Lunatic & Jay

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Dani shook his head though, "Exactly, you two are basically brothers, and so therefore the fact that you two masturbated together is kind gross," he said as he looked over at Nicholas and Ian. "Sure, Nicholas and I have masturbated together before, but that's only because we were friends at that point and we were horny little ass-hats. But now, we're brothers and that's just sickening," he added on.

Nicholas glanced over at Jace and Dani, "First, don't judge a book by its cover, as I'm sure your parents and teachers before have told you," he said with a small little wink, "Second," he pretended to gag, "We can leave right now if you really want, I'd rather not listen to their flirting anymore," he said with a shake of his head.

Dani smirked, "Hmm, sure, we can go right now. Perhaps we can even help each other out a little bit.... I mean two dudes masturbating can lead to some pretty steamy things," he said with a wiggle of his eyebrows.

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'Honey? Well, that's definitely a new one,' Nicholas thought as he got out of his seat, grabbing his and Ian's stuff before willingly following after Ian. Once they had gotten out of the cafeteria, he glanced over at Ian and smirked slightly, interlacing their fingers without thinking anything of it. "We can make out or something, maybe that will rid your brain of the impurities they brought upon us," He teasingly joked. "Straight people adore acting gay with me, they get off on it because they know it makes me uncomfortable," Nicholas said with a shrug.

Dani pretended not to be startled when Ian jumped up and left with Nicholas, he also pretended not to notice that he and Jace almost kissed. Dani did a half bow when Jace praised him, "Thank you, Thank you, you're so kind! But don't sell yourself short, you were pretty great too," he replied as he stood and gathered their trash, he stood up. When Jace suggested that he walk Dani to class and that maybe they could make a stop in the bathroom for a few minutes, he almost dropped their trays. He blushed a light pink before deciding to ask, "Have you ever kissed a guy, and if so, anyone beside Ian?" Dani asked as he quickly threw away the trash and put away the trays, he came back to Jace.

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Nicholas didn't expect Ian to immediately bend down and kiss him, but he had to admit he missed feeling those rough but gentle lips upon his own; when Ian had kissed him, he had returned the kiss gently, and when Ian pulled away Nicholas chased after those lips but forced himself to sit back on his own two feet. He looked at Ian with a new look, "Friends with Benefits do... Normal Friends don't really kiss unless it's on the cheek or unless they've been friends since forever," Nicholas informed him.

Dani shrugged, "I guess... but I've never had my first real kiss, sure I kissed fuckboys, but I've never kissed Nicholas before and I've never kissed a guy who actually liked me enough to actually kiss me," he said as he looked at Jace.

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Nicholas listened to all the questions that the taller boy had about Friends with Benefits, and he couldn't help but wonder why no one would explain to him or tell him the meaning of these things. He sighed and began to lead the way towards the courtyard, "I don't think you should initiate anything with anyone, Friends with Benefits... well it's really a sexual thing that you really shouldn't be bothering with unless both parties agree to a set of ground rules. Your teammates kiss you on the cheek because that's a way that people greet others, your teammates may kiss other people on the lips or cheek because they're dating that person. A friend with benefits is basically where two really good friends meet up somewhere and make out, or to have sex... please tell me you know what sex is..." he said as he walked with Ian. He spoke very calmly and very gently as if speaking to a child, but he was subtle about it so Ian wouldn't notice.

Dani looked at Jace, "Well it's true," he stated hotly. It wasn't on purpose that he became angry, it's just that he never truly realised what he was doing to himself until Jace subtly pointed it out. He frowned, "I've had sex multiple times before, hell, I think Nicholas and I had sex once, and believe me it was pretty amazing, for a virgin he knew exactly what he was doing," Dani murmured, and then shuddered. "ignore that tidbit of information," he told Jace, "but yeah, never had my first real kiss... and I want what everyone is talking about, I want fireworks, I want that tingly feeling, I want to feel my lovers hands in my hair and their hands on my hips, gripping them like tomorrow as they kiss me passionately," he murmured.

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Nicholas chuckled, "Sometimes Friends with Benefits just make-out too, it's not always sexual, but most of the time it is. And if you ever kissed one of your teammates to kiss you... well, you'll probably find yourself in a rather "sticky" situation," he said to the taller boy. "If you ever want to just make-out with someone because you just need it, it's best if you settle for someone you know and someone who's actually willing to do so," he suggested, "Take me and Dani for example, if Dani ever wanted to make out with me... well he's like my brother now-a-days but I'd say yes to him if he wasn't," he added on. "However, don't ever initiate something you don't want escalating," he finished. He pushed open the doors to the courtyard and grinned when the sun hit his face, he let go of Ian's hand and walked further out, soaking in all the warmness and twirling around in the breeze.

Dani smirked, "Sorry Camelot, I got carried away, I tend to do that sometimes. I apologise," he said as he threw an arm around Jace and began to lead him towards where Mr Harrison's class was, while Nicholas had been lucky to switch, Dani had not been. "Let's talk about something else, like The Midnight Sun, or Love, Simon," he suggested.

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(( I lost wifi at home, so I won't be able to respond until I'm at school... ))

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Nicholas stopped when he heard his upmost favourite song in the entire world, he looked over at Ian and listened quietly to his soft and soothing voice. He removed his shoulder-bag and came to lay beside Ian, he scooted as close as he could and rested his head upon the boy's chest. "You have a wonderful singing voice," he murmured as he closed his eyes, letting his face relax as the sun hit his face. He couldn't remember the last time he actually sat outside on a nice day and relaxed like this, he sighed heavily and began to think about something other then this. He reached up and removed his glasses, hanging them off the front of his shirt.

Dani chuckled and squeezed Jace's shoulder, "Innocent memory?" He snorted, "I'm sorry but that was destroyed when you and Ian masturbated for the first time," he replied with a shake of his head. However, when Jace asked him if he didn't want him to get jealous, Dani wondered just what Jace would do if he did get jealous. Dani was known to speak out wherever he felt like it, and so, "What would you do if I continued talking about it? What would Jealousy get me?" He questioned with a small smirk. He then gasped, "You haven't seen Love, Simon ( bitch I haven't seen it either XD )?!" Dani exclaimed dramatically as he clutched his heart. "That's it, you and me, movie date this weekend, that is unless Nickie is tutoring you this weekend," he added.

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(( OH MY MERLIN, I JUST NOTICED THAT!!! XD. SPEAKING OF MORTAL INSTRUMENTS, TELL ME YOU HAVE WATCHED SHADOWHUNTERS!!! ))

When Nicholas felt Sebastian's hand in his hair, he couldn't help but let out a very relaxed sigh, it's been so long since anyone has played with his hair and that was one of his many quirks, the fact that he loved his hair being played with showed just how sweet he can be. "I would love to hear more Disney songs," he murmured quietly as he kept his eyes closed; he then smiled, "I understand the musts of being a older brother, and I also know the musts of being the younger one too considering I have an older brother," he said. He shifted to get more comfortable, "Then again, I'm the only gay brother within our family, my older brother is bisexual, my younger brothers are both pansexuals, and my sisters are both lesbians... yikes," he joked.

Dani couldn't help but wonder if perhaps Jace had a crush on him, hence why he was getting jealous every time Dani mentioned his exes and his sex life, but he decided not to push that onto Jace and instead walked with the male. "Great! I've already got the tickets, as Nicholas went and saw the movie with Grace already, and like UGH! I can't believe he went without me! He and Grace barely know each other and he took her instead!" He said pouting at Jace, wanting his comfort in the matter.

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(( I like the TV Show, and I have never read the books quite yet. but there is just so much that pisses me off about the TV Show. I usually come back to it because of Malec, and because of Simon. ))

Nicholas was only familiar with Dani being the one underneath him, and so it felt uncomfortable due to the awkwardness and shyness of this all. As he laid here and relaxed against Ian, he chuckled upon hearing the male comment on his large family, "Yeah...." he said absentmindedly. "David's the oldest, I'm one of the middle of the children, then there's Jennifer and George who are both twins and part of the middle children's club, then there's Ian and Alexa, the youngest children," he murmured quietly.

Nicholas went silent as Ian began to sing, Sally's Lament, which was Nicholas's childhood song when he was growing up. He listened to the song, he yawned slightly and cuddled more into Ian, not really putting much thought into it.

Dani chuckled and leaned into Jace, "Awe, thanks Camelot," he said sweetly which ended in an groan because Jace had messed up his hair, his hair that he spent multiple hours on that morning. He fixed his hair first, and then pulled out his phone, "Everyone deserves a great love story, but for 17-year-old Simon Spier, it's a little more complicated. He hasn't told his family or friends that he's gay, and he doesn't know the identity of the anonymous classmate that he's fallen for online. Resolving both issues proves hilarious, terrifying and life-changing." He said, repeating what they had put as the description for the movie.

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(( Malec is way better then any other gay ship on this darned planet, Drarry is close second. Simon, he's always been my favourite character for some reason, I think it's because I relate to him and Alec the most. ))

Nicholas chuckled, "Well... my brother actually hates his first name as it gets confusing when I mention other people who use the nickname Ian... and so we began calling him by his middle name. His birth name is Ian, but his governmentally legal name is Harrison," Nicholas explained. "So, in truth, you are the first Ian in my life.... sorta," he replied. He kept himself still as Ian continued to play with his hair, and then he went quiet as Ian began to tell him about his brother and sister. "Wow, small family," Nicholas noted, "So... is Liam out to everyone?" He asked.

Dani nodded when Jace asked if it was a gay love story, "Your first GAY movie?" He exclaimed quietly. Dani shook his head and gripped Jace's hand, "I'm excited too, but this weekend you and I are going to the cinema downtown, they're showing back to back LGBT* movies all weekend, and whilst you have to pay for the first movie, rest of the movies are free," Dani said.

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(( Goodreads won't run at all without wifi. I'm using my iPad for most of my shit right now. As for Malec, I already knew that... as sometimes I like to re-read their wikias xD. Eh... I used to ship Tomarry, and then I'm like.... ew no, he like twenty something years older then Harry... I lean more towards Harric of Harron anyway.

AS FOR Dani and Nick, I planned to make Nick a virgin in the first part of the role play... but then as I went on I'm like... nah.... nerdy dude shouldn't be a virgin, that would be cruel and an insult to nerds who have actually had sex before. I changed his character sheet to say that he's not a virgin, btw.

ALSO, Nick's younger brothers are now Pansexual. ))

Nicholas grinned and giggles quietly, "Of course I haven't been hanging out with any other Ian's besides you or my brother... well actually there's this college dude I've been hanging out with lately," he replied with a small shrug. "He's an art major and one of my older brother's ex-boyfriends, he's been showing me around the prestigious Art school he's been going to for the past four to five years, said it's one of the best, and that's where I plan to go after High School," he explained with another shrug.

He couldn't say that he didn't know that feeling of wanting to burn down his siblings schools, since the majority of the middle school and the majority of them elementary school had bullied both sets of his siblings when they came out to whom they thought were their friends. "I know the feeling, when Harrison and George came out as Pansexual to us and their friends, their so called friends went and told the entire school. This resulted in the majority of their school calling them sluts, and whores, telling them that they weren't valid, and didn't need deserve to be in the school nor have the same rights," Nicholas said quietly. "I wanted to go into that school and burn it from the inside out... that's how pissed off I was when they came home to me crying," he muttered. "Couple months later, Ian... I mean Harrison came home with a black eye and tears streaming down his face, apparently somebody's older brother came along and punched Harrison in the face, threatening that if Harrison turned their little brother gay that he'd kill him," Nicholas mumbled. "Got arrested then for beating the shit out of the guy.

"Then there was Jennifer and Alexa, when most of their friends left them for new friends, they were devastated, they were unable to comprehend why people didn't like them anymore, or why people began to ignore them. They were heartbroken when they realised just how little their friend group was, those who stayed didn't care that they were lesbians, they knew that they weren't attracted to any of them... but you don't understand my anger towards those that treated my sisters like scum... I wanted to beat the crap out of those people who did that," Nicholas said softly.

"They're all better now, Harrison has this little boyfriend of his, George is dating this boy who was born a girl, and Jennifer is currently on the lookout, while Alexa claims having a girlfriend is gross," he said with a chuckle.

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Dani snorted, "Bad? It's horrible!" He squeaked, "It's like... a rule in the movie lover industry to watch a gay movie at least once in your life time," he said with a roll of his eyes. If anyone bothered to look closely, they'd notice that Dani was wearing make-up, that he managed to snag from Jennifer and Nicholas's Mom. "YEEESS, ALL WEEKEND!" He squeals, he then rolled his eyes, "Get bored of you? Try you getting bored of me... I mean I'm the most boring person to hang out with," he said. "Hazardous?" He questioned with a smirk, he suddenly went into acting mode, he started gasping for breath and clutching his throat, "Ack! Throat ( not threat you stupid autocorrect ).... closing.... can't.... *GASP*.... breath!" He said, crashing to his knees, clawing gently at Jace's shirt. "I've gotten too much of you," he breathed dramatically to Jace. People began to crowd around, there was three minutes left till people had to get to class, but they were enjoying the act too much right now.

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(( and here comes the water works.... how lovely. and here I thought I had bad trauma up my sleeve for both Nicholas and Dani. ))

Nicholas was surprised by the hug but didn't hesitate to return it, he wrapped his arms around Ian's midsection as he was short as hell and it felt extremely awkward in the position they were in to wrap his arms around Ian's shoulders. He nuzzled his face into Ian's shoulder, "Thanks.... Babs," Nicholas murmured, the nickname was something Dani had used on him multiple times, it was a shorter version of Babe, and apparently it was used with friends rather then boyfriend or whatever. Nicholas himself didn't experience anything with those close to him, as his family was riddled with different sexualities, and hell even different genders, his parents were awfully supportive when they found out he was gay, and was super supportive when they found out that their children were all attracted to all kinds of different people. He found love and solace in his parents, and his friends, but sometimes he was met with hatred and foul language from those around him, such as homophobic slurs, and such.

He listened as Ian told him what happened with Liam, and then with Jace; he had always had that odd feeling that something happened to Jace, the boy got clingy fast, and sometimes when Ian nor Grace couldn't answer him, the boy turned to Nicholas for comfort. Nicholas never asked nor begged Jace to tell him, the boy was allowed to take his time, they weren't exactly best friends but with the recent amount of times they've hung out, he thought they were at least friends. He hugged Ian tighter, as to comfort the boy, "I always knew that something had to have happen... I don't know why, but Dani mentioned that I always seem to have a sixth sense about these things... I just never knew it was something like that," he murmured softly. He brought a hand to come and rest in Ian's hair, playing with as to keep the boy calm.

When Ian explained why he was surprised that Jace was okay with Dani, "Well..... when Dani was four years old, he had this uncle that was staying with them for a little while until he got back on his feet. Dani used to complain to me that his uncle was creepy and that his uncle was always... around, I didn't know what he was talking about then and so I just took it as him complaining. Anyway, the complaining continued to go on and on, but I failed to notice that they had become more drastic; his uncle had began to follow him into his room, offered to help him change, his hand would linger on Dani's back for longer then it should, he asked Dani's dad if he could give Dani his bath once... that didn't sit well with his dad so of course his dad said no. When Dani turned six, I received a call from him at like eleven pm at night, he was crying and sobbing and wailing that he was in pain. I told my parents and they immediately rushed to his house, where they found it vacant with only Dani inside, clutching the teddy bear I gave him and the phone. I learned that they found Dani covered in bruises, and in cuts, and there was blood leaking from his butt and his... uhhh... penis, and so they took him to the hospital. I learned that he had been raped by his uncle, and when his parents found out they sued the uncle; the uncle was sent to prison for life and ended up being killed his first week within the prison. People don't deal too well with Child Molesters/Rapists," Nicholas murmured. He clutched Ian and took a deep breath, "Dani was seven when his next door neighbour, who was about seventeen at this time, came over to baby sit him one time; this boy would watch Dani intently and watch him play with his toys, sometimes he would watch Dani shower... well one night, Dani was taking his shower when the boy joined him, the boy covered Dani's mouth and raped him. His parents sued the boy and the boy was sent to prison," Nicholas muttered. "He's just been through so much growing up, and when his parents found out that he was gay at ten years old, they tossed him out and my parents took him in," he said softly. "While many people treated him like scum and told him that he was going to die in hell for being gay, he didn't let this hurt him and he rose to the top. While it may have been the best way, it helped that he was stronger then most so if someone said something, he punched them," he murmured.

"I think Jace feels safe around Dani because he can sense that Dani has been through the same type of things, it's a sub-conscious thing," he said with a small shrug. "If anything happened to Jace while he was around Dani, Dani would beat the shit out of anyone that hurt Jace," he mumbled.

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Dani tried so hard to not laugh whilst they continued the little play, he played his part well in pretending to die in Jace's arms, after their little play, people began to clap and cheer, and whoop. He bowed when he manages to stand, only to stumble when Jace did, "Well... that's good, because you're not boring to me either, no way no how," he said.

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(( Oops? ))

There was honestly nothing more that he wanted then to sit here and lay with Ian, it had to have least been five minutes since they arrived to the courtyard and already they were having emotional talks involving serious things such as rape and molestation. He kept his hold on the taller boy and continued to play with Ian's hair, he used his free hand to rub circles into his back.

It didn't matter that Sebastian couldn't return the hug, as Nicholas was struggling to stay calm and his entire body had just given out on him. Sighing, he pressed a timid kiss to Ian's forehead, "You have done more than enough for your siblings and for Jace, you are a wonderful brother through and through," he promised.

"Take a nap, Ian, I won't be going anywhere," he promised, and then smiled when Ian mentioned possessiveness, "I wouldn't dream of talking about my ex just to make you jealous, but just to warn you, green isn't a good colour on me," he said with a small smile.

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Dani snickered, "Totally perfect for each other," he joked back as he sat beside Jace. "You can meet me at my place, which is basically Nicholas's place, but I've been living there since I was ten-years-old," he said with a small shrug. "Before Love, Simon, I was thinking we could get some lunch together, and then later on get some dinner too; as for dress codes... just don't come naked and you should be fine," Dani said with a small chuckle. "There's this party that my — Nicholas's brother — brother is throwing, I'll be there at some point this weekend, come as my date?" he said.

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(( OH MY POOR BABY, IM SO SORRY I BROKE YOUR HEART. PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND TAKE THIS MALEC GIF AS A GIFT! ))

Usually Nicholas would worry about someone catching him with a boy, as he spent most of his childhood avoiding many of his peers at school when he came out to them. It's not like there aren't people who wouldn't protect him if someone tried attacking him, or if someone tried to kill him, but he still worried. He wrapped his arms slowly around Sebastian's shoulders, smiling as the boy began to mumble compliments. "I use these oils on myself, usually calming oils, and serenity oils," he explained as he felt Ian pinch his cheeks. He snorted, "Did you just call my cheeks squishy?" He teased the boy before beginning to rub circles into Ian's back. It was odd that Ian said that blue was more his colour then green, Dani said the same thing once, and Grace too, hell, even Jace complimented him on his blue outfit once, saying blue was definitely his colour.

"I'm not going anywhere," he whispered.

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It's not like Dani hasn't seen Jace's abs, in fact he remembers that one night where Jace had come over to study with Nicholas over the summer. It was almost 100 degrees Fahrenheit, and Nicholas had suggested that he and Jace study outside, the boys had both taken off their shirts and sat near the pool. Dani then snorted when Jace spoke about the date part, "Of course I'm sure I want you to be my date. I'd rather go with you then some other guy. Also, you're a handsome guy, aren't you, Handsome?" He asked with a smile.

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(( yeet. )) (( 'ight. Nicholas needs his sleep as well, as he's constantly running around doing his tutoring and clubs and volunteering and stuff. So, focusing on Jace and Dani would be great for now. ))

He listened as Jace began to go on a tangent about how he'd also rather want Dani to go with him than other guys, saying something about giving his 'Princey Prince' up. He was so smitten with Jace that it wasn't even funny, you could tell that in a short amount of time, Daniel Jordan had become smitten with Jace Orson. When Jace asked about Ian, he shrugged, "Depends, Nicholas isn't as straightforward as me, so it might take a day or two before he actually asks Ian to come as his date," he answered. "Also... I'm not sure, I think it's a pool party plus get together plus dance plus karaoke," he added. "David usually goes all out because he's in the big leagues now... stupid rockstar," he muttered.

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(( It was supposed to say sleep as well... not room... ))

Dani had to sit for awhile to remember if David ever threw any parties during his high school years. "If I remember correctly, I spent most of my time at Uncle Jessie and Aunt Carmen's place with Nicholas whenever David said that he was throwing a party," he said with a small shrug. "As far as I am concerned, I think he did throw a lot of parties during his high school years; and they were pretty amazing too according to some who attended the parties," Dani said. He was about to turn to the board to see if they needed to do notes, but when Jace asked about the date, he thought he literally felt his heart breaking.

His voice went hoarse, "Would it matter if I said that it wasn't a bro thing?" he rasped, attempting not to cry. He was such a big baby and he honestly blamed that on Nicholas due to the boy always babying him as a child. His Adams apple bombed as he kept his mouth closed and willed himself to not cry, he didn't want to cry in front of Jace.

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(( Ahh, its comforting to find someone like you. I'm glad I forced you to fake marry me. ))

It was a very odd thing that's happened to Dani in a long time, as soon as that word, 'Confused' left those pretty little lips, he understood everything. It physically scarred him that's he was so short compared to Jace, the darned basketball player made it so hard to be mad considering how short Dani was compared to him.

"I can't answer the question you want answered," he said calmly, he reached over and gently placed a hand on Jace's knee, "I understand what it's like to be confused, I remember when David himself was confused and he turned to me. A seventeen year old turning to a ten year old... how adorable is that?" Dani said with a snort. "It took me awhile to explain to him what being bisexual meant, he hadn't known when I first said it, but he said it made the most sense. There are tons of sexualities out there, Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Pansexual, Asexual, Homosexual, Demisexual, Omnisexual, and so much more. If you want, I can tell you a brief description of what each of the ones I've said means, and if one sounds like you, I'll elaborate?" He explained and then offered.

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(( Lol, same....and I'm in an actual relationship. XD, JK, my boyfriend is literally the most wonderful person and my best friend, I'm happy to be dating him. But don't worry, our marriage is second best. :} ))

Dani moved so that he was on his knees in front of Jace, he began to rub the boy's knee and smiled softly up at him. He remembered when Nicholas first came out as Gay to the entire student body during an assembly when he was told to give a speech. He had been seven at the time while Dani was eight, but the speech about him constantly being surrounded by multiple different sexualities and being accepted by his parents, well that shined new light on Dani and he found himself two years later. "Sometimes it helps to know what you are so you can understand yourself," he started, "so in technicality I guess it would matter to label yourself a certain sexuality, but you don't necessarily have to. Most people generally label themselves as queer, which is a gender and sexuality neutral term," Dani explained.

Dani chuckled, "Hey.... Handsome, if you're a weirdo, then I guess that makes me and Nicholas weirdos too," he said as he moved his hand to Jace's lower back. He continued his previous task of rubbing circles, but this time into Jace's lower back; "I think what you're saying is that you're Demisexual," he said softly, "A Demisexual is a person who must gain an emotional connection with someone or people before they continue any sort of relationship with a person," he explained calmly.

"Does that sound like you?" He questioned quietly.

Mr Harrison knew when to interfere and when to not, asshole or not, he knew that whatever conversation Daniel Jordan and Jace Orson were having was an important one and he'd rather not be on the receiving end of Daniel's wrath again. So he continued to teach his class, easily ignoring Jace and Daniel.

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((What's terribly funny about my relationship is that everyone wants what I have... relationship wise. and I shall never lose faith in our marriage either... I am curious though, what is your gender identity, how old are you, and what area of the world do you live in? Also, would it be possible to talk outside of goodreads? ))

Dani smiled as he noticed that his small hand movements were soothing and calming Jace down a little bit, jealousy nor confusion was a good colour on anyone. When he heard what Jace had said about other's being able to love freely but himself, he wondered just what had this boy's parents embed in his head. He moved to sit up straight while still on his knees, he engulfed Jace into a tight hug. "You are free to love who ever you want, boys, girls, both, any gender, all genders, or no genders at all, you deserve love just as much as Annabella Roe, despite the fact that she is a literal snake and such an user," Daniel said while blushing considering Jace just complimented him and Nicholas.

"Nah, Gay or not, Nickie is a weirdo.... you and I both know this for a fact as the boy is literally obsessed with Harry Potter and practically worships Joanne Katherine Rowling," Dani added with a snort as he let Jace go.

He smiled shortly when Jace spoke about the Demisexual part, and that oh sweet smile made Dani itch to kiss them, but he decided to help Jace by taking things slow. First they would spend weeks going on dates, and hanging out with each other's family, despite being kicked out, he still hung around his family. It would be odd introducing Jace to his parents, but hey, at least they'll start to realise that they won't be able to change Dani.

"Good, welcome to the world of LBGTQA+... we've been expecting you," Dani said in his best star wars voice, he didn't know what voice it was, but it was someone's. Nicholas was the nerd, not him. "We have cookies, and hot guys roaming around... then again Nicholas is probably going to be dating Ian by the end of this month, and me? I don't really know," Dani joked.

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(( I hope it never ends either! Ah, that sounds wonderful. I'm an eighteen year old aspiring writer, who is currently writing fanfiction about Harry Potter, and an original story. I'm still in High School, my senior year, I live in Wisconsin, USA. For now, I can only contact people through email. ))

Dani was used to helping people find themselves, that had always been his dream job when it came to thinking about his future, when people asked what he planned to do after graduation, that's what he told people. He smiled softly at Jace as the boy thanked him and told him that he felt much better, much lighter than before, this made him so much happier. "If you still feel confused, I am more than happy to help you through everything, it's hard to go through this kind of confusion by yourself, its best to have friends or people that love you around you," he said quietly.

Dani couldn't help but laugh as Jace mentioned Ian's shrines, "I think Nicholas has a few shrines hidden somewhere, maybe the pool house," he said with a snort.

When Jace kissed his hand, his heart broke just a little bit, "It's too late for me to find the right Prince," he said softly. He gently took his hand away from Jace and moved to sit back in his seat.

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(( I actually published it on Wattpad. What is your username on Fanfiction.net? ))

He hoped that his sudden action of taking away his hand and sitting down in the desk didn't cause Jace to think that he was mad at him or that whatever Jace had said triggered him. It's just that Dani knew that his choice in both boys and men were quite horrid, and that he was destined to find those who would ultimately use him for sex and then toss him aside like some rag doll. He rubbed at the back of his neck before picking at the back of his hand, a dire sign that he was about to slip into a panic attack just at the thought of his last abusive relationship, that he was glad Nicholas had ended for him.

"Mr Orson, if you could so kindly keep Mr Jordan from slipping into a panic attack, that would be absolutely wonderful," Mr Harrison said monotonously.

"Gee...*wheeze*... thanks for caring *wheeze* so much," Dani said through multiple wheezes before he stood and grabbed Jace's hand, leading him out of the classroom and into the hallway where he quickly led Jace to an empty classroom. Once they were safely within the classroom, Dani leaned against a nearby wall and shut his eyes tightly and continued to wheeze.

((Awe my poor baby... I am so mean. ))

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(( TELL ME YOU CAN NOT IMAGINE VIRGIL DOING THIS FOR ROMAN, BUT WITHOUT USING WIKIHOW OF COURSE!!! I'll go give your fanfiction a read ))

Dani couldn't help but close his eyes tighter as Jace began to speak, for some reason his mind couldn't quite understand that this voice was not the voice of the man that ruined Dani for the five hundredth time in his life, this was the beautiful melodic voice that belonged to Jace Orson. A boy who would come to be the most important boy in his life. He reached behind him to feel for Jace's hand, when he felt his fingers brush against Jace's hand, he gripped the boy's hand tightly.

He attempted to follow the boy's breathing patterns, but found himself panicking even more so.

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(( GAH, PRINXIETY IS MY UPMOST FAVOURITE SHIP. BASICALLY BECAUSE MY BOYFRIEND AND I REPRESENT THE TWO SO MUCH. HE'S ROMAN AND I'M VIRGIL, lol. My Wattpad username is sayhitosatan.... I tend to be on Wattpad whenever I have wifi. ))

Dani was basically hyperventilating at this point of his panic attack, but when he suddenly felt the boy's arms wrap around him, his hand cupping the back of his head. He had to give Jace credit for actually continuing to try and help him through the attack, usually people gave up or attempted to contact Nicholas since he was the only one who could literally calm Dani down by just walking into the room and Dani's attack would simmer down to the point where Dani could easily take care of himself. However, Jace didn't dare think to call Nicholas, he decided to solve it himself and managed to do so with a little help from the internet, but on his own nonetheless.

The football player managed to calm himself down enough to a point where he had control of his breathing, he wrapped his arms slowly around Jace's midsection and buried his face in the boy's chest. When he had the ability to speak, he smiled softly, "Thanks, Camelot..." he said quietly, not wanting to talk about his attack at this moment. He'd tell Jace soon, but not now.

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(( GUESS WHO GOT THEIR DAMNED WIFI BACK AND A PHONE AS WELL!!!!????? THIS GAL! DO YOU HAVE A WATTPAD ACCOUNT? IF NOT AND YOU END UP CREATING ONE, JUST MESSAGE ME ON WATTPAD.

Heads Up for You: I have work from 4:30 PM to 7:30 PM tonight. ))

Dani refused to acknowledge the fact that he just felt Jace brush his lips on his ear, whether it was intentional or unintentional, he refused to even think about. Sometimes, there were days where Dani absolutely hated being a homosexual, he enjoyed too much dick to a point where he wondered if his own desires were at fault for attracting so many abusive boyfriends. He cuddled into Jace, "Please don't leave me or let go," he mumbled into Jace's chest, tightening his grip around the boy.

"There should be a couch around here somewhere, we can sit there while we are hugging... or cuddling, whatever you want to label this," he mumbled.

(( Sorry it's short! I am just still very happy over the date me and my boyfriend went on yesterday after school... and I really want to go on another one... •^-^• ))

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(( Hwy, ill try and respond sometime soon... but what is your wechat? or whatever else your using? ))

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(( nah, nothing's wrong, I'm just busy today since I work 11:00 am Centeral Time to 7:45 pm Centeral Time today in the US. I just wanted some way to contact you so that I had something to do during my breaks :) ))

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(( stupid McDonald's wifi... I couldn't access it from the break room and I didn't want to go all the way to the lobby just to use the damned wifi >_< ))

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(( I finished work like three hours ago... but like I worked eight hours today, so he's I did ^_^ be proud of me wifey! Lol ))

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(( ^_^! I feel so validated ^u^ ))

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(( absolutely tired and dreading tomorrow ))

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(( I know. But I have to go to work today for four hours... so at least I'll be home at way much earlier time ))

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Dani cuddled into Jace once they were settled on the couch, he wrapped his arms around Jace's midsection once again, "I hate that you're so tall, why can't you be short like the rest of us?" He muttered, which was ironic considering he was 6 foot something inches. He nestled into the boy who's body was warmer than what Dani imagined, and he wished he could do this all day, but he knew that his adopted parents — Nick's — would murder him if he skipped any classes. He didn't have such amazing grades like Nick did, and they cared about his education unlike his real parents.

(( sorry it's short, love, I'm tired and too worried about my boyfriend at the moment. They'll get longer probably ))

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(( ACK! I'm sorry, I've been busy trying to find time to answer everyone, and I just found some time to answer this one guy I've been roleplaying with, and like, I'm sure I can find some time to reply to this one, probably tonight but like I don't know ))

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(( Don't worry about it! I'm just very busy with school and work, that's all! I'll get around to this, don't worry, I'm very interested in this rp. Nick and Ian, plus, Dani and Jace.... they're my children, I'm not abandoning them! XD ))

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(( Hey!!! Sorry for not replying in so long! I should be fine for today and tomorrow. ))

Dani couldn't help but imagine Jace following him around like a lost puppy, the ridiculously tall basketball player would look so out of place amongst any of Dani's hangout places. "Hmm, I mean, that's on you if you want to follow me around, but don't get annoyed when girls start cooing at you like you're a dog," he said with a small smile.

He cuddled more into Jace as they continued to sit here, the old faculty lounge overlooked the school's courtyard, which meant that at any moment... Dani or Jace will get a glimpse of Nicholas and Sebastian napping with one another.

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((Glad to be back, and thanks babe, I will try and take it easy. I will tell you, but as of right now, nothing is bothering me. ))

If he was going to be truthfully honest right now, he would claim that he would have loved for Jace to follow him around, but given the circumstances, that was probably out of the question. He squeaked when he was hugged tighter, but he chuckled and wrapped his arms securely around the boy's waist. He yawned and was about to ask whether or not Jace minded if he took a small nap, but was interrupted accidentally when Jace asked him a question pertaining Ian.

This caused Dani to sit up immediately and make his way over to the window, he saw Ian and Nicholas innocently laying with one another, Nicholas's head positioned on Ian's chest. "Excuse my French, but Holy shit...." Dani said as he pulled out his phone. Pushing open the window, he got into a perfect position and snapped a picture of the sleeping couple. He looked over at Jace, he reached over and closed Jace's mouth, "You'll catch flies, love," he said with a snort.

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(( there! I have finished, you may respond. ))

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(( YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO NOT IMAGINE JACE JUST RANDOMLY KISSING DANI........ ))

Dani hadn't meant for the pet name to slip, it just happened naturally, and so he just left it to be, figuring that if Jace didn't like the pet name that he would never call him that again. However, his worries were dissolved when Jace responded to him, using the pet name in response. His eyes widened when he was squared against the window, Jace's body gently pressed against his, and when the taller boy leaned closer, his breath hitched thinking Jace was going to kiss him.

He was very thankful that Jace did not kiss him, he smiled lightly as Jace began to whine, "Oh shush, love, I could never be distracted by Ian and Nicholas, if anything you've got my full attention," he replied. He managed to push Jace away, but didn't stop there, he continued to push Jace until the taller male was seated back on the couch. He climbed into Jace's lap and curled close to him.

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(( *GAY, ITALIAN GASP* How dare you? You monster! ))

Dani had never experience anything like this with anyone before, the fact that Jace was being willingly affectionate with him both out in the open and behind closed doors... it brought Dani to a new light. He cuddled extremely closer to Jace, "Pamper you? How exactly would you like me to pamper you?" He teased suggestively as he trailed his finger down Jace's chest. He stared right back into Jace's eyes, "I... well... I'm not going to lie, there is a meaning behind it... but I'm going to let you figure it out. Plus, if you keep brushing your lips against my ear, I'm just going to kiss you," Dani replied, and then added as his breath hitched once more.

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(( *POLISH PSSH* I can not believe I'm married to a monster. Also, you may now reply. ))

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(( OH MY GOODNESS, I'm going to die a premature death, thanks to these two. ))

Dani sat there and watched as Jace frowned quite adorably, probably trying to think of certain ways that Dani could pamper him, however, there were only so many things they could actually do whilst on school grounds. He didn't really know his purpose in dragging his finger down Jace's chest, but there was something inside him that yearned for Jace. While he was afraid that after whatever they had planned, that Jace would immediately leave him and not even bother with him anymore; he really wanted to know how far Jace would take this. His attention snapped to Jace when the male began to speak to him, he blushed as Jace made note that Dani knew exactly how to pamper him. His blush reddened when Jace kissed his cheek, and then questioned suggestively if any other parts of his body were available.

Carefully shifting his body as Jace moved from his cheek to his jawline then to his neck, he was now straddling Jace, his head tilted to the side. "My ears are sensitive... as well as the spot where my ears meet my neck... it's not technically off limits," he mumbled with an embarrassed cough.

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Dani gasped softly as Jace travelled back up to his jawline, however, instead of going back to his cheek, the taller male travelled up to his ear ornate at least the spot where ear met neck. It only took one nibble from Jace for Dani to become languid, he titled his head more to the side to give Jace even more access to the place under his ear. He moaned softly as Jace kissed it and licked the spot, he allowed himself to be pulled closer. He shook his head, "Shit, love, you can go as far as you're comfortable with. Just... don't leave me after we're finished with whatever we're doing..." he mumbled. Reaching up to tangle his fingers in Jace's hair as the boy nuzzles into the spot.

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Dani couldn't believe what was even happening here, and he was sure that as soon as word got to Ian and Nicholas that the two would have an absolute fit over it all. He felt himself being pulled into an embrace, and soon he was more focused on Jace rather than anything else; and he groaned out Jace's name when the boy marked him. As soon as Jace pulled away to admire his creation, he listened as he began to speak; there was something about the boy that drove him absolutely crazy. He felt those lips brush against his nose, and the hover above his own lips, "What are you waiting for, Camelot? Kiss me like crazy," he mumbled.

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If he was going to be honest here, it's been quite awhile since he's fooled around with someone, but with Jace it felt more then fooling around, it felt absolutely real and passionate; like Jace actually wanted him for who he was, not for what he had. He felt Jace's lips against his own, and almost at once felt that familiar shock of electricity, he had felt it before with Nicholas and only with Nicholas, but now feeling it again felt amazing. He felt Jace pull away and mutter 'shit' under his breath before going in for another, he closed his eyes and kissed Jace as passionately as he could without overwhelming him. He felt his hair being pulled and willed for his dick to not twitch for once, he didn't want to be turned on right in this moment. If Jace wanted to go farther, they'd have to wait until they were at home, either at Jace's place or Dani's; he felt Jace nibble on his bottom lip, and then tug on it before pulling away. He was panting by the time Jace actually pulled away, he grinned down at the other male, "That was perfection, Handsome, we should definitely do it more often... and preferably in front of Ian and Nick so we can give them heartattacks and make them "gag"," he said with a smirk as he gave Jace a peck on the lips.

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(( hearing someone talk about sleep paralysis terrifies me, because their stories are just freaky as shit and I really don't want to experience that... ))

Dani was quite surprised by Jace's reaction to his suggestions, it's not that he expected anything less or more, but he hadn't expected Jace to be so possessive over him in just a small amount of time. He chuckled softly, however, his chuckles were stopped when Jace pecked his lips, once, twice, and then another time before finally resulting to kissing him deeply. He wrapped his arms around Jace's neck and titled his head to the side, kissing him as deeply as Jace was doing.

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(( I was watching this YouTube video from one of my favourite youtubers, and he and his friend were talking about sleep paralysis... now mind you, it was like nine pm here, and I was just about to go to bed. So I had to remove my earbuds until they were finished talking about it... ))

Dani hated anything that he couldn't put a label to, not that he wanted to put labels onto people of course, they could be whoever they wanted to be and wear whatever they want to wear, he couldn't control that. But with Jace and Him, of course he wanted to label them, it didn't matter to him what they were but he knew they were more then friends with benefits. "Me? Not be sexy? Preposterous." He simply stated before, "Howeber, I will try for you, love," he answered softly. Then he sighed, "What do you want to be after this? After we leave this empty lounge, what do you want us to be? Boyfriends? Friends? Enemies? Like..." he said and then trailed off.

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(( I suffered it once. I was sleeping on this tiny uncomfortable couch when it happened; it happened just three to four hours before I was supposed to wake up, but after it happened I couldn't go back to sleep. I thought that I had woken up, but it turns out I was still dreaming, it was silent within the dream and I was sitting up full alert. I could literally see my body siting up.... and then I heard the most terrifying crashing noise from the basement, and I jumped. Both my body on the couch, and the one watching said body. I woke up a minute after silence, and I was absolutely horrified. ))

Dani watched as Jace thought about his question, he was silent as he waited for the boy to answer him, and instead focused on a loose string attached to Jace's jersey. He felt Jace look at him, and looked up to catch his gaze, in which Jace just stared into his eyes as he continued to think about an answer. He squeaked when he was moved off of Jace's lap and onto the couch, he pouted for just a moment before he glanced up at Jace. He listened to the boy speak before smiling widely, "Of course, Camelot, I will accept your proposition of being my boyfriend...." Dani said, wrapped his hand around Jace's and using his free hand to pull the boy closer, he kissed Jace gently.

"As much as I hate to say it... we should return to class before Mr Harrison or one of his minions comes to find us," he said quietly.

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(( Sleep Paralysis is one of only a few sleeping disorders that frighten me more then death itself. I absolutely hate it when I have sleep paralysis, because it's terrifying, and every time I wake up from it, I'm shaking, and completely unable to breathe properly or think. ))

Dani didn't feel as much happiness as Jace was probably feeling at the moment, sure Jace was his first real boyfriend who cared more about his well-being, rather then his body. There was absolutely no way in hell that Dani was telling any of this to Jace, he didn't want Jace to be burdened with his depression like Nicholas and his adopted family's had been. His eyes widened when Jace wrapped an arm around his waist, tilts his face up by his chin, and then kissed him gently; he returned the kiss, and let's I remember linger for as long as Jace let it, and then sighed happily as Jace pulled away. He smirked when the boy asked for some motivation, "Well... I guess I could let you explore more then just my mouth and neck...." he said suggestively.

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(( that's the worst feeling I've ever felt, and I'm depressed ))

Dani swore that he stumbled while standing in one singular spot, for he's never heard any man or boy utter those words to him in a fluent sentence, it was unspoken of and it was rare that Dani ever heard such words. He chuckled softly and lowered his head, "I was joking around, Jae," he replied in response to what Jace had said about taking things slow and all that, "But if you really want motivation to go to Harrison's class, then here it is, if you sit quietly throughout Harrison's class and do any work that he gives you, then I will reward you by taking you out on a date... tonight," he said softly. Pouting when Jace removed his arm from his waist, but the pout went away as soon as he heard someone approaching the vacant lounge. "Shit.. it's one of his minions," Dani muttered, hiding behind Jace since Dani could tell who it was by the sound of their footsteps.

About a minute after Dani spoke, a burly boy with broad shoulders, and a chubby midsection entered the room. He glared at Jace, "Harrison wants you two back in class," the boy muttered before waddling out of the room.

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(( Thanks. I think I may have made my boyfriend sad last night because of said depression. I may have said some things that I didn't mean and that was triggered because of my asshole younger brother. And this is not sitting well with me... because I know it hurts him when he thinks I'm mad at him, and I hate when I hurt him. ))

Dani flinched when the boy spoke to them, well not them per say, more so spoke to Jace as the burly boy didn't even make an attempt to catch Dani's gaze. He had hoped the boy didn't because then that would bring something to light, and he was sure if Jace found out that's he'd probably kill the boy. But at some point, due to their new profound relationship, he was going to have to tell Jace at some point, that the boy had raped Dani only just last year. And the reason the boy had been sent too jail, was because of that. He refocused his attention onto Jace, smiling when the taller boy accepted his deal, he interlaced their fingers, "Good, I can't wait to see if you follow my rules," he purred.