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Hey 322863 I understand what you mean by trust issues, I think part of the reason I act rude is because I'm scared of being close to others because there are those people who take trust for granted and ruin it to make others feel miserable and I have met those kinds of people and tried forgiving. It gets hard to trust others because of those reasons. My best friend has betrayed me in elementary school and another friend betrayed me in highschool and I have dealt with people like that online. Just thought I'd let you know. If you wanna visit my journal let me know if you wanna hear the name :) thanks for listening/reading
Don't worry i will soon leave this world. I hate myself really badly and I can't trust anyone anymore. And this isn't aimed at you guys I can't trust myself anymore or my parents.
Oliver don't! Please I'm sorry you can't trust anyone anymore and even though I am not on that list I swear I recall doing something terrible to you and treated you like shit! I'm sorry man, I really am please don't kill yourself!
I'm new to this and you don't know me. But I understand everything your saying right now. I have major trust issues and hate myself most the time. But you can't leave. please stay. because I understand those feeling. I care. I don't like seeing others in the same pain as me. So please. if I can help let me know. it may seem hard right now but life is worth living.
Oliver, I apologize if you don't trust me. It's just, you're a good friend and I'd hate to see you leave. Please Oliver, I promise I'll never purposefully hurt your senses of me. Society is a tricky place to figure out and all the evil is overwhelming... but, there's good people. I'd like to help you, not hurt you. I trust very little people but deep in my heart I know that my friends here are truthful. I still be careful and watch my back of Goodreads due to many unpleasant situations here... but I trust you too, Oliver.
I am going to delete my account
Once I leave this group I have a piece next to my bed that needs jabbing towards my throat.
Once I leave this group I have a piece next to my bed that needs jabbing towards my throat.
I realized that I am on that list. I am really sorry if you couldn't trust me. I am sorry to what I did in the past but past is in the past. Please Oliver. If you are reading this Oliver you do not have to kill yourself. I realized that you have deleted your account. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
no no no. please. come back.... both of you. you know how many times I've wanted to kill myself? How many times I've tried or came close to doing it? I'm so glad I didn't. I struggle with it everyday tho still. I've even left scars on my body as a daily reminder of my pain and struggle. it's a hard battle but so many things in this life are worth staying for. please....


Here are the list of people who I can't trust anymore in this web:
(view spoiler)[Blocked Members
1) Mara
2) TheHufflepuffWhovian
3) Michelle
4) Doreen
5) Amy
6) NFYDAL
7) Aqsa
8) Mykayla
9) Chris
10) Oliver ~boys will be boys as long as there are no girls in the picture~
11) Balasana
12) Jar Jar Binks
13) Anna
14) Hanon
15) Rumell
16) E
17) Kaitlyn
18) SHINE
19) Sylveon Raven
20) Rico
21) Mimi 'Pans' Herondale
22) Faith
23) ♛✧jellybean✧♛
24) Samantha
25) A. S. Yagami ~ INSANIAC ~ (Insane + Mainiac)
26) Grace Bittle
27) Chi
28)
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