With All My Soul (Red and Gemma)

[RED]

Leo

I go on ahead and wrapped my arms around her. Just holding her and trying to say something and just think of the right words to do. "I know that you're sad and that you miss them." I whispered to her before i kissed her head

"But if... if there was a way for you to visit them ... they have to move on too." I whispered to her

Cat

I smiled a little and just enjoyed this connection with him. I kissed him back just hungrily wanting him. As my hands wandered down and started taking off his shirt as my hands finally touched his smooth body.

[Gemma]

Candy

He wraps his arms around me and tells me know that I miss them. He kisses my head and whispers if there was a way for me to visit them. That they have to move on too.

"I would love to see them again but at the same time I don't want to put them through the heartbreak of seeing me and having to say goodbye again." I tell him as I rest my head against his shoulder.

Derek

She starts to unbutton my shirt and I shiver slightly as her hands touch my bare skin. I kiss her back and softly slip a hand under her shirt running my fingers along her skin as I slip it upwards slowly.

[RED]

Leo

I pulled away from her just a little bit when she tells me that she would love to see them again. But that she knew that it would put them through a heart break to say good bye to her. I bite my cheek before i hovered my hand and pulled out a family picture of her and her family.

"I know its not a lot but its the most i can do."

Cat

I leaned in and kissed him some more feeling the shivering under my touch when he slips my shirt off. I groaned a little and helped him take off my shirt when i nipped his lips again. I wanted him and now that i was a soul i didn't have to worry about protection.

I ran my hands down and got rid of the rest of our clothes.

[Gemma]

Candy

I look at him shocked as he holds out a picture of my family and says it isn't much but it is the best he can do. I look at the picture and smile softly hugging it to my chest.

"Thank you." I whisper softly and hug him tightly.

Derek

She groans a little as we kiss and next thing I know we are both completely bare. I look down at her and rest my forehead against hers. "Let me know if I am doing anything wrong okay?" I say softly. Last thing I wanted to do is hurt her.

[RED]

Leo

I gulped a little bit when she just looks at it in shock. I didn't know what to say or to think when she tells me thank you and hugs me. I take out a breath of relief when i hugged her back

"I don't exactly know what you're going through but... I can see how it affects you." I whispered to her.

Cat

I looked at him and smiled a little when i nodded my head. We're against the bed and we go on ahead and kissed him softly. "Let me know if i'm doing anything wrong too." I whispered to him wrapping my legs around his waist and brought him to me.

[Gemma]

Candy

He hugs me back and whispers that he doesn't exactly know what I am going through but he can see how it affects me. "Still thank you. This means the world to me." I whisper softly and lean up on my toes, pressing my lips to hiss for a brief moment.

Derek

"Of course." I promise as she wraps her legs around my waist, drawing me to her. I cup her face as I kiss her deeply, resting my body against hers as my hands slowly wander along her body, exploring her smooth skin.

[RED]

Cat

I was slightly worried that i wanted to rush things, I wanted to be with him as fast as possible when the last time i really kissed him... i had that memory. But the panic faded the more he kissed me and i felt more relaxed as i leaned in and kissed him here and there. My hands wandering down his broad back

Leo

I was smiling when she tells me how much it meant to her. I grinned a little and i was taken by surprise that she kissed me again. I looked at her blinking a little before i smiled.

"Mind if i give you your third kiss?"

[Gemma]

Derek

She relaxes slowly and lean in to kiss me here and there as her hands wander down my back. I kiss along her jaw down to her neck as I take my time to savor her. She deserved to be treated like she was precious because she is.

Candy

He looks at me surprised and blinks a little before he smiles. He asks if I mind him giving me my third kiss. I giggle a little and smile. "I don't see why not." I say softly.

[RED]

Leo

I looked at her when she tells me that she doesn't see why not. I grinned a little and kind of wish that maybe some life i could've met her. I leaned in and kissed her lips softly, letting my lips just mold into hers a little more.

"How about the fourth through tenth?" I asked her.

Cat

I moaned against his touch and just felt my heart sinking a little in desire and this rush of adrenaline. I kissed him a little here and there feeling him just cherish me. Feeling that this was a once in a moment time.

[Gemma]

Candy

He kisses me softly, his lips molding to mine. He asks how about fourth through tenth. "Yes." I whisper softly against his lips as I look at him. I wish I had meet him when I was still alive. When I still had time.

Derek

"You are so beautiful." I whisper against her skin as she moans. I kiss down to her chest and lightly stroke my fingers along her skin there. I wish there could be more then just this moment. This one time which would most likely be our last.

[RED]

Leo

I smiled a little feeling like i was being drawn to her. That it was alright to actually be with her like this. I cupped her waist and brought her to me closer. Leaning in and kissing her again lightly nipping at her lips.

Cat

I sighed in delight feeling him kissing me and stroking my skin just nicely making my skin just shiver in anticipation when i opened my eyes and looked at him. "You're amazing." I whispered to him and grinned a little when i kissed him again my lips finding his finally as i pressed my body to his

[Gemma]

(Crashing for the night)

Candy

I sigh against his lips as he cups my waist and brings me closer to him. He leans in and kisses me again, lightly nipping at my lips. I kiss him back softly wrapping my arms around his neck.

Derek

"Well I am glad you think so." I whisper softly as she kisses me once more. She presses her body into mine and I kiss her back. I was glad that she was enjoying this. I wanted to make this good for her.

[RED]

(night!!)

Leo

I don't know what it was about her, but... i couldn't pull away from her. It's like her soul was calling out to me, had me wanting things that i never really thought i'd care about. I smiled against her lips and held her to me as i kissed her some more.

Cat

"I know so." I whispered against his lips smiling a little as i kissed him again. My hands just, wandering down the length of his broad back. As my lips continued to savor him. But my hips were pushing against him feeling him at my core

[Gemma]

Candy

I kiss him back softly and he smiles against my lips. He holds me to him as he kisses me more. I gently run my fingers through his hair and keep my arms wrapped around him tightly.

Derek

I smile a little as I kiss her back. Her hips push back against mine and I groan a little feeling our bodies press together. I pull away a little and look at her.

"You sure about this?" I ask softly wanting to make sure she wouldn't regret this.

[RED]

Cat

I feel his pull towards me. And this yearn for me but he was being nice and careful. He kisses me once more and just asks me if I’m sure about this. I moan a little Nd press my hips to his as I closed my eyes a bit and then opened them look at him.

“I’m sure.” I whispered to him smiling a little.

[Gemma]

Derek

She whispers she is sure as she presses her hips against mine. I smile a little and kiss her softly as my body rubs against hers. I line up with her body and press in softly taking my time to be careful with her.

[RED]

Leo

I leaned in and kissed her softly some more when i finally pulled away from her a little bit. "I really do wish i could've met you some time sooner." I whispered to her. and just kept my hands cupping her face.

[Gemma]

Candy

He pulls away a little and whispers that he wishes he could have met me sometime sooner. His hands cupping my face. I rest my cheek isn't his hand a little.

"I wish I have could too." I whisper softly looking at him with a little smile.

[RED]

Leo

I smiled at her and just lightly rubbed her cheek in my hands. At least i could see that i was meeting such a kind soul... I don't wish her to be back here at all... but i do wish her to have a full life. I pecked her lips before i cleared my throat a bit.

"Ummm so soup?"

Cat

I held my breath just savoring every second of him and ever touch of him as i arched my back and helped him line in better. I moaned again and just held onto him a little longer when i looked at his gaze

"Keep going."

[Gemma]

Candy

He smiles and lightly rubs my cheek in his hands. He pecks my lips and clears his lips saying umm so soup. I chuckle a little completely forgetting about it.

"Yea." I say softly as I pull away a little to grab my bowl.

Derek

I groan softly as she arches into me and I slide into her a little more. She moans and holds onto me as she looks up at me. She whispers to keep going. I nod softly pecking her lips as I slide into her until we are flush together. I take a breath before I pull back and push back inside her slowly.

[RED]

Leo

"I mean i just hope that it's really good tasting." I tell her and just smiled a little bit when i place the bowls in front of us. I get us a spoons and some drinks too.

"So umm you wanted to be a designer?"

Cat

I pecked his lips right back when he smiles at me and kisses me here and there. I lightly sucked on his lips as i moaned a little when he slipped inside of me. I groaned a little bit and tried to keep myself together.

[Gemma]

Candy

He tells me he just hopes it taste good. "I am sure it will." I tell him with a smile. I take a spoonful of it and sigh softly. "It tastes great." I tell him.

He asks me about wanting to be a designer. "Yea, growing up we couldn't really afford a lot of cute clothes. I got a lot of hand me downs from friends and cousin that didn't fit. I got made fun of by other kids. I remember one day I came home in tears because they picked on me again. So my mom and my gran when she was still with us taught me how to style up my own clothes. The next day all the kids wanted to know where I got my outfit. Since then I wanted to make clothes for people who can't really afford expensive pretty clothes." I explain.

Derek

I groan a little and rest my forehead against hers. "Feels so good." I whisper softly as I start to rock into her slowly and steadily finding a good rhythm for us.

[RED]

Cat

I gasped and smiled a little as i stay close to him, this was memorable. Being with a guy that just resonates my entire being like this. Seeing the soul in his eyes. I kissed him again and rocked my hips with his.

Leo

"Well that's very very memorable, i mean i'm sure that in your past lives you have the same dreams." I explained to her and just fed off the little soup

[Gemma]

Derek

She gasps and smiles a little. She kisses me and rocks her hips back against mine. I softly grip her hips as we rock together. My eyes never leaving hers. Being with her in the moment completely.

Candy

"Yea, growing up it was just my mom, gran and little brother. Dad left when I was five and my brother had just been born. It was rough. My mom worked a lot to make sure we had what we needed." I tell him as I eat. "So I wanted to do something that meant something to me."

[RED]

Cat

I was just wrapped up into him to care about the logic in this. I mean it's a good thing i'm a soul because i wanted to do more crazy things with him. I lightly nip at his lips and buck my hips before i cried out in pleasure when he hits something.

Leo

"Well hopefully you do know that your soul has been reincarnated a couple of times. I'm sure that your dreams and your goals have left an imprint in society." I tell her wanting to give her some perspective of how souls are reborn

[Gemma]

Derek

She nips at my lips and bucks her hips. She cries out a little and I groan feeling her body clench around me. "You okay?" I whisper wanting to make sure she was still okay.

Candy

"Really?" I say surprised that I had been reincarnated a couple of times know. "Jeez that is so freaky. I mean I had no clue but I guess it makes sense." I tell him.

[RED]

(sorry had to make a coffee run and a shower run))

Leo

"Yeah it's just the cycle of life sometimes. I mean there's this whole river of souls where they're taken to their mini heaven's of their current life time. Before they're eventually reborn." I tell her and just smiled a little bit.

Cat

I leaned in and kissed his lips softly and nodded my head eagerly. "I do admire your worry, but i'm okay. Just take me." I whispered to him wrapping my arms around him as i kissed him with much more eagerness.

[Gemma]

(No worries!)

Candy

He tells me about it and I nod a little. "That's still crazy. I mean I would have never known but I guess that was the point." I tell him as I finish up with the bowl of soup.

Derek

She leans in and kisses me as she nods her head eagerly. She whispers for me to take her. Her arms wrap around me as she kisses me eagerly. I kiss her back as I rock into her again, a little harder and faster.

[RED]

Leo

"Well to be quite honest with you, it never replaces the life you had but sometimes souls reconnect with each other you know. In all due time." I tell her as i take a sip of the soup and moaned a bit.

"God this tastes really good." I tell her

Cat

I moaned again when he starts thrusting into me. A bit harder and faster and i couldn't stop myself from actually enjoying it. I leaned into his touch and kissed him harder as the bed rocked with us a bit

[Gemma]

Candy

I smile and blush a little as he moans, telling me the soup taste great. "Thanks it is my mom's recipe." I say with a smile. "It's not exactly it but it is pretty close."

I bite my lip a little and look at him. "Thanks for helping me make it."

Derek

She leans into me as she kisses me harder. The bed starts to rock a little as we move together. I bite and suck on her bottom lip a little as I grip her hips, rocking into her harder until I help that spot that has her crying out like before.

[RED]

Cat

I gasped and had my hips bucking at his assault when i felt him getting at my sweet spot. I moaned against his lips and kissed him once more. My body aching under his touch when i couldn't take it anymore. My body spasmed some more and without warning i came

Leo

I looked back at her and just grinned a little bit, "I really do like you and well i like this soup." I said to her and then it dawned to me... she would have to go

[Gemma]

Derek

She gasps and moans against my lips. She kisses me and her body arches into mine until I feel her clamping down around me. I groan deeply and my forehead rests against hers before I rock into her a few more time. I groan a bit more as I still coming myself.

Candy

I blush a little and he tells me he really does like me and he likes the soup too. My heart sinks a little knowing I can't have him. I would have to move on and be reincarnated again.

"Thanks." I say softly tucking a piece of my hair behind my ear, biting my lip.

[RED]

Leo

I looked at her and just bit my lip a little bit when she just looked at me. She was biting her lips a little bit and just i took her hand in mine

"I hope that in the next life time you have a way better luck in finding a good guy than me."

Cat

I groaned again when he started coming inside of me. I gasped and whined in pleasure when i held onto him. Letting him sink into me once more as i gripped him tightly. Panting and sweating i pulled away and i looked at him

[Gemma]

Candy

He takes my hand in his and then tells me he hopes that in my next life I have time to have way better luck at finding a good guy. I smile a little and cup his face with my few hand. I kiss the tip of his nose and then his lips.

"Thank you. I hope that one day you will find a wonderful girl who can be with you." I tell him softly. He deserved to be happy too. He was a great guy.

Derek

She grips me tightly and pants softly as she looks at me. I pant softly too and rest against her a little as I catch my breath. I stroke back her messy hair a little with a smile.

"You alright?" I ask her hoping it was good for her.

[RED]

Cat

I looked back at him a bit breathless when he tells me if i'm okay. I smile a little and i leaned in and kissed him softly. "I'm okay." I whispered to him softly my hands wandering up and down his smooth back a little bit.

Before i feel like my mind was swept into this frenzy memories...

Stop it! stop it!, i see Derek? but it's different he's... human? I am crying and i'm in hospital clothes patient scrubs? I see Derek lifeless on a hospital bed hooked up to machines.

That same doctor from my first memory, looking at me.

"Take him away he didn't survive the experiment." the doctor motions to me and these bulks picked me up and shoved me on the bed. hooking me up to the machines again

"You've done this ten times miss conte, do you know how close we are in unlocking the after life? To prove it's real." Tears are streaming down my face as i'm shocked over again. Seeing my lifeline flatlining.

"Time her." The doctor says and it's like replaying that same experiment all over again. One too many times. Until... I'm alone in the corner of my room

I take out a razor from my mouth that i hid and i'm crying. Then i see myself... slitting my wrists

[Gemma]

Derek

She smiles and leans in to kisses me softly. She whisper she is okay and her hands run along my back. I see her memories start to flash across my mine and I am surprised to see myself in them. Holy shit it was insane. Who the heck was this doctor that was running those experiment.

"Catalyna. Catalyna!" I call out to her softly cupping her face trying to pull her out of her memories.

[RED]

(Got the idea from flatliners >)

Leo

I was smiling a little at Candy when i leaned in and kissed her lips softly. "No one can compare to you, and i've only felt this way with you." I whispered to her. Wanting her to just be happy

Until all of a sudden i'm swarmed with memories. I grabbed onto the table and i take a moment

"She's a suicide..." I am out of breath when it gets to me... she can't be reincarnated... oh Derek

[Gemma]

(Sweet it is an interesting twist)

Candy

He smiles and kisses me softly saying no one can compare to me. I blush a little with a soft smile. He suddenly stumbles a little and grabs the table.

"Leo?" I say concerned as I touch his arm. He says she is a suicide. I look at him confused. "Who?" I ask and think about it. "Catalyna? Really?" I mean she didn't seem like she would do that kind of thing.

[RED]

Leo

"Woah...it's interesting i mean humans have tried everything to try to solve the mystery of the after life but... it's the first time we've received a soul that's gone through it." I tell her as i looked at her and smiled.

"Derek is going to hate me."

Cat

I am suddenly taken back to reality as i looked up at Derek. He was looking at me with such worry that it had me worried... I did that... I couldn't take it anymore.

"I'm doomed." I said giving him a smile knowing full well what my fate was.

[Gemma]

Candy

"Wait what?" I say completely lost on what just happened to him. "What am I missing here because I feel like I am messing a lot." I tell him trying to figure out what the hell is going on.

Derek

I cup her face softly as she comes back to it and tells me she is doomed. "Hey now. That isn't true. We'll... we'll figure something out." I tell her. I couldn't let her go to the void. She didn't deserved that.

I roll over and hug her to me still trying to process what happened. I was there. I died there. What the hell was that place.

[RED]

Leo

I looked back at her when she tells me that she missed something here and i realized that of course she didn't see Cat's memories.

"You see... Cat committed suicide meaning that her soul is condemned. She can't be reincarnated as a law basically. What is odd is that i saw Derek there..." Which begs the question... did we have another life before this one?

Cat

I hugged him back feeling his bare skin against mine helped me just come into my own senses. I felt... somehow at peace with what had happened to me. With all the forced trips to the after life it's no wonder my memories were fried.

"It's okay... i did the crime. I have to do the time." I whispered to him

[Gemma]

Candy

I pout a little hearing him explain everything. "Really? That's a shame she seems so nice. I hated that she is condemned." I say softly feeling bad for Catalyna. So far she has been nothing but nice to me.

Derek

She hugs me back and I shake my head. "It's not your fault though. You looked like you were in a bad situation. You probably thought that was the only other way to get out besides them killing you. You should be punished for that." I say rubbing my hand along her back.

[RED]

Leo

"yeah... but at least... that means that you can rest in peace now. I mean now that we know Cat's memories." I tell her suddenly i didn't even realize that there was this puppy dog look on my face now.

Cat

I cupped his face and just leaned in to peck his lips softly when he tells me that i shouldn't be punished for living a torturous life. "It doesn't matter Derek. I know more than anyone that... it's black and white here. I did it and there's no running from it." I whispered to him

[Gemma]

Candy

He tells me at least this means I can move on now. "Yea..." I say slumping a little sad that our time together was coming to an end. He was pouting a little too.

"Maybe you'll see me again in my next life. Hopefully I don't die so young next time." I tell him.

Derek

I sigh and hold her close to me. "I know but... it doesn't feel right. I don't want to condemn you." I whisper to her, kissing her head softly.

[RED]

Leo

I looked back at her and i just bit the inside of my cheek when she tells me that maybe i would get to see her in her next life. I grab her and pulled her to me

"I don't want to... say good bye. But please don't come to me too soon." I whispered to her.

Cat

I felt my eyes tear up when he tells me that, but i didn't want him to choose between his duty or anything like that. "At least now we know why you triggered everything." I whispered to him

"What now i don't deserve a kiss on my lips?" I tease him

[Gemma]

Candy

He looks at me and pulls me to him. He whispers he doesn't want to say goodbye to me but not to come back to him too soon. I wrap my arms around his waist and rest my head against his chest.

"I'll try not too." I whisper softly not wanting to let him go.

Derek

Her eyes tears up and she whispers a least she knows why I triggered her memories. She teases me and I tilt her head up to kiss her. "Of course you do." I whisper softly, stroking back her hair with my hand.

[RED]

Leo

I just hold her to me and try to be strong for the both of us but at the same time... I didn't want to let her go. Not yet. Not when there's so much we could do.

"I don't know maybe knowing Derek... he'll want some more time with Cat."

Cat

I kissed him back feeling that warm feeling in my heart when he does. I see him pulling away when i held his hand in mine. "At least you have a good memory of me."

[Gemma]

Candy

He holds me to him and tells me maybe Derek will want some more time with Catalyna. I nod softly hoping that would be true. I bite my lip softly and look up at him.

"Would you do something for me? A last request for this version of me." I say softly and take a breath. "Will you be my first time? I just want to know what it feels like once before I have to say goodbye."

Derek

I hold her hand back and draw it to my chest. "I'll find a way to save you. I can't just let you go like this. You deserve better then that." I whisper softly.

[RED]

Cat

I looked at his eyes and just held his hand in mine, i could see that there was this struggle in him. I cupped his face with my free hand and just took a breath.

"I admire you trying to think of a way... but you already got saved because you didn't commit a sin, you have to let me go."

Leo

I looked at her blinking a little bit not really sure if what i heard was the correct thing i heard. She tells me that she doesn't want to say good bye before knowing how it feels.

"if we do do this... I'm not sure if i can say good bye."

[Gemma]

Derek

She holds my face in her hand and then tells me she admires how I think but to let her go. "I wasn't saved... I don't even know who I am. I remember nothing of my past and now I judge the souls of others." I tell her.

"The void is permanent, Catalyna. You can never leave there." I tell her.

Candy

I blush a little as he says if we do this, he isn't sure if he can say goodbye. "I know." I say softly. "But if this is the last time I can be this me. I want to experience that feeling just once." I tell him.

"Who knows maybe I'll fall for you again the next time around." I say with a little smile,