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Letters To My Future Self (Aly)
So my childhood bestie has a theory that our English Literature teacher has a 'crush' (Oml I hate that word) on me. I think it's disgusting, but here are her 'reasons' for why she thinks this.1. He talks to me more than other students
2, He seems 'happier' around me, laughing, smiling, etc,
3. He physically touches me, pat on the head, shoulder, back, etc.
4. He seems 'concerned' about me. Asking how I am and if I need anything, blah blah blah.
5. He asked me to stay after class and he wanted help with class plans.
6. He called my MOM and said that "I am a joy to have in class, he loves my attitude, I participate, am a good helper, blah blah blah'
CAN I JUMP OFF A BRIDGE NOW!??
~Aly
Persephone, the Protector of Pluto! [Mykayla] wrote: "WAS IT KIKO OR PEANUT?! I am now saddened
v.v"
It was Peanut. :( I miss my baby. I have a piglet named Willow now.
Persephone, the Protector of Pluto! [Mykayla] wrote: "awwww im so sorry!."Thanks :)
Rumell wrote: "We missed you."Thank you. It means a lot. :)
Sylveon~Raven wrote: "Hey Aly"Hello Raven! How've you been?
Aly "I HAVES THE ISSUES!" wrote: "Rumell wrote: "We missed you."Thank you. It means a lot. :)"
Well I missed your company.
Sylveon~Raven wrote: "Tired, depressed"I feel ya
Rumell wrote: "Aly "I HAVES THE ISSUES!" wrote: "Rumell wrote: "We missed you."Thank you. It means a lot. :)"
Well I missed your company."
Thanks
Well. Nothing exciting happening. I am losing a best friend, but yeah. It's all coolio. :/
@Mykayla: Yeah I know. :( I'm alright. :)
I HAVE EVOLVED INTO A CHIKORITA
Time to write everything that's happening. So I have a little brother. He's a little brat. He is very disobedient and really makes me want to hit somebody. One day my mother had enough and backhanded him. It left a bruise the next day. He goes to school and shows his teacher and says 'my mom hit me' so the school called this child protection service and the cops. My mom goes to jail, we get stalked, and my dad has to stay home from work to take care of us since I am under the age of 18. We bailed my mom out of jail... But she isn't allowed to go home until her court date which is Oct 8th. And now she's facing jail time.... AGAIN! My 'friends' are wanting me to take care of their problems and no one wants to listen to mine. I'm trying to keep up with school, but I'm so busy that I can barely study. I'm still a straight A student though... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! My dad isn't working so now we're struggling with money... MY DEPRESSION ISN'T HELPING THE SITUATION! I just need a break. I just want to be a little girl again so I can climb up into my mother's lap and cry until all the hurt goes away. My love has been supportive <3 and I thank him for that everyday. But who knew life could be so cruel?
I think my foot is falling asleep because of my cat
She's laying half on my foot and it feels so numb
She meowed at me and I meowed back. Also listening to NirvanaShe's now curled up against my legs which are crossed
Lets see if she comes to my bed and sits in front of me.
This morning she was running around like crazy.
A mosquito tried biting me...bad move mosquito.....I killed it
Hello everyone... Er... Life's been going great, I think everything is coming together. :)
We're getting there. :) Things could always be better though. There's always room for improvement.
Well... It's been a while. Hi everyone. Not everything is normal anymore. It's been, off. But we're all still here.
OKIE DOKIE! This one is a free verse:
As she tries to keep herself together,
She feels her sanity slipping from her fragile grasp.
Her tears fall in a silent plea for it to end,
To take away the endless sorrow.
Slowly, it all begins to fade,
Until nothing is left...
No breath,
No heartbeat,
No suffering.
But all the pain to someone new.
It basically means that suicide will bring the pain to someone who actually cares for you. :)
My boyfriend broke up with me! FUCKING BEAUTIFUL! 😥😥😥😥😥
So things that have been happening....
I took the summer off for traveling, pretty coolio. I guess.
My Guinea Pig passed away.
I got another pig so my pig wouldn't be lonely.
I decided that boys are in my way and now I'm asexual.
I started back up school, yay.
Someone has feelings for me.
I'm trying to decide what to do with him,
I started doing Tai-Chi.
I take women's self defence classes.
I've been trying to stay happy and beat depression,
I'll write maybe everyday, it depends if I have time or something exciting happens.
~Aly