Random musings

[Srijita]

Hmm.... Hii this is Luna and here I am ranting about my life, my thoughts and pondering over rather insignificant things! I don't know what should I write, just created this journal for fun coz I love to try new things! I love poetry and have written a few pathetic ones.... Hope you all will bear with me :) :)
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P. S. - I'm a HUGEEEEEEE Potterhead :)

[Srijita]

I wrote this poem quite some time ago.... Haven't named it yet though ( yeah yeahhh I'm terrible at naming them).... So let's just call it something

Poem :P

Canvas spread, the ink was dry
She poured her heart into it
Into the piece of paper, she tried to fit
Thoughts that would, otherwise make her cry

Heart fluttered, fingers were numb
The wounds were deep, she couldn't help but succumb
She tried to pull through, tried to dismiss
Obliviate the coldness, to find her inner peace
Put aside the dark thoughts, scourged her brains
Searching for a moment of forgotten bliss.....

Instead, she let the paper bleed ink
Capturing her myriad emotions,
In hues of yellow, black and pink
And in writing she found her solace
Hopes arose and mood was lifted in a flash
For words became her unshed tears
An alternative to wetting her eyelash
She wielded her pen, to express her pain
Set them free, all her inhibitions and all her fears...

[Srijita]

I want to study but I can't, I need to study but I can't.... Geez! Why? Why? I have loads to read and remember and I don't know where to get started in the first place.... Feeling too lazy to even think! I don't even know when I will get my backlog cleared.... Plainly it's stupid but I can't help it,or can I? When there is a will there is a way... Hmmm... I need to find the will first. I got lost and I need to redirect myself towards the correct way.

Life's haywire, everything is in a mess.
I don't know what has come to pass, why
there's a growing unrest!
It all feels so empty yet I have so much to do, so much to accomplish, so much to look forward to! I can't let it happen. I can't let myself go astray after all that I have been through, all the past struggles to get to the point where I stand. I shall rise, I need to be strong. I need to be hard, unbreakable like diamond and shine even brighter! My dreams can't remain mere dreams, they need to find a place in real world! After all this time, I just can't get enough of Linkin Park's "Heavy"........ "Holding on.... Why is everything so heavy...... It's so much more than I can carry............. If I just let go, I'll be set free. " What is it that I want myself to be freed from? What is this pseudo force that is clogging my mind and clumping my throat... I have to find a way to beat it down! I need to fight my inner demons! Cool and calm is the way. I need to concentrate and get involved... Okay from tomorrow, I am procrastinating but I can't help it. I need to get sorted and then when I am stronger I'll think about it. "After all tomorrow is another day" :)