further.“Spade stepped forward away from the others signaling for them to just keep an eye out. “There still could be And attempt. On either of you, it’s necessary for your safety.” He felt so bad he could see the anxiety clear as day on the poor boy.
((yeah you were right. Only hush. No one else LOL for some reason I thought it happened while she was jogging and then I remembered thinking it was silly for her to sing while jogging because it’s hard to sing while running LOL so the shower was the next best place cause I had to work her in singing one of her favorite songs ie one of my favorite songs))
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Kim frowned worriedly. Spade started to attempt walking closer, but she held her hand up palm out to stop him. “Shade...” She whispered. Not because she was being secretive because she was talking to him face-to-face and didn’t feel he needed loud. “We can go back to that door right there, and go back up to the apartment and forget about all of this.“ She was trembling now her voice shaking with emotion. “But you’ll never be able to have a good nights sleep as long as you know you didn’t go through with us. For everyone, for Hush, for me, but also for yourself. No one can force you to do this. Those days are over, now is your chance to stand up to them, to fight back and show them that not only do they not on you anymore but you’re going to make sure they can’t hurt anyone else.“ The tears were flowing down her cheeks now. The truth was if he chose to go back in there she would think no less of him. “The matter what you decide. I’m here. With you.” ((Lol I do think you have a better memory than I do most the time XD)?
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((Last post here, would you post in the thread in the other group please for your response?))Kim was still trembling, but she walked with him just as determined. This was only one step in the beginning of this final battle. They had to win, they had to make each and every one of those fiends pay for what they did, for the innocence they stole! Severin came to mind in that moment, his story, was just as tragic, but even with as much hate as he had, he still tried to do something. She was so proud of Shade for facing the demons looming over them. Once they were in the car she exhaled slowly. trying to calm her racing heart.
Spade had the men enter the car, they sat in the back and one in the front leaving Shade and Kim for the middle seat. For which she was glad, it was quite and awkward and looking at Shade she wanted to do something for him. She wanted to be brave too. It may have sounded crazy, and she probably could have chose a better song, but maybe it was a little bit selfish. It was a song that made her feel everything would get better.
"S-somewhere over the rainbow, way up high...
There's a land that I heard of... once in a lullaby,
Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true
Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow, bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh, why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh, why can't I?"
She only stuttered are the beginning and had her eyes closed the majority of the song. Only once she finished did she feel foolish and horribly embarrassed.
