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kavi ~he-him~
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Nov 21, 2017 06:36AM
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havana wrote: "thelma wrote: "havana wrote: "I wish I could die"no you don't"
I do"
no- meg you're not going to die. whatever it is bothering you..you can talk to me i'm always there for you
havana wrote: "thelma wrote: "havana wrote: "thelma wrote: "havana wrote: "I wish I could die"no you don't"
I do"
no- meg you're not going to die. whatever it is bothering you..you can talk to me i'm always t..."
first- you or jake aren't bastards second why should get STDs
falling off a cliff will do nothing
i'm not sure you'll survive it so please don't do it.
havana wrote: "thelma wrote: "havana wrote: "thelma wrote: "havana wrote: "thelma wrote: "havana wrote: "I wish I could die"no you don't"
I do"
no- meg you're not going to die. whatever it is bothering you..y..."
right sorryyy!!!
why do you wish they could
havana wrote: "thelma wrote: "havana wrote: "thelma wrote: "havana wrote: "thelma wrote: "havana wrote: "thelma wrote: "havana wrote: "I wish I could die"no you don't"
I do"
no- meg you're not going to die. w..."
woah
ʙɪᴛᴛᴇʀsᴡᴇᴇᴛ wrote: "I don't know whyShould I stick my tits out and wear short skirts too?"
Meg be yourself, ALWAYS be yourself. You are amazing and I love you so much
No, don't pick up the phone, let them think there's nobody home
when you call my heart starts to roll, I always want more
stardust wrote: "Who has discord?"I do!!
OOF FIND MEthegirlwithstarsforeyes#8436
The gravity can't hold us, your hands are outer space, I can't make sense of nothing, and words just get in the way. this couch is getting smaller, but it's my favorite place. don't even ask the question, you know what i'm gonna say.
Like poison coursing through me. Soaking, my vision is blurred. The haze won't put my mind at ease. I've been sleeping later, I've been breathing stronger. I've been digging deeper but the memories won't stop. I can't stop thinking 'bout you. I can't get high, I can't get by, I can't get through. I can't stop thinking 'bout you. I want you all. Say it before you run out of time. I want you all. Say it before it's too late. I want you all. Say what I am feeling now. I want you all. When it is insane.
I keep on checking my phone like I'm important looooool
sunny, happy with the music, no money. im thinking you're on holiday. sipping yellow lemonade
a wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.
the reason why I love my room so much, is because as long as I'm in it, it's like a safe zonebut as soon as I step out
oof
I'm going to Florida and won't be back till Sunday. I'll miss you
awwww :( Have fun!! I'll miss you too I love you Meg *hugs*
why did you have to come back into my life and bring back those old feelings?
nm just some things going onGR isn't as fun as it used to be
it's been only a month since i've left you but it feels like forever..i feel like now that i have joel, i'm so much more happier
and now you're back and i just have all these memories
and it hurts..you know?
i know its an aftershock...but i can't help but miss you
ooof idea!!!i want a cute format for my posts
& :: hopeless fountain kingdom
. { this is going to be my new theme
. i hope you guys love it
. because it makes me feel very aesthetic }
& :: 2.6.18
. { today is nyree's birthday
. i refuse to forget again
. love you, you dumbass }
meg wrote: "nm just some things going onGR isn't as fun as it used to be"
aww :( *hugs*
It sucks when the one friend you trust the most stabs you in the front
maybe i'm gonna sing La La La by Naughty Boy at coffeehouse
how to be a decent person: - be respectful - that's pretty much it??- you don't support gay/bi/trans/nb/ace rights? ok. just respect people who do.
- you're atheist? ok. just respect religious people.
- you don't like abortions? ok. just respect women who want one.
- you don't believe in gender dysphoria? ok. just respect people who do.
- you don't like/approve of something? ok. just respect people who do like/approve of it.
i mean, this is just in general but if you don’t like me anymore and think im a bad friend, just tell me and i’ll poof away from you. i just don’t like playing the guessing game and end up being hurt. It’s not that i don’t want you in my life because most likely i really do want you there but if you don’t want me there, i’ll give you what makes you happy. no hesitation...
I'm so glad I grew up before social media blew up cuz every picture of me from middle school is terrifying
meg wrote: "i mean, this is just in general but if you don’t like me anymore and think im a bad friend, just tell me and i’ll poof away from you. i just don’t like playing the guessing game and end up being hu..."I want you in my life best friend
You see her. 10 years from now. She has a ring on her finger and a small child attached to her hip. All of the air is suddenly sucked out of you and your insides begin to feel queasy and the lunch you just had is no longer settling well. You blink, praying it’s a simple mind game. It’s not. She offers you a grin and her only free hand to shake. You take it and begin to wonder what went wrong all those years ago and what happened to all those empty promises that the two of you made. You had sworn you would be the one to give her all those things, but you weren’t. Her husband comes up behind her, placing a protective hand on her shoulder as she introduces you as an old friend. That label eats away at your insides as you realize that’s all you are to her now. Just another diminishing memory.-C.C.
"Honestly, I am so sorry. None of this is your fault I promise. This all happened because I am just so crippling insecure about so much in my life. I am so sorry. My insecurity destroys everything I desire and pushes away everyone I love. I am just so sorry."
