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Remy smiled as he heard Alec's voice and he turned towards it, seeing his head poking out of the dressing room. "It's okay," he apologized with a shrug. He hugged the extra dresses he had chosen just in case he didn't like it. "So, do you have it on? Can I see what it looks like on you?" Remy asked sheepishly, biting his lip after he had asked the question. He wasn't sure if he would want to show him.
Remy tried not to think bad of his stepbrother. And he didn't mean rude, mean thoughts about him, he meant sexual thoughts. Remy kept finding himself inexplicably attracted to his stepbrother. He loved it when he wore his dresses, he thought they made him look stunning everytime he did. It just fit him, it looked right on him and as a consequence, Remy continued to have thoughts usually deemed taboo and wrong about him.
Alec smiled lightly and nodded, " I was just about to ask for your opinion anyways," He answered as he ducked his head back into the dressing room and bit his lip slightly. He took a deep breath and pushed the door open, revealing himself wearing the dress, he looked down at it and smiled brightly he felt comfortable and thought he looked stunning.
" It's very comfortable, and in my opinion I think I look great," Alec said with a blush, standing here in front of Remy with a dress on, well that brought thoughts to his head and not thoughts that he's suppose to have. He blinked a few times to rid himself of those thoughts and he looked at Remy, he waited for the males opinion on the dress.
Remy tried to make sure his jaw didn't drop as his stepbrother walked out of the dressing room with his dress on. He opened and closed his mouth a few times before he swiftly turned around so he was not looking at him. "It looks amazing," Remy said hoarsely. His face was bright red but he was also seething on the inside. Why was he helping his stepbrother pick out gorgeous clothing for the date he didn't want him to go on? "It looks really good," he repeated, holding the dress in his arms a little tighter as the jealousy coursed through him.
"Do you want this dress? I-I have some other ones, if you want to try these," Remy asked him, a stutter entering his voice. God, he hated himself for telling him he would come along and then do his makeup for him the date. "Um... I have a longer red one, I thought you may like it. And another blue one," Remy rambled, trying to get his mind off of Alec and how stunning he looked in the dress. He shook his head at himself. What was wrong with him?
' Hmm, I wonder if I can just buy this dress for the sake of only Remy seeing me in it.... I seriously don't like thinking about Max seeing me in this and thinking that it doesn't even look good. I've seen the looks he gives me even when I come hangout with him at his house and i'm wearing something feminine, ' Alec thought as he looked in the mirror that sat outside the dressing room too. He watched as Remy looked at him for a few moments and then swiftly turned around so that he wasn't looking at him, he frowned slightly but waited for Remy to voice his opinions on the dress.
He smiled slightly when Remy asked if he wanted the dress, but the thought of modelling the other dresses that Remy chose for him made his heart flutter. Alec approached Remy and gently turned him around so that he could talk to him face to face, this was honestly adorable as Remy seemed flustered, " I do like this dress, but I don't want Max being the one who sees me in it," Alec said sofrly with a wink before gently taking the other dresses from his brother. As he made his way back into the dressing room, his face contorted into horror, ' Did I just wink at my stepbrother?' Alec thought as he closed the door.
Remy heard Alec come up behind him as he held onto the dresses like a lifeline, jumping when he felt his hands on him. Shit, he thought squeezing his eyes closed for the few moments before Alec urged him to turn around. I am, Remy admitted to himself. As Alec told him he didn't want Max to see him in the dress and then proceeded to take the dresses with him, he sputtered a bit. His wink nearly had him on the floor. Why was he flirting with him? No. He wasn't that way for him. It couldn't be. Remy was the one with the problem, not his stepbrother.
He ran a hand through his hair after Alec had disappeared back into the dressing room. Remy sighed heavily and hung his head. He wasn't going to survive this. He couldn't look at Alec in any dress that looked amazing on him without the jealousy running through him. Just the thought of it was emotional torture. "Hey, Alec. I, um, I have to go to the restroom," Remy said, standing outside the dressing room door before making his escape to the halls of the mall and finding the nearest bathroom. He walked into a stall and leaned back against it, letting his head fall back against the door. He didn't care what people thought as he just stood in that stall, letting every thought run through his mind in the hopes that maybe they would stop.
Alec didn't answer as he stood in that dressing room, staring at himself in the mirror as he held those dresses close to his chest. His eyes were wide and his head was swimming in thoughts, he felt around for his phone before remembering that he left it in the car. He heard Remy say that he had to use the restroom, he didn't think he needed to give his brother permission so he just let him leave. He quickly changed out of the dark blue dress and tried on the other ones, his mind was full of sexual thoughts after that stupid wink he did towards Remy and all he could imagine was Remy ripping his dress off and doing crazy things.
Alec grunted and hit his fist lightly against the wall, he closed his eyes tightly and tried to rid those thoughts from his head. They would never happen, he was with Max and he would never cheat on Max. Alec loved Max and Max loved him, Alec continued repeating that over and over and over again until it became so repetitive that he couldn't focus on anything but Max.
Remy squeezed his eyes shut and wrapped his arms around himself, trying to hold back the sudden tears. He knew he shouldn't be crying over this. Alec was his stepbrother and loving him was wrong. So why was he crying over the inevitable fact that Alec did not reciprocate his feeling towards him? "I'm so stupid," he berated himself, reaching up to annoyedly brush away the tears slipping down his cheek as he opened his eyes.
Remy ground his teeth. There was no way he could hide his tears from Alec. His makeup was undoubtably running and his face would be red. Alec would want to know why and he didn't have anything he could tell him that wouldn't incur Alec' wrath on some innocent passerby. He took a deep breath and pushed away from the stall door, opening it and walking out. He took a brief look at himself in the mirror and cussed under his breath. He looked like death now. Remy exited the bathroom and went back into the store. When he couldn't see Alec, he assumed he was still in the changing room so he roamed around nearby as he waited for him.
Alec tried on every dress that Remy had chosen for him to try on and decided that he'd buy every single one, except only one of them would be for his date that he would be having with Max on Friday. He mumbled something under his breath as he pulled on his shirt, he grabbed the dresses and made his way out of the dressing room.
He looked around for Remy and found him roaming around, he made his way over to the cash register and had the cashier ring them up. Alec took out his wallet and gave the cashier the money that he owned, once he had his dresses, he made his way over to Remy.
Remy watched him exit the dressing room and make a beeline for the cashier before paying. As he finished and made his way towards him, he took a deep breath. Remy needed to act like none of that had just happened. "Hey. Get what you wanted?" he asked, giving him a light smile. Remy hadn't actually seen what all he had bought, if anything that he had chosen. He stuffed his hands in his pockets. "Is there anywhere else you wanna go or should we start heading back to the car?" Remy questioned, biting his lip. He wanted... What exactly did he want from his stepbrother? What was he expecting from him? Remy didn't know. He was so confused. "I, um, I don't mind what we do. Anything is fine," Remy told quietly, looking down at the floor and scuffing it with his shoe.
Alec smiled softly at his brother, " Yeah, I got every dress that you picked out, I like them more then any of my choices," Alec answered as he bit his lip and looked down at the ground. He looked back up and looked ah Remy, " I don't have anything else I need to get, do you need anything?" Alec asked as he stopped biting his lip, knowing that if he continued his lip would start bleeding,
Alec tilted his head to the side a little bit and looked at Remy, he tried oh so hard to push those thoughts away, but he couldn't. What was he expecting? What did he really want from Remy? He was dating Max and wanting another guy.....how douchey is that? He shook his head.
(( Sorry it's so short ))
Remy shook his head and pushed his fingers through his hair. "No, I'm good," he replied, "Um. Let's go then," Remy said and started walking out of the store. He wouldn't admit it out-loud but he loved that Alec had bought the dresses that he had chosen for him. Now if only he would get to see him in them. Stop it, he scolded himself as they walked. Don't think like that, Remy shook his head at himself. He hated that he was thinking like this and that he could act. He wanted to act upon these thoughts but he knew Alec couldn't possibly return his feelings. Remy wanted to... To...
"Shit," Remy mumbled under his breath, grinding his teeth. He sighed heavily and tried to ignore how close his stepbrother was to him. Couldn't he have one moment without thinking about Alec? Without thinking about he fucking much he liked him, despite his best reasoning. Remy stayed quiet the whole way to the car, not wanting to talk and risk saying something that he knew he should not.
Alec bitnhis lip once again as he walked beside Remy, it was quiet on the way back to the car and honestly Alec was thankful for that because he honestly couldn't think straight every time Remy talked to him. He forgot when or why this crush on his step-brother even started because he could remember when he didn't like Remy and was quite content with fawning over Max.
Speaking of Max, Alec was sure that his phone was blowing up with text messages from said boy and he honestly didn't want to deal with the, when they got into the car. But he knew that if he didn't, Max would sit there and think that he was cheating on him with someone else and Alec couldn't sit there and let his boyfriend think that. He took his car keys out of his pocket and unlocked the doors, " Uh...Thank you, again for doing this, and for doing my make up too," Alec murmurs to Remy.
Remy looked over at his stepbrother as he spoke once they had reached the car. "No problem," he replied shortly, getting in the car as quickly as he could. He pulled the seatbelt across his chest and buckled it in, taking a deep breath as he rested his head back against the headrest. Remy turned his head away as he heard the driver's side door open so he didn't have to look at him. He was good-looking, he knew that but seeing that wouldn't help.
Remy was quiet the whole way back home. Talking was not on his list on things to do while they were in the car. But when they got home, he unbuckled and looked over at him. "I don't need ride tomorrow. Mom is giving me one," he told him before he practically bolted from the car. Remy ran up to his room and closed the door hard behind him. He kicked off his shoes and tried to calm his racing heart. He knew by that statement was giving up the time he so loved to spend with him. But it was getting increasingly harder to do so without doing or saying something he would regret.
(( sorry, I've been busy with getting myself ready for senior year and shit. But let's skip to something else, like maybe to the date or maybe we can skip to where Alec has been going on a bunch of dates and Remy ends up kissing Alec, it doesn't matter to me when we skip ))
((We can move onto the part where Remy kisses him. The date thing won't take us long.))
(( alright, can you start us off then? ))
((Sure. I gotta do some chores but I'll do it after that.))
Remy leaned against the doorway to the kitchen, looking into the living room, staring mindlessly at the floor. What if I just ask him to stay? No, that won't work. This date would mark the 7th date he had helped his stepbrother prepare for since he had realized jjst what he thought of Alec. And it was painful. This would also be the 3rd week since Alec had been on a date, hence the reason why he knew Alec wouldn't stay home for him. He had been missing out because of work. "Dammit," he said aloud, more frustrated than he had been about this. I'll give it a shot. It's all I have.
Remy pushed away from the door and went to find his stepbrother. "Alec?" he called out timidly, looking around the house for him. Once Remy had found Alec, he stood a couple steps away and bit his lip. "Um," Remy mumbled, clearing his throat. "Do you think you could stay home?" he questioned, turning his head down so he couldn't see him. He hated seeing him all dolled up for someone else. He dreaded it every time. Remy let go of his lip, moving onto twiddling his thumbs as he waited for his stepbrother's answer.
After that one little date that Alec had shown up in a dress, one that he had in his closet for ages, Max had become almost ecstatic every time they went out on a date. Alec had only assumed that Max actually grew to love seeing him in a dress and that was one of the reasons why he was ecstatic about it every time Alec decided to wear one. Today Alec decided to go casual, and wear just normal jeans and a tank top, Max was still pretty much overjoyed, Alec didn't have a reason for why just yet. He was admiring himself in the bathroom mirror, his father just staring at him with an odd look but a smile before heading off to god knows what part of the house to do god knows what.
He heard Remy say his name and he walked out of the bathroom and into the bedroom, he turned when Remy seemingly found him. He was partially confused by the question, he's been hearing that a lot lately from Remy and he couldn't seem to figure out why. " Why? What's wrong? Haven't you and I been hanging out enough? Did someone do something to you?" Alec sighed, he set down his comforter for a moment, " Do I have to beat up another bully? I swear to god I'm just going to ask Mom to transfer you to my school," Alec murdered.
Remy raised then shook his head, shaking his hands. "No, no. That's not it. No one is... No. That's not it," he replied but he felt a little hurt. Haven't you and I been hanging out enough? He dropped his hands and looked over Alec's shoulder rather than in his eyes. Remy fumbled with his words for a few moments, trying to figure out what to tell him. "I... I, um..." he stuttered, shaking his head at himself. How was he going to convince him to stay.
Remy pushed his fingers through his hair. "I just, I would feel better if you stayed home," he finally got out, meeting his eyes for the first time in their conversation. He wasn't lying but he didn't want to dilvulge further. What would he think of him? Probably that he was insane and gross. Remy shuffled his feet and pulled at his fingers after they had left his hair, a clear tell that he was nervous about something. He wanted so badly to tell Alec how he felt about him, that he was in love with him and he hated that he was going out with other people -Max especially- and how much it pained him to watch and wonder and hope if he loved him back.
Alec listened as Remy spoke, the poor boy was stumbling over his words and fumbling with his hands, Alec could tell that his step-brother was nervous about something and wasn't telling him the whole story. He put down his phone and his keys, " Rem, honey, what wrong? Why do you want me to stay home so badly? What aren't you telling me?" Alec asked gently, carefully approaching Remy. He had never seen Remy this nervous before and if worried him quite greatly, if needed he'd stay home to get the real truth out of Remy, he knew Max wouldn't mind. And if Max did mind, Alec wouldn't go on a date with him for a week, considering that Max knew how much Remy meant to Alec and if anything happened to Remy, Alec would totally risk his life for his step-brother.
" You know you can tell me anything, whatever is spoken about befeeen us, stays between us, I promise," Alec murmurs softly, gently placing his hands on Remy's shoulders.
Remy continued to fidget as Alec walked over to him but he stilled as soon as his stepbrother hands his hands on his shoulders. He had always had that calming affect on him. Remy looked down at the floor, his toes curling into the carpet and he debated as to what he ought to do from that point on. He started to speak but quickly stopped, repeating that several times. "I know... I just... I don't know what you will think of me," Remy admitted softly, not yet raising his eyes. "There is a difference between what you know and how you treat me and what you don't and how you might treat me," he said softly.
Then, thinking that there was no better time than then to do it, Remy raised himself up on the balls of his feet, his hands landing on Alec's hips to steady himself as he kissed his stepbrother on the lips. He kissed him for only a moment or two before he dropped back down to the flat of his feet. Remy's face turned bright red and took some swift steps back. "I'm sorry," Remy apologized quickly, hiding his face behind his hands. Had he really just done that? But God, it felt so right kissing Alec.
Alec stood there calmly and waited for Remy to speak, knowing it was best not to rush Remy and instead wait until the boy had enough confidence to speak himself about whatever was bothering him. To say that Alec was surprised when he felt Remy's hands on his hips, and Remy's lips on his own, well that was basically an understatement. Alec was truly amazed and at the same time a little bit horrified that Remy had kissed him, the kiss wasn't bad at all, it's just that they were legally step-brother's and so when Remy kissed him, it sprung some thoughts.
However, when Remy stopped and stepped back, all Alec wanted was Remy's hands on his hips again and Remy's lips on his own. It took Alec a few seconds to understand fully what had happened and suddenly he was a red and blushing mess. He bowed his head, " Kiss me again," He said softly.
Kiss me again. Those words ran through his head like a race car, spinning around in circles. "Alec..." he whispered, dropping his hands from his face. Remy bit his lip as he took the few steps back up to Alec, his head still slightly bowed as he just stood there with his stepbrother. After gathering his courage again, Remy turned up his head and placing his lips on Alec's once more. Nothing felt more right to him about it. The way his lips now moved against them and how they felt as they kissed. He had become hyperaware of all that was around them, the touches especially, as he slipped his hands back on his waist.
Remy finally pulled away for the second time but left his forehead resting against his. If he had kissed him, he might as well tell him. "I'm in love with you, Alec," he admitted in a timid and shy voice, unsure -even after this- how he would react. "Please don't... Don't leave me," his voice barely crawling above a whisper as he made his plea. He didn't Alec casting him aside because of this. That would break his heart, more than being rejected. That he could handle, but him never speaking to him or interacting with him would not go over well. Losing the relationship he had with him was not something he wanted to happen, no matter the outcome.
Alec looked up and watched as Remy came closer to him again, his breath hitched as Remy kissed him again. He resisted the urge to wrap his arms around Remy's neck and instead kissed Remy back softly, it was something he needed to get used to but he knew he'd be able to soon. He blushed when Remy placed his hands on his waist again, it was at that moment that he decided do wrap his arms around Remy's neck.
When the boy pulled back, Alec couldn't help but make a small whine at the loss of Remy's lips. He sighed contently and moved his forehead away from Remy's, " I couldn't leave you even if I tried," Alec mumbled as he pressed a kiss to Remy's forehead.
A smile blossomed over his face and he wrapped his arms fully around him, hiding his face in his shoulder. He didn't where it would go from there but he was determined to just revel in the moment that they were having. It felt so good, so right and natural to be holding him like that. Remy closed his eyes as they stood there and found himself wondering might have happened if he hadn't accepted his kiss and profession of love. But he quickly cleared his mind, he needn't worry about it since it hadn't happened.
"Will you stay home with me?" Remy requested again, his voice muffled by the shirt that he was wearing. Now how would all that work out? For Alec to suddenly dump Max would be confusing and suspicious but he wasn't sure if he really could watch him go out with anyone anymore. He hands gripped onto the back of Alec's shirt, praying that at least this time he wouldn't leave and go out with Max. "You don't have to but... But I would like it if you would stay with me," Remy told him, watching the floor again.
Alec loved the smile that blossomed Remy's face as soon as he contently stood there in Remy's arms. He held Remy close and thought about this entire thing might have went if he had rejected Remy; he knew that would have not ended well and he might have ended up spending a few days at a friend's house until everything had blown over. He was glad he actually confessed/professed his love to Remy, it was driving him nutters as he held in what he was feeling. It also made him sick in the aspect that he literally threw up after every attempt he made to even try telling his step-brother how he felt.
Alec chuckled softly, " Of course, honey," Alec murmurs, there was no way in hell he was leaving home tonight to go on a date with another guy just after he confessed his love to Remy. He felt Remy grip the back of his shirt, " Honey, relax, I'm not going anywhere," Alec murmurs quietly. He sighed softly and began thinking how Max would react if he just suddenly broke up with him, but then there's that feeling that's he's been having lately that Max might be cheating on him. " Honey....do you know if Max is cheating on me or not? Because I've been having this really odd feeling lately," Alec asked, of course he loved Remy, but there was that small thing in the back of his head where he loved Max too.
Remy shook his head, raising his gaze from his shoulder as his gripped relaxed on his shirt. "No, I don't. He hasn't really been talking to me recently," he replied, looking up at Alec. What was he to him now? What does he call him, identify him as? Is he his lover? His boyfriend? Still, his stepbrother? Remy didn't know what to call him. He didn't worry too much about it at the moment though as he just wanted to stay in his arms. "I haven't heard anything about it," Remy informed him, his brows furrowing. While he hadn't liked the thought of them dating, he disliked the thought of Max cheating on him even less. How was that fair to Alec?
"Don't worry about him, right now. You have me," Remy tried to convince him, taking his arms from around him and grabbing his hands. He tugged lightly. Remy hoped he wasn't judging wrongly and that he really did want to to spend time with him. He smiled lightly up at him, tugging again to get his attention. "Alec, just focus on me. I love you," he said, tiptoeing up to kiss the corner of his mouth and nuzzle his cheek.
Still worried about the fact that Max could be cheating on him, he couldn't help but grin and blushed deeply as Remy kissed the corner of his lips and then nuzzled his cheek. His phone started going off with texts, " Fucking hell, Frank has got to be my most annoying friend ever," Alec groaned, he rested his head against Remy's shoulder. He sighed and gently moved away, " Let me see what he wants and then I'll tell Max that I won't be going out tonight...I'll just tell Max something like Dad wanted me to stay home and clean the attic....which actually isn't a lie, he's been bugging me about that for weeks," Alec mumbled as he picked up his phone.
He unlocked his phone and started looking through the Messages that Frank was sending him, his eyes widened when he saw what Frank was sending him. " So I was right....my feeling wasn't wrong...Max has been cheating on me, and Frank finally caught him in the act," Alec said, dropping his phone onto his bed. But then Frank started calling, Alec couldn't resist answering it, " What?" He asked his friend, the phone was on speaker phone. " Look, I'm sorry for ruining whatever mood you were in with your step-brother, that was the part he whispered, Alec regretted ever telling his best friend about his crush on Remy, " But I know you're still with Max, and well.....I'm sorry for doubting that feeling, I really thought you were being crazy...until I caught Max kissing some douchebag.....whom I found out he's been dating for three weeks," Frank said. Alec just went rigid, three weeks? Max had been going out with that dude for three weeks while he was with him? " Bye," Alec said to Frank. He was heartbroken, he couldn't believe Max would do something like that to him, turned to Remy and just stared at his...boyfriend? lover? step-brother?
Remy listened quietly as Frank explained what he had seen and what he had known. He bit his lip, looking at the ground. It pissed him off that Max would do that to him. They may not have been talking as much but he had still considered him is friend. Not anymore. When Alec ended the phone call and turned to him, just looking on him, Remy wrapped his arms around his neck and hid his face on his shoulder. "I'm sorry, Alec," he whispered, closing his eyes. He just wanted Alec to forget Max and focus on him. He didn't need Max anymore. He had Remy.
Remy pulled away and took the phone from his stepbrother's hands, placing it over on his dresser before taking his hands in his. "C'mon. Lay with me," he prompted, pulling softly on his hands and taking him to the bed. Remy sat down and waited until Alec sat there with him. Maybe if they did something, laid there in silence with just each other, he would be able to forget about Max.
[[ Sorry, I keep forgetting I have rp's in thread ]]
Alec just stared at a wall when Remy wrapped his arms around him and his his face in his shoulder. It hurt, every part of him hurt, in all of his years of dating all his friends, not a single one of them had cheated on him. He's dated friends of his friends and none of them even cheated on him either, they all loved him very much and promised that if they ever broke up, it wouldn't be because of how he dressed or that they fell out of love, they'd still be friends. Max promised that too, but then, Alec just didn't want to think about that any more.
"No, I don't want to sit around and wallow in pity," Alec said as he looked at Remy, he picked up his keys and his wallet. "We can go on a official first date, I still have a reservation and Sally's," Alec said, seeing as that was where he and Max were going to go. He got a text from someone, ' I'm sorry,' It was from Max, and Alec wasn't going to answer it. He deleted Max's number and blocked it, he looked up at Remy, "That is, if you want to," Alec said with a deep, red blush.
Remy's heart sunk a little bit as he refused to lay with him. But his smile picked back up as Alec suggested that they go out together. "Of course, I want to go," he replied, standing up happily and taking one of his hands. "Why wouldn't I want to spend time with you? I wanna make you happy," Remy admitted softly and bit his lip again, dropping his head to look down at the floor. He stared at his shoes and then his head shot up. "Do I need to change into something else? I can go put something else on and do my makeup. I know that it's a pretty nice restaurant so I don't want to look silly," he inquired, looking up at his stepbrother. He wanted to call him his boyfriend. But would Alec want him to do that? Hell, he wasn't even sure if Alec liked to concept of the two of them together? What if he just became his stepbrother's rebound? Remy had seen him do that on occasion and that wasn't something he wanted. "What do I... Um... What are we, Alec?" he asked, shuffling his feet as he looked back up at him. "What do we call each other now?" Remy added a moment later, holding onto his hand a little tighter in unconscious fear that he might try to pull or run away.
Alec was almost ecstatic when Remy said that he would go on a date with him, he didn't understand why he thought Remy would say no. He smiled and squeezed he put Remy's hand on his chest right above his heard and then he looked Remy up and down. "If you want to change, love, you can, I don't care how you look and if anyone else has a problem, they can kiss my fist, it's been pretty lonely," Alec said, in an attempt to lighten the entire mood even more.
He thought about what Remy said as he asked what they were and what do they call each other. He didn't really know what they were, they definitely weren't lovers quite yet, and they definitely weren't friends or friends with benefits, he smiled suddenly and squeezed Remy's hand that rested on his chest. "Boyfriends, that's what we are and that's what we call each other," Alec said.
((Hey, I'm sorry. School has been kicking my butt recently and I don't think that that is gonna change so my replies are not going to be very consistent.))
Remy squeezed his stepbrother's, no boyfriend's, hand in return and gave him a wide smile. When he told Alec that he loved him, this seemed like an unattainable outcome for it all. The last thing he had thought was that Alec would return his feelings and that they would go so far as to define themselves as boyfriends in the first day. Hell, the first hour.
If Alec thought he looked good enough for them to go out, then he didn't feel the need to change his clothes. As long as Alec liked what he was wearing, he didn't care what everyone else thought. "Let's go start our first date then," Remy prompted, standing on his tiptoes to look his stepbrother in the eyes. He could not have been happier in this moment than he was.
(( no worries. School will be kicking my own ass soon, and my replies won't be really consistent either, unless I decide to be lazy with school again. Sorry it's short ))
Alec smiled brightly and leaned down a little to kiss Remy's cheek, "I can't believe I'm actually going on a date with the person I've loved for oh so long," Alec said as he kissed Remy's knuckles. He grins at his step-brother and makes sure that he has everything before he begins leading Remy out of his room, yelling to their parents that they were heading out and that they'd be back by midnight. The only reply he got in return was a simple grunt from wherever his damn father was, doing only god knows what.
Remy blushed lightly as his stepbrother's comment. He held onto his hand as they left the bedroom and made their way downstairs to leave. Remy ignored their father's dismissive response. He didn't need to know anyways. Remy followed close behind him to his car. "I love you," Remy said again. He couldn't help it. Now that Alec knew, it was all he wanted to tell him. Remy wanted to make sure that he meant it.
Remy got into the passenger seat and pulled the seatbelt across his chest to buckle it in. Once sat, he began to fidget. He was nervous. What if Alec decided that he didn't actually like him or thought different of him after they went out on this date? He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself and his fidgeting fingers. It only scared him a little bit. The fact that this was his first date ever, either.
Alec would have liked not to know what his father was always doing, it would only lead to many certain things and sometimes it lead to him getting in trouble for snooping or grounded for poking his nose in other people's businesses. He smiled softly when Remy said he loved him, he got into the driver's seat of his car and buckled himself up, he leaned over and gently kissed Remy's cheek, "I love you too," Alec murmured.
Alec was downright nervous and his hands slightly shook as he put the car into drive and pulled out of the driveway and onto the main road, he had to calm his nerves and nothing really seemed to be working. He bit his lip and began driving down the road, this wasn't his first date ever, but it certainly would probably he the first date that's ever gone really well. The other first dates he had with other people always ended up with him fighting with his date about something stupid or another. His knuckles ended up turning white as he gripped the steering wheel, he couldn't quite see the road as his vision started to go wonky, he quickly pulled off to the before anything happened.
