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Grey was taken aback as well whenever Violet outburst and he felt so much guilt rush over him. But he needed to hear her yell at him and push back for once. Then she brought up the subject about him being beaten with the asshole stick and be looked away. Grey nodded softly and looks to her. "You were close." He sat down in a chair and couldn't look at her anymore. "8th grade summer, I was beaten by my father. Countless strikes to the back and across the face. Why do you think I never did swimming?" He told her as he lifted his shirt to show muscles scratched over by scars and permanent bruises. "Carry on though, I still want to hear you." Grey said with no sarcasm at all.Aliandra jumped slightly whenever she heard Evans voice. She looked around where she thought he was and squinted in the dark to see his frame a bit. Ali crossed her arms over her chest and glared at his shadow. "Sorry for what? Trying to rape me and sexually harassing me? Or sorry that you ran off before you took advantage of me." She bit back a little more than usual.
She winced at the sight of the scars. Her voice became quieter, soft as it was in everyday conversation. "That isn't a good enough reason for everything you did to me." Violet said barely above a whisper. "I had a crush on you in the eighth grade, but who can keep having a crush on someone that is so awful to them?"~
"Well jeez. I didn't realize it was so hard to apologize for being an asshole." Evan said dryly, but there was sincerity in his voice. He leaned over and rested his elbows on his knees, looking at his feet. He needed to apologize, no matter how muck he hated it.
Grey put his shirt back down and looked at Violet. "I'm not trying to convince you to give me another chance, not yet, I'm trying to tell you why." He said softly as his anger washed out and sadness mixed with sincerity filled in. "Me and my dad use to be so close, then my mother left and he snapped. He lashes out all his anger on me. I made sure of it to so he wouldn't touch my little sister." He paused as he felt a scratchy feeling in his throat, knowing what it was. "I thought that everyone I loved was going to turn on me and I would lose them. It's the same with you, Viloet.." He finished and watched her for her reaction.Aliandra rose an eyebrow whenever he said that and she watched him, seeing what he would do next. For the first, Ali hesitantly walked forward and climber the bleachers till she was two below him. "If you're so sorry then why did you plan all this. Plan to do what you almost did in the locker room." She questioned him. "I mean, Perky, Bitchy, the pranks, the harassment and the pictures? You ruined my life Evan. I don't even understand why or what I've done to you." Ali said as she got angry.
"Well you did a shit job at that." Violet muttered. "And now what do you expect me to do? Forgive you? You are far beyond forgiving." With each word she spoke, Violet felt herself gaining confidence. She was standing up to him and it felt damn good.~
"Nothing. None of us ever do anything to deserve the beatings we get." Evan through his hands in the air. "Why else do you think they teach us that life isn't fair? Because you didn't deserve it." He sighed, exasperated. Why even bother being nice? Ali wasn't ever going to like him back anyways. But Ali deserved a proper apology.
Aliandra looked Evan up and down, getting tired of not getting anywhere in this conversation. "I'm getting Violet and we're leaving." She said without knowing all of the doors were locked. "You've got one more strike before I report you to the cops." Ali muttered before be headed down the bleachers and towards the exit. She wasn't happy that she let herself give him another chance. She hated Evan, always did and always did for making her life a living hell. Grey shook his head and shrugged as he looked up at her. "I wish you would forgive me.. I was just trying to protect you in my twisted way. I'm sorry.." He apologized to her. "I wish I could've changed what and how I did to you. If I had known even how you felt about me, I think that would have eased it but I was scared. Scared of losing you." Guy told her with all sincerity as he stood up and gently tried to take her hands.
"The doors are still locked Per- Ali. Just hear me out. Please." He gazed down at her, slowly getting to his feet as well. Evan felt like he needed to explain himself, even if the explanation didn't excuse his actions. "I'll stay right here if you don't trust me, but please just listen to me."~
Violet jerked her hands away. "Don't touch me. Don't come near me. If you want to protect me, then stay the hell away from me. You are the biggest danger in my life right now so stay away!" Violet was crying then. Crying because she hated Grey so much. For being the biggest asshole in her life, for tormenting her for three years, for actually making her feel sorry for him.
Hearing how he quickly corrected himself after he was calling her name, made Aliandra curl her hands into fists. She turned and looked back at him with irritation. "I'll stay and listen, only because I want to hear what stupid excuse you come up with. Especially all the crap you've put me through for four or five years." She said as she walked back to the bleachers and looked up at him with her hands on her hips. "Spill it." Ali demanded.Grey felt his stomach drop whenever she jerked away from him. He felt his world crumble and he his hands curled under into fists, eyes narrowed. Guy tried to keep his mouth shut as his jaw trembled. "Fine. I'll let you out or of the doors since it's locked." He growled and pushed past her, heading out of the art room door with the lantern. He left her in the dark if she didn't quickly follow beside him as he walked. 'I tried.. She won't take me.. Forgive me. What do I do...? I feel so guilty.' Grey thought to himself
Violet let out an involuntary shriek when she realized the light was being taken away. "N-no no no no no!" She raced after Grey and the lantern, not wanting to be left in the dark. "Come back! Please come back." Violet sobbed. "Please don't leave me in the dark."~
"It's not an excuse, it's a reason. No matter what comes out of my mouth you aren't going to forgive me. I'm not asking for forgiveness though, I'm asking you to understand." Evan replied. "You didn't bring home a win? Too bad." Evan Kicked the bleachers making a loud sound. "That was a great game! I saw you miss that touchdown throw. So sad." He hit the bleachers again. Evan kept mimicking his father and every time he hit or kicked the bleachers to make a loud sound. "I'm tired of not having control over my life and you were pretty and nice and I liked you. I wanted control over one thing in my life and I'm a moron for thinking the way I went about it would make you still want to be nice to me."
Grey had to fight back his urges he never be hear Violet pleading and crying for him to come back. She wouldn't forgive him, he wanted to understand but it hurt him still. "Hurry up and you won't be left behind." Guy called down the hallway before he kept walking. "I don't wait on people hand and foot who stab me in my heart.." He muttered under his breath. The least that he did for her was slow his pace down a little bit to catch up to. Aliandra listened to him and didn't quiet understand what he was saying. She jumped every time he hit the bleachers and she gripped her arms that were crossed over her chest. Ali shook her head, she wasn't buying his act about him liking her. It want true, not after all the bullshit he had done to her. "So because you ha a reputation and wanted to impress people, you wanted to make my life a living hell so yours would be better? That's real fucking selfish Evan." She growled in anger, trying her hardest not to just walk out the door.
Violet rushed after Grey and didn't slow down until she was near the light. But she stayed a bit back. Violet was still terrified that Grey would go back to his usual bullying. Even more scared that he would get worse because she rejected him. "Grey?" She finally whispered. ~
"Well what did you want me to do? I never had a half decent role model in my life! I learned from my father that if you love someone you hit them. If you want to motivate someone, you hit them harder. By the time I learned that was not what you were supposed to do, it was too late. I was already the biggest, meanest bully in school." Evan started pacing the bleachers, frustrated with himself. "So what the hell do you expect me to do Ali? Nobody can change themselves overnight. What do you want me to do?"
Grey heard her footsteps rushing down the hallway towards him but didn't bother to stop or turn and look at her. He kept walking and sped up a bit when she caught up to him. He wanted to be alone and angry, not around Violet where Grey could possibly hurt her even more than he had. "What?" He grumbled whenever he said his name, turning into the silence lab. Picking up her books and walking back to Vi, he handed her her stuff and headed back down the hall to one of the locked doors. grey was wondering how she was going to get home, the thought of her walking alone in the dark didn't settle well with him.Aliandra's glare and angry face fell a bit whenever he said that. She didn't realize or understand what he had meAnt by him being controlled, hitting the bleacher, and all of that. Ali swallowed and looked to him as he kept asking her. She hook her head and ran a hand through her hair. "I-I don't know.. I didn't know that.. or all of this.. I just thought." Aliandra stammered, not knowing what to say and she actually felt guilty. "I'm sorry.."
Violet graciously took her books back from Grey and hugged them to her chest nervously. She didn't know what he was thinking, or why he was letting her go, but she would do anything to not be left in the dark again. Violet found it to be the scariest part of the night. She stopped walking. "I-I'm sorry." She whispered and looked away from him. Violet hated that she felt bad for Grey, but she couldn't exactly hide it. Violet wore her emotions on her sleeve.~
"Don't be sorry. You shouldn't have to be. I'm the one apologizing, remember?" Evan sighed and sat down on the bleachers again. He was out of things to say. "You can go now. The combination on the bike lock is 6-1-7-9-4." He whispered. Evan didn't really want her to leave because what he had been doing earlier, no matter how twisted, was what he wanted.
Aliandra watched him as he sat back down, obviously upset. She didn't know what to do. Before she knew any of this or about why he was like this to her, Ali wanted to leave with Violet right away. Now she wanted to comfort him which was really weird feeling especially towards Evan. Aliandra hesitantly walked up the bleachers and stood up in front of him. She sighed softly and held out her hand. "Come with me? I may hate your guts but I am human and I can't feel but guilt if I let you go back home to a parent like that." Ali confessed.Grey felt himself smile sadly whenever she apologized as he unlocked the bike lock on the door. He pulled it out and opened the door after clicking off the lantern. "I don't need your pitty." He looked back at her with masked green eyes. Heading out into the dark night he glanced to Violet and bit his lip before raising his confidence. "I'll drive you home. I owe you that much.." He muttered as he headed over to his Ford truck that lot up in dark when he unlocked it.
Aliandra watched him as he sat back down, obviously upset. She didn't know what to do. Before she knew any of this or about why he was like this to her, Ali wanted to leave with Violet right away. Now she wanted to comfort him which was really weird feeling especially towards Evan. Aliandra hesitantly walked up the bleachers and stood up in front of him. She sighed softly and held out her hand. "Come with me? I may hate your guts but I am human and I can't feel but guilt if I let you go back home to a parent like that." Ali confessed.Grey felt himself smile sadly whenever she apologized as he unlocked the bike lock on the door. He pulled it out and opened the door after clicking off the lantern. "I don't need your pitty." He looked back at her with masked green eyes. Heading out into the dark night he glanced to Violet and bit his lip before raising his confidence. "I'll drive you home. I owe you that much.." He muttered as he headed over to his Ford truck that lot up in dark when he unlocked it.
Evan was about to refuse, but then he realized that this was his chance to make up for being such an asshole. "Yeah sure." He said quietly and took Ali's hand and got to his feet. She hated his guts. That was expected. But Evan did not expect her to feel sorry for him at all. Especially after what he did to her. But then again he supposed that people were different than him.~
When Grey turned off the lantern, Violet jumped and latched onto the closest thing to her. Grey's arm. "S-s-sorry." She nervously choked out, but her shaking hands didn't let go of him until he walked away. She was left standing in front of the school watching Grey walk away under the moonlight. When his truck light turned on, Violet rushed across the parking lot. God she hated Grey so much, but right then he was the only thing keeping her from walking home in the dark or spending the night in the school.
Feeling his hand rest in hers, it feeling warmer and more comforting compared to the cold and rough that she was use to feeling from his cruel pranks. But she wasn't sure if she should let of or hold it so she just loosely held his hand. "What was all that earlier today.. I mean when you harassed me at the pool and in the locker room tonight? It kind of scares me.. Seemed more than a simple crush." She asked him as she looked down, heading out the gym with Evan.Grey felt her wrap around his arm and he felt pain in his stomach but pulled away from her. He didn't bother calling for her to come because he knew she would soon give in and hurry over to the truck. He jumped in and shut his door as he cranked it, blasting the heat in the cool Autumn air. "I need you to tell me you're address or point me the directions.." Guy muttered as he backed out and pulled out of the school as he texted Evan.
'Taking Vi home. Have fun with Ali ;)'
"I guess you could call it more of an obsession." Evan replied with a nervous laugh. "What else is a guy who is fucked up in the head going to do when all he can think about is some girl and his asshole father that beats him? Sometimes the lines blurred." Evan shrugged, giving Ali's hand a squeeze to make sure it was really there. He felt his phone vibrate but didn't bother to check it. "I didn't mean to scare you. Honest." He said softly.~
Violet climbed into the truck's passenger seat and placed her books on her lap. She was scared half to death and exhausted from Grey taunting her with the dark. "Alpine street. North of Ray road." Violet answered softly. She put on her seat belt and looked straight ahead. It was a six minute drive and Violet normally took the public bus. It would feel like a lot longer after what had happened earlier. "I'll tell you how to get to my house from there."
Ali felt her heart skip a beat for some reason whenever he said that. She continued to listen as he talked and gave a small nod an tried to pull a fake smile but she still couldn't. Not yet, not after all of that. Aliandra glanced to their hands whenever he squeezed it and she bit her lip, unsure of what to do but she was getting extremely nervous of what was going to happen once they left the school doors. "I actually had my mom drive me but I couldn't call her about staying after since the water leaked on my phone.." She as softly as she looked forward.Grey nodded his head as he slipped his phone back into his pocket and headed down the empty street. He hated the tense and awkward silence but he didn't expect much different. Guy loved her and she hated him, not blaming her in the slightest. So he leaned over and turned on the radio to the common station most people around her liked with the popular songs. "I'm sorry.." He murmured before glancing at her and her empty hand but was too afraid she would snap if he want for it again.
"Oh. Sorry about that... Do you want me to give you a ride home?" Evan asked her. He had a feeling that after tonight they wouldn't exactly be on speaking terms, and it wasn't like Evan was going to start bullying her again. He couldn't, not after pouring his heart out.~
Violet was more worried that Grey wouldn't actually take her home than anything else, but when he went towards her house she sighed inwardly with relief. Violet never understood how silence could be deafening until now. When Grey turned on the radio it only made it worse and she immediately reached up and turned it off. "You've already apologized." Violet whispered back.
Grey saw her reach over and flick off the radio, not that he was even listening to it but it was suppose to fill the silence in the truck. Whenever she said that his shoulders sagged, with a free hand he ran it through his hair and rubbed his neck. All Guy could think to do was nod back to her. He felt so guilty for what he had done and what he wanted to do to Violet. Her pale skin was dotted with freckles that made her look cute even though her curves were killer. That's why grey wanted to protect her from guys.
they soon pulled up to her house and he glanced at Violet.Aliandra cleared her throat awkwardly and liked to him. "It's fine." She said. She herself wasn't sure if she really forgives Evan or what and why Ali was being so nice to him for. She was holding hands with the asshole who ruined her life! As they walked down the hall to the nearest exit, she had another question swarming in her head she had to ask. "What were you planning to do with me tonight..?" Ali asked.
Violet looked at her house and shivered. Her dad had turned the lights out before her left for work. To be fair he probably didn't know Violet wouldn't have been home until late at night. "Um, Grey? Do you... Do you think you could help me?" She gulped, hating herself for depending on Grey, but she was more afraid of the dark than she was of him.~
"I insist. You shouldn't be walking around alone this late at night." Evan replied. His blood ran cold when Ali asked a question of her own. "Are you sure you really want to know?" He wouldn't hide it from her. Evan owed Ali that much, but he was afraid she would hate him more than she already did.
Once they reached the door, Aliandra put in the combination for the bike lock and opened it before pulling it out of the door. "Alright fine." She gave a nod and agreed for him to take her home. Ali opened the door and bit her lip whenever he asked her if she really wanted to know the answer to that question. She gave a small nod "Yeah.." Aliandra whispered A little worriedly but headed into the parking lot with him as they talked.Grey parked the car and turns off te engine as he waited on her to get out. He looked over at her with a confused and puzzled expression whenever Violet asked him to do that for her. "Why? I thought you hated me Violet, didn't want to be near me? Now you want me to come with you in your house?" He asked in a slightly confused tone.
((Sorry fell asleep)
Evan paused with a shaky breath. Ali would hate him even more for this. "I was going to rape you." Evan whispered and let go of Ali's hand. He walked ahead of her to his car, letting Ali decide if she was going to get in. Probably not. Ali probably thought her chances were better with walking the streets at night than getting in a car with someone who admitted to wanting to rape her. But Evan would probably follow her home, make sure she actually made it home.~
Violet wanted to punch him. For someone who supposedly wanted to protect her, Grey was doing an awful job. "I hate the dark more than I hate you. Now would you stop being a heartbroken prick and help me?" Her voice was equal parts bitter and desperate. She wanted to just leave the car and go into the house herself, but her legs wouldn't move. "Please?" This time Violet was desperate. She just wanted to climb into bed and sleep the whole ordeal off. But she wouldn't make it there without help.
Grey felt his eyes narrow whenever she said that, she feeling nothing close to sorry for breaking his heart. He glared at her for a while before he leaned over a opened the passenger door. "Get out." He growled. Guy refused to do anything more for her, especially going inside her house with her. It would only cause temptation and desire to have Violet as is. He looked forward and gripped the steering wheel with a tight jaw. "Call me a prick, asshole, whatever you want to Vi. Just get out of my car." Guy told her.Aliandra looked at him as she waited for a reply. Her eyes widened and she stopped in her tracks whenever he said that, feeling beyond betrayed even after he explained what caused his actions to be so violent. She swallowed softly and prayed he wouldn't try to rape her if she it in the car with her. Ali had better chances in hi car than walking home across neighborhoods around here till she reached her fancy gated community. Aliandra slipped into the passenger side hesitantly and buckled up before looking out the window nervously. She still had on her gym short gym shorts and Tshirt, after being pushed in a pool multiple times, Ali shifted a lot in her seat.
"Guy Greyson, shame on you, I am terrified of the dark and you don't have one decent bone in your body." Violet climbed out of his truck and slammed the door as hard as she could. She was angry and scared. But most of all she wanted Grey to leave. So Violet climbed her dark front steps to her door and began fumbling with her keys. She couldn't believe she had been so stupid. Violet couldn't believe she actually thought Grey might actually be nice. Her hands started shaking and she dropped her keys twice before she started crying. God it was so dark. Why couldn't her dad leave the lights on?~
"I'm sorry." Evan said and started the car. It was laughable. Like apologizing could make up for everything he had done. He was an awful person and deserved to be hated, but yet here Ali was, sitting in the passenger seat. He put the car into reverse and pulled out of the parking spot. "Are you cold? I can turn the heat on." Evan couldn't believe how he had basically been reduced to a bumbling idiot because a socially awkward girl was sitting in his car. To be fair he had a crush and a borderline obsession with her.
Guy just looked forward as she insulted him but he could careless at this point. He knew that doing bathing for her tonight, or ever, wouldn't make her forgive him in the slightest. His fist gripped the steering wheel whenever she slammed his truck door. Cranking his car, he turned on the head lights as bright as he could for her to be able to see. Grey squinted and realized that Violet was crying and he ran a hand through his hair. "Dammit.." He cursed as he got out of the car and stalked over to her before wrapping his and around Vi in a hug like. After hesitating for a bit, wanting to keep holding her like this, Guy helped her up and unlocked the door.
Aliandra just ignored his apology, like that would make her feel any better about what he wanted to do to her. She bit her lip nervously an shook her head. "No, I'm not cold.. Not as cold as your heart.." She muttered under her breath as Ali looked back out the passenger side window. 'This is so hard to believe.. Evan was made into a control freak because of his father.' She thought before think out loud "Wanted to rape me because of a crush.." Aliandra murmured.
Violet didn't even notice Grey until he had wrapped his arms around her and took the keys from her. Once Grey got the door unlocked, Violet rushed into her house and fumbled around until she found a light switch. As soon as the light clicked on, Violet collapsed into a relieved mess on the floor. It was stupid. Seventeen years old and she was afraid of the dark. And not just regular afraid, but paralyzing fear that caused her to have to see a therapist. It was ridiculous. That's when Violet started laughing. More at herself than anything. It was just one of those moments where she couldn't control it. Just seconds ago she had been crying in fear only to be saved by Guy Greyson. Of all people!~
"It's more common than you think." Evan said, shame filling his voice. "I know, I know, I'm not helping." Evan muttered. "But at least give me credit for trying to not be an asshole to you for the first time in my life. I'm never going to make it up to you, I know, but what more can I do? Shut up and pretend that nothings happened? You and I both know that would never happen." He turned down several side streets until he reached the gated community. "I need the code if you want me to drive you up to your house." He sighed nodding to the keypad that opened the front gate.
Aliandra just looked down at the floor board, not knowing what they really could do about all of this. If they went back to school and he didn't bully her, everyone would think they hooked up after those pictures. "Shit.." Ali cursed as she out her face in her hands, thinking she was screwed either way. Once they reached her neighborhood, Aliandra glanced to Evan and thought about it for a minute. She couldn't do it, she didn't trust him with information like that. Her home was her safety from Evan. Ali unbuckled her seatbelt and leaned over him, holding the wheel with one hand and typing with the other before it turned green.Grey felt the emptiness and heartbreak slowly return back into his chest whenever she quickly ran out of his arms. He looked at her and figured she was overly happy about finally being in the light and comfort if her home. She wasn't scared, she wasn't crying, Violet was safe in her house. He looked down and cleared his throat before heading back up the pathway to his car. He felt tears prick the corner of his eyes a bit.
Evan sucked in a breath when Ali suddenly leaned over him. He was shocked, for the most part, by her sudden movement. With her leaning over him, Evan had the urge to grab her. Take her. Make her his. But he couldn't. He had already apologized he wasn't going to screw that up. So Evan held his breath and gritted his teeth until Ali was back in her seat. Then he drove into the community slowly. "Which way?" He asked nervously.~
Once Violet was finally calmed down enough to stand, she did so and looked around. Grey was nowhere to be seen, but the front door was still open. She looked out front to see Grey heading back to his truck. Violet swallowed. "Guy?" She called out to him. Violet didn't know what she was doing, but when he paused, she had no choice but to come up with something to say. "Do you want coffee or a soda or something?"
Grey stopped whenever he heard Violet call his name from the house when he was almost to his truck. Guy turned his head to look over his shoulder, his hands gripping in a fist. "What?" He asked but looked back forward, trying to control his shaking voice. He almost laughed softly, but sadly whenever she offered him that. Grey shook his head and turned to look at her, narrowing his eyes to try and hide his tears. "I thought I was just a fucking heartbroken prick you hated? Now you you're inviting me into your house?"Aliandra could hear Evan's breathing quicken and then quickly stop before he seemed tensed. She hurriedly sat back down in her seat, a huge blush on her cheeks as she mentally slapped herself for pulling a move like that. Ali bit down on her lip harshly and wriggled in her seat. "It's the four story white house.. Five houses down." She stammered before glancing over at Evan.
"I-I'm sorry forget it." Violet paused. "I'm not going to school tomorrow, or I guess today since it's after midnight. See you on Monday." She didn't move though, waiting for Grey to make a move first. Would he go back to his car or accept her invitation? Either way, Violet was going to stand in her doorway until she was sure. He was either going to walk away or try to solve every harassment he caused her. ~
"Y-yeah." Evan replied and started driving. He pulled up next to her house and put the car in park. What should he say? What could he say? There were only a finite number of possibilities that wouldn't make her angry. And even fewer that would make her even want to see him again. Alas, Evan's tiny jock brain could not process all of these few possibilities and he was just left stuttering. "See you tomorrow I guess."
Aliandra gripped the door handle eagerly as they reached her house and pulled up. But once the car stopped, she wasn't sure if she really wanted to get out now. Ali licked her lips out of a nervous habit before looking to Evan and thinking for a moment. "Do you want to come in.. We could talk about how to solve this or, more about why this happened. Maybe go to the police about your dad?" She offered him nervously.Grey ran a hand over his face, acting stressed but really he was clearing his tears away. He sighed irritably before he walked to his truck and got in. Guy took the keys from ignition and headed back down the side walk, into her house. He stood awkwardly in the hallway of the front door, not wanting to be rude and start wondering around without Violets permission. But really, he just wanted her back in his arms and to feel her lips again.
"Yes- I mean no. I mean... Just please don't call the police. I know he's an ass, but he's my father. I can't just throw him under the bus." Evan rest his forehead on his steering wheel. What should he do? After all, his father was the main reason for most of this mess, but then again, Evan was responsible for his own actions. ~
Violet was angry at herself when she felt slightly hurt by Grey walking away. But instead of driving away he turned off his car engine and came back into her house. She was even angrier at herself for feeling happy that he was coming back. But once he was inside she pulled her front door closed. "What did you want? Soda? Tea? Coffee? We have decaf if you don't want to be awake all night." She said quietly and slipped off her shoes. "Um... Wait in the kitchen. I have to put my books in my room." She hurried upstairs to her room. Once inside she put her books down and paused to think things over. What could she say? Should she fix her make up after crying like that? Ugh, yes. Violet quickly touched up her make up and her mind kept spinning a million mile an hour. What if the kitchen was a mess? What if her breath stunk? What if he laughed at her? Was she wearing matching underwe- Why was she thinking this? Violet suddenly sat down, feeling a bit dizzy. "Oh Vi... What have you gotten yourself into?" She whispered to herself. Violet definitely, undeniably, still had a crush on Guy Greyson. She took a minute to compose herself before leaving her room, scolding herself for all the emotional trauma she kept causing herself. Was it really possible to like someone and be afraid of them in the same breath? Violet was about to find out at she returned downstairs and went to the kitchen.
Aliandra felt instantly guilty, mentally hitting herself and blushing greatly. "No, no, I mean if you don't- we don't have- just, if you him to stay as he is then that fine.." She stammered before looking down at her hands in her lap.Ali hated how concerned and the care she had for the asshole who ruined her life, Evan, but she didn't want anyone to be miserable like that. "I'm sorry.. I guess I'm worried or, I mean." Aliandra sighed in embarrassment. "I don't like anyone to be abused like this." She said softly before opening her car door, heading to her door and waited to see if he would come.Grey rubbed his neck with a callused hand from football, hearing all of the choices she had. He really didn't care or wasn't wanting anything. Anything but Violet, but that wasn't an option anymore and he needed to get that in his head. Before he could make up his mind, she was hurrying up stairs, Guy watched her with pain and sorrow. He soon turned and went into the kitchen, it being decently neat. Seeing a coffee table there, he sat down and looked forward before putting his face in his hands. Why was Guy here? He knew Vi would forever hate him and wouldn't give him a millionth chance. But why did she let him in..
Evan sighed as Ali got out of the car. What was he supposed to do? Eventually he turned his car off and got out. Ali had still invited him inside and Evan wouldn't turn that chance down for the world. Besides, he was curious about what her house looked liked. Evan followed Ali to her front door and whistled. "People were definitely not kidding when they said you were rich." He shoved his hands into his pockets and tried to take the place in. Ali's house was impressive.~
"What did you say you wanted?" Violet asked as she entered the kitchen. "Well I guess I haven't really given you a chance to say..." She seemed a bit frazzled. "I'm just going to make some coffee for myself if you want some." She plugged in the coffee pot and started it before walking over and sitting across from Grey. "Can I ask you a question?"
Grey heard Violet enter the room after hearing her speak. He cleared his throat and ran his hands through his hair, looking down at the table until she walked over to the seat in front him. Guy leaned back in the seat and crossed his arms over his broad chest before giving a short nod to her. "Yeah, Sure. Shoot." He told her. 'Shit, this won't be good.. I can already tell. Speaking of chances, maybe she'll tell me a way to earn her back..' Grey thought to himself.Ali heard a second door shut while she was unlocking the door, Evan soon behind her. She winced whenever he said that. "I don't see why they would lie and tease me about it if it wasn't true.." She muttered under her breath before opening the door and walking in. "My parents are out of town 24/7 so they won't care." Aliandra explained as she sat down on the couch. "C'mon. I want go know more."
"What made you change your mind?" Violet asked. "I mean, what made you decide to stop being such an asshole and and and... And kiss me?" She clarified. Violet's face turned pink with embarrassment from the memory. She couldn't believe that her first kiss had been with Guy Greyson. It was laughable, and rather depressing. "Especially because earlier you had hidden my clothes in the teacher's lounge, leaving me to wander around school in my swimsuit."~
"About what? My dad? Why I bullied you? My stupid crush slash obsession? Because it's all about what you would expect." He followed her inside and looked around at he spoke. Ali's house was so grand, his entire house could fit in the entrance, or foyer if you wanted to be fancy. Emphasis on how the yer sounded like yay. Evan diligently sat on the couch, taking his time to take in all his surroundings. He honestly didn't even know why he was there anymore. Ali hated him. Which was depressing, but if given the chance, Evan wouldn't let that stop him. Which was even more depressing.
Grey felt his own cheeks turn a kith shade of punk whnever she asked him that. He hesitate but saw that she was blushing and stammering. Why is Violet embarrassed? Guy asked himself but needed to answer her questions first. "I guess that was kind of my plan this whole night.. I know that Evan was going to rape Aliandra- But... But I wouldn't so that to you I swear!" He stammered, hoping as didn't think too lowly of him. "I don't know, Vi, I don't why I did all that before. But I do know that tonight, when I kissed you and held you a few minutes ago, that it meant everything to me. That only happened in daydreams of mine. I swear I think... Well that.. I'm in love with you. I know.. I'm just a heart broken prick.." He said nervously, rubbing his neck as he looked down.Aliandra slipped out of her gym shoes and let her hair down, still feeling wet and goss with chlorine. SHe definitely needed a shower as soon as she could. But Ali wasn't sure if she really should try that while a guy who claims, and acts, to be obsessed with her in her house. Having been setting beside Evan, she looked at him and thought for a moment. "I'm willing to give you a chance." She said lastly. Ali wanted to take that back the minute it left her mouth but he wanted to. She wanted the old Evan back who was more sweet as shy in middle school.
"That was my first kiss." Violet blurted out. Her face turning a deeper shade of pink. She couldn't believe she had just admitted that to Grey. But it happened, and it also meant that Violet was left extremely embarrassed. "I, uh, the coffee's done." She jumped to her feet and rushed over to the coffeepot. The brief moments that she wasn't looking at Grey's face was a relief to her embarrassment. Did he really mean everything he had said? She poured herself a cup of coffee, and after hesitating a bit she poured one for Grey as well. "Here we are!" She smiled, putting on a brave face and setting the two mugs down on the table before returning to her seat.~
Evan blinked. Did he hear her right? She was going to give him a chance? "Well that's a relief, but I'm not sure it's a good thing if even I am questioning your judgment." He paused. "And why the hell would you give me a chance?" Evan was more confused by what Ali was saying than ever. Maybe girls were more of a mystery than he first thought.
Grey's face didn't really change from his seriousness other than raising a brow. He want surprised that she had never had a guy kiss her besides him just that she blurted it out. Then Violet for up and he let his hands fall back on the table after talking with them, old habit of his. "Vi, I know I was your first kiss. I've always made sure that i was, like I said I want you to myself and to be mine." He told her. "I just.. I'll do anything, anything to get that eight millionth chance from you?" Gu offered a gentle smile to her after sipping the coffee.Aliandra looked down at the ground as I she had been shunned or punished. She ran a hand through her hair and sighed softly before turning and sitting cross legged on the couch to face him. "I know you want the second chance, for me to forgive you, and that will be hard. But I'm willing to try because you're a little traumatized by your father abuse. You're his a little broken." She said softly before hesitantly setting her hand on top of his. "I miss the old, sweet and shy Evan who wasn't a jackass." Ali said with a bit of humor to it.
Violet shifted uncomfortably in her seat. So he knew. She warmed her hands on her coffee mug, not bothering to take a sip. Grey suddenly seemed nice, but he had seemed nice before. "But how..." She spoke, her voice barely audible. "How do I know I can trust you?" Violet looked into Grey's eyes, searching for any truth in them. She needed to know he wasn't going to turn around and bully her again.~
"Ha. Ha. Ha." Evan replied sarcastically and pulled his hand away from Ali's. "I shall take you up on that offer for a second chance," He gulped. "Just don't tempt me to be a jackass again. This is hard enough as it is." He scratched his head and looked away in embarrassment. Evan would take any kind of chance from Ali in a heartbeat, but the question was, would he be able to do so without throwing her up against a wall with intentions of sex?
Grey looked into her eyes, his green ones were fearless and greedy for her. He knew exactly what he wanted to say to her but he actually enjoyed just staring at her for a long period, taking her massive amount of beauty from close up he ever could've. "Because deep down, you still have that crush on me and it's starting to chip at the surface. Deep down, you want to trust me and for us to be civilized." He began. "And I want to help you with that want. I promise that if I don't make you're life a living heaven, then I'll go to my grave." Guy told her as he hesitantly tried to take her hand in his after removing it from the mug.Aliandra felt a slight hurt whenever he pulled away from her hand but understood eventually. She didn't think he would've said that and noticed he was embarrassed about it. "You're sexually obsessed with me too.." Ali murmured aloud before shaking her head and blushing a bit. "Sorry I mean.. I'll just, go change right quick. Actually.. I think this would help retrain your wants and urges. If I take a shower and you try and keep yourself here." Aliandra thought up, of course she would lock the door either way. "You would gain my trust if you could do it." She stood up and headed up the stairs.
Violet didn't jerk her hand away this time. But she did look away. She looked down at her lap, tears forming in her eyes. "I don't know what to do..." She whispered, a tear falling. Violet looked up at Grey. "I don't know what to do Grey. How can you love someone and hate them at the same time? You ruined my life, terrified me, used my one weakness against me just so I wouldn't be too far away. Don't you understand how humiliating that is? I don't know whether I should tell you to kiss me again and get it over with or to leave and never come back."~
Evan's mouth fell open. She had to be fucking kidding. But Ali was completely serious as she climbed the stairs, leaving Evan alone in the room on the couch. He could hear the shower turn on in the distance and it set his nerves on edge. "God damn she's hot." He muttered to himself and lay on the couch, covering his eyes with his arm. Evan hoped she wouldn't take long because his mind immediately wandered into fantasies about climbing into the shower with Ali. "May I burn in hell." He muttered, but Evan forced himself to stay in place.
Aliandra grabbed a pair of yoga pants and a loose muscle shirt she had, her lazy and comfortable clothes. She took them into the bathroom before running her water and locking the door. Spending a good twenty or twenty five minutes in shower of cleaning her hair and body of the chlorine, Ali was lost in a thought like trance as she scrubbed herself with soap and the sponge. She was putting the pieces together and what she should do about Evan, hell she didn't know and it stressed her thinking about it. Ali soon snapped out of it and got out, got dressed, and came downstairs as she was rubbing the towel gently against her hair. "Good job." Grey felt his heart warm up a bit whenever she didn't pull away from him this time. Then he saw her face and his heart shattered No, no, no.. I didn't mean for you to start crying.. guy thought to himself. He didn't move, he couldn't not until he was sure what he wanted to do. He swallowed and stood up, crouching beside her as he looked up into his eyes. "Let me take the worry and stress off of up on that topic.." Grey whispered before he leaned up, his lips hesitating as they brushed hers. "Love me, Violet.." He murmured before kidding her deeply, putting all his love into it to show her the truth,
Ali took absolutely forever. When she finally came downstairs in yoga pants and with a towel on her head he knew he had missed out. "You're a fucking tease, you know that?" Evan sighed and sat up. "Just please don't ever do that again unless you plan on letting me join in. That was really painful."~
Violet's heart sped up when Grey's lips brushed hers. And then all at once he was kissing her. It felt deep and passionate, but Violet wasn't exactly an expert kisser and wasn't sure if that was what she was actually feeling. But Violet was pretty sure that Grey was a good kisser. At least she knew that much. But where did Violet expect this to go? She was hesitant at first, but then Violet kissed Grey back.
Ali headed over to the couch and stopped whenever he called her a tease. "I-I'm sorry I wasn't trying to tease you or anything. I thought it would help.." She apologized then blushed greatly whenever Evan mentioned getting in with her. Aliandra took down her towel and bent over to dry her hair and hide her embarrassment. "I don't think that'll happen.." Ali murmured then she started to think of Violet and if she was ok withGrey.Guy felt his whole body shutter in happiness when Violet did push or pull to try and get him away from her. But if she did, he would instantly stop to earn her trust. He held her hand in his and his other hand rested on her cheek, kissing her till he was hot with passion. Grey got her to her feet and pressed her gently against the Fridge and continued to kiss her but a little more sloppily and deeply. But through it all, he made sure to be gentle and sensitive with every kiss an move he made after he rested a hand on his waist.
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At first Violet had been scared, but now she was angry. She was angry that her mother just walked out on her, that her brother left her alone, that her father treated her like a mental condition rather than his daughter, that Grey thought he was only on his second chance. "I do give second chances Grey!" Violet exploded. She was shouting for the first time in her life it seemed. "You've been bullying me everyday since the eighth grade and everyday I would wake up and tell myself 'Maybe today will be different. Maybe today Grey won't act like he's been beaten to many times with the asshole stick!' But everyday you just got worse and worse until I ran out of chances to give you! What else do you want me to do? Pretend that the first 1,193 days didn't happen? Pretend that my life didn't spiral out of control on my fourteenth birthday when you showed the whole school an upskirt shot of my underwear?" Violet shook her head and backed away from him. She couldn't believe what she was doing. She was actually standing up to Guy Greyson.